So I’m moving my stories over to wattpad. I’ll also be updating there too...or continuing stories there.
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So I’m moving my stories over to wattpad. I’ll also be updating there too...or continuing stories there.
About the deceit and lies I would love to know if u are willing to continue it cause it s an intersting story
I’m moving all my stories over to wattpad. I may continue this one, but I’ll be re-writing it only because I felt rushed and I didn’t like how it was during certain times.
Update
I’m thinking about moving my content over to Wattpad...
I’ll let you all know for sure in the coming week.
Sorry for my unannounced long hiatus.
So…I got a message asking for my permission to turn Rebound into a visual fanfic. And here it is. Thank you @mskxyla your work is so creative and well put together. Thank you for asking and taking the time to do this. Also, I must note that the content is mature...meaning smut.
ALEPPO UPDATE
The Assad broke the ceasefire and the people in Aleppo are still trapped….. The genocide is continuing and sadly not enough is being done to stop it.
Please help spread awareness or at least give what you can to these organizations:
https://www.syriarelief.org.uk/donate/?aleppo-appeal (Syria Relief)
https://secure.savethechildren.org.uk/donate/emergency?sourcecode=SA4006001&_ga=1.158660734.551543489.1481608383 (Save the Children)
https://donations.islamic-relief.com/? (Islamic Relief Worldwide)
https://app.moonclerk.com/pay/m084arkxtho (Karam Foundation)
http://www.msf.org/en/donate (Doctors Without Borders)
https://peoplesmillion.whitehelmets.org/act/peoples-million/?source=whweb (The White Helmets)
Btw I’m not trying to make anyone feel guilty about not donating. It’s okay… In this tough economy not everyone has is like that. But there’s still a lot of people who don’t know about this and I really want as many people to be aware as possible
FYI you don’t need to be either Syrian or Arab to feel their pain
Aleppo, Syria within the past 8 days:
260 airstrikes, 110 artillery strikes
18 missiles and 86 bombs
At least 253 civilians, including 49 children, have died in shelling, rocket fire and air strikes in Aleppo since the surge in fighting, according to the Syrian Observatory for Human Rights monitoring group.
Please, at least signal boost this to let the world become more aware of the travesties that the people of Aleppo and throughout Syria are going through. Erase the silence. Erase the world’s blindness towards the people of Syria.
#Aleppo is burning
#Save Aleppo
It's weird how things happen but...you all know about T...but I never told you about C. C is the one I regret...meaning I didn't let it happen. I kept pushing him away and I eventually pushed him too far. By the time I realized I had feelings for him it was too late. Fast forward to 3 years later and I still think about him. I also remember the qualities in him that I liked and thought those were the qualities I would seek in someone else. He's also the reason why I decided to go out with T again...because I didn't give C a chance, I didn't want to make the same mistake. I remember the really sweet things he used to do or how he always stayed calm. Also, how we just had random conversations using only gifs, but understood each other. It's strange how things work out...because we stopped talking for these past 3 years. I never reached out again because there was a lawsuit going on with the people around us and I didn't know where he stood with that. So this week the lawsuit was dropped, thankfully. And today, for some reason, I decided to unfriend T on snapchat...which was our only way of communication. (Kinda like clearing away the clutter and starting anew) My family and I got movie tickets for tonight and guess who I see walk up to the theatre, flippin C. Now, I only saw a glimpse of him and was like nah, but I told my sister anyway. So later we're sitting in the auditorium and C walks in! And my sister is all, "Omg that is him. What are you gonna do"? And I'm still freaking out, but decided to go down to his seat and say hi. I called out his name, but he didn't respond. So I'm like, "Damn, I must be racist cause I think they all look the same or something". The movie ends we walk out and I'm just like well fuck it wasn't meant to be. As I'm thinking this he walks out and passes me and I'm like fuck what do I do. In the end I didn't want to regret not talking to him so I walked right up to him and stopped him. We said our hellos and exchanged numbers. He texted me like right away and we texted for a bit. I'm not gonna get my hopes up or get overly excited. Taking the step of talking to him was really big for me, because I am shy...and I also don't know what/how he feels. Cause honestly he could be angry with me...or something I don't know. Also, our signs are compatible...but that's not important lol.
Finals are coming up so please just wait a bit more for some updates.
Also, I gotta visit some family up north before they move back to Japan.
