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[love-kazin]

Mixed Feelings

Genre: friends-to-lovers, smut.

Pairing: Jang Wooyoung x Reader (female) x Lee Junho.

Warnings: a little bit angst in the beggining but it’ll pass soon, a lot of dirty talk.

Word count: 3.778.

REQUESTED.

You came to a conclusion about your feelings and also how to avoid it. It wasn’t your best idea, and gladly they changed your mind. 

-x-

"Taec just told me you're talking normally with him, so why aren't you answering any of my texts or calls?" and "Did I do something wrong? Or is it something I said? It's been almost a month since I heard about you from yourself..." were the first messages you saw after grabbing your phone to turn off the alarm at that cold morning. It was actually ironic how the weather seemed to match perfectly your feelings. Those messages weren't helping, not even a little bit. And Taecyeon was the one who could ease your pain, being the only person whom you shared your little secret. Which was why you had a meeting with him to get some lunch that day.

"So, how's your heart?" "Unfortunately, the same. I don't know what to do. But seeing you brights my feelings a little bit." "I'm touched. But seriously, you should just tell them. I mean, it's not like they're gonna turn their backs from you." "How could you know?" "I've been friends with them for more than a decade, so I guess I'm safe to say this. Plus, you're friends with us for at least the five last years, so we could never judge you or step out of your life. Specially both of them." "What do you mean, 'specially them'?" You stopped your fork that was tossing aside the piece of meat on your plate. The possibility of talking with Wooyoung and Junho that you liked them both and they tossing you to the side just like you were doing with that juicy meat caused you some nausea.  "If I may add this, to burst you some courage, I know Wooyoung has a little crush on you." "What?" "Seems like you have some positive effect on his life, which makes him ramble about you every time after you meet. About Junho, I can't affirm anything, but he also seems very fond of you." "That's crazy. I couldn't be lucky enough to have these two men liking me just how I like them." "You may find out, but you have to talk to them. They keep coming after me to discover things about your daily life since you cut them off. You don't want them to do this with you, so I don't think what you're doing is fair." "You're right." "You bet I am. Now, while you think about it, eat a little. The meat is perfectly tender." Nodding, you started to eat a bit as your mind went to a crazy place where those two guys liked you back. This couldn't happen. It'd be a total mess. But what was the difference between how you were all dealing with each other now? In the worst case scenario, they wouldn't like you and you'd probably step out of their lives a little, to soothe your heart. It was better to rip off the bandage once for all. "I'm sorry for the absence. I'm dealing with some stuff. Can you come over friday night? I wanna talk to you in person." As soon as you sended the text for Junho and Wooyoung, your phone was ringing like crazy. You just turned it off and shrugged when Taec looked at you arching his eyebrows. "I invited them over at friday. I hope we can talk through this." "I know you will, but I still wish you a good luck." Smiling, you finish your lunch just in time to go back to work. Taecyeon drove you off since it was on his way and you thanked him once again for all he has done and he just chuckled. "C'mon, how couldn't I help my favorite people?" He was truly the best friend in the whole world, and left after motioning for you to answer the - probably - 5th call after the invitation you made for those men. Sighing, you pick up the black phone almost lost inside that filled purse. It was Junho. "Why are you ghosting me? If you have something to deal, I can help you with it, and you know that! Do you know how worried I got? I was in another country and couldn't come to you, but it was the first thing I tried to do when I came back, but you weren't anywhere to be found. Then, Taec told me you didn't wanted to see me. Taecyeon, not you! You couldn't even tell me this? Seriously, after all these years?"  He was angry. His voice was kinda aggressive, just how you knew it would be. And you also thought that you deserved that treatment. Junho was right in every word he pronounced, but your heart still felt hurt. It made your heart ache because behind those words, you knew he was suffering too. It was the first time ever you have cut him off of your life in all those years. You got so caught up in your feelings that didn't even noticed when you started crying, and the tone in Junho's voice changed immediately.  "Wait, don't cry. I'm sorry. I'm just really preoccupied with you, I didn't mean to sound so rude. You know how I am. Please, stop crying. I can't deal with this if I'm not close enough to hold you." "Junho..."  He sighed.  "I'm not waiting until friday. I'm coming over tonight. We need to talk." "But... That's not only our business." "I know you cut Wooyoung off too. What did we do?" "It's not that, you didn't do anything wrong." "I'll bring him with me so we can all deal with this as soon as possible. Is that okay?" "Yes..." "Ok. I need to go now. But please, the only thing I ask from you is to not cut me off again. Not like this. If I do something, talk to me. Or even if I don't, but you feel something that put you some doubts, just talk to me." "Ok. I will. I'm so sorry. Seriously. I don't even know how I can start to apologize because of this." "You can tell me tonight why this even happened in the first place. Alright?" "Yeah... I'll wait for you." As soon as the call finished, you hurried to the bathroom to fix your make up before going back to the office, but didn't result as great since you looked paled and bothered, even with all that concealer in your face. "Hey, who's that guy from before? Are you dating?" Looking at your colleague with a expression that screamed 'what?', she saw your red eyes and how you were still sniffing. "Oh, did you guys break up? I'm sorry, I didn't mean to touch in a sensible topic." "Oh, no, is not that. We weren't dating. We're just friends, really." "So why are you crying? I know you're not feeling so good lately, so I'm a little concerned. I never saw you look like this." "You don't need to bother, I'm just dealing with some stuff." "Wanna talk?" "It's a little weird topic, so it's better if I don't talk about it." "Well, if you feel like it, I'm here, ok?" "Thank you." You were so anxious about finally confessing and not knowing the reaction you'd get that the day passed quickly enough to make you even more nervous. Soon the clock was hitting the 5PM and you were heading home.  "I wish you good luck with your stuff!" The girl from before said when the elevator opened to the parking lot in the building. Thanking her once again, you got on the car and on the whole way, your mind was working on what to say to Wooyoung and Junho. What would be their reactions? And what was that about they having feelings for you? Nothing was making sense. And these questions stayed on your mind until the door bell ring loudly on the apartment just after you finished showering, but those guys behind the door didn't gave you any time to dress before. "Jeez, I was on the shower!" "Oh, sorry..." They looked like they never saw a woman in a towel before, turning their heads to the side. "Come in, I'm gonna put on some clothes." Wooyoung and Junho were sitting on the couch, looking apprehensive when you came back dressed comfy and serving some beers.  "So, are we gonna talk?" "Oh, straight to the point." "You didn't answered me in almost this whole month, come on. What's happening?"

