Everything I do seems to create sadness and stress and someone getting hurt. Pain come to me and I can't stop it. I'm tired of being the sad boring ugly girl who hates herself and I cant deal with it. I want to love myself and love who I am and what I look like. I don't want to pick out my imperfections and cry myself to sleep and everything. I'm just tired of hiding how I feel to everyone but one person who I honestly don't know if they hate me or not. Because guess what, I hurt them too.
















