Sharing
Pairing - Garrick Tavis x RiorsonSister!Reader
Summary - While searching one of the islands, Ridoc brings up an interesting proposition.
Word Count - 1k
Warnings - Language, and everyone just being a little kinky. Other than that, it's just fluff!
“So, Is it really that big?”
You arched a brow and smirked, letting your silence speak volumes.
Ridoc leaned back on his hands with a groan, shaking his head at you. “You lucky bitch.”
You grinned, looking across the fire at where the man in question was talking to Drake. “I’m not going to deny that.”
Almost like he could feel your gaze, Garrick turned, and the second he caught your smile, that infuriatingly adorable dimple made its appearance.
“You know,” Ridoc said, his voice low and mischievous, “if you two ever wanted to add a third-”
You glanced back at Ridoc, a spark of interest flaring inside of you, but you looked back over at Garrick, who was now on his way over to the two of you. “That is not happening, buddy.” You said, shaking your head at him.
“Come on. It’s not like we haven’t fucked before.” He said, wiggling his eyebrows at you, a smirk playing on his lips.
“I wouldn’t say that sentence where he can hear you.” You warned Ridoc. “He might kill you.” But your serious face melted into a grin as Garrick sank down behind you, caging you between his thighs.
His hands landed on your lower back, and you had to fight the desire not to moan as he started to knead the muscles. “Who’s killing Ridoc?”
“You.” You replied, grinning at him over your shoulder. “If he keeps bringing up how we fucked.”
“Mhmm, and why are we talking about that?” Garrick asked, voice calm, but his hands found your hips, grip tightening enough to make your pulse skip.
You shouldn’t enjoy the sight show of possessiveness, but you did. “He wants a threesome.”
“Yeah, no” Garrick’s arm looped around the front of your shoulders, pulling you flush against his chest. “That’s not happening.” He said as his other hand wrapped in your hair, tangling it in his fist.
“I tried to tell him.” You said, biting your bottom lip as he gave you hair a little tug.
Ridoc gave a dramatic pout. “Why not? I’m fun.”
Garrick gave your hair a sharper tug, tilting your head and baring your neck to him. “I’m not good at sharing.” You heard Garrick say, his breath hot on your skin for a moment before he gave your neck a playful nip, followed by a soft, soothing kiss.
“Gods you two are hot.”
You met Ridoc’s eyes across the fire, and heat licked through your body, from Garrick’s touch to the way Ridoc was watching you both with barely concealed interest. “We know.” You said with a smirk, but your eyes closed as Garrick pressed another kiss against your neck.
“You wouldn’t have to share you know. I could just watch.” You heard Ridoc say.
You gave a breathy laugh, but the image Ridoc had planted - of him watching as Garrick claimed you- was so hot it made you shift restlessly in Garrick’s lap.
Garrick noticed. He brought his lips up to your ear so you were the only one able to hear him as he whispered to you. “You better stop that, or we’re going to give everyone a show.” He said, pinning you even tighter against his chest. “We’ll talk about it, Gamlyn. Now go away.” Garrick said, his voice low and final.
You opened your eyes again, finding Ridoc grinning at you, but he did as Garrick asked, leaving the two of you alone for the first time all day. Well, as alone as you could be on an island with your friends and brother.
As soon as Ridoc was gone, you felt some of the tension ease from Garrick’s body. His arm dropped from your shoulders, his hand coming to rest low on your stomach, heavy and possessive. He let go of your hair, his hand coming around to rest under your chin to turn and face him. “Wanna talk about what that conversation did to you, or do you want me to find out for myself?”
You gulped, but grabbed his wrist as his hand drifted the tiniest bit lower on your stomach, giving him a warning look. “I’d prefer if you didn’t, since I happen to like you alive, Tavis, and my brother would kill you.”
Garrick chuckled, but slid his hand back up to where it was. “You want him to watch don’t you?” He asked, voice like gravel and smoke.
“Not if you don’t.” You answered sincerely. You never wanted to do anything that Garrick was uncomfortable with, and you didn’t want him to feel like he had to do something because you thought it might be fun. “I mean it’d be stupid to say I don’t think it’d be hot, but I also think if someone you’d fucked tried to watch us, I might take a poisoned knife to their eyeballs.”
“Now I think that’d be hot.” He replied, smirking at you, that dimple you loved so much appearing when you swatted at him. “I’m not . . . opposed though.” He said to your surprise.
The shock must have shown on your face because his grin widened. “Really? Like, not just for me, really?”
“I might’ve . . . dabbled before,” he said with a shrug, clearly enjoying your surprise. “But you’re going to have to get him to keep his mouth shut more.”
“Mhmmm, but I thought you liked dirty talk baby?” You teased, letting out a laugh as he tickled your side.
“Only from you.” You could feel his smile against your cheek as he pressed a kiss there. “I love that sound,” he said, softer now. “Been missing it.”
You rested your head against his shoulder, nuzzling into his neck. “Haven’t had much of a reason to, with you gone, and the world going to shit.” You replied, closing your eyes as he started stroking his thumb up and down your stomach. “How long until you’re on watch?”
“I’ve got a few hours.” Garrick replied, “Xaden wanted to take the first watch.”
You wrapped yourself around Garrick’s arm like a blanket, resting your cheek against it as if it could shield you from the world. “Stay with me?”
You felt his lips against the side of your head. “As long as I can.”
Synopsis: Four times in which you almost kissed Bodhi, and one where he did it for you.
A/N: AUGH this is my baby. I’m in love with this one guys. Also, pretend what I wrote about Tyrrish culture is 100% canon and not totally made up for the vibes.
You always liked the snow.
It was gorgeous; the little white specks of frost glided through the air with what looked like practiced ease, littering your flight leathers with faint, watery markings. You enjoyed the fact that it was silent, unlike the rain, which sometimes made entirely too much noise for your liking — it made it so much easier for you to sit on a distant windowsill and stare into space for what felt like hours at a time. Unnervingly, you also liked how it bit at you, the cold. You’d lay in the snow with your lightest leathers on just to feel the wet chill sink into your bones instead of dry, all-consuming heat that seemed to trail you wherever you went.
Most of all, you like the sight in front of you: Bodhi Durran, in his tall, tawny glory, looking particularly…pretty with little flurries settled in his dark curls. A small part of you aches to run your hands through them, to knock the speckles out — but, you decide, he looks like the pinnacle of perfection like this.
Said man peers down at you with a look of cool concern. “You’re going to freeze,” he accuses.
You smile serenely, your eyes tracking the falling flakes as they descend upon you both.
“Maybe,” you reply. “It would be worth it, to stay out here.”
At once, Bodhi’s eyes soften. He knew your ordeal with heat and fire all too well.
“Still,” he chides, slipping a toned arm around your waist and pulling you into him. “C’mere. I’d prefer it if you didn’t get hypothermia because you like to stand in negative temperatures without your flight jacket.”
You tense for a moment before slowly allowing yourself to melt into his warm embrace, bracing your face on his chest as you both watched how the snow fell in the late-January sky. No words were needed between the two of you when all you needed were gentle touches and the chilly air.
You feel his eyes on you, so you reluctantly peel your face away from his jacket and tilt your head up to face him. Predictably, he’s smiling — but not a full on grin like usual. No, he’s wearing a smile of pure fondness as his gaze meets yours. You can’t help but catch your eyes on his lips, though; Bodhi has always been handsome, even as a younger boy, but the atmosphere combined with his fuller features make him look downright ethereal.
“A penny for your thoughts?” he prompts you gently, nudging you in the ribs.
The touch makes you flinch a little before you straighten and raise your chin. “How much to keep them in?” you challenge.
He chuckles and raises his free hand innocently. “You got me there. Just wanted to know what’s got your eyes all hazy.”