Wooyoung looked really desperate, which only made you feel worse.  "I'm sorry I put you guys through this, but the thing is I've been dealing with something that I don't want to, and I don't know how to break the news for you." "Are you dating? That's why you don't wanna talk to us anymore? Did the guy told you to back off from us? Because if he did it, I need to talk to him." "He can't tell you what to do! Who the hell does he think he is?" "Wait, no. I'm not dating anyone." "Oh. But do you want to? Because I know a guy." Junho only looked in disbelief at Wooyoung. "Well, If I can say this, yes. But that's not up to me anymore. Not at this point." "What point?" "Ok, let's do this. The reason why I've been distant is because... I mistook what I feel. I thought it was only a deep friendship, but it's not." "What do you mean? Do you like someone?" "I do, yes." That answer hit them hard. Wooyoung felt like his heart was being crushed, while Junho started to think that what he felt could never work well.  "And that's why you stopped talking to us? That doesn't make any sense." "Well, it does for me, since I don't know how to deal with this. I mean, how could I tell to two of my closest friends that I like them?" Junho choked on his drink, being the first one to understand the situation. Wooyoung looked lost. "What are you talking about?" "I'm talking about that I like you both. I really do. And I tried to not to, but that doesn't seem to work. I thought the best I could do was staying away, since you both couldn't like me as well. And everything would be a total mess if other people found out. But Taec told me that if I don't want you both cutting me off of your life, then I shouldn't be doing this to the both of you. So here I am, confessing the reason behind the mess I made." "Are you serious?" Nodding, you finished you beer while they tried to process what you just said.  "But what do you mean by us couldn't be liking you as well?" "Ahn, I... There's no way you'd be liking me. Like, not the both of you. Not at the same time. That would be crazy." "Well, but that could happen." "How?" They looked at each other before finally breaking if off for you. "I know I'm kinda slow for a few things, but I couldn't not notice how Junho look at you, because it's the same way I look at you." "How do you guys look at me?" "Like you're the missing piece of the puzzle that's our lives." "Wait, what?" The burn in your cheeks could be felt, so you were probably looking like a tomato that moment. "We both like you. I don't know what kind of spell you put on us, but it worked well. This almost feels like magic, because it's too crazy. Even more knowing it's mutual." "Yeah. And we talked, you know. We've been friends for such a long time, so we should know how to work this out. But I wasn't prepared to you returning these feelings." "We also tried to talk to you, but since you ghosted us, it was hard. It's not something I wanted to say on the phone. Now I'm kinda lost." "We didn't think that you'd like us both, and to not break anyone's heart, we should just talk about it and move on. But how do we do this now?" "One thing is the both of us having feelings for you without any real chance of being mutual. Another thing totally different is you actually having feelings for us. At the same time. It'd be unfair to choose just one." "So are you saying we should all just forget about it and move on?" "I'm actually thinking how we all could make this work. Not breaking hearts, just healing them." "What do you have in mind?" "Well, you know, it's a new century, people are more open minded to try new stuff. Couldn't we try some arrangement?" "Like, sharing me?" "When you put it like that, sounds kinda weird. Why would we share you if we could have you entirely at the same time?" Then it hit you. The three of you, together, at the same time and in every way.  "But how could we know if this works well for us?" "Trying. Come here." Junho got up from the couch and offered you his hand to take you out of the floor. Then he held you in his toned arms, like you were so precious that could break at anytime but loose enough to not do it. His eyes focused on your lips while Wooyoung's breath hit your neck. The both of them were so close that made you intoxicated but as soon as their lips found your mouth and neck, you forgot everything but them. The feeling of being kissed by the two guys you liked the most at the same time was crazy, something you couldn't describe, but it made your body burn wanting more. More of that, more of them.  "I guess this is gonna be very good for us." "Then let me kiss you to verify this." Chuckling, you turned your back to Junho, feeling his hands attaching at your waist immediately, while his mouth traveled through your shoulders and neck. You didn't had time to think about how good that felt, because Wooyoung made your senses get lost in his sweet kiss. You felt dizzy with those two men changing all your perspective of intimacy. They only kissed you but you felt more connected to them than to anyone in your life. So the urge to feel more like that started to be build up inside of you. "We'll only go further if you agree with it." "Now that I'm finally able to be with you both, I'm afraid if I let this chance pass, it won't happen again." "I think I can speak for the both of us that if you want us, then we'll be with you." "I do. I really do." "So it's sealed, honey." "We're your men." Hearing that made your knees weak, but luckily they were holding you tight.  "Then make me your woman." Junho took that as a challenge to turn that night into the best one you have ever lived, and Wooyoung didn't thought twice before kissing you again. Your hands went to Wooyoung's chest, feeling him breathing heavier as the kiss got more heated, and just when you broke the kiss to regain some air, Junho sinked his teeth on your skin, making you feel like you would combust at anytime and moaning at the sensation.  "Should we take this to the bedroom?" "Please." Wooyoung was the first one to sit on the bed, calling you with his lips already plump, and you went like he had you laced around his finger. You made his lap your seat, kissing and biting his neck, while he slowly opened the buttons of his shirt, making easy for you to just slide the fabric to the sides while your lips tasted his smooth skin, until Junho's hand got entangled in your hair to make you look at him. His already naked chest was almost calling your lips, and you couldn't help but moan when he pressed his mouth roughly on yours while Wooyoung made you grind on his hardening cock. In no time your shirt was flying across the room, and at the same speed, Wooyoung's mouth was attached to one of your boobs.  "You look so pretty like this." You could only show Junho a little smirk because he didn't gave you enough time to even think about an answer - his fingers traveling around your body. Kissing Junho was kinda hard because the only thing your mouth wanted to do was moan how good that felt, but it became worse when you felt his hand slipping through your shorts and circling your pulsing clit, making you roll your hips to get a better friction. Wooyoung cut the teasing to get rid of the clothes on his way and Junho got the chance to lay down and call you to take off his jeans. His dick was hard against the black fabric of the boxer, and your desire to taste him only got bigger. You started to kiss his body but didn't got to tease too much - his hand on your hair directing your lips for a better use. Taking off his underwear, you left little kisses on his cock, licking and circling the tip with your tongue to adjust better in your watering mouth. His shaky moans were getting you even more wet, which Wooyoung seemed to  enjoy a lot. You could feel Wooyoung's boner poking your ass, since you were on all fours, and rolling your hips on it was one of the best decisions because he sounded so pretty getting lost on you. He couldn't wait much longer so his fingers went to your pussy to prepare you for him. "You're so wet. Is it all for us?" You could only moan in response, since your mouth was pretty busy working on Junho. "Then let's have some fun, honey." His fingers spread the wetness on your folds, not taking too long before inserting one inside you, but it wasn't enough and you wanted more. His fingers were long and touched you just right. Plus, with the way Junho was grunting under you, it wouldn't take long for your legs started to tremble. Your body was aching for more of them, and you needed to let them know. "Please, just fuck me already." "Hm, should I? What do you think, Junho?" "She's doing good, so maybe you should give it to her. Are you gonna be a good girl and spread your legs for Wooyoung, sweetheart?" "Yes, let me be good for you, Wooyoung." Your legs opened up a little more, giving him all access to your dripping pussy, but he suddenly got up from the bed and you looked at him with a puzzled expression, until you saw a package of condom on his hand. "Hurry up and take me, Wooyoung." "You're so needy for me, aren't you?" You could only moan as you were feeling his covered dick slip inside of you, making you squirm and grab Junho's thighs to regain some composure. "Looking at you, taking him so good. Are you gonna be a good girl for me too?" You almost felt embarassed because Wooyoung was going in such a good rhythm that you kinda forgot Junho also needed a release. "I want to feel you coming undone on my mouth." He left some curses under his breath while your mouth went down on his shaft, taking almost all of him at once. You felt the tip of his cock on your throath and gagged a little, taking him out of your mouth with a plop sound to regain some breath and dive in to pleasure him once again. "Take it easy, baby. Don't need to be so eager, I'm gonna be here the whole night for you." The sweet sound of his voice full of malice almost made you smile, if you weren't trying to work him up very nicely. Your right hand went to cup his balls, making him moan your name and you could swear it was the prettiest sound you have ever heard. Along with Wooyoung picking up his pace, you felt like you were in heaven. "You keep clenching on me, it feels so good." "Look at you, baby, being a good girl for us. Hm, take it all, honey. You look so pretty getting fucked." Junho's dirty talk was making you tremble. You felt your knees get weak at every filthy word that escaped through his lips, and the smirk on his face was only helping to make you reach higher and higher. "You like that dirty talk, don't you, love? Are you gonna cum on my dick? Do you want it?" You felt Wooyoung's tender voice reaching your ears while his hand went to work on your clit, making the pleasure almost unberable and you moan against Junho's twitching cock. Everything felt so good, none of you would last long at that time. Applying some pressure, you sucked Junho a little harder, making him squirm under you. "I'm so close, baby. Don't stop. Let me fill up your pretty mouth." He rolled his hips almost making you gag again, but you got a little used to it, so it only helped to reach more of him, making him gasp and call you name repeatedly as he came hard. You swallowed everything before letting go of him, focusing on Wooyoung and your pleasure at once. His hips snapped so right against yours and his fingers worked like magic on your clit, you were almost seeing stars. "Wooyoung, I'm gonna cum." "That's it, love, cum around me." You could feel his thrusts getting sloppier, your legs trembling and your walls squeezing Wooyoung's dick inside of you, while he estimulated your clit and Junho looked at you with shiny eyes, and it was too much to handle. You came undone around his shaft, moaning loud and getting breathless. Wooyoung didn't last much longer since you were holding him so nicely inside of you. You didn't want him to let go, but he made up for it pampering you with kisses while Junho looked for a towel to clean all of you. You never felt so loved before. "Do you feel good?" "Absolutely. Do you guys too?" Junho hummed positively, laying down and putting you on his embrace, and Wooyoung hugged you from behind. "Never felt better. I'm glad you accepted us." "I'm the happiest for being yours." "Ten more minutes and we're gonna make you even happier, baby." Oh, this is going to be a very good relationship. 

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Love Song

Genre: established relationship, fluffy.

Pairing: Kang Dongho/Baekho x Reader (female).

