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Destination Unknown - Part 7 - Final Part

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7

Pairing: Wonho x reader

Genre: Angst & Fluff

Word Count: 4.2k

Synopsis: You are best friends with Wonho but you don’t have the guts to actually tell him how you really feel. Let’s see how long you can hide it.

a/n: So here it is, the final part of the series! I sincerely thank each and everyone for taking the time to read it, I’m so thankful for every like, reply, and follow! Please enjoy! <3

There it was. The beautiful blue sky that sparkled and radiated, the clear and pure breeze that pierced your skin delicately. The beautiful flowers that you could see in the distance that danced in the wind. You were home. You took a deep breath as you stepped off of the train, pulling your luggage with you. Your earbuds were in and you were listening to your favorite song. Sometime during the train ride you ended up turning your phone on ‘do not disturb’ because you got tired of Wonho spamming you.

You got into a taxi, and gave the driver the directions to your old home. On the car ride to your parents house, you passed by familiar shops and places you used to play as a kid. The car ride was long, since it was somewhat far from the train station, but it didn’t bother you. You saw no Monsta X billboards, no advertisements, and no posters on your way home, and it made you feel good. You took a deep breath, and exhale, feeling as if you were escaping that crowded city. This is what you needed.

Once you reached your parents house, there was this filling in the pit of your stomach. You haven't seen your parents in a while, so you were happy to see them. But then you started laughing to yourself. “Haha, I forgot to let them know I was even coming, I just huffed my way here without even thinking.” You told yourself, still laughing at your mistake. “Well, there’s no turning back now.” You whisper, and hold your head up. You approach the front door, and ring the buzzer. Shortly, you hear a voice answer, and recognize it immediately.

“Who is it?” Your mother says. “Hello mother!” You announce. Then the front door swings open and your mom looks at you with a happy smile. “I missed you! Why didn’t you tell me you were coming?” She says as she pulls you into a hug. “It was sort of last minute…” You chuckle, and sigh. “Well come in, come in! Your dad should be home from work within the hour!” She said as she grabbed your luggage and invited you in, shutting the door behind you.

She lead you to your old room, still the same as the last time you visited. “Go ahead and unpack, I’m finishing up dinner.” She said, a bright smile on her face. “Thanks mom!” You yell over to her as she walks out and closes the door.

You spot a picture on your desk, of you and Wonho. There were framed photos of a lot of your friends, the boys included, but the one with just you and Wonho was your favorite of course. You walked over to it and put it faced down, not wanting to look at it. You then unpack, putting your clothes into your dresser. There was also some clothes and shoes in your closet that you left from last time. When you were done, you sat on your bed, and smiled. You were home. You were gonna stay here and recharge your happy battery, then get back to work eventually.

“Dinner’s ready!” Your mom shouts to you. “Coming!” You yell back. You sit with your mom at the table and she sets all of the food down. Right as your mom took her seat, you hear the front door open, and see your father hanging his jacket up, and putting his keys on the key holder. He turns around and his jaw drops when he sees you. “Dinner’s ready!” You say to him.

“My y/n is home!” He exclaims happily, then takes a seat at the table. “How long will you be staying with us?” He asks, happy. “Not sure, but for a while.” You respond, a smile on your face.

You all began eating, chatting, and just catching up. “How are the boys?” Your mom asks. This makes your heart skip a bit, and you swallow the lump in your throat. “They’re doing well mom, I’ll let them know you asked.” You say smiling. “What about that sweet boy. Hoseok was it? I liked him.” She asks. You start coughing a bit. “Oh him? He’s doing good too.” You say, not meeting her eyes this time.

Your dad notices your changed expression, and asks about work instead. The boys and you were all close, that even on some of their vacation days, they would come down with you to visit your parents, so your mom and dad knew them well. Also, if anyone knew about your feelings for Wonho, it was definitely your parents. They could see the sparkle in your face when you were near him, the cheerfulness in your voice when you would talk to him, and the love in your eyes when you would gaze at him. They knew all too well.

You all conversed a bit more, then after dinner you did the dishes for your mom. After that, you went to your room after saying goodnight, and sat on your bed. You pull out your phone, and decide to face-time Jooheon since you forgot to do it earlier.

The phone rings for a while but he finally answers, and you're met with him panting and running from something. “Go away!” You hear him yell, followed by the sound of a door slamming shut. “Sorry, Minhyuk was chasing me. Hello!” He says, a precious smile on his face.

You start laughing. “Where are you?” You ask.

“On the bathroom floor, it was the only unoccupied room.” He says laughing. You both talk for awhile and crack jokes and just laugh together, it was fun. “I miss you.” He suddenly says.

“I saw you earlier today though!” You exclaim, chuckling. He’s a bit flustered but laughs it off with you. You both say goodnight, and eventually end the phone call. You get into pajamas, lay down in your bed, and catch sight of the turned over photo on your desk. “I hope you’re okay Wonho, goodnight.” You mutter. Then you close your eyes, and drift off into slumber.

Three weeks later, you’re still at your parents place. They definitely notice something is off with you. Of course you still talk to them, and smile, and laugh, but you seem a bit different. When you talk, it’s short. When you smile, it’s sad. When you laugh, it’s empty. You spend time with them, but your aura had changed from your last visit. You have been sleeping a lot more lately, clinging to your bed. They knew that was your way of coping and dealing with things at times. They wondered what in the world upset their little girl so much.

You were asleep in your bed, when your mom entered your room to get your laundry. She turned the desk light on so she could properly see, when a frame that was faced down and thrown to the side caught her attention. She flipped it over to see the picture of you and Wonho. That’s when it hit her. “Oh...my poor baby.” She whispered to herself. So it has something to do with him, huh? She thought to herself. She looked over to you, sighed, then proceeded to pick up your laundry. When she left your room, she pulled out her phone, and scrolled through her contacts.

Back at the Monsta X dorm, Wonho had locked himself his room. He seemed tough, but he was like a small child in time-out, he felt like he was being punished.

“Hyung, can we talk?” Changkyun’s voice says through the door, followed by his light knocks. Even though he and the boys tried several times, Wonho didn’t budge, and would remain quiet. But after a while, Jooheon starting to feel bad, trudged his way to the door, and knocked loudly. “Open up.” He said, making himself known. To the boys surprise, the lock clicked and the door slowly opened. Jooheon walked in, shut the door behind him, then joined Wonho in sitting on the bed.

“What do you want?” He asks Jooheon, with little emotion and not looking at him.

“I know you love her.” Jooheon says. It’s silent for a bit after that, but Wonho breaks the silence with a sigh.

“What do you know?” Wonho says, scoffing.

“Look, I know you’re beating yourself up about this, but if you really cared, you should have confessed to her sooner instead of leaving it alone.” Jooheon explains.

“How’s that going to help now? I know you know where she is, why can’t you just tell me?” Wonho says, angry.

“Sorry, I promised.” He responds. The air is thick with tension, and it’s quiet. “I love her.” Jooheon says out of nowhere, causing Wonho to look at him, confused.

“What did you just say?” He asks Jooheon.

“I said I love her, I’ve always loved her, since I first met her I think. She’s an extraordinary woman, she’s everything a person could want and need in their life, I would do anything for her. But then I messed up, and introduced her to you.” He says, looking down at his hands. “I love her so much...and yet, she loves you.” He says softly, then looks up at Wonho, meeting his eyes.

“Why? Why does she love me? I don’t get that part. I’ve brought so many other girls around her, and I continuously hurt her, but she always helped me. How can she still love me?” Wonho asks, defeated, pain in his voice.

“Honestly, I have no idea dude, but she does, and even though it’s been about month, I know for a fact she still does. I can see how sad she is when we video chat, I can see how much she misses you, not me. So whatever you do, I’m asking you to fix it. Because I love her, and because I want her to happy, I’m asking you to please man up and show that you love her too. Act fast, or I’m going after her myself.” Jooheon says, finishing his piece. He then gets up, places a hand on Wonho’s shoulder to show him support, then walks out of the room.

Almost as if planned, Wonho’s phone begins to ring. He gets up and pats his pockets in a rush, hoping it would be you. He finds his phone, then reads the caller ID. “Y/n’s mom?” He says to himself, then answers. “Hello?” He says. “Hello, Hoseok?” She asks. “Yes ma’am, what can I do for you?” He responds. “Y/n is here, and has been here for the past few weeks. I don’t know what happened between the both of you, but she’s devastated. She’s like a ghost. Can you come over?”

Wonho’s eyes widen in shock. “S-She’s at your house?” He stutters.

“Yes, did she not tell you?” She replies. He falls back on his bed, and places his hand on his heart. “Thank goodness, I was so worried...” He trails off. “Yes I can come over, I’m on my way!” He beams.

“Oh good! See you in a couple hours then, be safe!” She says, happy. They both then hang up.

Wonho quickly gets dressed, throwing on any hoodie and jeans. He grabs a backpack and throws his phone charger, and clothes to sleep in just in case he has to stay the night, then he runs out of his room. The members had shocked faces as they noticed him finally out of his room.

“Are you okay?” Hyunwoo asks first.

“Better than okay!” He says, putting his shoes on and about to run out.

“Where are you going?” Jooheon asks.

Wonho smiles, a real smile. “I’m going to fix it. For real this time.” He says, then turns around and runs off.

“What does he mean?” Hyunwoo asks.

“I guess he figured out where y/n was.” Jooheon responds, and sighs, a small, sad smile on his face. I wish you luck, my friend. He says in his thoughts. Then walks to his room and closes the door behind him.

Meanwhile, at your parents house, your mom just finished the call with Wonho. She questioned whether inviting him over was the right thing to do, but at this point, she was desperate for anything just to make you feel better.

After about two hours, she gets a message from Wonho saying he just got off the train and is in a taxi, and about 20 minutes away. Your mom heads over to you. “Time to wake up!” She yells as she enters your room. She turns on the lights and pulls the blankets off of you. You roll over and put your face in the sheets, hiding from the light. “No..I’m tired…” You mumble softly.

“Well I need you to go to the store for me, help me please.” Your mom says, taking a seat on your bed. You slowly drag yourself up as a yawn emerges from inside of you. “Fine, what do you need mom?” You ask, sleepily. She pulls out a sticky note and writes down a list. “Here you go, thank you.” Your mom says, then leaves the room.

You get up and grab a random pair of jeans and a hoodie. You walk into the living room and put your shoes on. “I’ll be back!” You say to your mom. “Okay, be safe!” She says back, then you walk to the bus stop to go to the market. You get there after about 10 minutes, and quickly find everything on the list after about another 10 minutes. “Why do all of these ingredients seem familiar? Well, whatever.” You whisper to yourself.

You get back on the bus, bags in hand, and make your way home. About half-way home, you get a text message from your mom.

“Your dad is taking me out on a date, it’s been a while! Sorry for sending you to the store!”

You smile, and respond with, “It’s okay mom, have fun!”

Finally, the bus arrives at your stop, and you get out of your seat, and head to the bus door. You thank the bus driver, then you plop your earbuds back in, not really paying attention to your surroundings. Holding your bags, you finally look up, not wanting to bump into anyone, but you halt your steps, and you stand there frozen, in complete shock. No, this is not happening. You think to yourself.