You barely noticed it; your eyes, although you’d been observing the snow keenly, were less focused on the environment around you and more in tune with the shape of his mouth, the little scar on his lower lip, how his mouth moved when he smiled…
How his pretty lips would feel on yours.
You hum. “Nothing much. Just daydreaming again, I guess.”
Silence. Waiting.
“And,” you add, “the weather is making my eyes water.”
Bodhi lets out an exasperated but affectionate huff and moves away from you briefly to peel his flight jacket off and sling it around your shoulders.
“You know,” he drawls, “you’d think being a Wingleader would establish some sort of self-preservation in you.”
Instantly, you’re enveloped into pure heat, but not the kind that usually bothers you. No, this heat is warm and velvety, soothing in a way that is purely Bodhi.
“Nah,” you reply with the faintest trace of a satisfied grin. “Quite the opposite, actually. It makes you willing to risk everything for this sort of stuff.”
You keep it vague.
This sort of stuff.
The peace you feel as you watch snow fall like ashes.
The chance to have a quiet moment for once in your too-chaotic lives.
The moment of clarity you feel when you stare at Bodhi and pray to yourself, “Loial, I’ve had too much taken from me already. Please do not touch him, too.”
༘⋆༄.°⋆
The air around you is charged and slightly humid as you watch a pair of first-years, two boys, fling each other to the padded ground of the sparring gym. It’s rough, hard, and ruthless…Everything you’ve come to enjoy about training at Basgiath.
It’s usually easy to predict who will come out on top with these sorts of matches. One of the guys, Cael McCleary, had clearly been holding back out of pure nervousness when he stepped onto the mat. You sympathize with him — but you also know that sympathy would get him nowhere, especially against a man like Jamilian Sirko, who you’re pretty sure is half war cannon the way he towers over almost all of the cadets here like a bull in a china shop.
Surprisingly, though, McCleary holds his own against Sirko, using his anxious energy as a means of dodging and weaving faster than the taller boy is able to strike. It’s impressive, no doubt about it — but it’s also a test of endurance. Where Sirko is strong and built like a great wall of pure, dark muscle mass, he can’t use that to his advantage against McCleary, a lithe and reedy guy, for much longer before he eventually tires out. Neither of the two look like they’re ready to drop, though — not by a long shot.
You sigh. Looks like you’d be here for a while.
“Good, you two!” you call from your place on the side. “Hurry it up a little, would you? You’re the only thing preventing your squad mates from leaving.”
A quiet brush of footsteps behind you tells you that someone has come to stand by you for the time being — Bodhi, as told by his gleaming grin.
“Look at you, being all commanding,” he greets you, drawing out the last word dramatically. “Gods, how long have they been going for?”
You break your gaze away from the fighting cadets to glance over at the clock on the wall. It’s 11:23.
“I think we’re going on fifteen minutes now,” you murmur. “McCleary is really trying to drag this out to get Sirko down. I can’t say I like the timing, but I do admire his strategy.” You pause. “What are you doing here?”
Bodhi nods, his gaze turning analytical. “Of course,” he adds, completely ignoring your question. “I think he needs to find a place to end it. A good kick to the back of the knees or even the throat would do Sirko in good.”
You’re about to repeat yourself and insist he answer your question when a flash of silver catches your eye — a small dagger being slid from the sideline towards the sparring cadets, its hilt extended to where Sirko would most easily be able to snatch it, if he had the balls.
You freeze. Bodhi nudges you gently with his elbow. “What did they agree to beforehand?”
McCleary, although his fingers twitched anxiously, raised his chin and nodded to his friend, who held three small knives between his fingers. “No weapons?” he asked, raising a hand in need of shaking.
Sirko raised an eyebrow before smiling easily, grasping McCleary’s hand with practiced ease. “No weapons,” he repeated, sealing the deal before they backed away from each other in waiting.
“Oi! Break it up, both of you,” you call over to the boys, who are panting and looking a little more than eager to finish it. You gesture to the little blade that both cadets have yet to notice pick up. “Were you not paying attention to their terms? No weapons for this round. I don’t want to see that shit again.” You quickly use your signet to bend the air around the blade and bring it to you for you to grab.
You sweep it to your outstretched hand and inspect the knife. It’s indistinguishable, really, with no remarkable hilt or quality.
Little tendrils of wind spin the blade by its hilt before you sigh and clear your throat again.
“That’s enough, you two,” you yell over to McCleary and Sirko. “I appreciate your persistence and endurance, but a match should be over before the twenty minute-mark. Good on both of you.”
A tide of complaints and cheers arise from the sideline, and you stalk over to the first-years with a little look of disapproval on your face.
You hold up the knife so they can all see it. “Who was it?” you ask with a scowl. “They agreed on no weapons, and if you think I’ll let attempts to cheat slide, then you’re sorely mistaken. Tell me who it was and I might even let you walk out of here with all your joints intact.”
The first-years all look jolted for a moment before one is pushed to the front — Opal Keenan. She’s pretty, with flame-red hair that must reach to the small of her back when it’s not in a entirely too-complicated braid. She looks embarrassed for a moment before she schools her face into a look of pure ignorance.
“Please,” she sneers. “Anyone would have been grateful if someone picked it up and used it. Preferably Jamilian — McCleary was bound to lose anyway.”
You immediately bristle, raising your chin and fixing an icy glare on the cadet.
“Did I ask who you preferred to win?” you snap. “No, Keenan. If you wanted to see the outcome of the match, you should have considered the consequences of trying to aid a cadet in cheating. The crime you’ve just committed is easily punishable, you know. I’d hate to have to carry out the consequences myself.”
Keenan’s taunting smile widens. “A crime?” she mocks, earning a few glares and hisses from the cadets around her. “That’s rich coming from you, you traitorous bitch. I bet your father—“
Her words are cut off swiftly, and you know it’s because Bodhi has come to stand behind you, standing tall and angrily from a few steps back.
“I’m sorry,” he says sharply, pinning Keenan in place with a glare that looks too unnatural for his warm, brown eyes. “Did you not hear your Wingleader? Cheating on either side of a match is punishable by a dishonorable discharge at its lightest. You should be glad she hasn’t already gone to Emetterio to report this. In fact, I should go do that right now. You’re a shameful example of a cadet, Keenan.”
Keenan opens her mouth again, probably to jeer at you again, before she’s cut off again, this time by you.
“I don’t want to hear that shit out of your mouth again. That’s strike two for you. Test me a third time, and I’ll have no trouble letting Leadership know that you’re interfering with matches and being a downright bitchhead to your squadmates and Wingleader.”
For good measure, you allow your power to flow out of you just a little, little tendrils of air wrapping around Keenan’s throat. She startles and lets out a little choked whimper, losing all of her bravado in what feels like milliseconds. You could kill her like this, if you really wanted to — but you feel a warm hand splay on the small of your back protectively, so you lighten it up just a little. “Do I make myself clear, cadet?”
Keenan nods as quickly as she opened her mouth before you release her after a few seconds of drawing it out, just for your own benefit. She stumbles back with a gasp, her hand flying to her throat and staring at you in horror. You just meet her eyes head-on, steely and cold.
“You’re all dismissed,” you order in a low voice. “And keep this in the back of your minds. I don’t care if you think I’m a traitor or not, but if you think you can get away scot-free with cheating in a match for a reason as stupid as that, then you’re clearly not cut out for this quadrant.”
The first-years waste no time in clearing out of the sparring gym, either because of your order or because they don’t want to be the next one choked out by a Wingleader. Opal Keenan is out first, running like the cowardly little bitch she is, and everyone follows, shooting you looks of fear, surprise, and surprisingly enough, a few grins from the people who agreed that the ginger cadet needed some humbling. You sigh and scrub a hand over your face, suddenly exhausted.