Word count: 1.068.

Warnings: nothing but a slightly angst mention in the middle.

Knowing that your boyfriend Dongho hasn’t been succeding in his attempts to let the music flows through his veins, you try to help.

-x-

Holding your purse with one hand and coffees with the other, you greeted the new kind of secretary at the hall of where Baekho's studio was.

"Good night. May I help you?"

"Oh, good night, I'm here to see Kang Dongho."

"And who you might be?"

"I'm his girlfriend."

"Look, this is a serious company, and I don't think Mr. Kang Dongho would like to be interrupted by some fan."

"You're really new here, right?"

"What does that mean?"

You would answer the young lady but a sudden call caught your attention. Mingi was passing by the hall and saw you.

"What are you doing down here?"

"The new secretary assumed I'm a fan and just it, so I can't enter the building."

Mingi didn't say anything to you in response, but guided you to the entrance once again and spoke with the secretary.

"Good night, Yuri. I thought I told you Baekho's girlfriend was coming."

"I'm sorry, Mr. Choi. I just didn't knew it was her. I'm sorry to you too, miss.

Should I announce your presence to Mr. Kang?"

"No need, I'll walk her to his studio."

The girl allowed the entrance and bowed to the two of you.

"Thank you, Mingi. I thought she would call the security."

"Nah, it's ok. But I don't know if she was really just doing her job or if she was jealous."

Seeing your confused expression, he just chuckled.

"Don't take this too serious, but I think she has a crush on Baekho. Now she knows for sure to not invest anymore."

"Wait, had she tried something?"

"Oh, no. She's just too obvious, but Baekho doesn't even notice. Don't worry about it. But now, go see your boyfriend. He's almost losing his hair about the new song."

"Ok, thank you again, Mingi. Until next time."

He waved at you before you enter the room n° 7, where Dongho usually worked on music producing. Which was what you were waiting to see, and not his figure curved by the table, with hands on his hair and lots of paper around him, on the table, the couch and the floor.

"Bae?"

He just hummed until recognize your voice and turn around, so you faced a disheveled hair and a tired expression. You put the coffee on the mini refrigerator and walked to his chair, sitting on his lap and pulling him onto your embrace. For a few minutes, the only thing heard in the room was your breathing and the sounds of little pecks you left in Dongho's head.

"Talk to me, baby. What's happening?"

"I can't find the right lyrics to write this song, and I'm losing my mind."

"Mingi's said you're losing some hair too."

He chuckled lightly with his face buried into your neck.

"I can't say that I know what you're going through, but I understand the feeling of frustration about something not working how we want it to, so I'm here to help you with everything I can."

"I must had been too good in my past life to deserve you in this one."

It was your time to chuckle and peck his lips.

"Let me see what you've got so far."

Getting up from his lap, you collected some pieces of paper that weren't totally destroyed and called him to sit with you on the couch.

"This is all trash."

Reading some of the lyrics, you noticed that they were kind of similar.

"It is a love song?"

"It should be. But right now it's just an idea. It seems I can't work on it."

"I'm sure you can. I have never doubted your talent for music. And you always makes amazing songs that we're all blessed to appreciate."

Dongho's shy smile appeared and you caressed his face.

"I'm seeing a pattern here, and I think you could combine some of the lyrics to see if it can work. What do you think?"

He hummed and you both worked on the verses that would fit each other, choosing the best ones and trying to think of melodies. You didn't worked with music, but dating him made it a regular situation for you to understand and try to help.

After almost an hour, you did the last combination from some verses and sang to him, to see if it would work out well. It wasn't like you had a great voice or something like that, but Dongho always liked to hear you singing, specially because it wasn't a regular thing and he thinks your voice is sweet and addictive as candy. But he seemed so fazed by your voice that you thought he didn't liked, so you were almost giving up.

"If that doesn't work for you, we can try some more."

"Do you mind to go to the cabine so we can record this? So I won't forget."

"What?"

"I think it's the first time tonight that something sounds so simple and beautiful, that makes me think it's almost natural. No stress, no overworking, just... Pure and good content. That's what I'm looking for."

Dongho knew that his praises always makes you feel good, but in that moment, it didn't sounded like he was trying to make you feel that good. It was just a sincere feeling, making your heart flutter with the idea that you really helped him. At least, a little.

"Come, let me help you to record it."

The rest of the night seemed to work easier. Since you already started to launch the song, might as well finish a demo to be recorded later. So it worked like a lovely duet, performed by a lovely couple. It was sweet, in a calm rhythm, with a chorus that lingered on lips and heads. Dongho helped you during all the process, almost like if you were a real singer. And in the meantime, he worked on his voice to fit yours equally, so the song would come out good to the both sides, creating a feeling that you described to Dongho as 'getting home after work and finding comfort in your partner arms'.

You just didn't knew that Dongho was already making plans to make this official, with music video and everything allowed, to show the world how much you both were made for each other. The real home that you waited the whole day to finally reach and be comfy at night.

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MBTI Match

Genre: slightly friends to lovers, fluffy.

Pairing: Kang Younghyun/Young K x Reader (gender neutral).

Word count: 582.

Warnings: none.

On a winter noon, your friend Younghyun suggest that you both should answer a test to check up your traits and how well they fit.

-x-

"Isn't it like astrological signs?" "No. Astrological signs are based on constellations and it's changes per periods. MBTI tests are based on psychological studies of personalities traits." "Oh, got it. Do you know yours?" "Not yet. I was wondering if you wouldn't like to do it together, so we can find out about ourselves." "Alright then, where do I need to go for it?" "A website can do it. Hand me your phone." You did as he told you so. Sometimes Younghyun could get really excited about a specific thing, and almost all those times, he searched for you to talk about it. You didn't know exactly why, but you weren't complaining either. It was very nice to talk with him and having his presence by your side. He was truly a great friend, although you wouldn't complain if he wanted to be more than that. "Well, these are kinda harsh questions." "Do you think so?" "Hm. I need to actually analyze myself to answer it." "It can't be that hard since you're so nice." A blush crept on your face as soon the words left his mouth. "Do you think I'm nice?" "Yes. That's one of the main reasons why I share with you all those little stuff I find out. You actually listen to me, either it's a important thing or something my mind just came up with at 3AM. And about those, you don't make fun of me. I feel very comfortable with you." "I'm glad I can make you feel like this, because it's very mutual, you know?" "It is?" You could sense his sparkly eyes on you, but afraid of being lost in them, you only nodded and proceded to talk. "Sometimes we both enter in some very specific topic that wouldn't be comfortable to talk with another people, because that wouldn't make any sense to them. But because it's us, it works well." Only then you realized what you said. 'Because it's us'. Sometimes your mouth just worked faster than your brain. Luckily or not, Younghyun only seemed to smile by your side. A few moments later, your result came out and you started to read about the traits on the phone screen while Younghyun was still finishing his answers. Those not so extent texts really described you, which made you a little scared. How come something like a virtual test could really describe you, showing your best and worst traits in one go? "Alright, I'm done. Let me check it." While waiting for him to find out more about himself, you opened another tab to understand better how that worked, and noticed that you had spent half an hour on that test. "Are you still reading about your result?" "Not anymore. What's yours? I found something." "What is it?" You approached him but he didn't let you look at his phone screen, so you answered him with a sigh. "Oh, I like that." Your puzzled expression made him chuckle lightly. "I found a graphic with all the possible matches. What's good, what's bad." "What's our combination?" "The best one." It just happened naturally. The way those words left both of you and how soft and embarrassed the match made you look at each other. "Maybe that's why we work well." You said in an amused smile, only to have your heart skipping it's next beats as Younghyun opened his mouth, while his hand came to clutch on yours in a short confession. "Because it's us."

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Writings - TO DO LIST

- 2PM - 

Jun. K, Nichkhun and Taecyeon in a foursome.

Nichkhun and reader traveling around Thailand and going on food dates.

Wooyoung meet his new idol girlfriend in a variety show.

Junho introducing his girlfriend to his 2PM friends.

- ASTRO - 

     none yet.

- DAY6 - 

Sungjin smut with body worship and lingerie as gift.

- MONSTA X - 

Jooheon and reader tasting wines.

Minhyuk and reader having sex on a car after some drinks (they’re not driving after).

- NU’EST -

     none yet.

- VIXX - 

Leo and reader having a picnic.

Leo and reader going to IKEA.

