*AicXcapades~

Among my most prized possessions are words that I have never spoken. - Aicx Triñanes

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I am back after a few years. Date is April 8, 2025.

In Manila, QC. Alone in my room, contemplating about things. I am not single. Blessed with a perfect partner but looks like in a wrong time.

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“Sometimes, it takes a wrong turn to get you to beautiful places.” I was on my usual weekend hike when I decided to take an unfamiliar route. It was 8 am and there weren’t too many hikers around. As I decided to go deep into the woods, no one was down that trail but I went anyway even though I know that there is a good chance I’d encounter wild animal/s such as bobcats, coyotes, or a mountain lion 😂. Ahh the adventurer in me - something I never knew about myself until I moved to Thousand Oaks from Manila. I walk further and found a picnic spot and sat down on this wooden, dirty bench. The calming rustling sound of the trees and the sound of the flow of the water in the creek made me think of the things I have been through and wow... I just realized that it has been good 8 years since I decided to heal.. and it was amazing… Similar to getting lost in this hiking trail, was me - in many times - got lost in life. Looking back at the memory of turning my back away from the toxic lifestyle, beliefs, habits, and people - was hard but otherwise, empowering. Eventually, finding my true self just like how this dirty trail led me to beautiful hidden places I didn’t know existed. I appreciate and love my life more than ever. With it, a changed mindset. Instead of worrying or fearing not finding my way out, I started to trust and try my best to have the courage to keep going. I know now that getting lost is a redirection that was meant for me. Deep within I knew that things didn't work out because it wasn't for my highest good. I didn't understand the why at the time but I chose to trust. Years later, the "why" became clear. I understood why things happened the way they did and im so grateful for the dead ends and the redirections. It's so clear to me now that everything was indeed happening for me even when it didn't seem like it at the time. Overcoming the fear of getting lost / failing / being out of your comfort zone: If you dare to do it, the reward of finding yourself again and taking on new perspectives may be just around the corner. Undoubtedly, sometimes getting lost is the best way to find YOU. ❤️ #keepgoing #loveyourself #instagood #iamblessed (at Thousand Oaks, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/ChikroRPdbg/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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One day, someone will want to understand your geography.
Know how to teach them.
Wander too far away from home, leave home, build new homes.
When one burns down, you will always have another one to learn
to trust warmth inside of. Set down your burdens.
You carried their emotions inside your heart for far too long.
You are not luggage, you are a person. Love will come to you in forms that you don’t recognize. People will love you who don’t need to be saved. People will love you for your face in the morning, and not when they tear down your strength. People will love you for the way your voice sounds when reading, and not when telling them what they want to hear.
People will love you because of the creation you are. Be fresh. To begin each day without yesterday’s mistakes.
Learn to sit in the rocking chair
and hold their flaws gently, cradling them,
as they learn to trust your balance-beam heart.
Learn to smile when plans fall through, when the food gets cold,
when the rain drenches us on our walk home. Say, “I love you,” only when you want to say it.
Say no, maybe and yes. But not just Yes.
And not just No.
Carry inside of you the story of a person who is made to give the world something no one else could.
A person made in divine light. Let the hate steep with the tea.
Let your fear of remembering be forgotten.
Let your toes curl up in delight.
Let happiness sit upon your windowsill like a sleeping cat
so that everyone who passes will smile knowing: You are whole.
You have always been whole.
You will always be whole. #poetry #instamood #loveyourself https://www.instagram.com/p/CR-oRy4roEg/?utm_medium=tumblr

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A gentle reminder 💕 Sending love my friends. 🙏🏼❤️ * * * * * #love #loveyourself #healing #instamood #selflove #learningexperience #selfcaretips #selfcareposts #mindfulness #spirituality #selfhealers #mentalhealth #mindfulness https://www.instagram.com/p/CNylLjihNlC/?igshid=1snc8nc4kl6tb

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Truth. * * * * * * #lovegrowthhealing #growth #love #loveyourself #healing #HEAL #healingprocess #selfhealing #selflove #learningexperience #selfcaretips #selfcareposts #mindfulness #spirituality #selfhealers #mentalhealth #mindfulness #selfawareness #lovingmyself #healingfromwithin #growth #selfcare #followforfollow #iamloved #loveothers #keepgoing #therapy #healingjourney #instamood #instagood https://www.instagram.com/p/CLvzFqPF2bJ/?igshid=wgmftxuxggtv

