Lost and Insecure;

Sophia Charlotte Peletier | The Lost Girl | 20 After getting separated from the group, Sophia was left to fend for herself. She might not be the strongest physically, but she is mentally. She is currently on her own, searching for others. How she happens upon the group, depends on the verse / individual storyline. tracking ; lostcherokeerxse & lostcherokeerosex EST. 2013

[ofmermaiids-deactivated20161122]

             she is my  { s i s t e r  }                                                                 you son of a bitch

[lostcherokeerxse]

Annnnd done, done, and done. I think that’s all?  I may have accidentally dropped a few threads, so I apologize.  I’m just proud that I managed to force my muse out of her shell, even just a little bit -- replies might be a bit shitty though. ><

[beaniesandmachetes--a]

Pain for him wasn’t as bad as it was for normal people. For Jake it was just another reminder of the torture he used to endure and the only remnants were scars that littered his back. Of course she didn’t know about those. Even some of the closest people didn’t quite know about his past, but it wasn’t often people stuck around long enough to even confide in him the past he was still running from.  Once she declared that her job was done, Jacoby looked over at her handiwork.

“Thank you, Sophia. You did a great job.” The pain was still there, but he had been used to that most of his life. A little bit more wasn’t that big of a deal. In fact, the suffering reminded him that he was still alive and that he was a survivor just as he had always been. Just the fact that he could still feel pain was a miracle when so many more had succumbed to the unforgiving, brutal world.  “I’m ready. I think I can tough it out even if I don’t think I will be able to go as fast as we normally do.” 

[lostcherokeerxse]

Truthfully, she was surprised at how well she had done, but she was pleased that she was able to fix him up -- hell, he had handled it better than she could have ever anticipated. She knew that if she had been in his shoes, she likely would have cried like a baby. Luckily, Sophia had yet to endure too many major injuries since the outbreak had begun, but before? She beared scars of those terrible memories... memories that she had kept hidden even from her own mother.  When Jake spoke up, she flashed a sweet smile over towards him and shrugged her bag up onto her shoulders before grabbing her knife from the table. “If you’re sure...” she replied, taking a small step back and glanced towards the window to silently note the relative amount of time they would have out on the road, before sunset. “We’ve got a few hours, at least -- I think we can cover some solid ground before finding a place for the night... even with you bein’ handicapped,” she teased.

[govbrianblake-deactivated201509]

“So, if you don’t mind me askin’ why are you trustin’ us if the other groups that you were with didn’t work out so well?” he asked as he continued to keep his eyes trained on the road out in front of him. “Aren’t you afraid that our town might end up bein’ the same way as all of the others? I’m not sure that I would put my trust in anyone else if I had went through all of that.”

The truth was, he was paranoid of almost every group that there was out there. All of them were competing for the same limited supplies now and he knew that meant that most of the people that were left now had turned into monsters, and that meant that they would do almost anything to get those supplies as a means to survive. “Its an us or them world out there now… well, more so now than it was before.”

[lostcherokeerxse]

His question was one that she wondered herself, but she had decided that she still had some glimmer of hope that this world hadn’t ruined everyone. “There had to be people out there that still want to make the world right -- to make it a better place again,” she explained with a slight shrug of her thin shoulders as she shot a look towards the Governor, “I guess I still have a little faith in humanity, despite all this horrible people that I’ve happened upon, you know? Can’t all be bad. I’m just givin’ this place a shot.” Sophia turned her attention out of the window once more, her hands smoothing down along her thighs, the material of her jeans catching on her calloused hands. “I’ll do whatever I have to to survive,” she told him, letting out a soft bit of laughter, “before all of this, I was nothing, but now? It’s like a chance to start over -- to make something of myself. Hell, maybe your town is just the place to do that. I might just be able to have an impact, help out somehow.”

The blonde raised a hand, brushing her hair back behind her ear, her gaze shifting forward to see the town gates up ahead. She sat up a bit in her seat, eyes narrowed to focus her curiosity. “You have guards? Please looks like a fortress,” she commented in awe.