Ken singing “Into the Unknown” and expecting reader’s reaction.

Ravi and reader having a romantic/smutty night.

Hongbin having a friendly game competition with reader.

Hyuk and reader at a carnival.

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Driving Crazy

Genre: friends to lovers, fluffy, kinda suggestive.

Pairing: Kwak Youngmin/Aron x Reader (female).

Word count: 1337.

Warnings: I just wanna say that I'm using Mingi for Ren instead of Minki because I discovered recently his preference.

When you finally had a break to watch Mingi's musical, you didn't expected to have your dream revelead on the backstage.

-x-

After the musical came to an end, Mingi's friends went to the backstage to properly talk about it. Aron was guiding you, so you wouldn't lose yourself between the amount of people there. The way he pressed his hand just above your hips made Jonghyun and Dongho chuckle, but it couldn't be heard because there was loud noises in the theater. Minhyun was too focused on the way to look at anything else. 

Reaching out the backstage, Mingi just looked at Aron's hand on your back and your flushed face. The scene was indeed absolutely funny. Could it be more obvious that you were both into each other? 

"Mingi! I'm so proud of you, sweetie! You did amazing! Great! Spectacular!" 

"Thank you so much! I'm glad you could came. I was thinking already that you wouldn't watch."

"How could we miss you shining like that?"

"We were just trying to come together. You ruled the musical!"

"It was amazing, really. I've always known that you're talented but that was beyond my knowledge. Congratulations, Mingi!"

Still dressed as Jamie, Mingi was full of smiles and looked really grateful. It was so good to see him like that. 

"We're gathering a little, but soon we're leaving. No after party while the show goes on. There's food and drinks, though. You guys can go on. I need to talk to my best friend first."

Only then, you felt Aron's hand leave your body, causing a empty feeling, even though there wasn't anything to be filled. 

"Do you want anything?"

"Oh, no, Aron. I'm good, thanks."

He left with the guys and Mingi grabbed your wrist so you could talk in the corner.

Aron, looking at it, didn't enjoy the view.

"They're together, or something?"

"Don't be jealous, they're just friends."

"But they're so close."

"Why don't you just confess to her?"

Minhyun said after devouring a little snack with some fruit he didn't recognized.

"Confess what?"

"Everybody knows you're into her."

Jonghyun spoke and Dongho nodded, grabbing a can of cola. 

"I don't know what you're talking about."

"And that hand on her waist 'till here? You're so obvious. But she seems oblivious."

Aron's thoughts returned to your body against his hand. It could be nothing big, but he liked to guide you and feel like he was some kind of protection. 

On the other half of the room, Mingi was laughing at your silly face. 

"C'mon, he's so into you! The way he brought you here and stayed! I can't be the only one who's seeing the love around you two. Talk to him."

"I can't do it. What he'll think about it? What if he's just trying to be nice? You know he's super cool."

"Oh, God..."

Grabbing you once again, you reached to the guys around the table.

"Is it good? I like these little sandwiches they prepared. It's almost a party, right? Oh, this reminds me of something. When's your birthday? I kinda forgot."

Mingi asked you, smiling. Oh, that smile meant that he was preparing something. You didn't liked how that was sounding already.

"September, 18th. Why?"

"I remember that thing you said to me, earlier today. Oh, but it wasn't yours! It was Aron's birthday. Uh, my bad. Too much to think, you know?"

CHOI MINGI! Your mind was screaming his name, and he seemed to be having fun. 

"What? My birthday?"

"You see, it was your birthday, and you waited outside the college for..."

"Mingi! I think I heard someone calling you. You should check."

He chuckled at your despair.

"I'm going. Oh, but it was a dream, Aron. Sadly, because there was a kiss."

He left the corner and went to see someone that never called him. 

"What just happened?"

"Jonghyun, Minhyun, help me with these things..."

The guys left Aron and you alone. But you didn't wanna face him. So grabbing some grapes, you turned to the door, but Aron called you.

"What this is about?"

"I don't know."

"Did you dreamed about me?"

You never enjoyed lies. But there's things that are better if stays unsaid. Remaining in silence, the older man in front of you didn't stopped asking.

"Did we kiss?" 

And in the worst time ever, you choked on your soda. That was ridiculous. A lot of things could happen but no, you needed to choke. Suddenly, all the boys were around you, and you were feeling a little better. 

"We're ready to leave. Jonghyun, wait for me at the parking lot. Thank you all for coming, seriously. It meant a lot!"

You said your goodbyes to everyone, and only then, it hit you that Aron was your ride. 

"I can just take a taxi, Aron. It's okay. You already brought me here."

"And I'm gonna drive you back to your house, making sure that you're gonna be safe."

He opened the door for you, so you just waved to the guys looking at the situation right behind the cars, waving at you both.

The initial 20 minutes of the 30 at total to your house was in a completely and suffocating silence. But he couldn't stand it a minute longer.

"I don't wanna make you uncomfortable. And you don't need to hide anything from me."

"What do you mean? I'm not uncomfortable."

"This is literally the first time ever that we don't talk or sing driving to somewhere. Actually, you're avoiding me since I asked you if we kissed in your dream. It's ok, you don't need to answer me if that would make you uncomfortable. Just... Don't avoid me. I don't like to feel like I don't exist for you."

"I'm sorry. I didn't wanna make you feel like this. But... It's kinda weird, you know? It was just a dream, too. I didn't wanna talk about it and make you uncomfortable."

"I'm not, really."

So things seemed better now. It was still a silence, but not too heavy.

"We did kissed. Just a little peck. I got later because I missed the bus, but you received me entangling your arms on my waist and giving me a peck."

The car stopped on the red light. Aron was silent, but seemed amused.

"Don't laugh! I don't choose what I'm gonna dream about."

"It's ok. But you know what's funnier? I read sometime ago that we dream about things we want."

He looked at you and smiled, making your heart turning to the other side, just like his car entering your street. Your building was the brown one, the 5th on the peaceful street. Stopping right in front of it, you unbuckled from your seat and grabbed your purse, ready to thank Aron for the ride and get out to bury in your bed from embarassment. But he made you look at him first of all.

"Do you want me to kiss you?"

Straight to the point. His words echoing in your head, making you feel like it didn't happened at all. Were you hallucinating?

"What?"

Aron seemed a little nervous, but you couldn't sense that when his soft hand caressed your right cheek.

"Do you want me to kiss you?"

He shortened the distance, but not going any further without an answer.

"Yes..."

He didn't gave you time to think, nor even himself to be surprised. His plump lips met yours tasting like cocoa because of the lipbalm. Moving slowly, it seemed like only you existed in that moment. His mouth discovering yours, and being better than any dream, left you at ease. It was peaceful, tasty and heart fluttering kissing Aron. You only hoped he felt the same way, but the way his hand caressed your face and neck, and the little hummings assured you it was mutual. Too mutual to not stay like that for hours. 

"Let's take this to my place..."

He agreed and turned on the car once again, entering the building, making you wonder how long he was keeping these similar feelings to himself. Oh, but you were about to discover.

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Small Party For Two

Genre: friendly, kinda fluffy. Pairing: Lee Hoseok/Wonho x Reader (gender neutral). Warnings: none actually, but sorry for the small scenario, any typos and for the wait (college is back). Word count: 800. REQUESTED. A movie night/sleepover happens when Hoseok and you got finally a break from everyday life. -x-