The hand on the small of your back wraps around your waist, pulling you into a chest of taut muscle before Bodhi winds his other arm around you, essentially trapping you against him. His chin comes to rest on your shoulder.
“You handled that really well,” he tells you in a soft voice. “Do you deal with that every day?”
You lean back into him a little. “Not really,” you reply, fixing your eyes out the window and staring into the late-morning sky. “Usually they know to keep their mouths shut around me. I guess someone just wanted to be bold today.”
His quiet snicker by your ear sends a rush of warmth down the skin of your neck. It dies, though, once he catches the edge of your expression.
“Hey,” he prompts. “You want me to tell Emetterio? I’m sure he’ll dish something deserving out for Keenan as soon as he hears.”
You mull over the thought for a few moments before shaking your head. “No. I’m not going to tattle on a first-year just for being a little too uppity. I can handle it.”
Bodhi’s thumb strokes the leather over your stomach idly. “You can,” he affirms. “And you did. You’re strong as hell, Levine.”
His voice lowers. “But I wouldn’t mind kicking her ass if you asked me to.”
You snort and gently jab him in the side with an elbow, only being met by a sputtered protest. “I appreciate the offer,” you assure him. “But I’m gonna let someone else do it in their own time.” You go quiet for a moment before you remember your conversation just a little bit earlier.
“Bodhi,” you grab his attention again, twisting out of his hold to stare at him. “What are you even doing here? This isn’t your squad, and it’s definitely not your wing.”
“So?” he huffs, backing up a little to give you some room. “I’m on break, and I wanted to see you.”
Oh, Amari bless his heart. Bodhi was probably the only man who would ever do such a thing for you. And the way he looks at you right now, like him hunting you down in the middle of your duties was the most obvious thing he could be doing right now, makes you almost brave enough to stand on your toes and press a grateful peck against his cheek.
You restrain yourself.
“Fair enough,” you concede, and he grins sweetly. “But it’s —“ You turn and glance back at the clock. “11:45. Don’t you have to be at land-nav by 11:50?”
His face falls immediately. “Oh, fuck.”
༘⋆༄.°⋆
The only two things keeping you awake at a time like this is your dragon’s gentle reassurances in your ear, and the fact that you haven’t seen Bodhi in approximately 27 hours. You lay in a long-sleeved slip, glaring at the moon through your window.
“You don’t have to lie to me, Zephyr,” Spéir rumbles. For once, she is less proud and more…sisterly, in a way. “I know you are worrying about the Bright One.”
“…And if I am?” you ask, your mental voice coming out more passive-aggressive than you mean to. “Am I wrong for it?”
A low chuckle ripples through the bond. “Of course not,” Spéir replies. “You are mine, Zephyr, but before I chose you, he was within your grasp and kept in the inner workings of your heart. He is your human no more than you are mine. No need to jump to his defense.”
You sigh in frustration, tearing your eyes away from the glow of the moon before you stare at the door. If you had it your way, Bodhi would be sleeping right next to you, his curls spilling down his face messily as he dreamed. But he wasn’t next to you — and you had a sneaking suspicion as to why.
As if your thoughts had caused it, a faint rapping at your door draws your attention. You flick your wrist to summon a mage light, the glow a soft lavender, before you slip out of your bed and creep towards the door.
“Is it—“
“Yes. He came straight for you.”
You rip the door open, and sure enough, Bodhi leans against the threshold, his battered body looking like he’ll fall at any moment.
He stares at you, slightly dazed, before he manages a breathy whisper.
“A thaisce. I’m sorry, but—“
You cut him off by tugging him through the door and pushing a small breeze out to shut the door quietly. You push him over to your bed, urging him to sit on your soft sheets. His knees practically fold in on themselves, making your heart ache. You feel more awake and alert now than you have since he disappeared.
“Easy,” you murmur. “Hey, mhuirnín, easy. Don’t apologize. I take it you just had RSC, huh?”
His gaze meets yours, and for the first time in a long time, he looks exactly like he did when he was a child: Nervous, disoriented, and exhausted.
“Is that what that was?” he asks hoarsely, grabbing at your hands to run his thumbs up and down your wrists. “I thought they would just…I don’t know, have us take notes about it.” He inhales sharply. “But one moment, I’m heading here, and the next, I’m tied up and hazy and our signets aren’t working and Cuir won’t talk to me—“
You hush him, coming to stand in between his legs and running a hand through his tousled hair. “It was the water,” you explain gently. “They drug you to dull the bond so it’s as realistic as possible.”
You crouch a little, forcing him to meet your eyes while you inspect his body for any intensive damage. To your surprise, he looks relatively unharmed past extensive bruising and a split lip. You bring your little tendrils of wind to a warmer temperature and cushion him as you search him. “Anything need to be looked at?”
He shakes his head wearily. “No. They went kind of easy on me. They went after Iris, though. I guess that’s because she has more of a mouth than I do.”
Your eyes narrow, but you say nothing before you do another once-over, just for peace of mind. Bodhi averts his eyes and quietly says, almost sheepishly, “If you want me to go, I can.”
Immediately, you shake your head. “Hell no,” you mutter, nudging his head up with a little breeze. “I’m not letting you leave. I’ve been waiting for you, asshole.”
His face brightens a little, the usual gleam starting to reappear after what must have been hours. “You waited for me?”
“Of course I did.” You scowl a little, nudging his thigh with your own. “I’ll always wait for you, idiot.”
His entire body seems to relax for a few moments before you poke him. “I still have some of your clothes in here. You probably don’t want to shower, but at least change into something comfortable.”
He leans into you in an odd side-hug before rising to his feet. You know he knows his way around your room, so you turn around and close your eyes to let him change without the burden of your intense stare.
“Zephyr,” your dragon prods. “Cuir would like to tell the Bright One that he is here and is sorry that he could not be there.”
“Spéir says that Cuir is sorry he couldn’t be with you,” you tell him, your eyes still squeezed shut. Bodhi looses a rough laugh, and before you know it, the mattress is dipping and he’s tugging you to lay down, now changed into a simple pair of sleep pants and a black shirt. You allow him to pull you down before you grab him in turn and ease his head on to your shoulder, your hands automatically moving to his head to run your fingers through his hair. He shudders appreciatively and wraps a weak arm around your stomach.
The two of you just lay there in the pale lavender light, enjoying the silence of each other’s company. It was unlike Bodhi to be so quiet, but after the ordeal he just went through, you can’t imagine him being lively enough to talk about anything. You resist the urge to dip your head and press your lips to his forehead, although he probably needs the affection right about now.
After what feels like hours of nothing but soft breathing, Bodhi says your name in such a tone that your eyes instantly snap to his.
He hesitates, looking equal parts pleading and embarrassed. “Can you…talk to me? In the Old Language, I mean. I-I don’t care what it’s about.”
You barely suppress an affectionate coo before you nod, smoothing your hands over his back. “Of course,” you say in Tyrrish, your tone growing a tad bit higher-pitched in your native tongue. “I’m proud of you, you know? You look barely scathed, mo laochain.”
His breath catches a little, and you feel a pang of adoration hit you in the gut as he tucks his face into your neck.
“I don’t feel very strong right now,” he admits. “I feel like I could’ve done something to help. To divert attention from the others so they wouldn’t be as hurt.”
“Hey, no,” you say firmly, rubbing his shoulders with a surprising gentleness. “I’m glad you didn’t. I don’t care if that makes me sound selfish, but I’m glad they went easiest on you. Amari knows I’d lose my cool if they did anything else.”
Bodhi stifles a laugh, and then a small groan of pain. You extend a warm cloud to rest over him and ripple over his cuts and bruises.
“Easy,” you say again. “Do not move too much. We’ll go see the healers tomorrow and see what they can do for you — probably more than I can, at least.”