“Hey y/n, I missed you.” Wonho says softly. His perfect hair, his beautiful eyes, his cute smile, his everything, stood right there before you, and you couldn’t believe it. Mom you snake! You thought to yourself, internally panicking. “Let me help you.” He says as he walks to you and takes all the bags from your hands and you let him, too shocked to do anything. He starts walking to your house which was close by the bus stop, and unlocks the door for you. “Your mother gave me the key, she told me to come.” He says nervously.

In his point of view, he waited anxiously by the bus stop for you. When he saw you make your way off of the bus, his nervousness increased but when he made eye contact with you, he softened. He could tell you weren’t expecting him.

When you both walked inside your house, you kept walking. “Where are you going?” He asked. You simply ignored him and went straight to your room, and locked the door. He called after you but you didn’t answer. He asked if he could come in, but you didn’t budge. The fact that this man was standing outside your room scared you. You weren’t ready to face him yet.

After a few attempts, he finally gave up and went to the kitchen to put the groceries away. He began to cook, figuring you were hungry, but it was also another attempt to get you to come out. You tried calling your mom to see what the meaning of this was, but no answer. You sat on your bed, and ponder your strategy. You were kind of panicking, I mean, you haven't seen him in forever and then he pops up out of the blue and is like, ‘Hey what’s up’ so what were you supposed to do?

After a long while of thinking, a beautiful aroma fills the air and you notice as the scent rolls past your nose. Is that what I think it is? You think, smelling the scent of your favorite dish, and that’s when it hit you. All of those ingredients your mom had you buy earlier, they were to make your favorite dish, that’s why they seemed to familiar.

You sigh, smiling a sad smile at the floor. “He cooked for me. I can’t be rude.” You say to yourself, then you get up and pat yourself down. You walk over to your door, placing a hand filled with a bit of hesitation onto your knob. “Just stay calm.” You whisper, then you slowly open the door, and you see him setting the table.

“You hungry?” He asks, a nervous smile on his face.

“Thanks.” You say, and take a seat. There’s this happy feeling inside as you begin eating. It was your favorite dish after all.

For a long time, it was silent. You both ate. Wonho sat there, his thoughts a mess, because the thought of having dinner today with you never even crossed his mind. But there was a question he was meaning to ask.

“Why haven't you called me?” he suddenly asked.

You look up at him, not sure what to say at first. “Why do you think?’’ You answer, continuing to eat your food. “Honestly, after everything that has been happening, obviously you’re the last person I want to talk to.” You say, words cutting him like a knife. You pick up your cup and take a drink.

“But we’re still close friends, do you have any idea how worried I was?” He asks, raising his voice.

“Yeah, and?” You scoff, and slam your cup down. “Do you have any idea how broken I was?” You fire back.

He’s taken aback. “I’m sorry, I never meant to make-” He starts.

You start laughing, cutting him off. “You shouldn’t do things that you’ll end up being sorry for in the end.” You say sternly. “I endured a lot, you know that? I thought that simply being your friend and being able to help you and being there for you when you needed me or advice on girls was enough. But it’s not enough, and I’m not enough, and I don’t think I ever will be enough for you. But that’s okay. I just need more time to myself, and I’ll bounce back into the same old me, I promise. I need to heal. Please, just let me heal.” You say, looking up at him and smiling. But even though he could see the smile, he noticed how empty and torn down it was.

“Thank you for the food, now please go home.” You say, then get up.

He didn’t know what to do. He wanted to stop you but his body was frozen in place. I don’t deserve her. He told himself. He watched as you walked away, and as if it was a last desperate attempt, he got up and ran to you, enveloping you in his arms. “Please don’t walk away from me.” He whispered, as he rested his head on your shoulder.

That was it. The feeling of his arms wrapped around you, the warmth that was emitted from him. You still loved him and that scared you to death. Tears began flowing from your eyes. Having him hold you was everything you dreamed of, but under these circumstances, it just made your heart burn. “Don’t make this harder than it already is.” You say, your voice cracking.

“I’m sorry.” He says, then lets you go. “Look, I know I’m in no position to tell you anything right now, but I have to get this off of my chest.” He starts. “I am so very sorry, that I made you wait alone, and so sorry that I made you go through heartbreak after heartbreak, you don't deserve this at all. There are so many things I can apologize for, but most of all, I’m sorry for not realizing my feelings sooner, and being too much of a coward to tell you how I feel.” He continues. “When you told me you loved me all those many weeks ago, I was so shocked. I never thought a girl as perfect, beautiful, and precious as you could love me, so I’m sorry for hurting you.” You stood there, back still facing him, unable to comprehend what he was saying. “Finally, I just wanted to say..” He says, turning you around to face him. “I love you, y/n. I love you with all of my heart. Please come home soon.’’ He finishes, then kisses your forehead. He then picks up his backpack, and walks out, shutting the door behind him. He catches a taxi, and asks to be taken to the train station.

Your knees give out and you fall to the floor. A sob escapes your throat as you remain on the floor for quite some time. About thirty minutes pass and you hear the front door open. You look up, hoping for Wonho, but you see your mother and father instead. She rushes to you. “What happened?!” She exclaims, worried. So you told her, you told her everything. How everything with Wonho began, to your stalker, to the other girl, and then what just happened.

“Do you still love him?” She asks. You sit there and nod, your shoulders slumped. “Then don’t let this opportunity go by. You’ve been through so much already, and now you can have him if you want. I say you get him in the palm of your hand, and don’t ever let your happiness go.” She says.

You go to your room and take a seat at your desk. You look at the frame that’s faced down and put it back up. You gaze at it, you both looked so happy in the picture. Aside from all the hurt he brought you, there was a feeling that overcame it. Bliss. When you were with him, you felt safe, as strange as that sounds. “I love him.” You say to yourself. You get up and pull out your suitcase and fill your clothes up. “I love him.” You say again, then you pick up the frame of you both and put it in your suitcase too. You get dressed, put your shoes on, and walk into the living room, suitcase in hand. You look at your parents. “I love him, I love him so much.” You say to them. You hug them goodbye. “Good luck.” They say, then you nod your head and rush out of the door. You call over a taxi and quickly get in. “Train station, and please hurry.” You say. The driver nods and steps on the gas.

Wonho sat on a bench, waiting for the train to come. “It should get here soon.” He said, then got up, getting ready for it. “No running!!” He heard someone yell, but ignored it. “Sorry!” The person said. He could've sworn it sounded like you, but shook his head in disbelief.

“Hey!” The voice got closer, followed by huffing. He turns his head, and sees you bent over, hands on your knees, and catching your breath. “You didn’t let me respond to your confession.” You say, standing up and taking steps towards him.

“Why are you here?” Is all he managed to get out. You stood in front of him. “To do this.” You say, then you wrap your arms around his neck, and connect your lips to his. His eyes widen in shock, but soon he calms down and returns the kiss. His arms find their way to your waist and he gets rid of any space between you guys. The kiss is soft and pure, and you both feel sparks and a tingly sensation in your heart.

After a bit longer, you both pull away. “Does this mean you like me too?” He suddenly says, and this causes you to laugh. “Did kissing you not say that loud and clear?” You giggle. “No, I think we should try again.” He joked, then kissed you again. His lips were soft and fit you perfectly. You were in heaven and felt nothing but bliss.

This is how your night ended. You got on the train to go back with him. You held hands and snuggled closer as you fell asleep on each other. Once you got back you both went to the dorm and everyone was ecstatic to see you again. You no longer felt empty. “I’m happy for you both.” Jooheon said genuinely.

Cut to later that night, you and Wonho were laying in your bed at your place. The picture frame of you guys sat on your shelf. He held you close and told you he loved you, for like the millionth time so far.

This whole journey was a roller-coaster of emotions, and even though the destination was unknown, you ended up happy, and content.

So even if you may be hurt in the end, there’s always the chance that you’ll end up satisfied, so tell that special someone how you really feel, and don’t be afraid to be who you are.

The end.

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Bri~~~ I love you~~~ ㅋㅋㅋ 😂❤️ Keep it up with your good writing skills and good heart~ uwu uwu uwu

I love you too! Thank you so much you’re so sweet uwu 💖

I love your wonho story by the way!! Could I request a Monsta X reacting to their s/o being insecure about pregnancy incase he doesn’t find them attractive with extra baby weight? (During or after pregnancy). I recently wondered how they’d act!!

Done! Sorry I forgot to let you know sooner, but I hope you like it! 🤗

MONSTA X Reaction to Their s/o Being Insecure About Added Weight During/After Pregnancy

Genre: Fluff

Request:

A/N: Thanks so much for the request! Sorry for the wait!

Shownu/Hyunwoo

Shownu would just want to give you all of the love in the world if you told him you were insecure about your added weight. Imagine you walking out of the shower, and as you’re getting dressed, your jeans seem to be a bit snug due to your growing baby belly. You look at yourself in the mirror in your room as Shownu walks in. He notices you looking at yourself and zoning out and is quick to gravitate by your side and wrap his arms around you.

Him: “What’s on your mind?” He would say as he places a kiss on your cheek.

You: “Do you think I look weird because I’m getting more chubby? Be honest.”

Him: “Nonsense, you look absolutely beautiful.” He says and you can see the love in his eyes as he looks at you and his unborn child.

Wonho/Hoseok

After having a baby you still had a fair amount of baby fat that didn’t make you feel too good about yourself. You loved your new baby so much, but you were still a bit self conscious of your added weight. You were a little afraid that Hoseok would find you less attractive than your were before. He on the other hand, still found you so stunning and gorgeous and loved every single piece of you. If you wanted to stay the same then he wouldn’t mind and he would still love and support you dearly. But if you wanted to change, then he would love you just the same and he would do everything in his power to help you. He was your #1 cheerleader to be honest.

Him: “Do you want to stay at home or go to the gym to exercise, we can get the boys to watch the baby for bit. We can do whatever you want babe.” He said as he lovingly gave you a kiss.

Minhyuk

Minhyuk would turn that frown upside down in 0.5 seconds. You and his new born child were everything he could hope for in life and was extremely thankful. He couldn’t believe for a second that you thought of yourself as anything less than beautiful. You guys would be getting ready for bed as you finally managed to put your baby to sleep. Once you finally came to bed to join Minhyuk, you voiced your concern to him.

You: “I don’t know, it’s just that I know I gained weight and I’m scared that-” You were saying, but Minhyuk interrupted you with a quick peck.

Him: “Nonsense. How could you think that? You’re so precious to me.” He would say in a baby voice as he coddled you.

Kihyun

You were doing laundry, taking out clothes and pinning them up to dry, Kihyun would be home any minute now. As you were sorting the clothes you kept coming across old outfits you would wear as a sad sigh would escape your throat. You didn’t fit into much of your clothes anymore due to your growing baby belly. You tossed a lot of old clothes in a bag and went to your mirror, checking out a side-view of your stomach. At the same time, Kihyun entered your shared home, and walked into your bedroom.

Him: “What’s the matter?” He asked as he noticed the clothes thrown in a bag, and the look on your face.

You: “Nothing really, I just don’t fit my clothes anymore. Do I still look okay?” You asked.