And I think I gotta a little too excited...or rather hopeful for things to work with T and they didn’t.
Back in June I started hearing from T again. He wanted my facebook and snapchat, but only gave him my snapchat. We hadn’t seen each other since the night he got sick though...which was probably 2 or 3 months before this.
He was still being persistent, so I sent him that error message text. After that T left me alone for a few days, but then started back up.
I was going out of town for a bit and when we landed in Boston I snapped him and test I moved. The picture had the little Boston geo filter thingy too, but I honestly thought he wouldn’t take it seriously.
So I get back a week later and his snapchat is filled with him and his out of nowhere girlfriend.
Fast forward to August...he finds out I’m in LA and is all I thought you moved. I spilled and told him I was messing with him at the time.
So he begins to send me good morning snaps every morning. Two weeks go by and then he asks to hangout.
Me: Don’t you have a girlfriend? I don’t think she’d appreciate you hanging out with another girl whether their friends or not.
T: Says who?
He stopped sending me snaps and talking to me altogether. T continues to fill his snapchat with pics of him and his girlfriend...and I get JEALOUS. I’m upset that I’m over this, because as far as I know I don’t like him so wtf? Then I realize that I liked the attention.
Anyway, so his snap is filled with her, but his insta isn’t as much. He actually never tags her in the pictures nor does he ever address who she is. And the body language displayed between them is so different. You can tell his girlfriend liked him more than he liked her.
So fast forward to last weekend...he’s out with his friends rather than her. Which EVERY weekend he’s always with her. Saturday night he sent me a snap of his single friend and we ended up talking (me and T). I kept it short, because I still thought he had a girlfriend.
Come Monday, he’s asking me to hangout. So of course I bring up his girlfriend and he says they broke up. I was busy Monday and asked my sister what she thought about the situation. At first my sister was like why even do it, but then Tuesday morning she saw where I was coming from.
So...my thoughts are...when we went out for dinner it was nice and he was chill. When we went out again he did say some things that I didn’t like and he name dropped. Was he trying to impress me? I don’t know could be. He also mentioned that I don’t know what him and I could be because I won’t give it a try. True. He’s attractive. I did feel some sort of way when he got a girlfriend. Is it because I liked the attention or is it because I actually liked him? I don’t know. But I do think I owe it to myself to actually try to see if there is something, because I don’t want to make the same mistake twice (C was my first mistake of not giving someone a chance). Also, T has to see something that I don’t see since he’s been trying to pursue this since forever.
We went out for coffee Tuesday night. He asked for a kiss...to makeout...and a kiss before I went inside. T understood that I need baby steps, but still thought he would try. Though...he didn’t remember like half if not all the stuff we talked about on our first date...and yeah it was earlier this year, but I remembered his age and his birthday. So....?
Before I went inside...I told him that if he wanted this to work then it had to be for real baby steps and that I am a virgin. He seemed surprised.
My reasoning for telling him that is...if he’s only interested in sex then he’ll move on. If he’s actually interested in me then he’ll be patient.
Wednesday morning I got a good morning snap.
So far we have no plans for the rest of the week...so I don’t know where this is going or what will happen.
Also...I’m still trying to sort out my feelings...do I like him or not? I think being around him and really getting to know him will help me decide.
Because really...he could just like the idea of me and not actually like me.
This week has been…I don’t even know how to describe it.
On Saturday…T (Introduction to T and a follow up of T) snapped me a pic of one of his single friends. We messaged for a bit before I ended that convo. (I’ll tell you guys about what happened during the summer)
Sunday, I went to finish up the smutty portion of Professor and half of part two was missing. Like the beginning of all the smutty portion. I was really pissed off and was like fuck that.
Monday, my mom calls me and is all, “K asked for your number. She says she’s been trying to call you, but can’t get through”. (K is my birth mother) First off I’m like my mom didn’t even ask if it was okay with me that my number was given to her she just did it. She calls about 3 hours later and is all so and so ran into your birth father here’s his number. (I have been looking for him for FOREVER and I was convinced K gave me the wrong name) I called and left a voicemail. I called K back and we ended up talking for 2 hours. We had stopped talking a few years ago because some stuff that was said.
Also on Monday, T pops back up again and wanted to hangout. I refused, but he said that he was now single.
