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how I got here! From sissy porn to Dom.

I was always on the kinky side and probably 15 years ago i discovered sissy porn and i enjoyed it but o didn’t know what or why i enjoyed it. I went down the rabbit whole. Purchased chastity belts, plugs, machines, dildos, vibrators and anything else. Being married it was hard to hide all of this stuff and most of it was purchased used for a few weeks or months and tossed.

well as life went on I explored my kinks in private and sometimes got my wife to do some dildo play with her but she wasn’t into it.

as time went on we drifted apart and I found her talking to a younger guy online and she left me. I was devastated and went down the rabbit hole more but nothing really scratched that itch I was always chasing. And after 6 months I gave up porn all together.

I started working out. Cardio and core strengthening was all I did. It’s the only thing that felt good really. Time went on and I met a girl. She is the love of my life. She’s perfect in every way. And my confidence went sky high. I was back to who I used to be but better. Sex with my new wife was so different. She wanted me…. NEEDED me in her. We have this amazing connection when we have sex.

well a few years go by and my new wife starts having issues that complicate us having sex. And she tells me that it’s ok if I sleep with other women. The only rule is I have to tell her about it and it can’t be a known thing. I was dismissive of her offer. I am not a cheater and I hated what my ex did to me.

well a few months go by and I am working on one of my apartments and my ex wife (now remarried ) showed up and one thing lead to another and i basically hate fucked my ex. In our 20 year relationship I never seen her orgasm like this. And when I was close I pushed her to her knees and finished in her throat. Never has this happened before. It couldn’t even be joked about when we were together. After I finished She spent a good minute cleaning me up and I told her to leave.

it took 3 weeks to tell my wife what happened. I was a wreck. And when I could not take it anymore I told my wife everything. I didn’t apologize because I wasn’t sorry. It felt good to be honest.

I went for a drive and came home later that night and to my surprise she had dinner on the table and we had a great night laughing and talking about all sorts of things. And as the night came to a close my wife called me over the bed where she gave me a loving BJ. If you never had or gave a loving blowjob before then i can’t explain it. But you would know what I am talking about if you did.

I still fuck my ex from time to time I even got her to take photos of her husband in her panties and to eat his own cum out of her.

In the last 6months I have fucked 4 of my ex wife’s friends. 5 waitresses, 6 random girls from the grocery store, and 3 of my customers. I got 7 blowjobs. I never imagined I would get a call from a girl just so she can suck my dick.

At this point I can walk into an area and sense some chick willing to fuck. I refuse to pick up girls from the bar but boy do I love talking to them.

In the end what I realized was it was never the fantasy of being a sissy that got me horny. It’s the power over them that just makes it uniquely rewarding. To have the power to fuck another man’s girl while he can’t do anything is just absolutely amazing.

My exwife married the guy she left me for. And I so very much want to make him a sissy cuck. I have so many fantasy’s I want to come true with this and want to share them.

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Traveling for work

I travel for work. Not often but enough to give me time for myself. with my first wife I took this time to do things I wanted to do. I would explore different porn and spend time locked in chastity doing daily activities.

that was then.

I just spent 12 days gone for work. And this was very much a different trip than i had in the past.

the first 3 days I focused on work. I went to a local restaurant to eat and made friends with the bartender. She was a genuinely nice girl. Not the type to hook up. She appreciated the fact I didn’t expect anything from her and that I didn’t hit on her.

On the 5th day I started to get the urge. No jerking off and no release in 10 days I was getting backed up.

I spent the last 5 days staying very hydrated, eating celery and taking supplements and I was ready. There were a few girls at the building I was working at that caught my attention. One of the girls mid to late 20’s i caught staring a few time and just ignored it. The other was early 30’s and more cautious, she had rings on. there was a 3rd girl but she didn’t seem interested at all.

I am usually the first one in and last one out. Angela the mid 30’s married woman asked me if I was going to be around in about an hour to walk her out to her car. And I happily told her yes.

she then proceeded to tell me that her husband swapped cars with her and parked her car way in the back. And she added “ I think he is begging for me to get taken advantage of” with a crooked smile.

I knew exactly what that meant. I said “maybe he is, and maybe you wouldn’t mind it yourself ” . Angela walked away with a little sway in her step and I got back to work.

an hour later Angela came and got me and said she was ready. And i said “I don’t know if you really are” and all she said is let’s go…. I thought I screwed up and my ego kinda deflated a bit. Angela said she forgot her keys in her office and will be right back. She rounded the corner and then popped her head out and said to just follow her because we will just use the back door… now I’m thinking it’s back on.

anyways we go to Angela’s office, she gets her keys, and we walk down the hall and out the back door…. As we walk closer to her car Angela grabs my arm and starts talking About how scary it is out there and how her loser husband wouldn’t even try to save her if she was attacked. And that he probably does want her to get attacked.

Angela unlocked the car, it was far back, and in a dark area. As we got closer she said thank you and that she owed me one. As she opened the car door I spun her around and kissed her. Gently but firm. She could have pulled away but she didn’t. She pushed back kissing me harder. Angela was pinned against her car with her legs wrapped around my waist. I dropped my pants and lowered Angela to her knees and told her she was about to give the best blow job of her life.

the best thing about getting a blowjob from girls you are not in relationships with is you just don’t care. Not that I am hurting them. But I don’t care if you don’t want to swallow, or you don’t want it in your face, or that your makeup is done, or don’t mess up the hair. There is never a “don’t put your hand on my head I know what I am doing”. The entire point of a blowjob like this is for their mouth, Angela’s mouth to be a warm wet hole to stick my dick into.

after some teasing and tongue play Angela started bobbing on my dick. She could get about 3/4 the way down on her own. After a few minutes I gently grabbed her head and started sawing my dick in and out of her throat. I was getting deeper and deeper down her throat with each thrust until she started gagging. I stopped for a second and asked if she wanted to try and get it all the way down her throat and she said “not now”

So we got back to it and she gagged again at the same spot. I was a little disappointed. A few minutes went by and I felt I was getting close I shoved my dick deep down her throat and let out 2 spurts and pulled out and let the rest go on Angela’s face,hair and tongue.

I helped Angela up, and told her to give her husband a kiss when she gets home. She told me to “fuck off”…

So I told her “try harder next time if you want more” she started her car and left.

In the moment I didn’t care what she wanted or anything. I just wanted to cum. And a good blow job after a long time not cumming is awesome. I feel like a jerk sometimes when I get like that but Angela and I hooked up 4 more times on this trip. so she couldn’t of been to upset right.