Him: “You are blinding my eyes with your beauty!” He wold say, trying to make you laugh. Then for the rest of the day, he took you out to eat whatever you wanted, and bought you any clothes you liked.

Hyungwon

This prince charming right here would do whatever he could just to make sure you weren't being insecure, whether it be taking you out and spending time with you, or simply staying home to cuddle. Whatever his princess wished, he would surely give. Weird cravings? Done, it’s yours. Random dates and attention? Yup, that’s yours too. Once he found out how you were worried that he would find you less attractive, he couldn't help but feel a bit upset.

Him: “You are my everything, I love you so much. You’re the most beautiful thing on this planet to me, so please don’t say I think of you any less.” He would say and engulf you in his arms.

Jooheon

Jooheonie would not like you thinking that negative at all. He accidentally overheard you talking on the phone to a friend, confessing that you were scared Jooheon would lose interest in you because of your growing belly. He couldn’t believe it but went back to the living room to give you your privacy and wait for you to finish your call. Once you joined him in the living room, a loving smile was on your face as you welcomed him home and gave him a kiss.

Him: “You’re so pretty.” He said out of the blue. “I didn’t mean to overhear your conversation, but I just want you to know that I love you, and I’ll always love you, and you’re beautiful, and sexy, and cute, and perfect, and I don’t know what else to say, I just love you.” He said. You were shocked, but hugged him, a bit flustered.

You: “I love you too.”

Then he would proceed to give you aegyo and shower you will love and compliments and anything else you wanted.

jooheon makes me so soft uwu

I.M/Changkyun

Changkyun was such a good dad, and even took a lot of time off of work just to spend time with you and help you with yours and his new child. To others, they thought he was overworking, and forcing himself, but to him, he was living the dream. What else could he possibly ask for? He had you and his new baby. But one night, he noticed you still awake, and asked if anything was the matter, so you told him that your were insecure about your added weight.

Him: “Oh this?” He would ask as he pulled you close to him. “Now there’s just more for me to love.” He said as he snuggled into you, and placed a bunch of kisses upon your face playfully.

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Hiii, I'm new to your blog and I love your Wonho fic! 💕 You're an amazing writer! Do you have a masterlist by any chance?

Not yet because I’m still pretty new, but I am working on one! 🤗 Thank you for your support! ❤️

Destination Unknown - Part 6

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7 -Final-

Pairing: Wonho x reader

Genre: Angst & Fluff

Word Count: 3.7k

Synopsis: You are best friends with Wonho but you don’t have the guts to actually tell him how you really feel. Let’s see how long you can hide it.

a/n: Sorry this part took so long to write, school has been a drag, but I hope you like it! By the way, a friend of mine gave me a few ideas for this part, she’s so sweet!

“You’re the one. I love you. You should know that.” Tears stream down his face as he reaches out to grab you in a desperate attempt to hold you. You take a step back, refusing to believe him. “Please just leave me alone. Go away.” You say painfully, tears in your eyes but you hold them back. “No y/n please listen to me. I love you so much. What can I do to make you believe me?” He struggles to say, his eyes burning with tears as he pleaded. You stood there not knowing what to say to him. It hurt seeing him so broken, but you knew you had to let him go. It was for the better.

“Y/n.’’ He says again, snapping you out of your thoughts in the process. You look up at him and he begins fading away.

“Y/n.” He says your name again, his figure still fading. You scrunch your eyebrows in confusion.

“Y/n.” Your hear it again. The voice you loved so much, softly fading away.

“Y/n.”

But then he completely ceases, and then his disappearance is followed by a bright light.

“Y/n!” You hear someone say, and your eyes flutter open. You squint your eyes and they slowly begin to adjust, all you see at first is a blurry figure. “Y/n, hey are you okay?” You hear them ask. You blink a few times, adjusting to the bright room and the person in front of you. “Jooheon? What are you doing here?” You mumble, slowly sitting up and rubbing your tired eyes.

“The guys and I were on our way to a fansign event, but I told them I wanted to stop by your place real fast so I could check up on you.” He says, then takes a seat next to you. Jooheon was the only person who knew the pass code into your house since you guys have known each for forever.

You notice you were on the couch and your house is a mess. Wrappers and junk food were scattered on the coffee table in front of you, dirty dishes were piled on the kitchen counter, and you saw a bunch of clothes littered on your floor, since you've been meaning to do your laundry. You’ve been pretty drained lately. You’ve been going nowhere but your job and home. So for the past few weeks you’ve been doing nothing but work, eat, sleep, and maybe binge watch your sappy shows. You’ve been ghosting and distancing yourself from the guys for about two or three weeks now, except for the occasional visit from Jooheon.

“I’m okay, just tired. You should go, I don’t want you to be late.” You say yawning, offering him a smile after.

He just chuckles and sighs. “You know, you looked like you were having a bad dream. You were tossing and turning.” He says.

You then giggle, not wanting him to worry. “No, honestly I don’t even remember what I was dreaming about.” You say with a smile etched on your face.

Then, a soft knock on the door sounds throughout your house. Both you and Jooheon get up together to answer the door. You open it to reveal Hyunwoo standing there awkwardly with Minhyuk. “Y/n! I missed you!” Minhyuk shouts as he throws his arms around you and pulls you into a tight hug. You’re shocked at the sudden embrace but you quickly hug him back.

“Sorry, I came to tell Jooheon we’re going to be late if he doesn’t hurry up, but Minhyuk insisted on coming out to see you too.” Hyunwoo says chuckling, while awkwardly scratching his head.

“Jooheon I told you to go, you don’t want to keep your fans waiting!” You say laughing, while you gently push him out of your house.

“The other boys wanted to get out of the van to see you too, but I told them no because we needed to hurry, sorry.” Hyunwoo says, fumbling with the bottom of his shirt, not quite being able to look at you. He felt so guilty for pushing you to talk to Wonho. He felt like this was all his fault.

“It’s okay, I understand!” You say, letting out a giggle. “Are all of the boys in the van right now?” You ask, your heart beginning to race. He nods his head, and you shift your gaze to look behind him. That’s when you see him. His beautiful, mesmerizing eyes are looking off into the distance, his cheek is resting in his hand, and his elbow is sitting on the window. Why is he so damn perfect? It just isn’t fair. You thought to yourself. You stood there in silence, just wanting to capture every bit of the man you loved. You haven’t seen him in so long. It was like a knife in your heart.

But as if he felt your presence, he turns his head suddenly, and you both lock eyes. His eyes widen at the sight of you and you both just stare at each other, not saying a word or moving an inch. But then it finally hits you that Wonho was only a few feet from you, and you instantly turn away in a panic. “Okay guys well I hope you have fun! Make Monbebe proud!!” You say with a big smile. Then you close your door after waving them off. You turn around, walk silently back to your couch, and sit back down. A tear leaves a wet trail as it makes its way down your cheek softly, but you were quick to wipe it away.

“No more tears.” You quietly tell yourself.

You instantly stand up. “You are okay. Everything is okay.” You say. Then you grab all of your junk food and wrappers in a huff and begin cleaning. “You’re okay.” You say again. You go to grab a basket and begin grabbing all of your dirty clothes to put them in, proceeding to throw them in the washer. You make your way to the kitchen after that and start washing all of your dishes, making them sparkle as you took a deep breath. “You are done with feeling like this. You are going to have fun today.” You tell yourself as you continue to clean your house. After a while, you sit back down and look around your house, loving how clean you made it.

You needed to get out of your house before you suffocated, you needed to do something, anything. You pick up your phone from beside you and scroll down in your contacts, looking for a certain name. When you find it, you immediately hit dial, and your phone begins to ring. Someone picks up fast.

“Hello?” They say in a cheery voice.

“Hey Minjee, it’s y/n, I was wondering if you were doing anything today?” You ask, hoping they were free. This was a very close friend you met a long time ago from your last job, and she was really sweet.

“Yeah sorry, me and a few friends of mine are going to eat lunch. But hey, if you want, you should come! They’re all nice people and wouldn't mind you tagging along!” She says happily.

You think for a minute but finally decide to go. “Yeah I’d love that. Where should I meet you all?” You ask, a smile on your face.

“Remember the Korean Barbecue place we used to go to often? Uh… Maple Tree House?” She says.

You ponder but it quickly comes to you. “Oh yeah! I remember!” You say laughing.

“Cool, we’ll be there at noon, so see you then!” She tells you.

“Okay, thank you, see you then.” You say, then you both hang up. You take a look at the time and it says 10am, so you have two hours to get ready. You head to your room and pick out some cute clothes. You wanted to feel good today.

Then, you head to your bathroom and turn on your shower. You stick your hand in and adjust the temperature the way you like, then finally get in. You were going to make yourself have a fun day. You are strong. You can do this. Believe in yourself. You tell yourself in your head, then softly smile, as you continued your shower.

Meanwhile, the boys were just arriving at the venue for their fan-sign. As they entered, they were mostly quiet, but at the sound of cheering, smiles were placed on their faces. They went in through the staff entrance and started getting ready to meet their fans. Kihyun sat on a chair, his eyes closed, listening to the fans on the other side of the wall. Hearing them was like music to his ears. All of the members felt this way.

“Five minutes!” A staff member yells and the boys get up and stand by the door that leads to the stage, ready to meet their precious Monbebe. Wonho stood there, looking off into space. He wanted to cheer and crack joke likes usual. But the thought of you remained on his mind. For the past few weeks he’s been thinking about ways he could make it up to you, but he’s come up with nothing. He’s been afraid to face you.

“Wonho, go.’’ Hyungwon says, snapping him out of his thoughts. The members in front of him were gone and walked through the door already. Hyungwon and Changkyun were standing behind Wonho, ushering him to walk in.

Wonho gulped then hurriedly entered, following the other members in front of him. Fans were applauding and cheering, and he smiled big. He loved monbebe so much. They could lesson the ache in his heart a bit and fill it with happiness.

Hyunwoo begins speaking into the mic and starts their intro. All seven of the boys bow together and the fans cheer happily. “So how are you all doing today?” Shownu says to them, his cute smile plastered on his face.

“Good!” All the fans say together.

The boys talk a little bit longer to them and then start to go into the official fan-signing. They take their seats at the table and the staff get the first row of fans going. One by one, a fan goes up and takes a seat, eager to meet their idol. Everything is going good, but from certain fans perspectives, Wonho seemed a bit off. Still smiling and friendly, but not his usual self. He was a lot quieter, and had a strange look on his face when he would zone out. Fans would ask him if he was okay, but he simply laughed it off and said of course.

After the fansign, the members felt regenerated. The boys were laughing together and joking around again as they piled back into the van, and a lot of the tension deciphered. But deep down, they all knew there was something that still needed to be talked about and fixed.

Back at home, you were getting your bag together, and about to leave to meet your friend. Right before walking out, you stop by your mirror and take a good look at yourself. You pat down your clothes and take a deep breath.

“You can do this. You are strong. You are capable of anything. You got this.” Then you give yourself a smile, walk out of your room, head down the hallway, and out of your house.

You walk down the sidewalk with your head held high. You were so done with feeling lifeless. You needed to have fun and meet new people and that’s exactly what you were going to do.