"Do you want something specific from the grocery shop?" "Nah, I'm okay. Just bring the usual, but not too much because I already bought food." After answering Hoseok, the phone stayed on the table until the living room looked comfy enough for the movie night/sleepover/party for two that you've been planing with your best friend through the whole month. Life sometimes get's too crazy and 24 hours per day doesn't seem enough to do everything that must be done, but finally you both had a break. The additional thin mattress that rested under the bed was laying on the floor in front of the television, with lots of blankets and pillows. The TV was conected on your favorite stream channel and the colored lights were creating a nice mood. Soon, Hoseok was knocking at the door.  "I got your favorite snack!" He was smiling like he won the lottery prize and it wasn't even his favorite snack. Adorable. "Did I say I love you today?" "You can always tell it twice." Filling some bowls with what you were going to eat and placing it aroung the mattress because it was closer than the small wood table, it took you both a good 10 minutes to choose what to watch. Best friends, yes, but with different tastes for movies.  "Last time it was your choice! I've watched that horror series and didn't slept well for a week!" "Fine! Pick a movie then.” And it was, again, a rom-com. But better than an only romantic movie. You weren't in the mood for crying and wanting to date.  "What this is about?" "I guess they were friends since childhood but something happened and they never talked again. But bumped into each other while adults and the rest we'll only know watching the whole thing." Bringing the popcorn to your lap, you binged to watch Hoseok's choice, and it was actually nice. A movie to relax, laugh, and create supositions with your friend. It was so chill that you didn't notice the time passing.  "Wanna watch another one?" "Nah, let's talk. It seems we don't talk in forever. I've missed you." "I've missed you two, Hoseokie. How's life? Work?" "Exhausting! But I'm doing lots of things that I really enjoy, so I can't complain. It's just tiring. Specially when I don't sleep well because I want to see good results in no time so I keep working. Also my body! Check me out, I have grown!" "I notice that! You're huge, like an truck! Pretty as always. I bet there's plenty of people hitting on you." "Well, I can't say no to that, but I don't even have time to date. At least for now." "I feel you, bro. But whenever you got time to it, I'm sure the chosen one will feel like the luckiest in the world." "You always cheer me up. I really appreciate that." "You're my best friend. I'm here to support you all the time!" While talking about your life, Hoseok and you started the skincare routine before sleep, but the amount of snack wasn't helping the masks to stay on your faces without crackeling.  "I still can't believe it. How dumb a person could be to the point to dump you? You're like the best human out there." "Oh, c'mon, not that much..." "I'm serious. You're the most amazing and kind person that has ever walked on this world, which makes you even more beautiful. You're too precious for this world."  Laughing and thanking him at the same time, you felt that warmth in your chest. Hoseok's really do everything to make you happy, so you were really grateful for sharing a lifetime with him. And his eyes always told you it's mutual.  "The alarm is ringing. Time to remove the masks." "What? Oh, not without a picture! Or some..." It ended up with your faces pinching a little but with a whole photobook on your phone's gallery.  "Clean, moisturized and smelling good. Now I'm ready to fly to dreams land." Getting comfy on the mattress, you were about to sleep when Hoseok called you. Humming in response, you felt his hand on your hair.  "Thank you." "I didn't do anything, Hoseokie." "But your parents did. And I'm thankful for that." "What?" "Ok, maybe this wasn't the best way I could say that, but the point is I appreciate your existence." "Ahn, thanks? Or should I pass this message to my parents?" Chuckling, you hugged him. "I'm really grateful for you too, Hoseokie. You're my comfy place in this world, and I'm happy you are." He didn't had to respond to that. You already knew Hoseok felt the same way. He made sure to show you everyday through all the ways he could. And it couldn't be better.

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Writings - NU’EST

- Kwak Youngmin/Aron - 

  Driving Crazy

- Kim Jonghyun/JR -

     none yet

- Kang Dongho/Baekho - 

   Love Song

- Hwang Minhyun -

     none yet

- Choi Mingi/Ren - 

     none yet

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[Part 3] Again I feel so fucking awful for not replying to you for such a long time, I'm so sorry and I'm so excited to read, not only my own request, but also all the other fics you're writing. I saw the post about the fics you're currently working on and I'm so excited to read them!!!!! 😍😍😍 I'm sorry for cutting my reply up like this, Tumblr won't let you write a lot 🙄 it's just that I feel so bad for not replying back to you, especially since you still have the time to write my request❤️

It’s totally fine, really! Along with that list of scenarios I’ve been working on, I wrote two more (but with NU’EST members, which I don’t know if I should post since I still have a list to do) - also because I was struggling with a creative block, and write them helped me to overcome this. But relax, I got you! <3 

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[Part 2] I feel really awful for not replying to you just as I said a lot of things have been going on so I haven't really had the chance also I saw your post about posting here and there since you also had a lot of going on with your school and I actually just wanted to also thank you for still wanting to write my request even though you're so busy with your own life and school. ❤️🙏❤️❤️

College it’s almost starting once again and I already know it’ll took me a long time, but what can I do, right? I feel you, ‘cause sometimes all I want is to write scenarios but I just can’t because I have lots of things to do. You shouldn’t feel bad, though. You can answer me when you got free time, so relax, ok? Also, I really like your requests. I’m working on that Woo/Junho scenario!

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[Part 1] Hey I'm so sorry that I haven't replied for such a long time. Every time I wanted to reply to you something came up or I forgot I'll been really busy with school especially since exams are coming up. I also have had a lot of like family drama and just a lot of stuff happening in my family right now but I'm happy and I'm glad that you're doing great that you're fine and you're safe🥰🥰🥰

It’s okay, sweetheart! I totally understand it. I’ve been really busy too. Life sometimes takes all your time. Even when we try to do other stuff, there’s always those things that doesn’t let us go, right? So it’s okay, you do your things, and I’ll get it. I hope good things happens to you! Hope you’re good too <3 

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Could I request an Astro jinjin smut where him and the reader were like friends for a long time but both secretly liked each other and then one night they both confess and kinda fuck out all their pent up feelings

Hey, sweetie! I’m so sorry I took such a long time to write it. I’ve been super busy, but I didn’t forgot your request. Thank you so much for asking this scenario that I just posted. I hope you like it! 

[love-kazin]

Friends?

Genre: friends to lovers; smut.

Pairing: Park Jinwoo/Jinjin x reader (gender neutral).

Warnings: mature content, cursing, smut. 

Word count: 2.246.

REQUESTED.

You started to crush on your newest friend, Jinwoo. You didn’t knew it was mutual, until his lips revealed it to you. 

