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Summary:
It starts like this: Shauna and Jackie are fighting. Lottie doesn't understand what's just happened because it wasn't supposed to happen this way. Right? The first snow comes, and somethings different. Someone that was never supposed to go outside gets caught in the cold. It wasn't supposed to happen this way. Things will never be the same. Or: A fic about what happens if Jackie and Shauna switch places, told through the dual POV of Jackie and Lottie. There's angst, sorrow, strife, and somehow just a little bit of happiness found along the way between a girl who had everything and lost it and a girl who had nothing and now has too much. "Someone I loved once gave me a box of darkness. It took me years to understand that this, too, was a gift." -- "The Uses of Sorrow" by Mary Oliver
Co-Written with @jackietaylorsversion
Chapters: 55/? Updates weekly, on Sundays!
Fandom: Yellowjackets (TV) Rating: Mature Warnings: Major Character Death Relationships: Lottie Matthews & Jackie Taylor, Shauna Shipman/Jackie Taylor, Lottie Matthews/Jackie Taylor, Laura Lee/Lottie Matthews Characters: Jackie Taylor (Yellowjackets), Lottie Matthews, Yellowjackets (TV) Ensemble Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Jackie Taylor Lives (Yellowjackets), But at what cost?, Slow Burn, Suicidal Ideation, Force Feeding, Canon-Typical Violence, Amputation, Cannibalism, Ghost Shauna Shipman, Smut, Smut as of Chapter 17
Jackie Taylor written by SouthbySoutheast Lottie Matthews written by envyzilla



