Time seemed to speed rather fast. You took a bus and that took about twenty minutes and the whole time you had your earbuds in and your music was playing. When you exit the bus, you see the restaurant in the distance and you smile to yourself, ready to let go of the negativity and have a little fun. As you’re walking to meet your friend, your phone buzzes and so you pull it out to read the message.

‘’Can I stop by your house tonight? We need to talk.” The text says.

You frown and let out a big sigh. You decided not to respond. Just the thought of him made you bitter and you didn’t like it.

You tuck your phone away back in your pocket, and take a deep breath. You then continue walking, getting to the restaurant fast since it was close to the bus stop. In no time, you approach the front door and walk in, the cute little bell sounding as you stepped inside.

You look around for your friend, and you finally see her in the back. She gets up and waves at you. “Hey y/n! It’s good to see you!” She says as you get closer.

“You too!” You say to her then take a seat across from her.

“Everyone, this a good friend of mine, her name is Y/n. Treat her good!” She introduces you to her group. They all look at you with big smiles. “Welcome, nice to meet you!” They say.

“Thank you for having me!” You thank them, then you all began chatting. After sometime, a waitress comes and takes the tables orders. The day was turning out great. Everyone was talking and being really nice to you.

“So how’s Wonho?” Your friend, Minjee whispers to you so that the others couldn’t hear.

Your heart starts beating fast at this question. “He’s doing good I think…” You say with an awkward smile on your face as you looked down. She didn’t want to push the subject when she noticed your mood change, so she mentioned something else. They all continued to talk happily and you pitched in too. The more you laughed with them though, the more an unsettling weight pushed down on your chest. After you all ate, they wanted to go to a karaoke place and invited you too. But you politely declined and decided on going home.

You all were about to split up, when your friend walked up to you. “Do I need to beat Wonho up? I may be a proud Monbebe, but if he hurt my friend then I’ll give him a nice beating.” She says, as she flexes her arms over and over again.

You start laughing, appreciating the attempts Minjee was making to get you to smile. “It’s just complicated with him right now, but I’ll get through it.” You say, showing a small smile.

“Call me if you need anything, okay y/n?” She says as she reaches her arms out and gives you a tight hug.

“I will, thank you.” You tell her, returning the hug. She then pulls away and waves at you, turning away to get back to her friends. You sigh and start walking back to the bus stop. You look up and see a billboard with Monsta X on it, announcing their comeback date.

You quickly look away and hurry to approach the bus. When it got there, you paid the bus fair and got to an open seat. It was quiet at first but a few stops down, a small group of girls got on. One was wearing a Kihyun sweater, and another was wearing a Wonho sweater. The girls all giggled together and were talking about Monsta X’s upcoming album and how excited they were.

It literally felt like everywhere you went, Monsta X was following you. They were on so many billboards that the bus passed by and you were seeing a bunch of fans. This city was eating you alive.

Finally, when you made it to your stop, you quickly got off and made your way to your house. Your steps quickened as you tried to hush your mind of thoughts of the boys. When you see your house, you quickly go inside and shut the door behind you. You slump down on your couch and calm yourself down. You open twitter and look through it, wanting to kill time. But something catches your attention. Fans were spamming twitter with pictures from the fansign, of Wonho. People were posting things like,

‘Wonho looks so upset...hope you feel better soon… ‘

‘Poor baby, what’s on your mind?’

‘Look at his face, I wanna hug him so bad… he looks so sad.’

There were videos of him zoning out, and he looked so unsettled. It hurt your heart to see that. You put your phone to the side and grab the remote to your T.V. You flip through the channels and you come across a commercial. It’s of Monsta X advertising shoes. You sigh, defeated, and turn off your television. “They’re everywhere.” You tell yourself.

You go to your room and sit at the end of your bed. Your body starts acting before your mind as you pull out your phone and dial your boss at your work. When they answer, you tell them that there is family business you need to attend to out of town. When they ask how long you were going to be out, you ponder for a bit. “I’m not sure.” You say softly. They say that it’s fine and they understand, and they hope everything is okay. Then you both hang up.

“They are everywhere.’’ You tell yourself again.

Then you head to your closet and pull out a big suitcase. You fill it with a heap of clothes and all of your essentials and after a while, you finally zip it up. In the corner of your eyes, you spot the hoodie that belonged to Wonho, the one you would always wear. You scoff at it, the snatch it up, and throw it in a bag. You take your suitcase and the bag to your living room. You call for a taxi and after a while of you waiting, it gets to your house. You pack up the trunk, and you quickly get in.

“Where to?” The man asks.

“I have two stops.” You say, and you give him the address to the boys dorm. The man puts the destination into the gps and you guys begin making your way to their dorm.

You silently look out the window as you wait to reach their place. When you’re about five minutes away, you take out your phone to text Jooheon.

“I’m about to be at your dorm, can you wait outside for me?” Is what you message him.

In no time, he quickly texts you back. “Of course, see you in a bit.”

You gulp as you get closer to their dorm. It scared you to think Wonho was just inside. But even though that was what you feared, confrontation, you had to suck it up and shake off the fear for the next minute.

Finally, the taxi pulls over to the side of the street, just outside the dorm. You see Jooheon in your view as you step out of the taxi. “I’ll be just a minute.” You tell the taxi driver as you turn and close the door, heading towards Jooheon. He has the cutest smile on his face when he sees you, and he pulls you in for a hug.

“I’m going out of town for a while.” You tell him, sadness in your voice.

He pulls away and looks at you, worried. “What do you mean? Where are you going?” He asks frantically.

“I just need time away from the city, and away from him. I feel like I’m suffocating in this city. I’m going to go stay with my parents for a while.” You tell him, your head down.

“But they live so far…” He says, trailing off.

“I’ll be back, don’t worry. I’ll call you when I get there and we can even facetime later if you want.” You tell him smiling, with your hand on his shoulder.

“Okay fine, you better facetime me then, and please take care of yourself.” He says, accepting it.

“One more thing, here.” You say as you lift up the bag with Wonho’s hoodie in it. “Give this to him for me please. I don’t want it anymore.” You then hand him the bag and he nods. “Oh, also, you have to promise me something.” You tell him, a stern look on your face.

“What is it?” He asks, an eyebrow raised.

“Don’t tell him where I am if he asks, I need to escape for a while.” You softly say, hoping he understood.

“I promise I won’t. I got your back.” He says while smiling gently.

He hugs you one last time, tightly, almost as if he was afraid you would disappear forever. “Be safe.” He whispers, then you both pull away and then you turn around and head back to your taxi.

You get in and tell the taxi driver, “I’m ready, take me to the train station please.” But as you wave off Jooheon, you see the front door to the dorm open and Wonho running out.

“Y/n, wait, where are you going?!” He yells as he runs towards you, but Jooheon grabs him and holds him back. Wonho thrashes around and shoves Jooheon away from him.

“Go now!” You yell panicked, and the taxi driver speeds off. As you drive away, you see Wonho standing by the side of the rode in the rear-view mirror, calling your name still.

You take a deep breath, and start to calm down as the car gets farther and farther away from him. As time passes, Wonho spams your phone, so you turn it off. When you finally get to the train station, you pay the taxi driver and make your way inside the station. You buy yourself a ticket and head to your section.

For a while you wait in silence, but finally not being able to bare it, you turn your phone back on so that you can listen to music. When it powers on, messages flood your inbox but you ignore them and go straight to your music.

The train station is playing soft music in the background but when you hear a familiar tune, you get a little closer to the speaker and you realize the song is “Need U” by Monsta X. Are you kidding me? You think to yourself. You scoff and put your earbuds in, and press shuffle, rolling your eyes as a song flowed in your ears.

“They really are everywhere.” You muttered to yourself, as you waited for your train.

To Be Continued...

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Destination Unknown - Part 5

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7 -Final-

Pairing: Wonho x reader

Genre: Angst & Fluff

Word Count: 2.9k

Synopsis: You are best friends with Wonho but you don’t have the guts to actually tell him how you really feel. Let’s see how long you can hide it.

a/n: Sorry this part took so long to write, I had serious writers block, but I hope you like it! By the way, this part has a lot of angst, get ready friends.

You dragged your feet and kept walking, tears still rushing down as you kept a blank stare. You zoned out completely, accidentally bumping into a few people. They turned to look at you, ready to scold you, when they noticed your face. They gave you a look of sympathy then simply ignored what you did and kept walking, letting it go. Suddenly, it started raining. Are you fucking kidding me? How stereotypical of the rain to start now of all times. You thought to yourself.

“Y/n!” You hear someone shout, instantly snapping you out of your thoughts. You halt your steps and stop walking.

“Yes?” You ask, knowing who the voice belonged to, but still not turning around because you didn’t want them to see your face.

“Y/n, what's wrong?” He asks, stepping closer to you and putting his hand on your shoulder.

“Nothing, i’m just really tired and I want to go home.” You tell him, still not facing him. He then goes around you, and takes a good look at your face, your eyes are red and swollen, and it was obvious you weren't okay. His mouth dropped open and his heart broke.

“What happened?” He muttered softly, so only you could hear. At the sound of that question, you wanted to cry even more as you recalled what really happened. But you didn’t, you stopped yourself. But you also didn’t want to lie to him and say you were fine, so you just didn’t say anything. You just stood there, as the ache in your chest grew larger.

He sighed and grabbed hold of your hand. “Come on, I’m taking you home.” He says, as he starts walking back to the car with you.

You snatch your hand back immediately. “No no no, it’s okay, i’m okay, I can take myself home.” You tell him. You didn’t want to walk back in that direction and pass by the guys and see Wonho. You couldn’t face him.

“I don’t want to see him…” You mumble to Jooheon, and when he heard you, he already knew who you were talking about.

“I won’t let him even glance at you, okay?” He says gently, as he holds his hand out for you to grab. You hesitate a bit and look at his hand, but you trust Jooheon, so you grab his hand and hold it tightly.

“Okay”. You say in a small voice.

Jooheon then begins to walk with you, hand in hand, and leads you back towards the car. You both don’t say a word, and you walk in a comfortable silence. You think back to all the times Jooheon has helped you and looked after you. Always so caring and gentle. You were so thankful to have him in your life.

Time seemed to pass rather fast, and you started to see the van clearly in the distance. But to the side, you could see the boys seeking shelter from the rain. They stood inside the karaoke place in the lobby, since that was where the van was parked outside still.

You noticed Wonho looking outside the window as if he was searching for something desperately. You stopped walking and your hand tightened around Jooheon’s. He noticed your discomfort and looked up to see Wonho as well. He then took his jacket off and placed it on you, and put his arm around you, pulling you closer to him so he could shield you from Wonho’s view. Jooheon quickly walked to the van as he covered you, and opened the passenger seat door for you to get it.

You got in and right before he closed to door he said, “Lock the doors, I’ll be right back. I have to get the keys.” You smiled and nodded, then he shut the door. You locked the doors like he wanted you to, and you sat there and waited, not daring to look at the guys.

Jooheon walked into the place quickly. “Wonho give me the keys to the van, I’m taking y/n home. I’ll come back for you guys after.” He says as he holds out his hand.