The younger boy’s head rises from the crook of your neck so he can stare at you, his exhaustion apparent in his half-lidded eyes.
“None of that,” he scolds you, as if he’s not the one laying in your arms right now. “You do more for me than any of them could attest to. That’s why I came here and not there with the others.”
“Besides,” he adds, “I missed you. I don’t know how I went years without talking to you, because I think I was going insane by the fifth or sixth hour they kept us.”
For a moment, all you see is him. Not your bedroom, not the glow of your mage light or the moon, and certainly not the silhouettes of roaming dragons out your window. The only two people here, who exist in real time and space, are the both of you. You lean your head to lay against his and ghost your lips right above his ear — the closest thing to kissing him that you’ll allow yourself.
“Well, you’re here now,” you assure him. “And we can talk as much as you need. You should probably sleep, though. I need my favorite person to be somewhat alive tomorrow so that I can keep myself sane.”
Something closer to an actual laugh, a Bodhi Laugh, finally leaves him, making a smile of your own grace your lips.
“Right, Wingleader,” he says in mock-submission. “You talk so I don’t go mad, and I’ll sleep so you don’t, either. Sound like a plan?”
You flick him in the shoulder blade, but it’s not out of annoyance — more like, in your opinion, thankfulness, because you know what you need at a time like this, alone and in need of someone to lean on.
“Deal, mhuirnín.”
༘⋆༄.°⋆
The sun blazes in your eyes, nearly blinding you in the late July heat. Your head rests on Bodhi’s thigh, his fingers sifting through your hair softly as the two of you watch the sun set on Navarre.
Bodhi looks down at you and frowns, moving his hand from your head to splay it directly in your line of vision. Your eyes flit to his, and he shrugs. “It would really suck if you went blind on your birthday.”
You make a small noise of understanding and smile, curling into him a little more. “Happy birthday to me; I get an honorable discharge.”
Bodhi grins and resumes his motions in your hair, taking care to try and keep the sun out of your face. “I think you mean dishonorable,” he corrects you, “since you going blind is completely preventable if you’d just keep your eyes away from the sun.”
You scowl and shoot a lick of ice cold air down his tunic, causing him to emit a soft shriek of surprise. He glares down at you and flicks your forehead.
“Not funny,” he pouts. “Dammit, Levine, that was cold.”
You try and keep your face still, but the stoicism is short-lived as a smile of pure delight takes its hold on you.
“My bad,” you bluff, staring at him with absolutely no shame whatsoever. “I was aiming for your head.”
Bodhi’s eyes narrow, and you know instantly that he’s about to try to pin you into the grass. You roll out of the way with a yelp, but he’s always been just a tad bit faster than you, so he’s upon you in an instant, wrestling you to the ground while all you can do is hold him off of you. After a few moments of struggle, his hands clamp down on your shoulders, and you’re flat on your back before you know it. The position you’re in is unfamiliar; one hand cradles the back of your head so that it doesn’t slam into the ground, while the other holds him up over you. He’s close — closer than what you’re used to, his nose just an inch or two above yours. His eyes fall to your lips, and he swallows before murmuring, “Got you.”
Your cheeks heat up at the proximity, and you involuntarily sent another brush of wind down his back — this time, more gentle, something of a more affectionate nature that you rarely show. You force yourself to blink and ignore the fact that he’s quite literally eyeing you like he wants nothing more than to slam his mouth on to yours.
You stick your tongue out at him. “You had an advantage. I was unprepared.”
He breaks from his staring and snorts, wiggling his eyebrows at you. “Right,” he says dryly. “An advantage. You can call it that, sure.”
You scowl but don’t say anything. It feels a little awkward, seeing as he won’t move from his position above you. You don’t dislike it — not by a long shot — but what’s a girl to do when she’s pinned under her best friend (who she definitely doesn’t want to kiss. Not at all.)?
Bodhi blinks as if coming out of a trance before he clears his throat awkwardly and lets you up, leaning back to sit down. You roll up into a sitting position and lean into him. He feels a little stiffer — probably from prior awkwardness, akin to that of the same nature from when you both were tweens and he was still visibly nervous around you. He’s quiet for a second before he starts.
“So,” he says, rubbing the back of his neck sheepishly. “I know you said you didn’t want anything for your birthday...”
You go still. “You didn’t.”
He waves his hand as if to dismiss your protest. “It’s not big,” he insists, reaching into his pocket. “I know you don’t like gifts very much, and you get overwhelmed by big gestures. I just wanted to do something, since this is your twenty-third birthday.”
In Tyrrish culture, 23 was the age where you were officially considered a woman — not in the physical sense, but in the spiritual sense. It was the aois na laochra, the age of a warrior. You’d almost forgotten about it, since you’d barely taken note of your birthday since your sixteenth — the last birthday you’d been able to have with your entire family.
Your eyes soften, and you swallow the lump in your throat that threatens to make it crack before you respond. “You didn’t have to do that.”
Bodhi shoots you an easy smile. “I know,” he replies casually. “But I wanted to. I wanted to keep the tradition alive, even if you’re the only one it happens for.”
He pulls out what was hidden in his pocket — a small wooden box — and drops it into your palm. “Open it.”
Your thumb brushes against the wood — cherry, sanded and smooth — and on the initials that are carved into the top with a delicateness that’s more than impressive. You have a feeling you know who did this part, and Bodhi confirms it. “He didn’t ask for anything in return.”
You smile before taking a deep breath in and slowly opening the box, your hands a little shaky from the nerves that plague you. Your breath hitches, and you blink down at what lays inside the box: A small ring of onyx with a glittering red gem in the middle. Your fingers hesitantly touch it, and Bodhi is suddenly closer to you, rushing to explain.
“I know you don’t really like big things, so I settled for this. The band is onyx, and the gem is garnet, your birthstone.”
He pauses. “Turn it over?”
You raise an eyebrow but do it anyway, hooking your index finger into the ring and bringing it out so you can turn it to the other side.
You choke out a gasp when you see what he’s nudging you towards, tears previously left unshed brimming in your waterline.
A knight. Two twin wildcats. It’s your family’s coat of arms — the one you haven’t seen in close to ten years.
You swallow again, your voice breaking. “Bodhi—“
“Hey,” he says gently, pulling you into his lap with practiced ease. “It’s okay, I’ve got you. I just thought it’d be nice, so you could have a piece of them on you whenever you wanted.”
You couldn’t even begin to imagine where he found the time to find something like this, to put the sheer effort in accomplishing something like this.
For once, you don’t care. You just bury your head in his shoulder and allow yourself to sob quietly, shivering when his hands come up to cradle you to his chest.
“Thank you,” you whisper to him in Tyrrish. “Thank you.”
His heart twists, and he clutches you ever closer to him. “Anything for you.”
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Bodhi’s heart pounds in his ears as he runs through the halls of Riorson House, blood spilling into his mouth from just how hard he’d bitten his lip just a few minutes beforehand. He doesn’t care. He doesn’t have time — not when he’s got a very important matter to attend to.
Xaden had scared the shit out of him when he’d suddenly appeared from what felt like out of nowhere, his dark eyes huge and sparkling.
“Bodhi,” he’d breathed. “She’s here. Go to her.” It didn’t take a genius to know just who he was talking about, and Bodhi had taken off in a flash, abandoning whatever the hell he’d been doing for Jesinia in her little bookish habitat. His legs couldn’t push him faster, and he suddenly wished he could wield distance like Garrick, so he could get outside much faster than the rate he had going for him.
“Cuir,” he gasps, tugging on the string of his bond. “Is it true? Is she here?”
The dragon lets out an affirming rumble. “Yes, Gréine; Spéir and the girl are injured, but they have returned from Morraine alive.”