[frxctis-blog]

“I ain’t takin’ y’on your word for that.” He said quietly, looking over at her as he cleaned his crossbow. “I gotta talk t’y’mom.” He murmured softly, sliding off of the veranda balustrade and standing lightly on his feet. “Not because I think you’re a child, it ain’t that. Just because y’matter. Goin’ out alone’s one thing. I know the risks an’ I can survive if I have to but y’need t’be okay.”

[lostcherokeerxse]

“C’mon, Daryl,” she sighed, her body slouching forward as he spoke; she hated the chance that he would be right, that her mom might say no -- god, she would give anything to get back out there, at least for a short while. “I’ll be fine, you know that,” she added, her arms crossing over her chest, “I know the risks too, a-and I’m an adult now. Listen, if she says no, I’m just going to sneak out on my own anyways. Wouldn’t you feel better about it if you came along?”

[theres-us-and-thedead]

“Are you fine?” Rick questioned gently as he took a moment to study her. She still managed to have that same smile that he remembered, even after all that time. He reached out to gently grasp her shoulder as he looked at her. Guilt churned deep inside him as she looked back at him. He should have known. He should have kept looking. She was still alive and he had failed her. Sophia was right though. She had survived, she was tougher than anyone might have given her credit for. He hadn’t wanted that for her, she had deserved to be safe and protected with the rest of them. “You’ve been out here on your own all this time?”

[lostcherokeerxse]

As he looked her over, she glanced away from him and nodded her head. She had been through hell and back, but she was fine -- well, as fine as she could possibly be. His next question made her pull her gaze back and peered up at him. “No... I’ve come across a couple of other groups, but not the best people, you know? So I just... I never stuck around,” she admitted with a slight shrug, her shoulder feeling heavy beneath his touch, “I preferred being alone over that.”

[weaintsomewhereelse]

+1 arrow in the quiver

[weaintsomewhereelse]

Eyes quickly moved to the hand that touched his arm, he wasn’t very used to that, but unlike years ago, he didn’t hesitate to let her. “I didn’…”, he muttered, lowering his eyes to avoid looking at her. He couldn’t avoid blaming himself. They gave up on their search. Of course the farm being overrun with walkers didn’t help. But he was a tracker. He should have been able to track her. He failed both her and Carol. She was lucky to be alive, but because of him, she she could be dead. “I wasn’ searchin’ anymor’. ‘m sorry. Ya wasn’ supposed to went through t’at alone.”

[lostcherokeerxse]

Listening to the tone of his voice made her stomach sink; he was so guilty for not searching for her, and she hated that. It wasn’t his fault -- she didn’t blame anyone for what happened to her. “You listen to me, Daryl Dixon: me bein’ out here? It happened for a reason. I’m a lot stronger now than I ever was and I’m not that little girl back on that highway -- I know what I’m doin’ now. I can defend myself, survive on my own, do what I have to to survive,” she told him, her blue eyes locked onto his gaze, “I don’t want you to blame yourself for not finding me. It’s not on you, okay?”

[pesticideresistant-deactivated2]

He twirled his pen in the air, signalling for his butcher to stop in mid-swing. “I don’t want you to do anything for me. I just want you… but….” Chewing on the cap, he pretended to think about a compromise, when in reality, he had this exact conversation more times than he could count. “There is one thing you could do.” Gareth took a knee, setting his notebook on the floor beneath his knee cap so he wouldn’t come in contact with any blood. “Become one of us. You know, a ‘if you can’t beat ‘em, join ‘em’ kinda thing.”

[lostcherokeerxse]

When the man knelt down beside her, Sophia peered down into the trouph, watching another man’s blood drain away. His words made her heart sink down into the pit of her stomach; what options did she have, really? Either die or join this cannibalistic group? Her shoulders slumped forward as she tried to muster up her words, but her mind was clouded with fear. “I-I’ll do it... I’ll join you,” she muttered under her breath, her voice nearly breaking as her hands twisted in their restraints, “please, just get me out of here...”

[lostcherokeerxse]

Okay, okay. I think I’m finally going to work on my drafts. Thank you all for being patient and I love you guys<3

[lostcherokeerxse]

30 FOLLOWERS FROM 300. BRUHHHH.

[whiskeyxnthejar-deactivated2025]

Just a general PSA…

I WANT DRAMA.

I WANT FLUFF.

I WANT SMUT.

I WANT ANGST.

I WANT ACTION.

