Ash

19 | Any prns

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Dni: Pro radqueer/xenosatinists, Pro proship/sarkship, Anti endo/willo, Fakeclaimers, Ageplay variants, Petplay variants, general kink, Anti agere /petre, Anti alter human, Anti xenogenders/neopronouns, conservative, Pro radfem/terf/swerf,

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Guys please block and report @winniewhimsy they're both reblogging sfw agere posts and d!@per kink content

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I don't know how people just have friends... like how do they just know people where do they meet them how do they make them like them I don't get it

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Cozy homey vibes

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Made based on my personal ideal ♡

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Having fears without names is so weird and kinda annoying tbh. Like I feel weird saying erotiphobia since it's not the thought of s*x or of having it that I'm afraid of but the general idea of being found attractive in general

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Why is it so hard to find a template for an intro/pinned post -_- looking up intro templates brings up pk/simply plural templates and looking for pinned templates brings up something but I'm honestly not sure what its even supposed to be... I just want an easy template to put info about me and my account for a pinned post without it being hard to read or being weird just a normal intro templates

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Kiddo regressing at the bonfire with their friends who immediately notice and grab their backpack getting their stuffie out and ask if they wanna play tag or just sit around the fire, helping them cook over the fire

*dni in pinned*

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Does anyone lowkey hate how partner focused the community is? It's practically impossible to find stuff that portrays a little and cg in any context other than partner... and I genuinely absolutely hate it... it's not that I hatethe concept of a partner being their cg but I hate its the only/most common... I wish there was more for other relations... cgs who are platonic friends and roommates with their little, an older sibling watching their younger sibling while little or regressing with their biological parents...

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Mad at Pinterest cause I'm just trying to look at ppg fanart and it kept showing me fucking loli like ew no lol

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I honestly hate myself because I unwilling fall into the "Lolicon ditzy little girl male gaze" stereotype by accident. I never fully learned things socially so a lot of the time I come off dumb and ditzy, I love physical affection and its one of my top love language I love hugs kisses and cuddles even platonically regardless of who with Ilike leaning my head on people's shoulders giving my friends a kiss or a hug sitting people's lap while doing my own thing but whenever I do particularly among men its mistaken for romantic

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I hate not knowing how to express myself. I'm constantly bursting with ideas and creativity but just don't know how to express it. Growing up and still now I've always been one who's "too much" the "gentle soul" and "easily broken" treated like thrifted knicknacks on the counter, loved for fragility until they're broken and completely disregarded as worthless the moment they broke. Whenever I'd show someone something I enjoyed or was proud of I constantly relieved praise not for it but me, it was never "You're good at drawing" but "it's cute you draw" ot was never about what I said but that I spoke, it was always what I was not who I was

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Tbh I feel like a major barrier to me actually getting help is just not knowing how to articulate myself. A lot of the times I don't know the words for what I think/feel and can't really turn thoughts into words and writing doesn't really help since my problems are more in terms of words opposed to verbalizing. Add that on top of not really knowing how to identify body cues or feel emotions is just idk man idk