If it’s at all possible, Bodhi forces his legs to work harder, pump faster, to book it outside with hardly a glance behind him. He finally bursts through the front entrance and skids on the stone path, whipping his head around to look for you — his girl, his love, his light. He spots Spéir first, her massive black form standing tall next to two other dragons. One of her wings is bloody, and some of her scales have been ripped clean off, but she looks relatively fine other than that.
Then, he spots you and books it toward you, not giving damns nor shits about the three dragons that aren’t his that surround you. You’ve barely looked up once he makes it to you, throwing himself into you and pulling you protectively into his chest.
Nine months. It’s been nine months since you’ve been stationed in Morraine. Nine months of not seeing or speaking to you. He doesn’t know how he could stand it.
Your arms crush him into a hug, and your knees almost buckle from the sheer force of how you hold each other.
He holds you like it’s the last time he ever will, like every promise he’s ever made and will ever make is sealed into your skin with every fleeting second that he presses into your form. No one could take you from him if they tried — not a general’s orders, not even Malek, if he could help it.
You pull away, and he finally gets a good look at you. You’re gorgeous, as always, even with scars lining your jaw and blood covering your face. He doesn’t think he’s seen a more wonderful sight in his life. He presses his forehead to yours, searching your eyes for…Well, just about anything. He’ll take everything and anything he can get from you.
“Bodhi,” you whisper, his name falling from your lips reverently. “Gods, I don’t—“
Your eyes widen as he silences you. Not with words, though; your lips are sealed the moment he grabs your jaw and slams his mouth on to yours, effectively shutting you up. You wouldn’t have it any other way.
His lips are chapped and bloody, courtesy of how hard he bit them earlier, but the metallic tang is the last thing on your mind as he kisses you fiercely and desperately, like you’re his oasis in a desert of nothingness. His light in a vast ocean of shadow. Your lungs burn from the lack of breath, but you don’t have it in you to care, not when he’s kissing you like this.
He finally breaks away after what feels like forever and nothing and presses his forehead back to yours, wiping some of the blood on your face with a calloused finger.
“A thaisce,” he whispers in the Old Language, long-suppressed tears running down his cheeks at the mere sight of your face. “Mo leannan. Mo Shíorghrá. I am never letting you leave my side ever again. Never again. I promise.”
Tyrrendor is where Bodhi grew up, and Basgiath is where he became a man, but in your arms, with your lips locked with his? Bodhi has never felt more at home.
Xaden's life has changed completely. Ever since he became King of Tyrrendor, your lover, overcame venin, his life has been perfect. Hs squad now grows, in many ways, and the old Xaden Riorson would have not suspected this to be his faith.
Word count: 13.4k
This contains mature themes: mentions of giving birth, kidnapping, blood, war
I don't think there is any spoiler in fairness, it's just what I'd love the ending to be.
The kitchen was quiet, save for the faint chirping of birds outside, signalling the early morning. The cool, pale light of dawn filtered through the wide windows, casting long shadows across the polished countertops. You stood at the sink, the knife in your hand sliding through the stems of wildflowers with practiced ease. Each snip was soft but definitive, the rhythmic sound blending with the gentle hum of the world waking around you.
The bouquet you were arranging was far from perfect—wildflowers rarely behaved the way delicate garden blooms did—but you didn’t care. You needed this. The act of creating something with your hands, something beautiful in a world that had seen so much ruin, felt grounding. Cathartic, even. The vase stood waiting on the counter, half-filled with water, droplets clinging to the glass like dewdrops.
The house was still. Xaden was likely still asleep upstairs, his chest rising and falling in the deep, unguarded rhythm you’d come to recognize as his only true form of rest. His responsibilities as King of Tyrrendor weighed heavily on him, even in the year since the revolution had ended. Peace had not come easily—it had demanded sacrifices, including pieces of himself he’d never truly reclaim. But now, Tyrrendor had something it hadn’t had in generations: hope.
You ran your thumb over the stem of one of the flowers, feeling the ridges and imperfections under your skin. Three days ago, Violet had given birth to her son, Alic. The name had startled you at first, dredging up memories you thought you’d buried. Aaric’s brother. The man who had challenged Garrick Tavis during Threshing, who had tried to take his dragon and paid the ultimate price.
And now, there was a child carrying his name. A child Violet and Aaric had brought into a world that was finally safe enough for him to grow up in. You weren’t sure how Xaden truly felt about it; he’d mentioned Alic’s name only once in passing before falling silent, a shadow crossing his expression that you hadn’t dared to press. You’d learned, over the years, to wait for him to bring things to you when he was ready. And he always did. Eventually.
Chaire’s presence unfurled in your mind like smoke curling through a quiet room. Why are you awake, Lumiere? The sun has barely kissed the horizon, and you’re playing florist?
His voice was a rich, rumbling thing, laced with dry amusement. You smiled despite yourself, pausing to brush an errant strand of hair from your face. I couldn’t sleep.
Hmm. There was a deliberate pause, his amusement shifting into something sharper, more knowing. Or perhaps you couldn’t stop thinking about what you’d say to Violet when you see her next.
You rolled your eyes, though you knew he couldn’t see it. I’m not thinking about that.
Liar. The word was a purr, low and teasing, but not unkind. Your thoughts have been circling like vultures for days. You humans have such a peculiar attachment to guilt. Alic is long dead, and his name is just that—a name. Yet you brood as if his ghost is perched on your shoulder.
I’m not brooding, Chaire. But the truth of his words pricked at you, and you sighed, setting the knife down. It’s just... complicated.
It always is. His tone softened, the bond between you humming with warmth. But it’s done, little one. The past cannot be rewritten, and Violet’s choices are her own. They do not diminish you, nor do they tarnish what you have now.
You leaned against the counter, the cool marble pressing into your palms. The bouquet was almost finished, the wildflowers forming a chaotic but oddly beautiful arrangement. You’d placed the brightest blooms at the centre, surrounded by smaller, softer ones. It felt symbolic in a way, though you couldn’t quite articulate why.
Chaire’s presence lingered, a steady, comforting weight in the back of your mind. You should wake him, he said after a moment. Your mate will sulk if he finds out you were up before him and didn’t say anything.
A small laugh escaped you. He doesn’t sulk.
Oh, he sulks, Chaire countered, his amusement returning. And you let him get away with it, which only makes it worse.
You shook your head, pushing off the counter and reaching for the vase. The bouquet fit perfectly, the wildflowers spreading like a burst of sunlight. It was messy, imperfect—but it was yours. Just like the life you and Xaden had built here, in the fragile peace of a world no longer at war.
As you turned toward the stairs, ready to wake him, Chaire’s voice curled through your mind one last time, soft and uncharacteristically tender. You are enough, little one. For him, for this world—for yourself. Don’t forget that.
You reached for the rose, its deep crimson petals unfurling like velvet against the pale morning light. It was stunning, the kind of flower that demanded attention, even among the wildflowers you’d gathered. But as your fingers brushed the stem, a sharp sting blossomed at the tip of your index finger.
You hissed softly, pulling your hand back and glancing at the small bead of blood that had welled up. Without thinking, you brought your finger to your lips, the coppery tang of your blood meeting your tongue. The sting faded quickly, but you didn’t stop to linger on it. The bouquet wasn’t finished yet, and the vase demanded your full attention.
The roses had to go in next, carefully arranged among the wildflowers to create a contrast between elegance and chaos. You leaned in, frowning slightly as you adjusted the angle of one bloom, tucking it just beneath a spray of lavender. The quiet world around you faded as you focused, completely absorbed in the task at hand.
It wasn’t until a familiar, silky sensation wrapped around your waist that you realized you were no longer alone.
The shadows came first, coiling around you like a lover’s embrace. They were warm, alive with the faint hum of Xaden’s magic, and they tugged gently, pulling you back a step before you could react. A startled laugh escaped your lips as you straightened, the bouquet momentarily forgotten in your hands.
