LoveLettersInc.

18 and any pronouns I'll draw whatever has me interested atm lol Commissions open! https://ko-fi.com/spookstacular

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How are you going to write this, AO3, FanFiction.net, a webcomic?

That’s a good question honestly. As much as I’d love to make it a fanfic or a webcomic, with large storylines like these I tend to struggle with maintaining motivation to get from start to finish haha

Best cause scenario is I eventually put something out on ao3 or post mini-comics here when I find both the time and motivation

But currently I’ll probably just answer asks or make art every so often since I’m dedicating most of my time now to finding a job so I can get some income

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Did Shadow Milk notice him when he was almost released?

I think the best way to answer this is to start by explaining where specifically in the plot my au becomes canon divergent, that being scene #7 of episode 2, where Elder Faerie and ShaMilk have their fight

Unlike in canon, breaking free from the Silver Tree left ShaMilk more drained than he anticipated, so rather than Elder Faerie fighting him off at the cost of his only life, he just barely managed to make ShaMilk retreat and survive (did I decide this just because I wanted Elder Faerie to live? Only partially lol)

At the time of ShaMilks release and encounter with the Brave Gang, Custard the iii is still in the airship wreckage somewhere in the forest, so he doesn’t know about ShaMilk or how he’s the bad guy (this helps define their dynamic later in the au)

When ShaMilk retreats into the forest he finds Custard the iii then and puts 2 and 2 together from both the boys appearance and the airship wreckage that he must be acquainted with PV and the Brave Gang one way or another.

And since Custard knows the Brave Gang but DOESN’T know about ShaMilk being bad, he figures the boy is the perfect pawn to use against them.

He immediately begins his scheme the moment Custard is awake again.

Obviously SMilk is going to play as one of his personas, maybe not changing his appearance but using a concerned and warm personality to make Custard feel more secure

“Now what is a young cookie like you doing in *such* a dangerous place hm? Why you’re *so lucky* I happened to find you!!”

Something like that

And for this particular scheme I decided he wouldn’t be doing any disguises with it.

After introductions he makes a comment about Custard’s tiny crown and staff and this ofc gets Custard talking about how kingly he will be

And sticking with the concept of Shadow Milk not changing his appearance and only his personality

He’ll act like he’s doing Custard a service

Something along the lines of

“Well I should accompany his young highness through these treacherous lands then!!! Maybe offer some entertainment, after all a king does need a jester!”

Which

Custard would easily agree to anything that makes him more ‘kingly’

So Shadow Milks plan is already going perfectly

Easily making Custard think he’s in charge and that SMilk is just doing right by a future Royal

Thats the start of their acquaintanceship, rather than Custard the iii

being present for ShaMilks release.

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How and why is Custard Cookie iii in Beast Yeast?

So what I have for that at the moment (I might revise it later) is that Custard the iii, rather thank staying put in crispia like in canon, decides to stowaway on the airship heading to beast yeast.

Because of how he idolizes PV and wants to become a ruler like him, he thinks seeing how PV behaves and handles situations in the field will give him an example of how to be more ‘kingly’

And because he was never discovered, he wasn’t found after the airship crashed and ended up unconscious in the wreckage and waking up after PV and the Brave Gang had left (he’s ok tho dw)

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True Story

I made a mini comic of Nakamura based on that time I accidentally bought my first smutty BL (legit the one in the comic) and had essentially this exact reaction (without there being a Hirose equivalent on my mind)

Bonus:

^ (also how I reacted after my initial panic)

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I actually really love how one of Nakamuras character traits is enjoying Chaplin films

that’s like

such a unique and out-there trait to give a modern teenage boy it makes me so weirdly happy (also bcus I too enjoy Chaplin films)

good for you, being so cultured in films Nakamura/silly

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I just thought about how domestic pet octopus don’t actually live that long so any thoughts about GFIN future AUs now just makes me extremely sad like.

Icchan is NOT living long bro 😭

How is Nakamura ever gonna handle that 🧍‍♂️

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Consumed

On the phone with @ermine-57047 and just spent around 15 minutes ranting about “Go For It, Nakamura-kun!” and subsequently ranting about everything I know about Nakamura Okuto and how he is me fr fr

he is everything

he is my silly guy

I wake up and he’s the first thing I think about

he’s the last think I think of before I sleep

I dream of him

I eat lunch and think “would Nakamura like this?”

I think about him during every song I listen to

I walk around and wonder how he would spend his day today

he is a delightful little guy and I enjoy him a normal amount

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AU Design

So this is my endgame design for a redeemed Shadow Milk in my canon divergent redemption au

I first made the au when Beast Yeast was first starting out and I decided to bring it back recently. Of course given current ShaMilk is currently like. Beyond no return, the au still diverges from where it did when I first made the au, that being in the beginning of Beast Yeast ep 2, before Elder Faerie dies

Personally I’m really happy with how this turn out

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So for anyone curious, Custard cookie the iii is a catalyst for ShaMilks redemption (for both narrative purposes and the fact that he is one of my faves)

But the story starts with Custard stowing away on the airship to beast yeast and being found by ShaMilk after he escapes the tree. So Custard is recruited into the Deceitful trio for a while.

