Buck and Eddie have been together for almost a month and one day Eddie is working a shift without him because he's covering for someone on B-shift. And it's the first time since they got together that one of them has been on shift without the other, and Chris is at school with plans to go to a friend's afterwards, so Buck's feeling extra lonely.
He starts passing the time by doing some of the household chores that they've started to get behind on but in his haste to distract himself he ends up being too quick and finishing with still a while left before Eddie gets home. So he does what anyone does when they're bored and by themselves and pulls up his favourite porn on his phone.
He knows (by way of his exes) that it's a bit of a relationship faux pas to masturbate to porn, which is one of the reasons why he hasn't done so yet since he got with Eddie. (The other more pressing reason is that he and Eddie have been having plenty of sex (the best of his life) so much so that he hasn't even thought about getting off by himself until now).
But Eddie won't be home for hours so it's not like he'll know and yeah Buck will probably feel guilty about it but if he doesn't get it out of his system now then he'll just be sitting around all horny for the rest of the day which is just weird and uncomfortable.
He doesn't need the porn to get hard, he just has to think of Eddie for that to happen (which can actually be really unfortunate for him sometimes (he would not recommend getting a boner at work)). But he's found that often times he just needs a little more stimulus to get him over the edge of his climax. Normally he can rely on another person (who will only ever be Eddie now and for the rest of his life) to do that for him, whether it's a soft touch or a rough thrust or a tight clench or the sweetest praise. But in desperate times visual stimuli and a put upon moan can work just as well.
He has it all planned out. He'll watch his porn until he gets his orgasm and hopefully just the one will satiate him and then he can clean up and act like nothing out of the ordinary happened and Eddie will never know.
What he hasn't planned for is Eddie getting hurt on a call (nothing really bad just enough to not be able to finish his shift that day). But what that means is Buck is in the middle of getting himself off (earphones in because it felt wrong to play his porn outloud in Eddie's house) completely unaware of the front, and then the bedroom, door opening until it's too late.
When Buck finally realises Eddie is just standing there watching him pull himself off, he scrambles so hard he ends up flinging his phone across the room. (His boner should probably be immediately killed except his boyfriend is looking at him so it only flags a tiny bit from the shock before hardening right back up again).
Eddie opens his mouth but doesn't get to say anything before Buck starts profusely apologising. His heart is pounding and he's terrified because what if Eddie breaks up with him over this? What if Eddie is one of those people that thinks watching porn is basically the same as cheating? And the thing is Buck knew he shouldn't have, this was literally one of the reasons Natalia broke up with him, and yet he still went ahead and did it. Why can't he ever fucking learn from his mistakes? Fuck.
Eddie sees the moment Buck starts to truly spiral and realises he needs to cut in before Buck starts hyperventilating. And then of course Eddie reassures Buck that he's not gonna leave him and that he loves him. And that obviously he doesn't care if Buck watches porn but well if he's gonna keep feeling bad about it then maybe they could come up with some other options...
Which is how Buck's locked folder on his phone ends up holding an uncountable amount of photos of Eddie in wildy inappropriate postions and just as many videos of the two of them together.
And so Buck doesn't stop watching porn it's just now the porn he's watching is acutely crafted to his tastes (aka it's his boyfriend doing literally anything even remotely sexy) and it's perfect.
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