And then you felt him—solid, warm, and undeniably Xaden—press against your back. His arms circled you, drawing you flush against his bare chest. The scent of him enveloped you, a mix of cedar and something darker, uniquely him. He was leaning casually against the doorframe, his posture as relaxed as his hold on you was firm.
“Up before dawn and playing with flowers,” Xaden murmured, his voice low and rough from sleep. The sound sent a shiver down your spine, and you couldn’t help but smile. “Should I be worried?”
You twisted slightly in his arms, just enough to glance at him over your shoulder. His hair was a tousled mess, dark strands sticking out in every direction as if he’d just rolled out of bed. Which, judging by the lazy smirk on his lips and the faint shadow of stubble on his jaw, he probably had. He was shirtless, his skin still warm from sleep, and the soft gray sweatpants slung low on his hips left little to the imagination.
“You’re awake,” you said simply, your voice softer than you intended.
“I am now.” His lips curved into a smirk, though his dark eyes were warm as they swept over you. “You’re making enough noise to wake the entire citadel.”
“I’m not noisy,” you protested, though your tone lacked conviction. You turned your attention back to the bouquet, but Xaden didn’t let you go. His arms tightened slightly, keeping you anchored against him.
He glanced over your shoulder at the arrangement in your hands, his expression softening as he took it in. “It’s beautiful,” he said after a moment, his voice quieter now. “You’re beautiful.”
A flush crept up your neck at the unexpected compliment, and you shook your head, trying to hide your smile. “It’s just a bunch of flowers.”
“It’s more than that,” he countered, his lips brushing the shell of your ear. The sensation sent warmth pooling in your chest. “You could make a battlefield look like art.”
You didn’t respond, too flustered by the quiet intensity in his voice. Instead, you focused on the bouquet, adjusting one of the roses to avoid meeting his gaze. But Xaden wasn’t one to let you off the hook so easily.
He shifted slightly, his hands sliding down to rest on your hips, his touch light but possessive. “Are you going to tell me what’s really on your mind, or do I have to guess?”
You hesitated, your fingers tightening slightly around the stems of the bouquet. But before you could answer, Xaden leaned in, pressing a soft kiss to the side of your neck. It was gentle, almost absentminded, but it sent a jolt of electricity through you all the same.
“Take your time,” he murmured against your skin, his voice a low rumble that made your knees feel weak. “I’m not going anywhere.”
And with that, he rested his chin on your shoulder, his dark eyes watching as you arranged the final flower. The weight of him, the warmth of his presence, made the world feel a little less heavy. For the first time in days, you let yourself exhale.
You leaned against the counter, turning the bouquet slowly in your hands, the flowers casting long shadows on the marble as the early sunlight caught their petals. Xaden still stood behind you, his arms encircling your waist, his chin resting lightly on your shoulder. The quiet intimacy of the moment was grounding, yet the words you needed to say caught in your throat like thorns.
He noticed, of course. Xaden always noticed. His hands, rough and calloused yet achingly gentle, tightened slightly on your hips. “You’ve been quiet,” he murmured, his voice still carrying the rasp of sleep. “Too quiet. That usually means there’s something weighing on you.”
You swallowed, staring down at the vibrant arrangement in your hands. The roses seemed brighter now, almost glaring in their perfection. You set the bouquet down carefully on the counter, buying yourself a moment to gather your thoughts.
“It’s not an easy thing to explain,” you began, your voice softer than you intended. “I love Violet and Aaric. I really do. They’ve both been through so much, and seeing them find this kind of happiness after everything…” You paused, exhaling shakily. “It’s beautiful. I love that they invited us to meet their son. I want to be there for them. I do.”
Xaden didn’t say anything, but his presence behind you was steady and grounding. His thumbs traced slow, comforting circles against your hips, silently encouraging you to continue.
“It’s just…” You hesitated, your fingers brushing absently against the edge of the countertop. “It’s complicated. You and Violet—you’ll always have this bond because of Sgaeyl and Tairn. And I know that’s not something either of you chose, but it’s there. It always will be.”
His silence was heavy, but it wasn’t impatient. He was giving you the space to speak without interruption, and for that, you were grateful.
“And now, with Alic…” You trailed off, biting your lip. The name felt heavy on your tongue, weighted with a history you weren’t sure you could untangle. “He’s theirs, Xaden. Their son. And I know it’s irrational, but it makes me feel…awkward. Like I don’t belong in this part of their lives. Like I’m intruding on something I can never fully understand.”
The words tumbled out before you could stop them, and the moment they did, you felt the sharp sting of vulnerability settle in your chest. You turned your head slightly, catching Xaden’s gaze. His dark eyes were unreadable for a moment, his expression guarded yet softened by something that looked like understanding.
“Say something,” you whispered, the weight of your confession pressing down on you.
Xaden’s lips pressed together, his brow furrowing slightly as he processed your words. Then, slowly, he shifted, turning you in his arms so that you were facing him fully. His hands came up to cradle your face, his thumbs brushing lightly over your cheekbones. The tenderness in his touch sent a pang through your chest.
“You’re not intruding,” he said, his voice low but steady. “And you’re not irrational. This…all of this…it’s complicated as hell. I won’t deny that. But you have just as much of a place in this as anyone else. Violet and Aaric invited us because they care about us, because they want us to be part of their lives. Not because they feel obligated, not because of the bond between Sgaeyl and Tairn, but because they trust us. They trust you.”
You opened your mouth to respond, but he leaned in, pressing his forehead against yours. The gesture was intimate, grounding, and it silenced you before you could protest.
“I’m not saying it’ll be easy,” Xaden continued, his voice softer now. “But you don’t have to figure this out alone. We’ll go. We’ll meet Alic. And if it feels awkward or messy or too much, then we’ll leave. Together. But you’re not an outsider in this, love. You’re mine, and that makes you part of everything I am.”
Tears pricked at the corners of your eyes, and you let out a shaky breath, your hands gripping the fabric of his sweatpants as if anchoring yourself to him. His words settled over you like a balm, easing the ache in your chest.
“You always know what to say,” you murmured, your voice trembling slightly.
He smirked, leaning back just enough to brush his lips against yours. “Only because I know you better than you think.”
You smiled softly, the tension easing slightly as Xaden’s words sank in. His hands were still cradling your face, his dark eyes searching yours with a mixture of tenderness and quiet intensity. But even now, you couldn’t help the teasing edge that slipped into your voice.
“Did you read my intentions just now?” you asked, tilting your head playfully as you raised an eyebrow at him.
Xaden’s lips twitched, the beginnings of a smirk forming. “What are you talking about?”
“You’re doing that thing,” you continued, pretending to be serious even as the corner of your mouth quirked upward. “The whole ‘I know exactly what you’re thinking before you say it’ thing. Did you read my mind or something? Because I didn’t feel you reaching through the block.”
His smirk deepened, and the low chuckle that escaped him sent warmth curling in your chest. “You’re impossible, you know that?”
“You didn’t deny it.” You grinned now, leaning into his touch just a little more. “I’m onto you, Xaden Riorson. Admit it—you’ve been secretly reading my mind this whole time.”
“I don’t need to read your mind to know you,” he countered smoothly, leaning in closer, his breath warm against your lips. “You’re an open book to me. Always have been.”
You scoffed, trying and failing to suppress the flutter in your chest. “That’s what someone who’s secretly been reading my intentions would say.”
His smirk grew wicked, and before you could react, his arms tightened around you, lifting you effortlessly off the ground. A squeal of surprise escaped you as he spun you around, his laugh rumbling against your back like a thunderstorm.
“Keep teasing me,” he said, setting you back down but keeping you firmly in his grasp. “And I might have to prove just how well I know you.”