I WANT DARK THEMED PLOTS.

I. WANT.

[lostcherokeerxse]

Being ignored is always fun.

[jarofkimchi]

I’ve seen how amazing things happen on this website, how caring and loving people can be to complete strangers who need help. I never thought I’d ever have to ask this of people, but I need you guys. I lost my dad in 08′ unexpectedly, and then this Saturday I lost my mom the same way. It came as a surprise to my sister’s and I because literally the night before she was laughing with us, she was fine. 

My mom spent nearly eight years giving up medical help, and so many other things to provide for us. but even though things were always so hard on us financially, somehow, my mom made things work. She made everything seem possible. My oldest sister has a job and looking for another, I’m currently looking for one, and my little sister’s priority is to graduate. As of now we’re uncertain of how to even give my mom the service she needs, or how to handle any living expenses from now on. I hate asking for this, but my brother can only do so much because he has a family of his own to take care of, but if you could contribute even a little, or just reblog this to spread the word I would be so appreciative. We just need to find a way to find some sort of stability so we can get on our feet again. 

Remember if you can’t donate, that’s fine! If you’re able to just help spread the word that would be so amazing.

The link to read more about our situation or donate is here.

[lostcherokeerxse]

I’m going to delete this soon, because I haven’t edited it -- but uhhhh, dying Sophia, anyone?

[embracewhatyouvebecome-deactiva]

"The ones out there, the living and the dead, they'll try to get in here. 'Cause we're in here. They'll hunt us, they'll find us, they'll try to use us, they'll kill us. But we'll kill them. We'll survive. I'll show you how."

• Independent Rick Grimes from AMC’s The Walking Dead TV Series. • Mun and muse 18+ • AU/OC friendly • Accepting of all forms of roleplays. • Skype available upon request. • Active blog. • Semi-selective. • 6+ years roleplaying experience. wearethegreatergood

[randommemeshiz]

Send one or more of the following for my muses reaction! (Smutty)

"You’re so cute when your all tied up and needy….." “I really wanna fuck that cute little ass of yours right now~…” “I really wanna fuck that cute little pussy of yours right now~…” “Open your mouth and get ready to swallow.” “That was such a cute gasp~” “Come on now, be a good little slut and suck/ride masters cock.” “Now, now, i don’t remember giving you permission to cum….”

"As punishment, when we go run errands today, you have to wear a vibrating bullet on low and you better not cum without permission." “As punishment, after I fill you up, you’ll wear a butterfly plug to keep it all inside while we run errands.” “I wanna fuck you hard, right up against the window.” “Damn, if I’d known how much you liked to be watched I would’ve invited them sooner.” “That’s right, put your chest against the window and spread your legs, arch your back, and beg me to fuck you.” “Aw, your legs are trembling~ does it feel that good?” “Mm~ your so tight~” “Just beg (Name), just beg.” “Y’know I always thought they called you ‘tight ass’ ‘cause you were strict or something, but this is so much better~….” “Damn, your dripping and I’ve barely even touched you. Do I get you that excited?” “I know, but fuck it feels so good, just bare with it a little longer and then there’ll be plenty of cum to lube up this little fuckhole of yours….~” “Ah, ah, bad boy/girl. You came without masters permission! How should I punish you for this, pet?” “See? I told you you’d love my cock~” “See? I told you you’d like my pussy~” “I’ve got you all tied up and blindfolded….what should I do with you? ‘Cause I can think of a lot’ve fun things, mostly fucking you raw, but maybe I should let my friend try you out first?” “You’re so cute with that tiny dick of yours~ it’s much smaller than mine, does that embarrass you?~” “Ive been bragging about you to my friends, so get on your knees and open your mouth so they can try it out for themselves- not all at once, of course.” “Heh. You really do love drinking cum, don’t you?” “I won’t let you up till you lick it all up, pet. The sooner you do as told the sooner you get your reward.” “I think my friend oughtta fuck that cute mouth of yours while I fuck your ass, yeah?” “How about he take your pussy and I take your ass? He can hold you up, it’ll be a grate new experience. What do you say, pet?” “I really wanna watch my friends fuck your holes raw while I fuck your throat until you lose your voice…..”

[bethismsa]

Don’t hate me ‘cause you ain’t me