lotali

chronically online teenage girl

[pearlywhirlyswirly]

I miss when it was “that’s photoshopped” instead of “that’s ai”

[lotalii]

Im curious do yall imagine me as a unicorn? (pls say yes)

[lotalii]

quick confession - i love museums and city tours where they tell you about the history of the city through those weird headphones while you are walking through the street filled with old buildings deal with it

[isachivas]

the best blogs barely get any likes

[lotalii]

remember this while looking through mine

[lotalii]

I am less active on here but don't wrongly think that maybe I've finally got a life. Come you know I'm better then that!! I just shifted my focus to watching yt videos, random shows and reading books on my phone for six hours daily so don't worry!

[pmamtraveller]

"Waiting Gradually Eats The Soul"

by A.F. Vandevorst.

[lotalii]

Before god died, in his anger he has thrown at me the curse of never being fulfilled. I guess in that way I am similar to god. We are always unsatisfied with our creation. We abandon it.

[world-beauty]

Galaxy NGC 474: Shells and Star Streams

Credits: P.-A. Duc, CEA, CFHT, Atlas 3D Collaboration

[lotalii]

I also have a horrible phone addiction. I have no advice that I can give you, but just remember that you are not alone. </3

Thank you anon <3

I have a few words for you. Don't put the blame on yourself. The apps that we are using everyday are engineered with purpose of creating addiction, so the companies can show us more ads through which they earn money. You are fighting with an unfair disadvantage against basically the whole company. You need to be kind to yourself. I would argue that the typical short form content is the worst one. If you have a problem with it, like I do you should start with fighting it first. Make a little improvements, slowly delete the apps that you spend the most time on and exchange them for others. You can do sudoku, crosswords, play block blast or just watch long form content on youtube. You might fail and that is a normal, don't hate yourself just keep trying! I believe in us!

[lotalii]

I overestimated myself. I spent 7 hours on tiktok and I must delete this app again. I am so addicted to it that it's embarrassing. After that canon event took place I HAD A PHYSICAL REACTION TO IT. My head hurt so badly and I was nauseous because of the time I spent on this app scrolling. I guess my brain isn't used to processing so much information and just couldn't handle it anymore. DAMN. That is what addiction is. You do something and just don't care how harmful it is to your body. I will now delete this app and probably make the same mistakes after two months. I didn't expect it to be so terrible.

[lotalii]

I am so proud of myself! After two months I decided to redownload tiktok, but I genuinely feel no push to watch those videos. I feel kind of bored when I watch it, although it didn't stop me from wasting 3 hours on it (I am not so proud of this one...) I actually don't think I want to have this app on my phone. Maybe from time to time I will redownload it for one day, but nothing too crazy. I don't have instagram, twitter and anything like that and I don't watch youtube shorts. YOU CAN DO IT TOO!

I was so unhappy with myself because I used to spend six hours on this device daily just scrolling. Now I am also spending more time then I should on my phone but I feel satisfied with it. I read books, I watch cool shows, look for interesting events in my neighborhood that I can go to. I feel better. I feel that I am in control. I want to flourish and change and pick up new projects (rn I'm learning html to create my own website!!). I want more from life then passive consumption. If I am terribly bored I just watch a longer youtube video. I'm way happier then I was when I written my previous post on 31st of May.

You can't isolate yourself, you have to push yourself out of your comfort zone. Do things even when you are scared and you will get far in life.

[lotalii]

I changed my phone and I HATE IT

yes it has better camera, more gb, more ram, it works faster, has two speakers, better battery

BUT it doesn't show the speed of internet connection, it has big cameras in the back and it's not as aesthetically pleasing as my old one

I am too harsh for it ik but i have been with my ex for 5 years so I love her <3 Lately she has been turning off and on randomly and has terrible battery and overheats easily :(

I lasted with her more then some of yours relationships so you will have show understanding for my grief

[world-beauty]

A Sun Pillar Over Ontario

Credits: Rick Stankiewicz, Peterborough Astronomical Association

[lotalii]

THE EVIL SCIENTISTS ARE SCHEMING AGAIN!! BE CAREFUL!!

[lotalii]

I am at the point where I genuinely don't care what people think of me and I do nothing to make my existence more comfortable for THEM

[lotalii]

I did my makeup WITH mascara in 12 minutes am i god??

[royaldoll444]

⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔

[lotalii]

I keep telling everyone I don't need a relationship to feel fulfilled and happy and it's true I don't NEED it, I just want it. I think everyone wants it, to know that there is a person who understands and wants to be with you despite your flaws. Partnership for life is something that sounds so beautiful.