-x-

For a certain amount of time, you only heard about this guy named Jinwoo. He worked with music production on some specific theather apresentations of your friend Myungjun, and they took some time to become friends, but as soon as they did, Myungjun talked a lot about him. Jinwoo seemed a nice guy, hardworking and passionate about his career, but also caring with people around him. Sometimes seemed that Myungjun was trying to convince you to check him out in a good way. But you didn't knew the man. Like, in person. Until that hot day a few years ago when Myungjun almost dragged you out from your house to go to the ice cream shop. "Why are we here if we're not getting ice cream?" "We will, in a moment. We're waiting." "For what, exactly?" "Jinjin." You were kinda shocked, to be honest. Not that you wanted to impress a guy that you didn't knew, but you thought that no one would join on that saturday evening, so the thin shirt and the denim shorts looked ok. But when Jinwoo arrived, looking nicer than the whole aesthetic ice cream shop, you were feeling kinda inappropriate. "Oh, hello, you must be the famous friend of MJ." "Famous?" "He talks about you all the time." You blushed and looked in surprise to them. Myungjun only smiled cheekily and left to buy the ice creams. "He talks a lot about you too, but it's nice to finally give a face to your name." "I could say the same. I should say that it's kinda weird because it sounds like he was really anticipating our meeting, but never giving a date to it." "Exactly my thought." And with that, it was really easy to become friends with Jinwoo. He seemed a little more serious than Myungjun, but as the time passed, you noticed that they weren't that different. Jinwoo, or Jinjin for you too, started to be around you and Myungjun a lot of times. It reminded you of the three musketeers. It became so usual to be with him, that sometimes Myungjun wasn't even present, but it was comfortable to be alone with Jinjin. It was different, though. Not that MJ was ugly or anything. You praised your friend almost everyday because he's certainly one of the prettiest living things that you've ever saw. But Jinjin was... attractive. The kind of guy you would like to kiss, and Myungjun was too much your friend to be in thoughts like that. So when Myungjun texted saying that we needed to be in the rehearsal for the next show, you got a little nervous. And in that exact moment, Jinjin ringed the bell. "What happened?" The now blonde man, dressed in white and beige clothes, looked confused after the door opened. "Myungjun said he can't join us tonight. Rehearsal time." "Oh, got it. You don't need to be sad, though. Is it bad to spent the night with me?" Not that he meant in THAT way, but your thoughts ran to a specific scenery that shouldn't. "Of course not." He couldn't see the blush in your face since you had turned around, but he could sense the trembling voice. "Good! Because I came prepared." "What?" When people says this kind of thing, it usually means something sexual. Of course Jinwoo knew that, and said intentionally. When you turned again to face him, he offered you the bag from the grocery shop you used to go. "I meant the junk food. What were you thinking?" Choosing not to answer that, the need of blankets and pillows worked as a good excuse. Spending more than necessary time in the closet picking up the materials, your mind started to wander about those recent fantasies involving Jinwoo. He couldn't see you in that way too. Even flirting with you sometimes didn't make a good reason for him to be into you, so you shouldn't be nervous. He was probably messing around because he's a teaser. With that in mind, you texted Myungjun quickly. "Did Jinjin ever said to you something about me?" "He talks about you very often. Why?" "But is it good?" "I don't think he's ever talked about something bad. I mean, he adores you. So..." "What do you mean?" "You should figure it out yourself." That didn't helped. And neither the way Jinwoo smiled at you and tapped the couch for you to join him. The movie was about to start. "What's the story about the movie?" "I actually don't know. It said that it's one of the most watched movies recently, so I thought it'd be nice." Agreeing, you opened the blankets and covered the both of you, giving him extra pillows and adjusting yours too. Not that you needed, since in a short time, you both were almost glued to each other. He smelled like a mix of herbal and citric, and it was almost a torture to be attached to him but not snuggling into his neck. "Are you comfy like that? Does your back hurt?" Using that as an excuse to approach even more, you put his arm around your neck, and laid your head into his shoulder. "That's better, thank you." He didn't said anything, but tensed up after the first time your breath hit his neck. Through the first half of the movie, you stayed like that. Until a love scene started to appear in the screen. It wasn't like you both weren't adults and knew what was sex, and the scene wasn't too explicit either, but he seemed even more tense, and your eyes wandered from the crook of his neck til' the chest tattoo appearing a little from his shirt. Noticing the sudden heavier breath, he looked at your face. The silence was filled with words non said. His eyes questioning your breath, your eyes questioning why his lips weren't on yours already. A high pitched moan was heard and his cheeks turned into red ones. "I don't think we should be watching this." He paused the movie, and you chuckled awkwardly. "Do you want some ice cream? I know it's a little cold, but..." "It's always a yes for ice cream." Yet he didn't moved from the couch. "And for me?" "I don't get it." "Would you say yes for me, someday?" Your eyes filled with confusion, until his moved to your lips. "What do you mean, Jinwoo?" His eyes screamed his feelings, but his mouth didn't made any sound. So filling the silence, he attached his lips to yours, finally tasting what he had been wanting for some months. His hand caressed your jaw, stopping on your chin, deepening the kiss showing how much of a needy guy he was for you. Breaking the contact but not really wanting to, the question couldn't be hidden anymore. "Since... when?" "Remember that picnic we made, that you shoved a whole slice of watermelon in your mouth, without really caring about people watching the scene?" "What?" "It's just... The things you do. The person you are. I've been falling and I can't stop." Jinwoo's eyes were filled with sincerity. He was genuinely enchanted, and you couldn't help the smile from ear to ear. "I thought it wasn't mutual." "Wait, what? Do you like me?" Nodding, you replied with a "very much" and attached your lips once again. The smile made it difficult to properly kiss for a time, but it stopped when his fingers danced in your thigh. When you felt your back hit the soft pillows in the couch, the movie was already forgot. Jinwoo's body hovered yours like ocean waves hitting rocks in a sunny day, making his impact but refreshing. It was a new sensation, and it was good how he touched you simply, adoring every inch being discovered. His tattoos were visible in no time, since you finally took of his shirt. "I had a thought you'd look good, but I wasn't prepared for this good..." Jinwoo was a blushy mess on top of you, mind going blank as a new canvas. So he took his lips to your clavicle, hiding his face e showing you how he appreciate you. And he was doing a excellent job. "Can I?" Holding the hem of your shirt, he looked at you with pleaded eyes, so you just lift yourself enough for him to take off that dark green piece and being pleased with the view. You could see him gulping, and it made you a little nervous. "Are you sure you want to keep this going? We've just confessed and it might be a little strange to go forward now, but I need to ask because I'm going crazy here... If you don't want it, I'll stop." "Jinwoo... The only thing I want is you." His eyes darkened at the same speed his hands went to remove your pants. You didn't took too much time to remove his pants, giggling at how your underwear matched with his, all white. "Seems like we combine very well." Smiling at his angelic figure, you turned your positions, so you were sitting on his lap, his head diving into your chest hardening your nipples with those wet lips, making you roll hips and whimper for more. Jinwoo's strong hands held your waist marking a little, helping with the movements, groaning and kissing the way up to your lips once again. Your left hand pulled his hair at the time the right hand grabbed his dick to stroke lightly. Those sinful eyes burning your soul and the smirk on the plump lips made you more yet, which he thought it was very nice, since he was just starting to touch you down there. "Do I make you feel good?" "Yes... but I think you can make it even better." Getting the idea, he fumbled with you in his lap searching for his pants, pulling a condom from the wallet, which was beside a small picture of you. "Why do you have a picture of me with a condom on the side?" "I swear it's not what you're thinking." Chuckling at his red cheeks and the state you both were, you just let it go. Specially because he touched you right on point to make you forget about anything else. "I don't wanna wait anymore. Let me feel you." He hummed against your neck, using the time you got up to remove the final piece of clothing to roll the condom on himself. You guided his hard cock to your entrance, looking at his eyes while you felt every inch of him taking you slowly, feeling like heaven. Jinwoo left sloppy kisses in every part of you he could while you bounced on his shaft, in part trying to control his noises, but also because once he tasted you, he couldn't stop it. His fingers marked your butt when you stopped bouncing to rolling your hips while clenching around dick. "If you keep going like this, I won't last long." "Is it good?" "It's fucking amazing. You feel like paradise." His praise held your ego almost up there, but you couldn't simply stop to give it all to him. It was too good to not be overwhelmed. "You can hit this spot all the time." Your smirk made him feel like he hit the jackpot. He couldn't understand how it happened, but he was feeling lucky you came into his life. "I will make you feel good in every one of them." He put you laid on the couch, with your back facing the cold air, but being hot in no time since he hovered you again. Lifting up your hips so he could enter you, you barely had time to think because he was slamming hard against your center, making you scream for the first time in the night. One of his hands grabbed a fist of your hair, the other one held your waist strongly, and his body attached to yours, making you drown in the atmosphere rolling your eyes with his praises and sweet nothings lingering on your ears. It was almost suffocating how much of Jinwoo was around you, but you'd gladly losing your breath. "Oh, shit... Right there, Jinwoo. Don't stop..." "Do you like this, babe? Do you want me to go harder?" The way that "babe" sounded gave you chills. He felt how you trembled and clenched around him. "Please... Fuck me." Jinwoo was more than pleasured to hear that, so he gave his best to you. His all for you. The sound of your bodies slamming into each other completing your moans and his groans was more than obscene, and you could be thanking any force of the universe for living that moment, if it wasn't for the hottest guy above you making you see stars in front of your eyes. He didn't came too long after you, shivering when he left to throw the condom in the garbage. "May I tell you something?" Jinwoo said while laying on top of you once again, but now attaching the front part of your bodies. You just hummed agreeing and holding him closer. "You look great all the time, but you look specially good all fucked out." You opened your eyes only to see his expression of admiration, and chuckled with his compliment. "Well, I guess is good that you like it, since you'll be seeing this constantly." "I'm the luckiest guy, for sure."

[love-kazin]

History Walls

Genre: just a friendly scenario with a very slightly friends-to-lovers.

Pairing: Kim Wonsik/Ravi x Reader (female).

Warnings: none.

Word count: 1.371. 

REQUESTED.

There’s this literature project counting as the major grade and your friends couldn’t think about any person that wasn’t you to work with. 