“Wait let me talk to her real fast.” He says, pulling out the keys and walking past Jooheon to try to go to you. Jooheon quickly stops him and stands in front of him.

“No you’re not. Look, I don’t know what you did this time, but you hurt her. Again. So just leave her alone for now.” He says harshly, then snatches the keys from his hand and goes outside and walks to the van.

Wonho reaches out his hand in an attempt to grab the door handle and follow him, but Shownu grabs his arm and pulls him back. “Let her go for now.” He says to Wonho, then sits him down. They then all sit down, and wait in silence.

Jooheon comes around the van, unlocks it, and gets in the driver seat. He starts the car, then looks at you, offering you a sweet smile. He then backs out of where you guys were parked, and he begins driving. He looks over to you and notices a distant look on your face. He takes one of his hands and grabs your hand, holding it securely. “Everything’s going to be okay. I promise.” He tells you.

You smile at him softly. “Thank you, I hope you’re right.” You chuckle, but he can still hear the way your voice scratches your throat when you laugh, and the small sigh at the end of your sentence.

He still holds your hand as his other hand holds the steering wheel firmly.

When you guys finally get to your house, he gets out to walk you inside. Thankfully it finally stopped raining sometime during the car ride to your house. “Thank you so much, you always seem to have to take care of me.” You say to him, before you walk inside.

“Nonsense.” He says as he reaches his arms out and hugs you. “I’ll do anything to make sure you’re okay.” He says softly as he holds you securely. You put your arms around him and hug him back, your eyes begin to water. “You know I will always be here for you, okay? You can tell me anything” He says, still hugging you.

You can trust him y/n, you know you can. It’s okay to let go, you can trust him. It’s okay. You tell yourself, as tears begin building up more and more.

He pulls away from the hug and looks at you. “Y/n…” He says trailing off. “What happened back there?” He asks softly.

You run your hand through your hair and take a deep breath. “Well…” You start, and you tell him everything. You cry, and let out of all of your frustration.

He doesn’t say anything and just lets you speak, but the more you talk, the more he gets angry. He gets angry at Wonho, the man who was supposed to be there for you, the man who was supposed to hold you when you were upset, and the man who had your heart. It hurt to see you so defeated and broken.

“I just don’t understand him anymore…” You say, finishing your rant, and rubbing your eyes.

He hugs you again. “You deserve so much better than this y/n.” He says. You say nothing, and just hug him back.

You both eventually pull away and you turn around to enter your pass-code to open your door. You walk inside and give him a small smile.”Thanks for being here.” You tell him.

“I’ll come by tomorrow, okay? We’ll have a movie night, just the two of us, and we are going to have a great time, okay?” He says, as he reaches out and touches your cheek softly.

You smile at him. “Okay, that sounds good to me.” You say.

He then hugs you one last time, then kisses your forehead gently. He smiles at you, waving goodbye, and heads back to the car. He gets in, looks at you one more time smiling, then starts the car and drives off. You turn around and close the door behind you.

You take a deep breath and walk to your room. You pull off your wet clothes and jump in the shower, deciding that it was time for you to calm down and relax. You needed it.

While you were taking a shower, Jooheon was rushing back to the karaoke place. He was pissed off to the max. Wonho continued to hurt you, and he needed to know he crossed the line this time.

When he finally got there, he quickly parked and got out of the car, slamming the car door behind him. He was livid, and his mind was completely taken over with thoughts like, “She doesn’t deserve this shit. She deserves so much more. He’s such an asshole.” He stormed in the lobby fast. Wonho noticed Jooheon rushing inside and so he stood up, ready for some news about you. Jooheon didn’t know what he was doing, his body was acting before his mind.

“Hey is everything-” Wonho starts, but is cut off as Jooheon’s fist comes in contact with his face.

“Why are you like this?! Why do you keep hurting her?! You don’t deserve her!” Jooheon screams loudly. It takes a second for Wonho and the rest of the guys to realize what was happening. Wonho collects himself and is about to punch him back, when Shownu and Changkyun grab him and hold him back. Kihyun, Hyungwon, and Minhyuk stand in the middle and keep them both apart.

“Are you crazy?! What’s gotten into you?!” Wonho screams, trying to break free from the guys.

“Me?! What's gotten into you?! What were you thinking?! Huh?! What told you that kissing some random stranger would be a good idea?! Do you enjoy watching y/n in pain?!” Jooheon yells out.

Hearing this makes Wonho stop everything he’s doing. “She saw us?” He asks, as he looks up and meets Jooheon’s eyes.

“Yes, she saw you both. Congratulations. You messed everything up.” Jooheon says scoffing. He then walks to Shownu, hands him the keys, then walks back to the van, hopping in the passenger seat.

The boys quietly walk back to the van and get in. Wonho wipes his mouth, noticing blood forming from the punch. He then looks up at Shownu slowly. “What do I do?” He asks, tears pricking his eyes. Shownu sighs and puts his hand on Wonho’s shoulder.

“Fix it.” He says, then turns around, walks out, and gets in the car.

Wonho follows him to the van, but right before he gets in, he says, “I’ll meet you guys back at the dorm!” Then he turns around and starts running off.

“Where are you going?!” Jooheon yells out the window.

“I'm going to fix it!” He yells back, as he calls a taxi over. Jooheon unbuckles his seat belt and is about to go after him, when Shownu grabs his arm and stops him.

“Let him go.” He says, and Jooheon sighs, sitting back down. Shownu then starts the car and drives off, heading towards the dorm.

Meanwhile, you were sitting on your couch in your living room, engulfed completely in a giant blanket as you had a tub of ice cream and watched some sappy drama on your television. You sat in silence as you ate your ice cream and watched your screen. Everything seemed so stupid to you. Honestly, you weren't usually like this. You thought you were decently strong. You had a nice job, good friends, and an overall decent life. You never really cried this easily, but recently you’ve been flooding your face with your tears. It was just that you really loved him. You’ve loved him for about two years now, and you always put up with him.

He would ask you for advice on girls from time to time, and you would always help him. He would ask what girls liked, so he could give some girl he was going on a date with, a cute gift. He would say things about you that would hurt you accidentally, but you always put up with it because you never had hope in a relationship with him. But earlier, for a split second, you did have hope. You let yourself believe that he returned your feelings, and you let yourself believe you could have a happy relationship with him. You let yourself hope. Hope is such a dangerous thing.

You sat there for what seemed like an eternity, watching episode after episode, just trying to get your mind off of the real world, when you heard your doorbell ring. You groaned and slowly got up. You paused your show and walked to your kitchen to put your ice cream down, then you went to your door.

You opened it, and you internally cursed at yourself for not looking through the peephole first. “What do you want?” You say angrily, at the sight of Wonho fidgeting with his hands at your doorstep. He looks at you, not sure where to start. He didn’t think this far.

You groan again, annoyed. “If you don’t have anything to say, then leave.” You tell him, then you turn to close your door.

“Wait!” He says and stops the door from closing. You open it again, waiting for him to speak, as you stood there with your arms crossed.

“I need to apologize to you…” He starts, but trails off as he tries to figure out the right things to say.

“What are you apologizing for this time?” You scoff, irritated. He’s taken aback a bit by your attitude.

“I should’ve never kissed that girl. It was wrong. But why do you even care?” He asked.

If this is his way of saying sorry, he’s doing a shit job. You think to yourself.

“You’re asking me why I care about you kissing a stranger?” You ask, making sure you understood what he was saying. He nods.

“Yeah, didn’t you say we were just friends? So what’s the big deal?’’ He continues. It’s like his words have a mind of their own, and he can’t stop them from rushing out.

You stand there, shocked at what he was saying. He was right after all. You had no actual reason to get mad at him, right? Nope. Wrong. I have every reason to get mad at him, and I’m going to tell it to him straight and cut the bullshit. You told yourself.

“I love you.” You say, and you look at him in his eyes as a wave shock washes over him.

“What did you just say?” He asks, taking a step towards you. You take a step back into your house when you see him do this.

“I said I love you. I love you, you asshole. I have always loved you, and for about two years now I’ve loved you. I’m sick of giving you everything and getting nothing but hurt in return, so if you’ll excuse me, I want to try to stop loving you now.” You say with your head held high, not letting a single tear come out.

“No, wait, I feel-” He starts as he reaches out for you, wanting to hold you. But you step away from him and cut him off. “Goodbye Wonho.” You say, they slam your door, not letting him get an inch closer to you. You look at the door, then turn around, slowly sliding down it, as a sob you tried to choke down, ripped out from your throat.

On the other side, Wonho stood there staring at the door, processing everything you told him. He felt so stupid. The only reason he kissed that girl, was because he was trying to forget you. He had a few drinks, and the only thing he thought about then was how you said you guys were just friends and nothing more. Then when you left to get water, the girl started dancing with him. He knew she wasn’t you, but she looked enough like you for him to make himself believe she was for a bit. He was so stupid. How could he not see all the pain he was causing you over the years when he would introduce you to his girlfriends? When he would ask for advice? When he would have you pick out gifts for him to give the girl he was seeing?

He began walking back to the dorm, head hung low, as tears started forming in his eyes at the thought of you. She was always there for me. But I was never there for her. How could I be so blind? He thought to himself, as tears fell from his eyes.

So that’s how the night ended. He went home, crying and wondering why he was such a coward. He should’ve told you how felt when he had the chance, he shouldn't have made you wait, all alone.

You on the other hand, sat on your floor still against your door, crying as well. Wondering where you went wrong, and why you were so stupid. I should have never fell for someone like him in the first place. This is no one’s fault but my own. You thought.

You both continued on, he remained walking home and you remained sitting on your living room floor, as the imaginary wall got bigger and stronger between you guys.

Forcing you both farther, and farther apart.

To Be Continued...

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How much angst is gonna be in chap 5😍😭😍😭😍

Girl all I’m gonna say is get your tissues ready 😎

Will you be doing a part 5 for the wonho fan fic? Aksjakjs I love it so so much and the ending of part 4 had me dead 😭 your writing is so good!!💞

Thank you so so much, you’re so sweet! I’m about to post part 5 right now, I hope you enjoy it! 💞

Destination Unknown - Part 4

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7 -Final-

Pairing: Wonho x reader

Genre: Angst & Fluff

Word Count: 3.8k

Synopsis: You are best friends with Wonho but you don’t have the guts to actually tell him how you really feel. Let’s see how long you can hide it.

a/n: This part has a lot of angst, get ready friends.

It was like your heart dropped to the floor. The next few seconds resulted in this man running up to you and slamming you against the wall. “Look, I just really love you and I want you to be only mine, you’ll agree right?” He said, staring at you with obsession in his eyes.

You then raise your knee and kick him straight between his legs and shove him off of you. You pull out your phone and rush to call the cops, but then your phone gets smacked straight out of your hands. He grabs your hands and tries to get you to calm down.

“Get off of me you bastard!” You scream. Everything was happening so fast.

“Come on, can't you see how much I love you y/n?!” He shouted, then punched the wall harshly, creating a hole in the wall.