“Oh, please,” you shot back, breathless but grinning. “You’re too soft to prove anything right now. You just woke up.”
Xaden leaned down until his lips were hovering just above your ear, his voice dropping to that dangerously low tone that always made your knees weak. “Careful, sunshine. I might be soft now, but I can change that.”
Your breath caught, and for a moment, you were utterly still, caught in the heat of his words. Then you shoved lightly at his chest, laughing as you pulled away. “You’re incorrigible.”
“And you love it,” he said, his smirk softening into a genuine smile as he pulled you back into his arms.
You didn’t argue, because he was absolutely right.
You couldn’t help the giggle that slipped out, light and airy as it escaped your lips. It started softly, barely more than a sound of breath, but quickly grew until you were grinning, the tension in your chest unravelling completely. Xaden tilted his head at you, his dark brows raising in that way he always did when he caught you in a moment he didn’t entirely understand but found entertaining nonetheless.
“What?” he asked, his voice filled with a mixture of amusement and curiosity. His arms were still looped loosely around your waist, keeping you close, his body warm and steady against yours.
You shook your head, biting your lip as another laugh bubbled up. “I don’t know,” you admitted, your voice light and almost incredulous, like the weight you’d been carrying had been lifted so suddenly you weren’t sure what to do with yourself. “I was so worked up about it—about everything—but now… I don’t know. I just feel excited. Like—there’s a baby in the squad now. A baby, Xaden.”
The words tumbled out of you in a rush, and the giddiness in your voice was impossible to miss. You let out another giggle, leaning your head against his chest as the realization fully hit you. “I mean, how weird is that? After everything we’ve been through—revolutions, battles, betrayals—and now we’ve got… a baby. In the squad. Can you even imagine?”
Xaden’s lips twitched, the beginnings of a smile tugging at the corners of his mouth. “I don’t think Alic’s going to be taking on Threshing anytime soon, if that’s what you mean.”
You snorted, swatting playfully at his chest. “That’s not what I mean, and you know it. I just… I don’t know, I think it’s kind of amazing. After everything we’ve lost, everything we’ve fought for, there’s this little life now. Something innocent and good. It feels… hopeful.”
The words came out quieter, softer now, and you looked up at him, your eyes shining with a mixture of emotion and newfound excitement. Xaden’s gaze softened, his usual sharpness giving way to something warm and unguarded. He reached up, tucking a loose strand of hair behind your ear, his fingers lingering for a moment before trailing down to your jaw.
“It is hopeful,” he agreed, his voice steady and certain. “And you’re allowed to feel excited about it. You’re allowed to feel everything, even if it’s messy.”
You smiled at him, your heart swelling as his words settled over you. And then, as if you couldn’t contain yourself any longer, you let out another laugh, stepping back slightly but grabbing his hands in yours. “Can you imagine? Violet’s probably already teaching him strategies to overthrow the government, and Aaric’s probably arguing about which flying technique is the safest for kids.”
Xaden chuckled, the sound low and warm, and you could feel the tension in him ease as well. “They’ll be lucky if Alic doesn’t try to steal a dragon egg by the time he’s ten.”
You laughed harder, the sound filling the kitchen like sunlight. “I mean, I wouldn’t put it past him. With parents like that? He’s bound to be trouble.”
“And if Sgaeyl and Tairn have anything to say about it,” Xaden added, his smirk growing. “The kid’s going to have two of the most overprotective dragons in history watching his every move.”
“Oh, definitely.” You shook your head, still smiling. “Can you imagine Sgaeyl trying to teach him manners? She’ll probably lecture him about posture and poise while Tairn sneaks him extra treats behind her back.”
The thought sent you into another fit of giggles, and Xaden finally broke, laughing quietly along with you. He pulled you back into his arms, pressing a kiss to the top of your head as your laughter finally subsided into a contented sigh.
“You’re something else,” he murmured, his voice soft against your hair. “You know that?”
You looked up at him, your smile still lingering. “Yeah, but you love it.”
He smirked, leaning down to brush his lips against yours. “I really do.”
You were still smiling, the warmth of your earlier laughter lingering as you glanced back at the bouquet on the counter. A faint hum of excitement buzzed through you, thoughts of tiny Alic and the strange, hopeful future ahead swirling in your mind. You reached out to adjust one of the flowers, still chattering, your voice light and teasing.
“Do you think Violet and Aaric are ready for the chaos? I mean, a baby with their genes? That’s a future instigator of revolutions if I’ve ever seen one—”
You trailed off mid-sentence, realizing Xaden hadn’t responded. Slowly, you turned to glance at him over your shoulder, expecting to see his usual smirk or a quip forming on his lips. Instead, he was just… watching you.
His dark eyes were fixed on you, unblinking, his expression unreadable. There was no teasing smirk, no sharp remark. Just an intensity that made you feel like he was seeing through every layer of you, like he was memorizing the way the morning light kissed your face, the way your lips quirked as you spoke, the way your fingers danced absentmindedly over the counter.
“What?” you asked softly, tilting your head at him. “Why are you looking at me like that?”
He didn’t answer right away, and the silence stretched, leaving you confused and just a little unsettled. You shifted your weight, your brows furrowing as you studied him. “Xaden?”
Still, he said nothing, and the longer he stared, the more your nerves bubbled to the surface. “Okay, seriously, are you trying to read my intentions again? Because I’m telling you right now, there’s nothing particularly exciting happening in my head.”
That earned the faintest twitch of his lips, but it wasn’t the reaction you were expecting. He just shook his head slightly, his gaze never leaving yours.
“You’re doing it again,” you said, your voice quieter now, edged with curiosity. “The whole mysterious, brooding thing. What are you thinking?”
Finally, after what felt like an eternity, he spoke, his voice low and almost hesitant. “Nothing,” he said, his words deliberate, like he was choosing them carefully. “I just… You’re incredible. That’s all.”
Your confusion deepened for a moment before your chest tightened, warmth flooding through you at the sincerity in his tone. “Xaden,” you started, but he cut you off, stepping closer and lifting a hand to brush his fingers against your cheek.
“I mean it,” he said, his voice barely above a whisper. “You have no idea how incredible you are, do you?”
You blinked up at him, his words sinking in slowly, leaving you momentarily speechless. The weight of his gaze, the warmth in his touch, it was all so much and yet not overwhelming. It was grounding, like standing at the edge of something vast and infinite, knowing that he was there to catch you if you fell.
“I—” you started, your voice faltering slightly before you cleared your throat. “You can’t just say things like that, you know.”
His lips twitched, but the smirk that usually accompanied his teasing remarks didn’t fully form. Instead, he cupped your face with both hands, his thumb brushing lightly over your cheekbone. “Why not? It’s true.”
You scoffed lightly, though the warmth spreading through your chest betrayed your attempt to play it cool. “Because it’s not fair. You say something like that, and now I’m the one who doesn’t know what to say.”
“That’s a first,” he said, his tone lighter now, though the depth in his gaze didn’t waver. “You’re never at a loss for words.”
“Guess you’ve finally managed to shut me up,” you quipped, your voice soft but carrying the hint of a smile.
His lips finally curved into a proper smirk, and he leaned in, his forehead resting against yours. “I’ll consider it one of my greatest accomplishments.”
You couldn’t help but laugh, the sound quiet and warm between the two of you. “You’re insufferable, you know that?”
“And yet, you’re still here.”
The teasing glint in his eyes was back now, but there was something deeper there too—something steady and unyielding. His hands slid from your face to your waist, pulling you closer until there was no space left between you. The heat of him, the strength in his hold, it was all-consuming in the best way.
“I’m still here,” you agreed softly, your hands sliding up his bare chest to rest against his shoulders. “And I always will be. No matter how insufferable you get.”
