Every time i close my eyes.
Every time i close my eyes, I can feel your hands on me. I can feel your mouth on my body, Your hands between my thighs. I thought i wanted you, Thought i was a cool kid, Someone finally was interested in me, So what if he was 13 years older, right? I remember how special you made me feel, Always said how smart and pretty i was, How all the guys at school must be all over me, No one had ever made me feel so special. But every time i close my eyes, I feel your hands and want to die inside. When i remember your mouth on my body, my insides scream. A 14 year old girl thinks she knows everything, that she can make her own descisions. But little girls grow into women Who wish they'd spoken up. But now it's too late and he's still out there, She can only live with her shame and assure herself it wasn't ever her fault, Meanwhile hoping and praying every day that hes not making new victims, New girls who will grow up to hate themselves, for how they feel when they remember Feeling your hands on their bodies Every time they close their eyes.
