I’m Here to Stay

I'm a complete and total mess. Est. May 8, 2015

[myonlywayoutofhere]

“Maybe what we had was love but this

This is love and it hasn’t been love for a long time

No matter how much we deny it

Love isn’t supposed to tear you apart”

-Day 514

[quotemadness]

“Nothing can be loved or hated unless it is first understood.”

— Leonardo da Vinci

[extramadness]

[lowseptembers]

You is appreciated You is beautiful You is loved You is my best friend ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

You’re the absolute best <3

[lowseptembers]

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[quotemadness]

“And now that you don’t have to be perfect, you can be good.”

— John Steinbeck

[quotemadness]

“He saw her before he saw anything else in the room.”

— F. Scott Fitzgerald

[quotemadness]

“I always wonder why birds choose to stay in the same place when they can fly anywhere on the Earth. Then I ask myself the same question.”

— Harun Yahya

[lowseptembers]

“I always fear being left behind.

My father. My sister. The ones I held close. All left me behind.

And so I closed myself off to prevent any pain; for I know that anything is sure to end in tears.

I closed myself off to prevent loss; for I know that ultimately everyone leaves.

I closed myself off because I know I know I know that all this will become is me left in the dirt that you happily walked upon.

And yet I opened.

I felt love, and happiness, and hope for a change. That maybe, just maybe this time it won’t end up like that.

I felt that this was what belonging felt like. To have someone who loves you unconditionally and cares and is always there to know.

I opened.

And you left me there. You left me there exposed and cold, with no clue as to where to go.

You left me there, wounded and lost even more so than what I had been before when you found me in the same dirt you ultimately dumped me in.

You left you left you left

You left me behind, for something better, something happier, something much more lovelier than I am.

And here I am. Being left behind.”

-E. // is it them, or is it really just me? //

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“So much of what we learn about love is taught be people who never really loved us.”

— r.h. sin

[poems-and-word]

“Where were you when everything was falling apart?”

— The Fray, You Found Me (via music-and-quotes)

[never-stop-loving-you]

“I can write the saddest poem of all tonight. I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.”

— Pablo Neruda, Twenty Love Poems and Song of Despair (via books-n-quotes)

[lowseptembers]

“And as I sit here and think, I realize that perhaps we were made from the same star.”

-E. // stardust //

[lowseptembers]

“I just want to return to my own story.”

-E. // tired of living for someone else //

[myonlywayoutofhere]

“It’s a constant back and forth between my head and my heart. My head tells me to let you go, that you bring me nothing but pain. While my heart tells me to hold on, that some love is worth fighting for.”

-Day 464

[a-wanderluster]

I want a real love. The kind of love where you ring me just because you miss my voice, where I get to hold your hand when we are walking down the street, just to show everyone that you’re mine, where I can hold you so tight at night that I can feel your heart beat. I want the cliché kisses at the top of mountains & at red lights, but also the sleepy morning kisses when we both have bad breath. I want to explore the world with you by my side, but I also want to make grocery trips so fun that we forget the one thing we came for. I want to pick flowers for you, sing with you & share my food with you after you said you weren’t hungry. I want to take you home to meet my family, & I want to become a part of yours. I want to know the person you are with your friends, the person you used to be & the person you want to become. I want to sit down with you & work our problems out because we know we have something that is too good to lose. I want to know what you want your life to look like in 10 or 20 years & I want to support you & grow with you so that we can build that future together. I want a real love.

[wordsnquotes]

“Write about the lessons you’ve learned this year: 1. There are hard days. Sometimes you hate to get up in the morning, or cry yourself to sleep at night. But those days will pass. 2. Sometimes, you just have to accept you’re not feeling well. Cancel your plans, make some food and stay in bed. Sometimes, that’s exactly what you need. 3. However, don’t let your feelings take over. It’s okay to do nothing for a day, or two. But don’t make it a week. 4. I know I did let my feelings take over way too much. I stayed in bed, did nothing all day. Until the point that I had to get out. 5. Getting out of bed can feel good. Make your bed, eat some breakfast. Just do something. And be proud of yourself for what you’ve accomplished - even if it’s just eating breakfast. 6. Don’t be angry at yourself, that never works out. 7. Just take care. Of yourself, your mind, your body, everything. And accept the fact that sometimes things just don’t work out the way you want to. 8. Don’t shut people out. They are there to help. 9. You are the one that has to pick up the pieces after a breakdown. But you’re not alone, even if it feels like you are. 10. Sometimes I think I’ve control over my feelings, but I don’t. They come and go. I just have to accept that. Sometimes the feelings are just too much, and I have to take a step back. Start again. There’s always a second chance.”

— youarejustlovely  (via wnq-writers)