You manage to slip away from him and run out of your house, and shout for help, but then you feel him grab you, and he covers your mouth in an attempt to stop your screaming. You thrash around, both of you falling on the floor. You fight back with everything you’ve got, him still having a firm grasp of you. Then out of nowhere, you felt the man being ripped away from you and you see him being tossed to the side. It was like everything slowed down, and you were trying to process the scene unfolding in front of you.

You see Wonho on top of the man, punching him. He has a look of absolute anger and disgust displaying on his face.

“YOU CRAZY BASTARD!” Wonho shouts at the man. Wonho then gets up and yanks the man up with him. You run back into your house and grab your phone to call the cops. You inform the cops on everything that happened, and they said they were on their way.

When you finish doing that, you walk back outside to see Wonho standing there and holding the man by his shirt. “The cops will be here soon.” You say.

The man tries to get out of Wonho’s grasp, but it’s no use, “Look, I promise I will never talk to Y/n again, just please let me go!” He screams. Neither you or Wonho say anything to him in response. Wonho doesn’t let the man budge one bit, and you both remain there in silence as the man continues to beg to be let go.

Within the next ten minutes, the cops finally arrive and handcuff the guy. They ask a few questions and you tell them everything he’s been sending you, and up to how he showed up at your house and hurt you and damaged your wall too.

The cop then patted your shoulder in comfort. “Good thing your boyfriend came and saved the day!” The cop said, chuckling and smiling at the two of you. Your face flushed red and so did Wonho’s. He was hoping you'd just agree with the cop. He wanted to be your boyfriend and was glad that you guys seemed like a couple.

“Sorry sir, but he isn’t my boyfriend, he’s just a friend.” You tell the cop, as you let out an awkward giggle. Wonho’s heart drops at the words coming out of your mouth. He didn’t want to just be your friend, he wanted so much more.

The cop laughed and then finally walked away and got in the car. “You kids take care of yourselves now!” He yelled to you guys, a big friendly smile on his face, then drove off.

You and Wonho awkwardly looked at each other. He pulled out his phone and called Hyunwoo, explaining to him what happened. At first he freaked out, asking Wonho if you were okay, but Wonho told him that everything was fine. Then Hyunwoo said him and the guys were on their way to check on you.

After the called ended, the awkward silence was still there between you guys. He wanted to hold you and make sure you really were okay. He wanted to kiss you and make you feel better. He wanted to just simply be yours and you be his.

“Let’s go inside.” You say, snapping him out of his thoughts. You then both head in your house together, and take a seat on your couch, making sure to close and lock your door behind you. You both sat there, unsure of where to start.

“Are you hungry?” He asks. He didn’t want to push you to talk, he wanted to comfort you. You nodded your head, and Wonho took out his phone and ordered take-out. You grabbed your remote and flipped the channels to find something random, anything that would drown out the awkward silence. You guys sat there and watched T.V. and not really saying anything.

Time went by fast, and you soon heard the sound of your doorbell. You got up and answered it, making sure to look through your peephole this time. You took the food, and Wonho gave you some money to pay, then you thanked the delivery man before he left. You brought the food to your kitchen and Wonho followed, and you both took a seat at your table.

Wonho watched you as you unpacked all the food from the bag. He wanted to say something to you, and he wanted to tell you how he felt, he just didn’t want to start now because he knew the timing was wrong. “It’s okay, you know. You don’t have to be afraid to speak, it’s not like i’m going to bite you.” You said, able to sense his nerves.

He gulped and decided to start at the source, or at least what he thought was the source of the problem. “Well first, I want to apologize. I should have never said-”

“It’s okay.” You said, cutting him off. You thought you wanted to hear an apology for what he said, but when he started to say sorry, you honestly just didn’t want to hear it. You loved him. You loved this man sitting in front of you, and you hated it. You hated it because deep down you knew he would never feel the same, so why are you torturing yourself?

“Y/n, I know it’s taken me a long time to realize, but-” He started. But you cut him off again, not knowing what he was going to say but cutting him off anyways. Oh.. if only you were to just let him keep talking, you would’ve been shocked.

“I’m glad we’re best friends. I forgive you for saying that stuff about me, I’m already over it. I don’t want our friendship to end over something so silly.” You say, chuckling and trying to lighten the mood. The more you laughed though, the more it hurt. Wonho, shocked at what you said, responded with, “Really?” Then you nodded, and started eating. Wonho smiled, and began to eat to. He kept thinking about what you said. Was I just friend-zoned? He wondered.

As you guys ate your food, you continued to talk normally with him, just like before. You guys laughed together, as if everything really was fine. Honestly, it was so ironic that you loved him but were too afraid to say anything in fear of him not feeling the same way for you, because he did feel the same way, you just didn’t know.

When you guys were done eating, you both took a seat on your couch. You felt more nervous than usual, but didn’t let it show. Compared to earlier in the kitchen, the laughter seemed to really die down. Your eyes were focused on your phone as you aimlessly scrolled through tumblr, but Wonho was focused on you.

He was staring at you with so much adoration and love. He always looked at you like that, and he was mad at himself for realizing it so late. “Y/n” he said softly.

“Hmm?” You hummed in response, still focused on your phone. He reached out and touched the side of your face, turning your head gently, and making sure you were paying attention to him. He didn't know what he was doing, it was like his body got a mind of its own.

He then caressed both sides of your face, and stared deeply in your eyes and he felt like he could just dive right into them. Your heart began to race at great speed. You didn’t know what he was doing at all, but for some reason you were letting him do whatever he wanted. He started leaning in. He wanted to kiss you so damn bad, he didn’t want to be just your best friend. You guys were inches apart, about to connect, when your doorbell rang.

“DING DONG IT’S ME, Y/N ARE YOU OKAY?!” You hear Minhyuk scream from the other side of the door. You sink your head into your hands feeling defeated. Was he about to kiss me? You ask yourself, completely fucking shook to be honest.

Wonho then clears his throat and gets up to open the door for the boys. Right when he opens the door, it swings open all the way and in comes Minhyuk running in, and in a few steps he’s jumping on you. “MY PRECIOUS LITTLE Y/N ARE YOU OKAY?!” He yells, hugging you like his life depended on it. You hugged him back laughing. “Yes I’m okay, now can you get up? I can’t breath.” You said smiling. He got up and you got up with him. The guys all gave you comforting hugs.

“We have a free day today, do you wanna go out with us?” Jooheon says. You look at the boys and they’re all smiling at you.

“Yeah, sounds fun, let me just get ready real quick.” You say, then you turn around and run to your room.

You felt the need to change, you didn’t want to wear the same clothes that man touched earlier. You opened your closet and found a cute top, and a pair of cute black jeans that looked great on you. It was cold out, so you went looking for a sweater. You grabbed Wonho’s hoodie and put it on. It’s okay to wear this, right? I mean, we are best friends, so I think it’s okay… right? You thought, while looking at your outfit in the mirror.

“Whatever.” You say, grabbing your bag, and then walking back to the living room.

“You ready?” Wonho asks, a soft smile displaying on his face, happy to see you in his hoodie. You nod your head, and you all exit your house. “We took the company van.” Shownu says giggling. You laugh, and then you and the guys head to the van.

“I’ll drive!” Wonho yells and snatched the keys from Shownu. “Come on y/n!” Wonho says as he jumps in the driver seat. You chuckle and run to the passenger seat and jump in.

“Hop in kids! We’re going for a ride!” You yell to the boys. They all start running as Wonho starts up the van, threatening to leave them if they didn’t hurry.

Once everyone is all buckled in, you guys take off. “So where are we going?” You ask.

“Let’s go to karaoke!” Minhyuk says.

“Okay you’re on!” Wonho says, challenging Minhyuk. You plug your phone into the aux cord and start playing music, as you guys jam your way to your destination.

When you all finally get there, you guys quickly go in to get a room. When you get your room, you all take your seats, and start picking a song. Everything seemed so perfect. The guys were singing, everyone was having fun, and you felt good. You take a picture of you and the guys, and decided to post it on your Instagram. Of course, it was a private account so only close friends and family members followed you.

Seconds later after posting it, your phone started ringing. It started blasting Hero like before, and immediately the guys started freaking out. “Oooo y/n I didn’t know you were a monbebe!!” Changkyun yelled, laughing at the same time. You hushed the guys down, “Haha yes I love you guys so much that I have your song as my ringtone, get over it.” You said laughing, and being sarcastic. You then look down at your phone to see your friend’s name on the caller tag.

“Hello?” You say, answering it cautiously.

“Oh my god you're hanging out with Wonho again, can I tag along?” She says ecstatically.

“But I’m with all the guys right now…” You say, not wanting her anywhere near Wonho.

“Oh shut up and stop being stubborn. Ask they guys if I can come.” She says forcefully. You’re taken aback by her words and gulp nervously.

“Hey guys, remember that friend of mine I introduced to you a long time ago?” You say, getting their attention.

“The one who clung to Wonho like he was a child's stuffed animal?” Hyungwon says, a weird look on his face.

“Yeah, that one. Can she come over for a bit?” You ask, still not wanting her to come, and yet setting yourself up for failure. The boys all looked at each other, then shrugged.

“Yeah I guess it should be fine.” Minhyuk says.

You turn back to the phone. “They said okay.” You told her. A loud scream pierced your ears and you pulled the phone away from your face. “Thanks! I knew they loved me!” She shouted. Then she hung up. You texted her the karaoke place you were at and she actually arrived there pretty fast. She came within about ten minutes.

“Hey guys!” She said, walking in and right past you, not even bothering to say anything to you. She sat next to Wonho and hugged him tightly. You looked at her with a “what the hell?” face. Wonho was very uncomfortable next to her. She was holding on tightly to his arm and he looked at you with a panicked face. You obviously knew he wanted you to help him. His face was screaming ‘save me please’.

“Wonho it’s your turn to sing!” You say, holding your hand out to Wonho, helping him up.

“Really? What should I sing?” He asks, a big smile plastered on his face as he grabs the mic. You glance at your friend to see her glaring at you. If looks could kill, you would surely be dead. You sit there, questioning why your friend was giving you dirty looks, when you heard a song playing.

You turn your head to see Wonho standing with his mic in hand, and you hear Taeyang’s song ‘Eyes, Nose, Lips’ being played. When Wonho starts singing, you just stare at him, mesmerized. Every time he opened his mouth to sing, your heart swooned. He was just so damn breathtaking. How could a person be so perfect? You wondered, staring at him in awe.

Mid song, your friend yawned loudly. “Sorry guys I’ll be right back! I have to make a call!” She yells over the music, then exits the room. You ignore her and continue to watch Wonho sing. He hits all the notes perfectly, and locks eyes with you. You stared at him like he was the most beautiful thing to ever exist.

From the other side of the room, Jooheon isn’t even paying attention to Wonho. All he’s looking at is you. He knows that particular look you’re giving Wonho. The look that holds so much love in it, that it looks like there are sparkles in your eyes. The way your eyes shine and twinkle. That was the look you were giving Wonho. Jooheon hated it, because he knew that look. He knew because that’s the look he would give you. The look that displayed all of the persons feelings. Jooheon loved you so much, and he’s loved you since you guys first starting hanging out. If he would’ve know how much you would like Wonho, he would have never introduced the both of you. But it was too late. You loved Wonho, and Jooheon loved you, so all he wanted was for you to be happy, so he needed to let you go.

