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I measure every Grief I meet With narrow, probing Eyes - I wonder if It weighs like Mine - Or has an Easier size.

Emily Dickinson

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The XX is playing as a non-stop playlist. There's not a better time to listen to them. Beautiful time with restrained love. Happy unproductive Friday, Emma.  - Cheers, enjoy the music and life as it is for now, get ready for another rock bottom in 10 days. 

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When there's no struggle, there's no story"

Jack White

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I do know America is quite addicted to fear. They'll take it through religion if they need to ...

Jack White

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Penestanan Kaja, Ubud, Bali, Indonesia

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These are great visual from others to express exactly how much I adore that aromatic bitter black drink, what ironically both causes and cures the headaches I have nowadays. 

As much as I've enjoy a cup of sweetened and icy robust Robusta every morning, I started to miss my coffee habit in the states: a couple hot cups of Joe everyday (or even jugs during exam season or Extended Essay boot camp). I've drunk so much coffee I think it may as well be named the fluid keeping me alive. 

I love coffee for what it is, but I also love it for the people love and share it with me. Also, the people I make it for. Making coffee for other, my gesture of love. 

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Industrial loft - Imgur

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After "Becomes the color" (Stoker's OST), I knew about Emily Wells. She's pretty awesome and so is her music. 

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I ♥ Emily Wells.

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James Wolpert. 

Joni Mitchell - A case of you (cover)

June (original)

Mississippi (cover) minus the unnecessary reveal about going pantless. 

His youtube channel. 

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Today is Joni Mitchell's day. And I'm missing an old friend. 

[aktn68]

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This is my favorite post in the whole wide world

Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww...wwwwww 

For myself when I'm most grumpy and irritable. Best post ever. 

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by Marcin Ryczek.

I miss photography a lot. It's a different world behind the camera lens, and the dark room was once my comforting hangout place. I love the manual work of creating the photos, the mistakes that turn out to be creative gifts, chemical fumes, the almost-darkness I grew acquainted to, and Johny Cash in the background.

"Enthusiasm is the duty of understanding before the night fatal to remembrance." by Frederick Sommer, my most favorite and reverent photographer/artist. 

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Unfortunately, love itself is not emough, I also need bars of dark chocolate (85% colombian, as much as that would remind me of sleepless night or anxiously falling as sleep in the Bio lab, I don't care, I need chocolate.), and the Beatles.

Put aside the yearnings that will never get fulfilled, I will probably spend this Sunday writings emails, making birthday present (more like a collage of embarrassing photos of the birthday girl), finishing the book I'm reading and the documentary "Helvetica", booking my plane ticket to Bali, sipping coffee and my loneliness away. Maybe I should also catch up with my nanowrimo, 7k words is no biggie, I can do it. Yes, I can. Yes, I can definitely do all of the things I just listed. Yes, I can. Ok. 

Have a good Sunday 

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HCMC in recent days. I just hope that with all the prevention and proactive damage control that the damages from the storms are minimized. I can only do so little to help, but little from a lot of people hopefully can cultivate sufficient help to those in need. Typhoon Haiyan is on its way.