Now why the FUCK DID I SWITCH UP ON THE RENDERING STYLE. I DON’T KNOW HOW I EVEN DID THIS???

I mean I’m prettyproud of the hair and shorts but like I DIDN’T KNOW I COUOD DO THIS??

Is this an example of art style favoritism

What do I title this au..

Whatever it’s a work in progress

If anyone has questions feel free to ask I guess

[lovelettersinc]

AU Design

So this is my endgame design for a redeemed Shadow Milk in my canon divergent redemption au

I first made the au when Beast Yeast was first starting out and I decided to bring it back recently. Of course given current ShaMilk is currently like. Beyond no return, the au still diverges from where it did when I first made the au, that being in the beginning of Beast Yeast ep 2, before Elder Faerie dies

Personally I’m really happy with how this turn out

[lovelettersinc]

FanExpo nails

so I’m going to FanExpo at the end of May and I’ve been decorating a bag I bought for myself with all my various pieces of fandom merch and shit

but before the expo next week

I’m ALSO getting my nails done

so to whoever was interested enough, how should I theme my next set of nails? (It’s currently Whipped Cream cookie themed)

What nail theme should I design for the stylist to do?

Deltarune Nails

Cookie Run Nails

Lego Monkie Kid Nails

Anime Nails (specific anime TBD and I am accepting suggestions)

Other (comment/reposr with your own ideas or designs)

Voting ended onMay 19

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I JUST SAW THE POST ABOUT JEALOUS HIROSE AND OH. MY. GOD. I’VE BEEN THINKING ABOUT THIS SINCE SEEING TAMURA CALL NAKAMURA HIS MUSE. I NEED YOU TO TALK ABOUT THIS MORE AUUUGHH

ON IT SOLDIER 🫡

i LOOOOOVE jealous hirose because in a sense (to me at least) it totally recontextualizes how he treats nakamura in some sense. like being extra sweet if not clingy.

also yes i know im not the first one to have this idea but ALSO! important part that i dont see people bring up much is that confusion part—where he doesnt know exactly WHY hes jealous so it forces him to at some point ask himself the question “am i queer?”

alsoooo one sided hatred for tamura because of it. very conflicted because he wants nakamura to have more friends and yet cant help but feel angry seeing them bond

also back to the clingy part. i like to think hirose is a BIT more aware than he comes off and knows how he affects nakamura but just takes it as him being shy but appreciative. he purposefully does things to trigger that response from nakamura.

hmmmm i think thats all i got rn. ill think about it more and maybe post more about it :)

[lovelettersinc]

I need more content of Hirose being jealous and realizing it, then having to sit himself down and go “now why am I THIS attached to Nakamura??”

It’s ok little gay boy it happens to the best of us!!

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New distractions

Of course I’m drawing all the old ideas in my head! Of course I’m finishing old wips and all the ideas I had for the fandoms I enjoy.

What? Obviously it’s Nakamura- I mean Nakamura- I mean Nakamura- I mean nak-

Okay so maybe the anime adaptation has me in a chokehold. THAT DOESN’T MEAN I ENJOY COOKIE RUN AND KERDLY ANY LESS !!!

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Finished commission!!

A special thank you to @emberdoodle for being my first commission since I revised and re-advertised!!

This was very fun to work on :)

[lovelettersinc]

Don't have any fanart ideas buuut I really liked your kerdly fic so maybe some more of those pls 👉👈

you asked and I (finally) DELIVERED!!

I just finished and posted this fic like 5 seconds ago soooo

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

I don’t have a beta reader so I just slap my thoughts down and uh that’s basically it

hope y’all enjoy!!

[lovelettersinc]

Like The Sun

So. I was watching Bleach with my brother today. It was the TYBW arc, and for anyone that’s wasn’t aware, Dark Cacao and Isshin Kurosaki share the same English voice actor.

So, what did I do with this information? Well……

GOT I LOVE THEM BUT THIS IS SO LAZY AND SO ASS.. SIGH

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Commissions OPEN!!

I’ve revised my commission listings on Ko-fi and I’m trying my best to advertise myself this time around!

I’m open to price negotiations and below you’ll find some Do’s and Don’ts of my comms.

Will Do:

Furries

Fandom

ocs

sfw ship art

General non-humans

mildly flirty/suggestive work

hyper-realistic style

Won’t Do:

heavy violence/gore

heavy nsfw

Learning:

mecha

armor

I’m just hoping to start saving up for myself and have a bit of spending money when I’d like :)

If you’re interested please check out my Ko-fi!

Lovette’s Ko-fi

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androgynous voice tk

DEVSIIIIS, GIVE ME TK WITH AN ANDROGYNOUS VOICE, AND MY LIFE IS YOURS

(voice is Envy from FMA ‘03)