I have lurked here for many, many years and I have never posted but I am desperate.
I just found out that Anonymous_Radish deleted their fics on AO3 and requested that they not be shared on Reddit for download. These Codywan fics got me through some of the darkest times of my life, and I thought I had downloaded them but I did not. Like I said, I was pretty low. I know better.
Does anyone have their fics? I can’t remember the names of all of them, I love every single one of them. I’m sitting here crying because I cannot imagine not being able to read them again. I know the author does not want them shared, but I really just want them for myself. I’ll never even speak of them again if I can just get copies of them. I don’t know if this is in poor taste, considering they requested the not be shared, but like I said, I’m pretty desperate. I’ve never asked for deleted fics before, if I had not downloaded them then that was on me.
Please.


