On Tuesday, my birth father calls back and we talk for a bit. He called again later in the afternoon. He knew who I was and said how he always prayed that we would meet someday. He’s really nice.
Also went out for coffee with T that night. Here’s the thing with him…I don’t know if I like him or if I like the attention.
Professor
a/n: I know you guys have been waiting on this one, so I’ve broken it up into two parts. Part one is the build up and part two is SMUT. Anyway enjoy.
He had never felt this way before nor had he ever thought this way about someone, especially one of his students. His eyes were always drawn to her, not that she ever did anything to draw attention to herself. She was likable, charming, funny, and pretty…almost too pretty. From where he stood she had no faults, other than her loser boyfriend. She was in her last year of university, an English major, and her boyfriend was a repeating senior. Her boyfriend’s only aspiration in life was finding the hottest parties.
“Professor Kiseok,” her soft melodic voice tore through his thoughts, “can you clarify what the author meant in this paragraph please?” He smiled softly willing to answer whatever it was she asked. She listened intently jotting down a few notes as he spoke. The tip of her pen trailed over her bottom lip before she took it between her teeth. He quickly adverted his eyes meeting the gaze of his other students.
“Any other questions before I dismiss class?” Everyone shook their heads silently praying that no one else held them up by asking more questions. “Okay then, class dismissed.” Kiseok gathered his papers and other course materials together as the students rushed through the doors.
“Professor,” she called for his attention, “I’m having a little trouble with the paper you assigned.”
“What are you having trouble with?” He cleared his throat trying to maintain his composure. If anything he wanted to appear natural, as if he had no bias feelings towards her. Kiseok leaned against the desk and crossed one ankle over the other. His arms folded over one another as he tilted his head giving her his full attention.
“Um, well…I don’t fully know wha—“
“Babe,” her boyfriend called through the open door, “are you coming?” His tone was sharp and slightly demanding.
“Never mind.” She sighed deeply before making her departure.
“If you need help, you can always visit me during office hours.” He tried his best to not sound too eager.
“Mh, thanks.” Her eyes narrowed as she revealed a genuine smile. Kiseok’s lower lips slipped between his teeth as he watched her hips sway from side to side in her short black skirt. His eyes scanned lower to her smooth glistening legs that he fantasized wrapped around his waist as he thrust in to her. An animalistic growling rumbled in his chest as he clenched his messenger bag’s strap as he slipped it over his shoulder.
“There’s an exclusive party in Hongdae and guess who got us in?” Her boyfriend licked his lips before placing a quick kiss on her ruby red lips.
“I don’t know, I’ve got so much to do—“
“Trust me; you don’t want to miss this.” His hand placed a firm grip on her plump backside.
“What are you doing?” She panicked swatting his hand away from her. Her eyes shot to the room behind her hoping that her professor didn’t see.
“That creep left already.” He grabbed her by her backside once more and pulled her into him.
“He’s not a creep,” she firmly placed her fists on his chest, “he’s actually kinda cute.”
“Cute,” he looked appalled, “cuter than me?”
“No one is cuter than you.” She leaned in and returned a quick kiss on his lips before removing herself from his arms.
“You’re coming tonight then?” He shouted down the hall after her.
“Mh.”
Kiseok gathered his papers once more and made a quiet exit from the lecture hall. He had seen her with her boyfriend one too many times and didn’t want to put himself through that again. Kiseok had never been jealous of a student’s relationship before, but he wished he could return back to his senior days. A part of him knew it was wrong to fantasize about a student, but there was something different about her. He shook his head trying to clear her from his head once more.
“One more month,” he mumbled to himself, “I just need to last one more month.”
“Professor?” She perked up as soon as he came around the corner.
“Ah,” he cleared his throat, “yeah.”
“You said I could come during office hours.”
“Yes, right.” He pulled his keys from his pocket and unlocked his office door. This was bad, being alone with her in a room. Everything inside of him was screaming at him to turn her away, but he couldn’t. Kiseok held the door open as she stepped into his office and took the seat opposite of his desk. He shut the door behind him and placed his class papers on his desk. Kiseok slipped his messenger bag strap over his head before taking the seat directly across from her.
“One month left.” She sighed softly as she let her purse drop to the floor. Her right leg crossed over her left before she leaned forward to place her books on his desk.
“Hm?” His eyes shot up meeting hers. Had she heard what he said?