-x-

"What I'm saying is that doesn't matter what you're reading, because any kind of literature is a literature! Anything that makes you read is interesting because it can develop your creativity and vocabulary." Hanging out in a bookstore wasn't how you planned to spend your saturday. Not with the guys, actually, because you love a good bookstore, but being the one who got invited was a little different. Since you were a good student, with the higher grades in class and the most well developed assignments, you were the first thought of the guys. Not that they only wanted to work with you because of that. It's just easier to work with friends, and if they're smart, it's a plus. "Do you really think that?" Taekwoon was looking at you but his face was hard to describe. He could be genuinely curious about your opinion or preparing himself to end all your arguments. "Yes, I do. What do you think?" "I think a good literature is the better option to extend your intelectual atributes." "But what's a good literature?" "Oh, here we go again..." You could only chuckle at Hongbin's statement. Any topic could get kinda phylosifical in seconds when you were talking, which was a little boring but an amusement to them at the same time. Hearing you talk all your points of view was nice, not only because you helped them to get another vision about certain topics, but also because your excitement was interesting to watch. "A good literature is that one that makes me travel around the theme, like I'm floating in the author's ideas." "That's a good point, really. I think it's important to feel conected with the material you're reading, to take that to yourself. But as you said, a good literature is the one that makes you feel it. And this can be anything. It can be a thick book about a country's history, a cute and tragic romance, a fashion magazine or even the shampoo bottle. It can work differently for every person." "Even a shampoo bottle? How's that could work?" "Imagine that you're a chemical student, learning how to compose something. Don't you think the specified rotule would make you wonder how to work with that? Which combination is the better one? To whom that product can work well?" "Oh, that makes a lot of sense. So, that's how bedtime stories works for kids at night? I mean, it can stimulate their thoughts and affect their dreams?" You nodded. It was good they were catching your point. Hakyeon started to look at you proudly, his words dancing at his expression. He didn't needed to talk it out loud, but you knew that he was thinking you would be amazing as a teacher - which was the main point of your academical career. "Do you think it's problematic for an adult to like stories made for kids?" Jaehwan looked really curious, subtly. Which was kinda normal. You were used to his comportment that can change in seconds from playful to serious. "Of course not! I understand that some people may joke around and tell to this person to grow up, but they're doing it! Just like everybody. It's something to read, and as long as the person enjoy the topic, it's valid. Nobody should say otherwise." Humming in agreement, they started to work on the summary of the literature assignment. Actually, it was something to present, with slides, point of views and lots of topics related to the main point. That's the reason requiring a whole 7 members group. The teacher has given almost two months to prepare it, since it was a final project for the semester, so there was a lot of time to do it, and it wasn't that hard. But being an applied student, you always liked to do your assignments as soon as possible, and your friends knew it, even not being the same way. It would be kinda hard to everyone thinks exactly the same way, and that's why some discussions happened along the day. "I don't think it's healthy for a kid, for example, to read adult things." "That's why there's age recommendation, Taek." "But there are things that doesn't have it. Like those shampoo bottles you said earlier." "I don't think a kid would read that these days, but it's not forbidden. Maybe they can be a chemical engineer in the future, right? Is that bad?" Taekwoon just looked at you and returned to the book while thinking about it. Wonsik was the one who was strangely quiet that day. No one seemed to notice when he left the table to disappear between those big book walls. But that did bother you. If he wasn't feeling ok, you'd like to help. His face looked puzzled, almost lost in thoughts, and the way his eyebrows furrowed a little trying to read the book title on his hand was very cute. "Do you need some help, Wonsik?" He then looked at you, nodding. "I'm starting to think that this book isn't even in english." The thick and brown cover, with golden letters, and a thin dust layer, was actually in german. "It's not. But I can find a english version of it, if you want it. Or a korean." Wonsik smiled at you, showing off his perfect teeth, resembling a little like a cute bunny, but also big. While you showed him the way to the library part where would had be the book in his elected language, you grow up some curiosity. "May I ask you why do you wanna read this book? It's quite sad. Are you alright?" "I'm okay, yeah. I'm just curious, and trying to expand my known list of books. I wanna be smart." "You already are. But it's great to know more, also because you're getting to know another type of writing. If you feel too sad to finish, you can just call me and I'll resume to you." "Did you read it?" Nodding, you grabbed the book and gave it to Wonsik. "Can I call you if I have some doubt?" "Sure. I'll be glad to help." Then, the silence came. Being around Wonsik was nice, but along with the others. Alone, it was weird because he seemed uncomfortable in your presence. You didn't knew why; there wasn't any memorable thing that happened that may have hurted him or anything. So it was just weird. And turned your cheekies into a red color because of your shyness. But also his, which you didn't knew the reason. "Maybe... Can I just call you...?" "What do you mean? We're friends, right? You can call me." That was unexpected. But you weren't denying an approximation. Maybe things could get better. "No, I mean, like, not a friendly relationship." "Oh, so like... strangers?" "What? No, not like that too." You weren't following his idea. The question mark was almost tattooed in your forehead. "In a getting-to-know kind of relationship." He seemed nervous about the topic. "I thought we were already doing... Oh." Then something clicked in your head. And your cheekies burned even more. Specially because Sanghyuk appeared in the hallway looking for both of you. "Are you done with this weird dating thing? We're needing some help." Before you could explain the situation, he disappeared. Wonsik nodded and smiled weirdly at you and returned to the table. Was he developing some kind of crush on you? He was like the main crush of the entire class. It wouldn't be bad, but it didn't make sense at all, specially because he had never said anything. Maybe you'd have to figure it out. Returning to the table, you saw a thoughtful Wonsik and other five hardworking men. Sitting on your spot, you quickly wrote a simple "yes :)" on a post-it and passed to the man on your side, almost like a secret mission. You could sense him trying not to break into a wide grin, and you felt related. It's a little weird how things work, but it can be good. Turning your attention to the paperwork, the boys seemed a little lost, just how Sanghyuk has said. "What do you need me for?"

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Hello...

...to you who might be reading this! I’ve been absent for a long time, I know. I apologize. First, I had this huge rock on my way to the writers land. I couldn’t write anything at all because I had lots of assignments to do for college. Everytime I tried, my mind kept telling me that I was focusing on the wrong things, so yes, I had been suffering a little.  Second, the quarantine doesn’t help my mind at all. I can’t even remember the last time I stepped out of my house, and this have been making me freak out a lot. But never breaking the quarentine. Stay safe, y’all!  Third, I’m finally on vacation. The semester is gone, but I’ve been busy with some projects that are helping me a little, so that’s one of the reasons that made me absent from here.  Fourth, I had fallen for another group, and my mind already has a lot of scenarios to be made. Oh, it’s NU’EST, by the way. Maybe I’ll start writing with them, let’s see. 

Oh, and I got a new scenario ready! I’ll post it soon.

[love-kazin]

can i request some day6 jae smut? where him and the reader aren’t quite an item yet but when they visit him in his apartment one night they both get their feelings out? soft make out session and body worshipping included 🥰

Hello, sweetie! First of all, I’m sorry it took so long! But second: here it is. I hope you like it - but if not, you can talk to me. And I’m sorry if there’s any typos. Since english isn’t my first language, I’ve been feeling kinda unsure about it. Have a good read!

[love-kazin]

Are We an Item?

Genre: smut, the begginning of a relationship (is that a genre?)

Pairing: Park Jaehyung x Reader (gender neutral).

Warnings: mature content.

Word count: 2.116.

REQUESTED.

You were seeing each other for months, but what does that means? Were you a real thing? You needed an answer and Jae gave you the best one.

-x-

"Why are you smiling like this?"