As the song finishes, you finally snap out of the trance Wonho put you under. You then clap for him. “You did so great!” You say excitedly, jumping up and down.

“Really?” He says, smiling big. You both then sit down together. A few more songs were played after that, and you soon began to wonder where your friend went. I hope she’s okay… You thought to youself. You then got up, and told the boys you would be right back. “I’m going to go look for my friend, I’ll be back.” Then you turned around and left the room.

You look down the hall and you see no trace of her. You head down to the lobby and still don’t find her. After scanning your surroundings, you finally spot her outside of one of the windows. “There you are.” You mumble to yourself. You walk to the door and open it quietly, not wanting to disturb her since you noticed she was on the phone.

“No, no, of course I don't really like her, I’m just using her to get to him.” She says, and it makes you stop in your tracks.

“She is so damn naive, yeah I know. Once I get in her friends pants then I’ll post all about it. Ha! Then I’ll be famous!” She says, then starts laughing. The words coming out of her mouth making you sick to your stomach, but more and more angry as well.

“Duh! Of course she won’t find out. She’s too stupid. Haha..” She says laughing, but slowly trailing off when she looks up and notices you.

“Let me call you back.” She quickly says, then hangs up her phone.

“So people like you actually exist, huh?” You say, arms crossed with a look of disgust on your face.

“Y/n...um, let me explain, I was just-” She starts, but you simply turn around ignoring her, reaching for the door handle to go back inside.

Before you walk all the way inside, you look at her one last time. “Don’t ever come near me or my friends ever again.” You say sternly. Then you let out a laugh. “Looks like you won’t be getting into Wonho’s pants after all. Piss off.” You tell her harshly, with venom in your voice.

You then go inside and walk away, leaving her standing there speechless. You then pull out your phone and block her on Instagram and then you block her number. Your heart was racing as you headed back to they guys. You put up that tough act, and you loved seeing her stand there with nothing to say, you looked badass to be honest. But you still were freaking out on the inside. You thought she was your friend, and she was seriously just using you to get to Wonho. The thought made you sick.

When you made it back to the room, you saw the boys packing up. “Are we done?” You asked.

“Yeah, we were thinking of heading to a bar or something, are you okay with that?” Hyungwon says smiling. You nod your head, and agree. You then exit the building together and walk down the street since there was one not too far.

You walk in and take seats. They had some great music on too. You all order a few drinks, and just chill. Everyone is relaxed and enjoying their time together. You look at Wonho, just adoring all of his features. Time flies by, and you haven't drank much yet. You were dancing with Wonho in the crowd, and everything seemed great. You both were dancing, and laughing and everything seemed perfect. Sure, you weren't dating, but simply being near him was enough to feel complete. “I’ll be right back, I’m going to get some water.” You tell him. He says okay while laughing. You walk back to the guys, and Wonho gets lost in the crowd.

“One water please.” You tell the bartender. He chuckles and gets you some water. You then take a seat next to Shownu, and enjoy your glass of water. “Is everything okay between you guys now?” He suddenly asks, a smile on his face.

You smile back, “I think so.” You say, taking another sip of your water.

“So he’s confessed then?” He says shocked and happy. You immediately stop drinking and slowly look up at him.

“What do mean?” You ask, extremely confused.

He groans, frustrated. “So he hasn’t?” He says looking at you.

“As far as I know, no he hasn’t. What are you even talking about?” You ask, knowing what he means but not wanting to admit it and give yourself false hope.

“Look y/n, I told him I would let him tell you, but seeing you hurt and him hurt because he’s being a coward is too much. You didn’t talk to us for a week because he hurt you with what he said. I just want both of you to be happy.” He says, sounding defeating.

You were scared of what he was going to say next, but all of your attention was on him.

“Wonho has been in love with you since he met you. He’s always felt that way. He’s just too scared to admit it. We all see the way you guys look at each other, you guys belong together.” He says. Your eyes begin to water, and start to fill with hope. You look into his eyes, searching for any lie, but all you saw was honesty. You stand up, trying to grasp hold of the situation.

The feeling of finding out the man you’ve been in love with for years actually loving you back was overwhelming. One of the biggest smiles stretched on your face. “Go find him.” Shownu says, nudging you in the direction of the crowd.

You run, swerving between people in the crowd, trying to find Wonho. Your heart was jumping up and down in pure happiness, a feeling that you haven't felt in a while. You see the back of him and you pick up your pace.

“Wonho, I’m so happy-” You start to say, but when he turns to the side a bit, you see a girl against him, kissing him. They are in a full on make-out session, with his hands cupping her face passionately and her hands resting on his chest.

You stand there, as time seems to have slowed down. You felt every piece of your heart crumble to the ground, and you clutched your chest, trying to stop it from aching. They looked so happy. An escaped sob almost comes out of your lips, but your hand slowly goes up to cover your mouth. Pools of tears begin to travel down your face, as you thought how stupid you were.

You turn around, and slowly make your way out of the crowd. You go back to the boys, and grab your bag from the counter. They're too focused on a conversation they were having to notice you. You begin walking away, hand covering your mouth still, trying to not make a sound.

You walk out of the bar, and begin aimlessly walking down the street, a blank expression on your face as tears silently trickled down your cheeks.

“I knew it was too good to be true.” You whisper to yourself.

To Be Continued...

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Vixx Reaction to Their Gf Being Close to Another Member

Request: “HI, can you do a vixx reaction to their gf being close to other member as in a friend?”

A/n: Thanks so much for your request, hope you like it!

N/Hakyeon

Hakyeon would be sitting there with you in the living room with the rest of the boys, and everything would be fine and dandy at first. He loves that you and his 5 children get along. Then he notices that you and a certain member have been together for quite a while, cracking jokes and laughing together, which is fine. But then he starts to get jealous and gives you guys the “um excuse me hi I’m still here” face and goes over to you and tries to be just as funny and great as the other member is being, because he wants you to pay attention to him too.

Leo/Taekwoon

Okay so Leo would get pretty jealous, but I don’t think he’d do anything at first. He’s more of the suffer in silence kind of guy, so he would properly sulk and be extremely irritated on the inside. He wouldn’t leave your side though either. It’s not that he doesn’t trust you, because he does, but it’s just that you’re his and he wants you to love only him. He’d probably give the other member who you were talking to, the classic Leo glare, you know the look I mean. It would be obvious to see his mood change, but he wouldn’t actually admit that he was jealous.

Ken/Jaehwan

Ken would notice you and the member being close right away, but he wouldn’t get mad. He would approach you guys and he would immediately try to be better than the other member, and try to be all cute and get all your attention on him. Oh, the member you were with is making you laugh? Well, now Ken is trying to be funny too and be overly cute because he is a baby and wants your attention. If you still are being close with the other member though after Ken trying to get your attention back continuously, prepare yourself for “Sassy Ken.”

Ravi/Wonshik

Ravi would be kind of irritated a bit deep down but he didn’t want to show it. Instead he would just kind of stick with you. If you guys were sitting on the couch or something he would rest his hand on your thigh. I feel like even though Ravi is a big squishy ball of fluff on the inside, he still has possessive traits. He trusts you completely but he just wants the other member to know you guys are the ones dating and he’s the one that gets to take you home at night, wink wink.

Hongbin

I feel like Hongbin would just be really glad that everyone likes you and that you’re close with the members. Maybe he would feel a hint of worry, like “What if the other member has feelings for you?” But he would shake those thoughts off because he trusts his members and he trusts you. Ultimately, he would enjoy how comfortable and close you were getting with the members.

Hyuk/Sanghyuk

Okay so I genuinely believe that Hyuk is going to be so damn extra about this. Like, if you aren’t really paying much attention to him and are being close to another member, even in a friendly way, he will definitely say something. “Um I thought I was your boyfriend” or “Hey pay attention to me too” are things he’ll be saying. He would be holding your hand or just trying to hug you to get your attention back on him. He knows you love him and want only him, but he’s actually a big baby so plz protect this jealous bean.

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Hi, can you do a vixx reaction to their gf being close to other member as in a friend?

Of Course! I’ll get to work on it 🤗

Destination Unknown - Part 3

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7 -Final-

Pairing: Wonho x reader

Genre: Angst & Fluff

Word Count: 3.1k

Synopsis: You are best friends with Wonho but you don’t have the guts to actually tell him how you really feel. Let’s see how long you can hide it.

a/n: This part has a lot of angst, get ready friends.

As you’re walking through the parking lot, you feel someone grab your wrist and pull you back. “We need to talk.” The man says. It was a man you’ve never seen nor met before.

“Who are you?” You say as you snatch your hand from out of his grasp.

“My name is Jinsun, we pass by each other often.” He says smiling shyly.

You were getting bad vibes from him and felt the need to run from him, but you kept calm. “I’m sorry sir but I should really be going now.” You say, then turn around, only to be grabbed and yanked back. He was gripping your wrist very tightly.

“Maybe we should go out on a date y/n, you’re very beautiful.” He says, pulling your hand up to his face, wanting to kiss your knuckles. You pull your hand away fast, before he could actually go through with it.

“Look, I don’t know who you are or how you know my name, but please leave me alone.” You state, but then you see a very dark look on his face and it sends chills down your spine. He opens his mouth to say something when someone cuts him off.

“She said to leave her alone, you should respect her decision.” You turn your head to see Jooheon walking towards you with the rest of the guys following. The strange man grumbles, sticks his hands in his pocket, and before he passes you, he whispers, “I’ll be back for you doll.” Then he walks away.

Fear, is what you were feeling. Some random guy just said he would be back for you, and the thought of it gave you goosebumps. Maybe he was bluffing? Maybe he was just pulling a prank or something? You thought. “Y/n...Y/n!” You hear Jooheon’s voice and it snaps you out of your thoughts. You turn to look at him, still in shock from the stranger. “Are you okay?” Jooheon asks, worried. You simply nod your head. You look at the time on your phone, and notice you missed your bus.

“Damn it, sorry guys I have to go.” You say in a hurry, then turn around and begin walking away.

As you make your way down the parking lot, you still feel scared, as the strange man's voice kept repeating in your head like a broken record. Suddenly, you feel a hand wrap around your wrist again. In defense, you turn around quickly, bag in hand, eyes closed, as you hit the person who grabbed you.

“Hey y/n wait! It’s me!” You immediately stop at the voice you knew all too well. You open your eyes to see Wonho rubbing his head.

“Don’t sneak up on me like that!” You shouted, trying to calm your racing heart.

“I was calling your name over and over, trying to get your attention! You zoned out or something!” Wonho said in defense. You sighed, calming down.

“Well what do you want?” You said harshly, remembering back to what he said a week ago.

“I wanted to make sure you got home safe, so I was gonna walk you home.” He says softly. You wanted so bad to tell him to go away. You didn’t want to see him right now. You were scared to be alone with Wonho and have to deal with him face to face. But the fear of that other man showing up again like he said he would, scared you a million times more.

“Fine, I guess.” Is all you tell him, before turning back around and starting to walk home.