“One month. I only have one month left until I graduate.” She smiled more to herself, pleased with her accomplishment.
“I remember what that feeling was like.” Kiseok chuckled leaning back in his chair.
“What were you like,” she tucked a strand of hair behind her ear, “in your college years?”
“Um…I was studious and hardworking. I had a part time job and liked to go clubbing on my off days.”
“I can’t imagine you at a club.” She giggled while vividly trying to imagine him picking up girls.
“Eh,” Kiseok laughed, “I was a pretty good dancer, even rapped a little.”
“You? A rapper?!” Her delicate hand found a home over her mouth as she tried to hide her laughter from him.
“Hey, I was pretty good.”
“If you were so good, then why did you become a teacher?”
“That’s a good question,” he sighed as if he were trying to remember the answer to that question himself, “I wanted a practical career.”
“Do you regret it?”
“At times.”
“I’m glad you’re a teacher,” her eyes fell to her hands in her lap, “I wouldn’t have met you if you hadn’t become one.” She raised her eyes to meet his again and a faint smile appeared across her face.
I’ll just break Professor up into chapters then...so part 1 coming now.
I’ve been MIA for many reasons...one of course is school. And when I have free time, if any, I spend it with my family or just relaxing.
Another reason is...I’ve been trying to sort through my emotions/feelings. I’m constantly looking for acceptance as a sibling within my family. Because of my adoption at a young age I was raised with my aunts and uncles as siblings. They called me their sister for so long, so when one decides to appease my birth mother, they hurt me in the process. My brother who I was super close with called me his niece and it hurt me more than anything. I finally talked to him about it, but he’s pretty much decided to stay loyal to my birth mother. She lies constantly and plays a victim while spreading lies about me. I began struggling with the fact that he passed on info from her to me about my younger sister wondering why I want nothing to do with her. Which isn’t my feelings towards her at all. I wanted to reach out to her, but my birth mother is such a bitch that she would block it. I ended up talking to my mom and she told me that my little sister is fine. She also said that if my little sister had expressed anything in that manner she would have told me. Thus bringing me back to my birth mother is a lying bitch that tries to gain sympathy from our family members by making me look bad.
Also, one of my family members...had a 3 year old child. I use the past tense because...while her and her ex were sleeping he got hold of a gun and shot himself in the head. I never met her child, but I’ve been close to her and feel so much for her. She is the most loving person, but I’m so afraid that she will crash and hurt herself. Though at this very moment...she isn’t grieving how most would or how most would think one should. It’s a little concerning because it makes you wonder if she’s placing her feelings elsewhere in order to avoid them. Which is only going to make things worse later.
This morning my gay best friend texted me telling me that he wanted to die. My other best friend texted me asking me to stay safe. I can’t help but read everyone’s fears and pain from this recent election. There’s pain, fear, and just overall confusion. I had trouble sleeping since Sunday night and by Tuesday night I couldn’t sleep at all. Wednesday morning left me in tears and the feeling of not wanting to leave my bed.
The only highlight is California wanting to become it’s own nation.
professor?
I’ll try to have it up today...but please understand that this election has had me in really low spirits. I also know that it would be nice to have something to escape from all the election news (if it’s affected you).
Dark times all around but there are still people out there who love you
Do not hurt yourself, do not hurt others, get help, talk to someone, anyone. Humanity has survived before and we can do it now if we all just support each other. My country and my people let me down and endangered my life but there’s nothing I or anyone else can do about that so let’s try to spread the love that is so clearly lacking.
For everyone planning to kill themselves in the event of a Trump victory:
Don’t.
We need you. The world needs you. We’ve been through this before, in one way or another, and we have prevailed. Who benefits from your death? Only those who want you silenced.
There will be blue skies ahead. There will be triumphs. This is not the end of the world.
Do not go gentle - we are here today because of the stubborn refusal of our predecessors to go away. There are oases even in the darkest of times. You are not alone, and you have not been abandoned. There *will* be blue skies ahead, and you will live to see them.
List of Suicide Crisis supports in the USA:
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1800-273-8255
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: Online Chat
Crisis Text Line: Text START to 741-741
The Trevor Project (LBGT+): 1-866-488-7386
Trans Lifeline: (877) 565-8860
If you need support outside the USA:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_suicide_crisis_lines
Please share. Stay Strong.