Losing to Myself

Half the world is starving, while the other half is trying to lose weight. I find myself caught between both hells: starving to lose weight. Kimberly Nicole 22 years old height: 5'3" ugw: 109 My face Message Me Thinspo

[losingtomyself]

You know that scrunched up “this is disgusting but I know it’s going to help me have a killer workout” face you make when you get a whiff of your pre-workout cocktail right before you chug it?

That is my current mood.

[mybrainisbroken]

[tinykoalabear]

me: *has an eating disorder for years*

me: *is still not even close to being thin*

[coolskeletonmemes]

[tiredcaffiene]

Made this cause fr fr 👌

[thinwithworry]

Someone: you know you actually GAIN weight when you don’t eat, your body enters starvation mood and turns food int-

Me, losing 3 pounds a day while eating nothing:

[stillstarving-andsad]

[humofnight]

[mythinland]

i don’t think people understand how much self hate someone has to feel to deny a basic human need as eating

[mint-thin]

My Diet

Breakfast: a piping hot cup of self hatred

Lunch: a slice of regret

Dinner: a bowl of wow I really must fucking hate myself if I keep doing this to myself but I’m not gonna stop lol

[dyingforthekpopbody]

A novel by me.

[olearypoetry]

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

current goal: make it through the week

long term goal: make it through all the weeks

[thestateofsix-deactivated201906]

Ultimate goal: make it through life.

[just-shower-thoughts]

Minecrafts “you may not rest now, there are monsters nearby” might be the reason you can’t fall asleep some nights.

[thatfatcow]

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[skinnedyouth]

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[thinrae718]

I NEED to get back to that point where it was so easy to not eat for days and days. I miss that empty feeling. Now I just feel heavy and disgusting.