Happy 2 year S3E6Â anniversary!
I thought I'd celebrate #YRS3epilogue with (at least) this small contribution. (Maybe there will be something more during the week. ) Thank your for promting @books-books-smolderinglooks đ!
The #YRS3epilogue challenge is: "So in celebration, tell us what has your favorite character been up to? ... share with the fandom what has Wilmon and all the others been up to since then?". The time gap from S3E6 is not that big here, mere hours.Â
You can read my "Not on my watch" chapter 4 (on AO3) as a prequel and see that there were some expectations onthis evening. Anyway, it doesn't turn out as imagined and that can also be a good thing too.Â
Read here in English or Swedish - or later at AO3.
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Simon grĂ„ter och kallingarna Àr halvt neddragna över lĂ„ren. Men han grĂ„ter och Willes hĂ€nder har lĂ€mnat Simons höfter. Det var inte sÄ hĂ€r han hade tĂ€nkt att denna kvĂ€ll skulle sluta.Â
Ska man vara Àrlig sÄ har han tĂ€nkt denna kvĂ€ll i mĂ„nga olika versioner. Den hemskaste, ensammast kvĂ€llen - det var vad han trodde i morse. Eller fantastisk sex med sin pojkvĂ€n - det trodde han i eftermiddags.Â
Men nu grĂ„ter han och stĂ„ndet slaknar.Â
"Vad Àr det Simon?". Wille lĂ„ter genuint orolig.Â
"Jag trodde...", Simon snörvlar och torkar bort nĂ„gra tĂ„rar med baksidan av handen.Â
" Jag trodde...". Han försöker igen men rösten bĂ€r inte riktigt.Â
Wille stryker honom över kinden försiktigt.Â
"Jag trodde jag aldrig mer skulle fĂ„ trĂ€ffa dig. Bara se dig i tidningarna och pĂ„ TV.". TĂ„rarna bara rinner.Â
Wille Ă€r tyst, men stryker Simon över kinden försiktigt igen. Böjer sig fram och kysser honom mjukt. Inte hett och sexigt, utan mjukt. Wille lutar pannan mot Simon. De ligger sĂ„ en stund. Simon fortsĂ€tter snörvla lite och grĂ„ter mer. Â
Det Àr liksom alla kĂ€nslor pÄ en och samma gĂ„ng - lĂ€ttnad, förĂ€lskelse, förlamade rĂ€dsla, sorg och glĂ€dje. Och han har typ inte sovit ordentligt sedan Willes födelsedag.Â
I morse trodde han att han aldrig nĂ„gonsin mer skulle fÄ trĂ€ffa Wille. Nu ligger de i Simons sĂ€ng, ihop, nakna. Wille ska sova över i flera nĂ€tter. Och han Àr typ inte kronprins lĂ€ngre (eller ska i vart fall ge kronan till August - Simon orkar inte re i det nu).Â
SÄ hör han en snörvling frĂ„n Wille ocksÄ och kĂ€nner att Willes kropp darrar till som om han drar efter andan.Â
"Mmm...", mumlar Wille och lyfter huvudet lite. Han biter sig i underlĂ€ppen för att hindra darret. "Jag trodde aldrig jag skulle fÄ se dig.". Och sÄ brister det för Wille ocksÄ och han börja ocksÄ grĂ„ta.Â
De har inte mer sex den kvĂ€llen, utan somnar utmattad i varandras armar. Det Àr ÀndÄ den bĂ€sta kvĂ€llen i 16-Ă„riga Simons liv.Â
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The first nightÂ
Simon is crying and his boxers are partly pulled down over his thighs. But he cries and Wille's hands have left Simon's hips. This was not how he had planned this evening to end.Â
To be honest, he has thought about this evening in many different versions. The most terrible, loneliest evening- that's what he thought this morning. Or fantastic sex with her boyfriend - that's what he thought this afternoon.Â
But now he is crying and the dick is slackening.Â
"What is it, Simon?" Wille sounds genuinely worried.Â
"I thought...", Simon sniffles and wipes away a few tears with the back of his hand.Â
"I thought...". He tries again but his voice doesn't really carry him.Â
Wille caresses his cheek gently.Â
"I thought I'd never see you again. Just in the newspapers and on TV.". The tears flow freely now.Â
Wille is silent, but touches Simon's cheek gently again, then bends over to kiss him softly. Not hot and sexy, but soft. Wille leans his forehead towards Simon. They lie like that for a while. Simon continues to sniffle a little and cries some more. Â
It's like all emotions at the same time - relief, love, paralyzed fear, sadness and joy. And he hasn't slept properly since Wille's birthday.Â
This morning he thought he would never see Wille again. Now they are both in Simon's bed, together, naked. Wille is going to stay over for several nights. And he's kind of not crown prince anymore (or at least will give the crown to August - Simon can't handle that right now).Â
Then he hears a sniffle from Wille as well and feels Wille's body tremble as if he's gasping for breath.Â
"Mmm...", Wille mumbles and lifts his head a little. He bites his lower lip to stop the tremors. "I never thought I'd see you ever again." And then it breaks for Wille too and he also starts crying.Â
They donât have any more sex that night, but fall asleep exhausted in each other's arms. It is still the best night of 16-year-old Simon's life.Â