the lost city system

★blue🌌+everyone★23★nonbinary★they/them★asd, bpd & psychosis★did/osdd 1-b★

[lostcitysystem]

★ intro, dni, alters and other info: ★

hi i’m blue🌌! i’m 23 (bodily), nonbinary, and use they/them pronouns. i am the host of the lost city system. we are currently professionally diagnosed with ASD, BPD and psychosis but we are self diagnosed with DID/OSDD-1B (traumagenic). we collectively use they/them pronouns and use i/we interchangeably. we also have a side account specifically for the littles in our system called @lostcitylittles.

★DMs/asks open for questions and venting (ask)★

★we love when people spam like/reblog★

★please read our dni before you follow/interact★

★ link to our dni

★ link to our alter intros

★ other info:

we have been exploring the possibility of having DID/OSDD for 5+ years with extensive research. we fit all criteria including trauma, dissociation and emotional amnesia (plus general amnesia). our trauma occurred before the age of 3 and continued until the age of 18. we are seeking a professional diagnosis/evaluation but currently we are self diagnosed.

as of May 2023 we believe we are a DID system as opposed to OSDD 1-B, though we may still have OSDD. again, we are desperately trying to get a diagnosis but waiting lists are very very long so it’s taking a while. despite this, I can confirm we have been medically recognised by a psychologist and told that DID was probable by a psychiatrist.

as of January 2024 we have been scheduled to be assessed for OSDD/DID but this is still a long way off due to more waiting lists.

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[crowsent]

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[akashicrecord]

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[supermoonscarab]

[traumasurvivors]

Stop trying to be who you were before your trauma.

It’ll only exhaust and frustrate you. It’s okay to have changed.

[poet-guy]

The future should not be plural.

The future should accommodate for those with dissociative disorders.

The future should have further more thorough research in dissociative disorders.

The future should be more accepting of dissociative disorders.

BUT

The future should not be plural.

That means children are getting repeatedly traumatised at an impressionable age.

That means children don't have healthy coping mechanisms.

That means children AREN'T SAFE.

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[desktop-assistant]

me talking about a thing i like: yeah it's pretty good. you should check it out

me talking about a thing i don't like: eh, not a big fan. it's whatever though

me talking about a thing i saw a flash of potential in but overall isn't good: Okay so what you have to understand is that if they had just done it right,

[desktop-assistant]

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[fatpunk]

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[fatpunk]

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[interestingmistakes]

Reblogging this manually. Op doesn't want credit for fear of being terminated.

[talestobetold]

[ID: The progress pride flag, but with the stripes representing the trans community and the black and brown stripes replaced by the image “This content has been removed for violating Tumblr’s Community Guidelines.”]

(ID’d both for accessibility and for posterity, in case this gets nuked too)

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(Thought I’d upload my recent comics to Tumblr! I totally forgot it only lets you upload 10 pics at a time, and this is 11, but fingers crossed it works!)

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[weezeryuri]

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[grumpytrans]

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[grumpytrans]

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[youmegravity]

I need people to understand that sometimes autism is just this