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Just another NPC.

[lovexsickness]

Living the nightmare with my bestie in Bad Saarow 👹🕸🕷

[lovexsickness]

[lovexsickness]

I have nobody to talk to. Nobody to share with, my inner and deepest thoughts and feelings. I feel so lonely in this world.

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Always wired.

[lovexsickness]

Crushing

Rebuilding

All over again.

This world of mine

Destined to find a mess inside.

Every twist and turn

Fuel of disrespect and hopelessness.

Why am I.

- lovexsickness

[lovexsickness]

[lovexsickness]

I just want to disappear,

without people noticing..

I will never be fully okay again.

It’s too painful to be around people

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So I keep on

living.

From the hope

of it all.

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I have lost something so precious to me. Being visible to him. Visible in my tiny behavior patterns & quirks. After letting him this close, I seem to be a completed observation. A finished project. I’m left with watching you make others visible. Now I’m invisible again.

The feeling of inadequacy and loneliness is kicking in…

[lovexsickness]

And so I just try,

to hold on to the thought,

day for day,

that maybe

I will feel better, somehow.

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I don’t know how long I can hold on to this. It hurts so fucking bad.

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Life transitions are hard.

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Inside the backrooms.

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Completely normal backyard.

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Food 10/10

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Love this game.

[lovexsickness]

What it feels like to getting haunted by the existential crisis.