lookmeinmysoul

when the city quiets down my mind awakens finally free from caged chaos the only time i can call this world mine⋆｡°·☁︎ pinterest:https://jp.pinterest.com/butterfliesinmygarden/

[lookmeinmys0ul]

[lookmeinmys0ul]

sometimes plan you think is meant for you isnt the real plan. it just takes life experience to figure that out and redirect

[lookmeinmys0ul]

the mind replays what the heart wants to heal

[lookmeinmys0ul]

blue

i see the way you look at her

feeling blue baby it hurts

stuck in my mind

caught on rewind

taking me away from myself

finally feel okay by myself

but i need you

[lookmeinmys0ul]

people date nowadays because they want attention, validation and dont want to be alone. Not out of genuine curiosity and connection. Full of fake egotistical people using each other just performing love with projections and facade it makes me sick

[lookmeinmys0ul]

i just want a quiet life, kids running and chasing butterflies in our garden, as my husband and I cook dinner and watch them smiles all around. He kisses my forehead and finally i feel contempt with our quiet little happy life.

[lookmeinmys0ul]

why you so close but you feel so far?

you look like the moon in the morning

jaded, faded, almost gone

[lookmeinmys0ul]

if i see your eyes

id turn to stone

i look away

i gotta go

[lookmeinmys0ul]

Protect your energy. TRUST in yourself always.

Ive listened to many people talk for years - all my young adult years damn near. too many with menace intentions. in the end, i always find my way. they don’t control my narrative.

this is my life. my journey.

[lookmeinmys0ul]

im just scared i wont feel anything for anyone anymore.. my heart has been closed for years and its a quiet knowing only I am aware of. i cant feel my heartbeat it just feels like glass after so many heartbreaks & betrayals. hoping i can heal so no one gets hurt and that’s accountability im willing to take!

[lookmeinmys0ul]

i dont wanna feel that typa pain again

[lookmeinmys0ul]

if you are not offering me gifts taking me on vacations and treating me like goddess dont even talk… no not even look at me thank youuuu

[lookmeinmys0ul]

im sorry that you have to lose me…..

[lookmeinmys0ul]

ive been praying for your health youve been praying for my forgiveness

[julieterbang]

oksu.mansu_

[lookmeinmys0ul]

She said, "Careful, or you'll lose it" But girl I'm only human And I know there's a blade where your heart is And you know how to use it And you can take my flesh if you want, girl But baby, don't abuse it These voices in my head screaming, "Run now" I'm praying that they're human

[lookmeinmys0ul]

if im not your muse dont even make eye contact with me lol