Like you said before, the distance from your work to your home wasn’t that far. It was like a 15 minute walk. For the whole time though, of you walking home with Wonho beside you, he didn’t say a thing. He said nothing, and neither did you. It was like there was this brick wall between the both of you, and neither wanted to break it down. So instead of trying, you both let the wall remain, splitting you guys apart more and more.

When you finally did make it to your house, you left Wonho’s side without hesitation. “Thanks.” Is all you told him, but it was more like a soft mumble. You typed in your pass-code slow, secretly hoping he would stop you, hug you, tell you he didn’t mean what he said, and that he really loved you. You wanted it to all be a misunderstanding.

You don’t realize the tears streaming down your face, as you open your door. “Y/n…” Wonho says, right before you step in all the way. Your back is facing him. “Why have you been so distant lately? You’ve been acting so strange. You know, you can tell me anything, I’m here for you.” He says. He wanted you to turn around, and come to him. He wanted to hold you.

“I’m okay, everything is fine.” You say in a monotone voice. How can he just lie to your face like that?

You step in your house, back still facing him. He didn’t want you to leave when the tension was still so high, so he thought, Maybe I should joke around with her to lighten the mood. “You know I love you dummy, sweet dreams!” he says, chuckling. You stop in your tracks almost instantly, it was like something in you snapped.

“Shut up.” You say, letting the words flow out of your mouth harshly.

“Huh?” He asks, shocked, not making any sense of what you said.

“I said to shut up. Shut up, and stop lying.” You say, finally turning around, looking him straight in the eyes. Your tears are flowing, like a heavy stream. He looks at you with wide eyes.

“What’s the matter?” He asks, taking small steps towards you. You know, you thought you wanted him to tell you he was kidding and really did love you, but when he actually said it, you got angry. Bullshit. You thought. “You don’t love me, stop lying.” You say in a soft voice, barely above a whisper.

Seeing you there shaking, Wonho just wanted to hold you and kiss you and tell you everything was going to be alright. That whole week of you ignoring him and him not seeing you, hurt. It hit him that he wanted you. He needed you. He loved you more than words could say. He was going to confess when he saw you again. He was working up the courage to do it.

Wonho reaches his arms out in an attempt to hold you. You step away from him, an angry look on your face. “Don’t touch me.” Is all you mutter at first. You slowly take more steps away from him.

“What’s gotten into you y/n? You know I love you. You know what? I didn’t want to tell you like this, but I love you more than a friend, and...” He says, his eyes starting to tear up, his words coming out strained. He couldn’t finish his sentence, it was too hard. What if you rejected him?

You scoffed, not believing him for a damn second. “What do you mean? Stop lying. Why would someone like me? I’m not exactly girlfriend material, have you seen what I look like?” You say, throwing his own words back at him. He didn’t know what to say. He couldn’t believe any of this was real. You turn around fast and walk fully into your house.

“No. No, y/n I swear I didn’t mean-” He started, but you cut him off.

“Save it.’’ Then you slammed the door.

You slowly slid down against the door, as Wonho continuously knocked, desperately asking you to let him in.

You got up, wiped your tears, and walked to your room. You throw your bag on the floor, and throw his hoodie off of you and toss it in your closet. You shut your door, lock it, then head to your speakers, blast your music, and you collapse on your bed, drowning out Wonho’s pleads for you to let him in. You can’t quite remember when, but you lied there and eventually fell asleep, not caring to change, not caring to eat dinner, and not caring to move.

Wonho soon stopped. He sat at your doorstep for some time, recalling the events that unfolded. He should have never said such harsh things about you to Shownu. Even if he wasn’t ready to admit his feelings to anybody back then, he still shouldn’t have been so cruel. He now had to pay the price.

Suddenly, he saw a flash go off, followed by a ‘click’ sound. Was that a picture being taken? He questions. He looks around, but sees nothing so he shakes off the weird feeling, and decides to go home. He walks away, feeling a strange sense of discomfort, but tries to ignore it, as he thinks of ways he can make it up to you.

“BUM BUM BUM YALL KNOW WHAT IT IS MAN HAHA MONSTA MONSTA X X WHAT WHAT WHAT OKAY MAN LET'S GO BUM BUM BUM BUM”

You hear your ringtone go off, and it snaps you out of slumber. You pat around the bed looking for it, but when you finally find it, you missed the call. Yeah, your ringer was Hero by Monsta x, so what? It was a bop, and you wanted to support your boys.

Anyways, you look down at the caller I.D. and it was an unknown number. You didn’t think much of it. You look at the time, and it read 7am. You groan, unable to fall back asleep.

After mentally preparing yourself to get your lazy butt up, you walk out of your room, and step into the kitchen, making a cup of coffee to start your day. As your coffee starts brewing, you go to your T.V and pick a show to watch, deciding on some sappy drama. You watch it for a bit, then head back to the kitchen to finish making your coffee. When you finish, you take your coffee with you back to the couch and drink it while you finish the episode you were watching, slowly getting out of your sleepy state the more you drank your coffee.

You get up to get some breakfast when you finish your episode. You open your refrigerator to see barely anything. I guess I better get a few groceries. You drag yourself back to your room and pull out something casual and basic to wear. Simple pants and a simple shirt.

Wonho’s hoodie catches your attention from the corner of your eye. You lift up your hand to reach for it, but lower your hand back down in defeat. You ultimately decide on grabbing one of your hoodies instead and throw it on.

You enter your bathroom in your room and look at the mirror, noticing your puffy eyes caused by the night before. You put on some light eyeliner to try to make your face seem somewhat decent. You huffed in annoyance, then left the bathroom and grabbed your bag.

You put your shoes on in silence. A heavy feeling in your chest hurt, and continued to sink deeper. You left your house finally, put your earbuds in, blasted your music, then left down the street. There was a market not far from where you lived. You loved the location of your home, it was near so many things like markets, stores, fun places to hang out, and even your work. When you finally made it to the market, you didn’t take long to get your things. You did what you intended, which was go in and go out. No dilly-dallying. Your phone buzzed, and you looked down to see a text from Jooheon.

“Hey are you busy? Can we meet at the Ramen shop by your house?”

You let a small smile show.

“No I’m free. I’m on my way now.” You replied.

You needed to see a friendly face. You didn’t have many bags either, so it was not a problem to visit your friend at all. You were rather excited to be honest.

You made your way to the Ramen shop, songs blasting in your ears, and you loved it. You loved music. About 10 minutes, more or less, passed, and you could tell because three songs passed on your playlist. You were nearing the ramen shop, when your phone buzzed again. You assumed it was Jooheon, so you opened it without even bothering to look at the caller tag.

“You look lovely today doll.” The text read. You checked the caller I.D. and notice it was the unknown number that called you that morning.

You looked up from your phone, and see nobody around that looks suspicious. Your phone then buzzes again. It buzzes again, and again, and again, spamming you. You look down and read it. You break out in a cold sweat and your blood runs hot. It’s a picture of the night before, of you and Wonho. Pictures of Wonho walking you home, of you guys arguing, and of Wonho sitting on your doorstep. What the hell? The pictures seemed endless. How many did this person take?

“Can’t you see he doesn’t deserve you? He made such a beautiful girl cry.” A new text read.

Your heart was beating at immense speed, your breathing became uneven, you were panicking again.

“Who is this?” You reply, your hands viciously shaking, making it hard for you to type. You phone buzzed quickly after you responded, signaling that the person responded.

“You know who I am doll, we never finished our conversation yesterday.” That’s when it hit you. It was that man. Jinso or Juiceu or Jasu or something like that. You were bad at names.

You started walking very fast towards the ramen shop you were meeting Jooheon at. You were freaking out, why wouldn’t you be? You hear your phone buzz again, it basically giving you a heart attack.

“Where are you off to in such a hurry? That isn’t the way to your house doll.” He said, and it made chills run down your spine, and you quicken your footsteps.

You ran into the ramen shop, vision blurry, fully panicking when you made it there. You smacked hard into someone’s back and you fell to the floor. No, nobody caught you like in the sappy drama you were watching earlier. You fell, and you fell hard, letting out a big smack sound when you hit the floor.

You struggle to realize what happened, everything was happening so fast. Someone grabs your hand, helping you back up. “Y/n what happened, are you okay?” You hear someone say. You blink a few times, snapping yourself back into reality, and you realize Jooheon calling your name trying to get your attention.

“Huh, what?” You say, still adapting to your surroundings.

“You look like you’ve seen a ghost. Did something happen?” He asks, extremely worried.

Finally being fully aware, you shake your head. “No, I just didn’t want to make you wait so I ran, I wasn’t watching where I was going though.” You said, letting out an awkward giggle. You didn’t want him to worry.

Jooheon didn’t really believe it but he didn’t push the subject, not wanting to make you more uncomfortable than you already looked.

You guys took a seat at the table and made small talk. You were still somewhat off in your own world. Time flew and you guys sat there for about a half an hour. Your phone began to buzz, and you were so glad you turned your ringer off so that Hero didn’t start bumping out of nowhere.

You look at the caller tag, and it said Wonho’s name. Your heart stopped. You immediately pressed ignore, then continued your time with Jooheon. You guys laughed together, ate some good ramen, then you told him you better head home. He walked you out and gave you a big hug. You then parted ways. You hurried home, scared to run into that man again.

You went in your house, and first went to your kitchen to put the small amount of groceries you got away in the cabinets and fridge. Then you plumped down on the couch. Your phone then buzzed.

“I don’t like you surrounded by other guys, it makes me jealous.” The text read, followed by a picture of you and Jooheon at the ramen shop.

You immediately blocked the number after that. You refused to let some guy that you didn’t even know, scare the shit out of you anymore. You were stronger than that. You already had stuff going on, you didn’t need more on your plate. All of a sudden, your phone starts buzzing rapidly, and someone was calling you.

It can’t be that man, I blocked him! You told yourself. You turn your phone over to see Wonho’s name on the screen. You let out a sigh of relief. Then you wonder if you should answer it or not. You didn’t want to lose your best friend over something like this, even though it did extremely hurt.

“Hello?” You say, deciding to answer it.

It was silent for a bit. Wonho didn’t think you would actually answer. “Can I come over?” Is all he says. As much as you wanted to say no and to go away and to give you some damn time, you let him. “Sure.” You say, then hang up.

Okay so this was the plan. You were not going to let your emotions get in the way, and you were not going to act dramatic, or stupid, or mean, or anything like that. You were just going to get over it, like you did with everything else.

About twenty minutes passed, and you finally heard a knock at your door. You walk over to it, and take a deep breath, bracing yourself to see Wonho. You hesitated a bit, a sick feeling in your chest.

Maybe you should just tell him you were joking and the whole thing that happened yesterday was some prank you and Minhyuk thought of together, or you could tell him that you were just sleepy or something and kind of delusional and didn’t mean any of it. Ohhh or maybe you can say something like, “I love you, and you hurt me when you see other girls and talk shit about me behind my back and lie to me.” Yep, that’s totally not what I’m going to say.

Another knock at the door snaps you out of your thoughts. You take a deep breath, finally deciding that you were just gonna wing it. You reach for the door, and twist the handle. Your heart drops and your soul leaves your body.

“You shouldn’t have blocked me, doll.”

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