"What?" The bus station was quite crowded since it was the regular time to get off from work, but that didn't stressed you like usual, because being in that environment meant that you were going home, which reminded the date night you were about to have, and that was the reason behind the blinding smile on your face. Which you didn't noticed, but your friend did. "I have a date." "Uh, with that blonde and tall guy? He seems nice, since you're always smiling..." The blush on your face made she laugh, but not breaking the nice mood. "Are you guys real? Like, in a relationship? Or just hooking up?" "We didn't talked about it. And we didn't hooked up too." "What? I thought you did it. The way you talked about the last date..." "Oh, no. His friend kinda interrupted us so we couldn't go far. But it's okay. Oh, that's my bus. I'll see you monday." Unlocking your phone to put on some music to take a nice shower at home, a pop up text appeared. It was him. "Ok, so maybe I'm almost ready because I got excited to see you and the time was too slow. But just maybe. Text me when you're ready so I can pick you up and bring you here." Jae's the nicest guy that has ever crossed your path, and that text made you got even more excited to meet him. And for that, you needed to take a shower, so you choose an chill playlist as soundtrack. You washed your hair with your favorite shampoo and used the same lotion from the time Jae complimented you for smelling too good. Almost whined because he would get addicted. "Hey, pretty guy. I'm almost ready!" "Don't lie to me! I know you're not even dressed." "I'm wearing a towel, this doesn't count?" "Don't do this to me..." Teasing Jae was funny, but it wasn't the time to do it properly. Maybe later. Who knows? Since the temperature was getting colder but not so much, you choose something it would make you feel pretty and warm at the same time. "I'm ready for you, Jae." "You- Fine. I'm gonna take you." Chuckling, you grabbed a small bag with essential stuff and checked all the place before going out to wait for him at the lobby - because the distance between your places wasn't long. Ten minutes after, his car stopped in front of the building you live in. Lowering the glass window, he smiled and you needed to gather all your strength to get up from the hall sofa and if you didn't do that in 10 seconds, you could melt. Yeah, that's the power of just his smile. Maybe you should talk about these feelings. Just to have sure where you're going with him. "Good night, gorgeous. I can't understand why you're looking so good if we're just going to my place, but I'm feeling so blessed for having this vision." "Stop it, you're gonna make me blush. Good night, pretty guy. You smell nice today." "Are you saying that I stink regularly?" "What? I didn't say that!" "Hm, I don't know if I can trust you..." "You're such a dork!" "I just like to make you laugh." "Shut up!" The red color on your face made him chuckle, turning on the car to go. "Wait! I forgot something!" "What did you forgot?" You were about to be cheesy without thinking twice. So grabbing his face delicately, you gave him a sweet kiss, making Jae gets kinda out of focus. Almost orbiting around you. He looked so into you, just like you were into him. "You look good too." "Hmm..." After some seconds trying to focus, he started to drive you both to the apartment he lived in with Brian. The place was really nice. You feel comfortable in every corner, specially if Jae's hugging you. "Where's Brian?" "I told him tonight's date night and I don't wanna be interrupted again." Seeing your surprised expression, he got flushed and tried to explain. "I mean, I'm not saying we need to go further. I just wanna chill and-" "Is good that he's not going to interrupt. Nothing against him, but I wanna be with only you..." His shy smile appeared and you gave him a little peck on the cheek. "Oh, wait a moment. I'm gonna grab some blankets so we can be comfy in the couch." "Why don't we go to your room instead? It's already there." Jae looked at you with an arched eyebrow but agreed. The white pillows with his vanilla scent had called you but having Jae laying on your side was also very good. "I wanna talk about something with you, if that's okay..." Making yourself comfortable, you tried to focus on your point. "Is everything alright?" "Yes, I guess. Well, we've been seeing each other for like 3 months, now?" "That's correct. 3 amazing months. Don't you think?" "Yeah, that's... That's what I wanna talk about. I think... I mean, what are we, Jae?" "What do you mean?" "I... I like you... I guess this practically written on my forehead." "You know, I can see that, it's really written!" "Jae! C'mon, don't do this, you know I can blush easily..." "That's why I do this. You look adorable. But yeah, no kidding now, I like you too. I thought you knew it already..." "I guessed, but it's nice to hear you talking... I wanna know if we're a safe thing or if just for fun and stuff." "I still don't get your point. I mean, I thought we were a safe and fun thing already? Aren't we dating?" "I don't know, are we?" "I thought we were. Ok, this is kinda embarrassing. My friends thinks we're dating because I told them we are. But it's okay if you don't wanna." "What? I wanna! But I didn't knew you were considering us as a couple." "Well, I am. I like you, you like me, we're seeing each other for 3 months and we get along very well. How couldn't I want to date you?" There wasn't an answer for this - not that he needed one. The smile on your face was already enough. Jae likes to make you smile, but he likes even more when he can capture it with his own lips. It's always sweet to kiss you. The way your lips entangle into each others feels like it was meant to be. His long fingers trailing from your cheek to your waist, squeezing and making you gasp but feeling safe, almost if he wanted to have sure that's real. The lack of air hit you both but wasn't enough to stop his plump lips, moving along your jawline to the ear. "I really like to kiss you." "Then don't stop". "Are you giving me those ideas?" "I can give you a little more than that..." Jae stopped and looked at you surprised. It was true that almost happened in another date, but Brian interrupted opening the door with a beer pack - and apologizing after seeing you both with disheveled hair, making his way back to his own room to bury himself in pillows - and it ruined the mood. But there wasn't anything tonight to ruin it again. "Do you really wanna?" You just hummed kissing him again. From outside the situation, the scene was so genuine and romantic, even when your legs started to curl up on his, but it got heated when Jae gasped out of breath feeling your hands on his ribs and your mouth on his neck, slightly marking the pale and sensitive skin. "Did I ever told you that I like your vanilla scent?" "No..." "I could be kissing your neck the entire time, but it would be such a waste having this whole body for me to kiss, right?" "Are you trying to drive me crazy? Because it's working very well." Jae rolled your body to top him, and his heartbeats almost could be heard. Your legs around his waist and his hands on your butt felt too good, rising the expectation. He sit up to unbotton your tight jeans and his shirt went to some corner of the room because of you. "Are we felling rushed?" You removed your pants but shook your head sitting on his lap once again. Jae chuckled, enjoying the feeling of you assuming the control, touching his chest and stomach, kissing every inch you could reach, every part of him that wanted you, until his fingers on your hair made some force to make you face him. "Kiss me on the lips once again. I'm already missing it." The mint toothpast taste was there, but it couldn't top the whole flavor that's Jae. Rolling the bodies on the mattress, he hovered yours with his long figure, putting your thighs on his while he adjusted himself not to suffocate you, but creating some friction between your crotches.  His kisses were soft, dizzy, intoxicating, but the rest of his body worked with yours in a completely different way and it matched so well that you would start to drip at any time. He kneeled in the place to unbotton his own pants and you took the chance to remove your shirt, so you both would be wearing just underwear. "You look so good like this... God, you're so pretty..." There was a wish to answer the compliment but Jae kissed you abruptly, interrupting even your thoughts. His hand traveling on your figure like you were an map to a hidden treasure made you shiver, putting him close with your legs, swallowing the beautiful moan he left out. "If I touch you here, will you moan again like this?" Jae felt your right hand on his dick above the boxer. And yes, he moaned one more time heavenly. "Beautiful..." "I wanna hear you too." His mouth went to your nipples, making you squeeze his dick with a little more strenght but nothing absurd. He started to pump himself on your hand in a slow pace, reaching out to remove your underwear and give you pleasure as much as he was feeling. Your wetness made it easier for him to touch and discover what you liked, so soon he had you squirming under his body but he wasn't any different. "I want you." Jae's kiss broke in a smile and he could felt his heart shaking with anticipation. Luckily, Brian had throw a condom package to him earlier that day because he was so out of mind that this thought hadn't ocurred. "Are you ready?" Nodding, you kissed his red lips as he moved, stretching you in a calm rhythm, making you whine of pain and pleasure. "I'll move when you tell me to." Jae's consideration warmed you up entirely. Caressing his cheek, you asked him to continue. While his lips brushed on yours along with the mix of breath, the pace your bodies established, fitting each other, made your head turn. The feeling of having Jae inside you was amazing. It was like this man was created for you, like a puzzle being complete. "You look so good like this, Jae... You feel so good..." He didn't had words to express his feelings, but the way your walls clenched on him, your body trembled of pleasure, your hands ran on his back, and your moans filled his thoughts were the perfect combo to make him proud and motivated to give you the best night of your life. Jae couldn't believe how lucky he was for being able to live this moment with you. "I feel like I'm in heaven." He continued to whisper beautiful things on your ear, which made you tremble and have a thight knot wanting to be untied fast. The way Jae touched you like you were an sculpture wasn't helping to hold on, but it was so pretty. "I think I won't last long..." "It's okay, we have the whole night." Reassuring and stimulating you, Jae held your hand and kissed your neck, fastening his pace so you both could have your releases together. Almost like a lovely movie. It was so good that he begin to wonder if it was even real. You were an messy thing under that man, but he was exactly the same above you. It was funny and everything felt at ease. "Thank you." "For what?" "Being you." His blindly smile with the red cheeks and the messy hair got to the top images you would like to see everyday. It was definitely the best part.

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Hey love, me again, I just wanted to check up on you and ask you, how are you doing and if things are going well where you are? ❤️❤️I feel like it's a long time since we last talked❤️❤️ I do hope that you are well, doing fine and are resting too, since school can get too hard sometimes😘😘😘

Hello, sweetie! I’m okay, doing a lot of stuff and dealing with my assignments for college, but everything’s fine! I feel things here are getting more normalized. I mean, people are adapting themselves so I guess the initial panic is passing, which is very good! I’m trying to create a healthy sleep routine too! And I’m writing a little everynight before sleep, so I’m good! <3 Thanks for asking! How are you, luv? It’s been a while!