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Be kind. Please, be kind. Treat others with much respect and care as you would expect for your loved ones. Don’t let hard time in the world harden you too. None of us truly want to fight with each other when our panic and insecurities are already battling it out in our head. All we really want from each other is empathy, love and kindness. Be gentle. Be patient. Be forgiving. Be the person who you always were, do not let dark moment define your humanity. - #rubydahl * * * * * * #lovegrowthhealing #kindness #love #sundaze #instamood #instagood https://www.instagram.com/p/CIMx_lehTUZ/?igshid=1i5fh3726o6va

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We see them as we are. * * * * * * #lovegrowthhealing #growth #love #loveyourself #healing #HEAL #healingprocess #selfhealing #selflove #learningexperience #selfcaretips #selfcareposts #mindfulness #spirituality #selfhealers #mentalhealth #mindfulness #selfawareness #lovingmyself #healingfromwithin #growth #selfcare #followforfollow #iamloved #loveothers #keepgoing #therapy #healingjourney #instamood #instagood https://www.instagram.com/p/CHuRAhhlsog/?igshid=1r06ooybqd3sj

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❤️ * * * * #relax #instamood #quietthemind #manifestation #instadaily #thoughts #stress #life https://www.instagram.com/p/CHo7GrrBf-q/?igshid=10e20hzvtomfb

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This is what you don't do. Don't let this world make you bitter. Don't let the actions of other people turn you cold on the inside. Certain things happen that hurt us, people come that leave us, and most of all there are moments when you're bound to fall. Don't let those things make you unkind. It's okay to cry. It's okay to be sad. But it's never okay to do other people wrong just because you were done wrong. We're human. We break. We make mistakes. But don't let pain and sadness run your lives. Wake up in the morning and do what you think is right. There are moments in your life where you feel like giving up and you can't take it anymore. It's okay. Breathe. Inhale. Exhale. I know you're weak. But the things that show your weak side are also the same ones that make you stronger in the long run. It's all about taking whatever life throws at you and learning from it. #lovegrowthhealing #growth #love #loveyourself #healing #HEAL #healingprocess #selfhealing #selflove #learningexperience #selfcaretips #selfcareposts #mindfulness #spirituality #selfhealers #mentalhealth #mindfulness #selfawareness #lovingmyself #healingfromwithin #growth #selfcare #followforfollow #iamloved #loveothers #keepgoing #therapy #healingjourney https://www.instagram.com/p/CA0EfOVlmY5/?igshid=184xqr445omyd

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I’m a HUGE believer in attachment theory and I’ve taken several of Silvy’s courses. What better time to take inventory of our own attachment styles then during a pandemic when we are all looking for some type of connection. I’m an anxious attacher. What are you? All graphics belong to @silvykhoucasian on IG. * * * * * * #lovegrowthhealing #growth #love #loveyourself #healing #HEAL #healingprocess #selfhealing #selflove #learningexperience #selfcaretips #selfcareposts #mindfulness #spirituality #selfhealers #mentalhealth #mindfulness #selfawareness #lovingmyself #healingfromwithin #growth #selfcare #followforfollow #iamloved #loveothers #keepgoing #therapy #healingjourney https://www.instagram.com/p/CAY6Ngjn8GH/?igshid=z8v33pnegj8i

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Along with Growth and Healing, remember to give yourself time for integration. Which is a fancy word for: “Allowing shit to settle”. It looks like doing nothing. But that nothing is necessary. * * * * * * #lovegrowthhealing #growth #love #loveyourself #healing #HEAL #healingprocess #selfhealing #selflove #learningexperience #selfcaretips #selfcareposts #mindfulness #spirituality #selfhealers #mentalhealth #mindfulness #selfawareness #lovingmyself #healingfromwithin #growth #selfcare #followforfollow #iamloved #loveothers #keepgoing #therapy #healingjourney https://www.instagram.com/p/CACggozH1Vx/?igshid=1w8585t08tcbj

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