A Little Trans

It's a double entendre. Asexual. Trans masculine, genderqueer. Pan/demiromantic. Hello, my name is Envy and I love animals. Sometimes I draw things. Sometimes I roleplay. You can usually tell what I like from what I reblog. My blog has no theme #everythingonmain. Don't be shy, c'mon in. (gif by @pookienatalie)

[lottiezilla]

(gif by @antlerqueer)

Summary:

It starts like this: Shauna and Jackie are fighting. Lottie doesn't understand what's just happened because it wasn't supposed to happen this way. Right? The first snow comes, and somethings different. Someone that was never supposed to go outside gets caught in the cold. It wasn't supposed to happen this way. Things will never be the same. Or: A fic about what happens if Jackie and Shauna switch places, told through the dual POV of Jackie and Lottie. There's angst, sorrow, strife, and somehow just a little bit of happiness found along the way between a girl who had everything and lost it and a girl who had nothing and now has too much. "Someone I loved once gave me a box of darkness. It took me years to understand that this, too, was a gift." -- "The Uses of Sorrow" by Mary Oliver

Co-Written with @jackietaylorsversion

Chapters: 55/? Updates weekly, on Sundays!

Fandom: Yellowjackets (TV) Rating: Mature Warnings: Major Character Death Relationships: Lottie Matthews & Jackie Taylor, Shauna Shipman/Jackie Taylor, Lottie Matthews/Jackie Taylor, Laura Lee/Lottie Matthews Characters: Jackie Taylor (Yellowjackets), Lottie Matthews, Yellowjackets (TV) Ensemble Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Jackie Taylor Lives (Yellowjackets), But at what cost?, Slow Burn, Suicidal Ideation, Force Feeding, Canon-Typical Violence, Amputation, Cannibalism, Ghost Shauna Shipman, Smut, Smut as of Chapter 17

Jackie Taylor written by SouthbySoutheast Lottie Matthews written by envyzilla

[papasmoke]

I just want you all to know i am planning to drive across the country to steal this street sign and hang it over my toilet

[zitongzi]

Dont announced your crimes over unsecured channels dumbass

[papasmoke]

I've spent the past month cooped up in a motel in Orange County planning my theft, before I steal the sign I will set off a cache of fireworks I've placed 5 blocks away from the nearest police station which will rain down on the pigs, the perfect diversion.

[3rabbit]

daughter (non-practicing)

[3rabbit]

sister (deadbeat)

[manuciruja]

awww the like button turns into a rainbow when you press it! that's so cute...hey staff what's with all the trans women you keep nuking?

[manuciruja]

i think we should be ridiculing them more for this. you don't get to try and go all "queer website" when your staff likes to go on nuking sprees targeting the trans fem users

[smadsel]

would be remiss not to mention that the rainbow notably straight up just removed the trans flag colors from it. like they’re gone. it’s the progress flag minus the trans flag colors.

[smadsel]

that’s not the whole flag, now is it

[manuciruja]

hey staff what the fuck

[villainessbian]

hey staff don't you think you're being too on-the-nose

[shrodingers-catgirl]

HEY STAFF DONT YOU THINK YOU'RE BEING TOO ON-THE-NOSE

[feral-t33th]

[instantpansies]

making some gay mac n cheese because it's pride month and i haven't eaten in 14 hours

we're using the cheetos box of bones bold and cheesy mac'n cheese, cause what's gayer than that

[instantpansies]

limited edition, i might add

[instantpansies]

here's the cheese powder all separated out. i used a chopstick and immediately regretted it but here we are

[instantpansies]

hell yeah. boil those gay little skeletons

[instantpansies]

alr pasta is done. now the hard part

gotta take 1/6 of this cheese powder and 1/6 of the pasta... wish me luck

[instantpansies]

first color: yellow (it's the lightest)

and what a color... beautiful

[instantpansies]

orange (it's oranger than it looks. i only added like 1 drop of red food dye bc the cheeto dust is so strong)

[instantpansies]

well this was a nightmare. pretend this red isn't the color of coagulated blood

[instantpansies]

green. if anyone cares.

horrifying!

[instantpansies]

blue.... oh no

this may have been a mistake

[instantpansies]

purple. purple like the risk pieces

that was the last color aaaagghhgh why did i do this

[instantpansies]

all the colors together...

awful. horrible. i feel so accomplished

[instantpansies]

holy shit you guys. it looks so good i

!!!!

[instantpansies]

ok but this lighting brings out the color so well

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH!!!!!

[instantpansies]

it's not very good mac n cheese actually

[instantpansies]

NO NOT MY GAY MAC N CHEESE

[relelvance]

[front-facing-pokemon]

[creatingblackcharacters]

Remember when Lil Nas X beautifully explored his sexuality, seduced and killed the devil to the banger of all time, and instead of cheering on this openly gay and proud Black artist for his artistry and fighting back against respectability politics, suddenly said respectability politics was all the Queerest Place on the Internet cared about? Hm. Wonder what happened there.

Anyway I miss him and hope he's doing better with his mental health 🙏🏾

[creatingblackcharacters]

Like say what you want about "bad queer representation", but this was the song that made me openly and happily accept that I was bisexual. To see him up there Black and beautiful, making music that I love, absolutely killing it? Yeah. You couldn't tell me shit. This man made me proud to be out. "This will make them think we're evil for being gay" hey newsflash dawg-

[raptorific]

magical girl shows really did snap when they assigned personality traits based off the members colors

[gayhex]

pink - commander and the leader. probably really nice and sweet

blue - probably very close to pink, is either 100 iq smarty pants but shy or very tough and cool

yellow/orange - very happy and positive. can vary from being newbie of the group to be older and mature, probably known as the beautiful one

purple - mysterious, usually starts off as a rival or joins the group later, but is definitely known to the members as another MG. Probably has a softer side they don’t show

[squeezemetillipop]

Don’t forget green - more mature and very reliable

[kuramamanamahamanamana]

Red - Mad

[metaphoricalicecream]

[maybemoonbeams]

okay but this implies the existence of a lost pink teletubby. a fallen leader too painful to talk about anymore

[starwarsepisodeiv]

tubby custard.

[maybemoonbeams]

[unicornmitteneater]

where….where are the notes……

[piesandswords]

in the tubby custard with the pink teletubby

[shencomix]

YIPPEE!!!

[eldritchbauble]

My old person take today is that I feel like people have normalized being on your phone every single moment including when you're spending "quality" time with others so much that they're defensive if someone isn't ok with it. Yes, you have a problematic relationship with your phone and social media if you physically cannot put it down for a couple of hours to like, have dinner with your friends. It's a show of respect for other people's time and energy as well as important to be present and connect with people around you. Your parents who told you no phone at the table were right for that one.

[only-cat-memes]

[tinybed]

[comealongphil]

dawn dimmadome? wife of doug dimmadome, owner of the dimmsdale dimmadome?

[punkrorschach]

actually she took the dimmadome in the dimmadivorce

[trochaic-mutant-ninja-tetrameter]

[justcallmedom31]

Praise Satan ;3

[teaboot]

Fake fans didn't even read the book

[teaboot]

The Bible doesn't include God making queers because it wasn't relevant to His journey