His expression softened at your words, and for a moment, the teasing melted away, leaving nothing but raw honesty in its place. “Good,” he said, his voice barely above a whisper. “Because I don’t know what I’d do without you.”
The vulnerability in his words, in his tone, sent a shiver down your spine. You reached up, your fingers brushing through his dark, unruly hair, and pressed a soft kiss to his lips. “You’re stuck with me, Riorson. Get used to it.”
“Gladly,” he murmured, his voice low and rich with promise as he pulled you even closer, the world outside fading away entirely.
You pulled back just enough to glance at him, a playful glint returning to your eyes as the weight of the moment lightened. “Alright, enough of the sentimental stuff,” you said, trying to sound nonchalant, but the grin tugging at your lips gave you away. “You’re going to help me wrap this bouquet, right?”
Xaden raised an eyebrow, his fingers still resting on your waist. He seemed amused by the sudden shift in mood, but there was no hesitation in his gaze as he nodded. “I didn’t realize I was a florist now, but for you? Anything.”
You laughed, stepping away from him and moving toward the counter where the bouquet was resting. “Good. I’m pretty sure I’m going to need all the help I can get. And since I’m not exactly a professional when it comes to flower arrangements—” You gestured vaguely at the messy array of stems and petals, “—I think it’s only fair that you do your part.”
Xaden grinned, following you to the counter, his hands resting on the edge as he looked down at the flowers with a mock seriousness. “Alright, what’s the plan? Do I need to make them look pretty, or are we going for the ‘just throw a bunch of stuff together and hope for the best’ look?”
“Definitely the first option,” you teased, picking up the roll of floral wrap and a pair of scissors. “I’m not leaving here with a disaster on my hands. I need this to be at least presentable.”
He made a show of dramatically inspecting the bouquet, his eyes narrowing as if the flowers were a puzzle only he could solve. “Don’t worry, I’ve got this,” he said with a smirk, clearly enjoying the chance to tease you right back.
You handed him the roll of floral wrap, and he immediately began unrolling it, his focus intense as he fumbled with the edges. You couldn’t help but laugh at the sight. “You look like you’ve never wrapped a gift in your life.”
“I’ll have you know, I’m an expert at unwrapping things,” he shot back, his smirk widening as he glanced over at you.
“Oh, I’m sure you are.” You rolled your eyes playfully, moving to straighten the flowers as he awkwardly tried to manage the wrap. “Just try to keep it together, okay? We need this to look like it wasn’t made by a toddler.”
With exaggerated concentration, Xaden carefully arranged the wrap around the stems, but his movements were all slow and deliberate, as if he was savouring every moment of the task. You could tell it wasn’t exactly second nature to him, but there was something endearing about his determination.
“I don’t know if it’s the flowers or the fact that I’m just trying not to make a mess, but I feel like I’m getting a crash course in floral design,” he said, his voice tinged with amusement.
“Well, consider it a life skill,” you teased, watching him carefully as he worked. “Every person should know how to wrap a bouquet. It’s a part of being an adult.”
“I’ll keep that in mind,” he replied dryly, finishing the wrap with surprisingly decent precision. “How’s that?”
You took a step back to inspect his work, your lips curving into a smile at the sight. It wasn’t perfect, but it was definitely good enough for what you needed, and the effort he’d put in was more than enough to make you appreciate it. “Not bad, Riorson. I’ll let you keep your ‘florist’ title for now.”
He gave a smug little nod. “I knew I had it in me.”
“Alright, now let’s tie this off.” You handed him the twine, and without missing a beat, he wrapped it around the stems, securing everything in place with surprising ease.
When he finished, you stepped back, your hands on your hips as you surveyed the bouquet. “I think we make a pretty good team.”
“Sure, if you’re into making flowers look presentable,” Xaden replied with a teasing smirk.
You grinned at him, feeling lighter than you had in days. “You know, I think I’ll take that as a compliment.”
“You should.” He gave you a knowing look, stepping closer and brushing a stray strand of hair behind your ear. “After all, I’m the one who helped make this bouquet look almost perfect.”
You carefully set the bouquet into the water, making sure the flowers were resting comfortably in the glass vase, the soft morning light highlighting their delicate petals. The faint scent of roses filled the air, and for a brief moment, everything felt serene, like the calm before the storm of excitement about to follow. You stepped back, admiring the bouquet before turning to leave the kitchen.
Just as you stepped into the hallway, you felt a pair of strong arms slip around your waist, lifting you effortlessly off your feet. A startled laugh escaped you as Xaden’s presence enveloped you. “Alright, what are you doing?” you asked, your voice a mix of surprise and amusement.
Xaden didn’t answer immediately, only holding you securely against him. You glanced up at him, catching the way his lips curved into a playful smirk, his eyes dark with that signature look of mischief. “I’m carrying you,” he said, matter-of-factly, as if it were the most natural thing in the world.
“Really?” You raised an eyebrow, half amused, half baffled. “What happened to I’m just going to stand here and look at you like you’ve lost your mind?”
He gave a low chuckle, carrying you effortlessly as he started up the stairs toward the bedroom. “I figured we could mix things up a bit,” he said. “Besides, you’ve got enough on your mind with the baby talk. I’m just trying to make sure you don’t overexert yourself.”
You rolled your eyes, but you couldn’t deny the way your heart fluttered at his gentleness. “You’re unbelievable, you know that?”
“Yeah, yeah.” His voice was light, teasing, but there was a tenderness behind it that made you relax against him.
You couldn’t help but grin at the easy banter, but as he carried you into the bedroom, you found yourself feeling a sudden surge of excitement that wasn’t entirely about the bouquet or the quiet morning. You had been looking forward to hearing all about Violet’s baby, and you wanted to share what you’d learned from Brennan and Mira.
“You know, Brennan and Mira are absolutely over the moon about Alic,” you said, your voice soft with affection as you settled against his chest, your fingers tracing light patterns along his arm. “They met him yesterday.”
Xaden’s grip on you tightened slightly, but his eyes remained focused on the path ahead. “Yeah?” He tilted his head, genuinely curious. “What’d they say?”
“They’re completely taken with him. Brennan couldn’t stop talking about how perfect he is, how he already has his eyes, like Violet's, and how he's got this little furrowed brow when he’s thinking,” you said with a fond smile, the image of the baby, so new and innocent, filling your mind. “Mira kept going on about how tiny his hands are, and how he’s going to grow up with so much personality because Violet’s already spoiling him rotten.”
Xaden’s lips quirked at the mention of Violet spoiling her son. “I don’t think she’s going to have much of a choice, considering the way Tairn’s already attached to the kid.”
“Oh, definitely,” you agreed, laughing softly. “Mira was saying Tairn is practically hovering over him, like he's the new baby dragon. She said if Alic makes the slightest noise, Tairn’s on alert.”
Xaden’s expression softened at that, his eyes briefly flicking over to the side. “Can’t say I blame him. It’s probably strange, for all of them, having a baby in the family after everything that’s happened.”
“Yeah, it’s definitely a change.” You paused, your fingers lightly brushing against his chest as you leaned into him more, your mind turning over the complexities of the situation. “But, I think it’s a good change. Like… a new chapter. For everyone.”
Xaden was quiet for a moment, and when he spoke again, his voice was low and thoughtful. “I’m glad we’re part of it. I’m glad you’re part of it.”
As Xaden stepped through the door of your bedroom, he gave a small sigh, lowering you gently onto the bed. You shifted slightly in his arms before your feet hit the ground, and without a second thought, you darted toward your vanity across the room. The soft light from the window illuminated the space, casting everything in a gentle glow that made the room feel peaceful—but not peaceful enough to stop you from running around like a whirlwind.
Xaden blinked in mild confusion, watching you rush to the vanity. His brow furrowed as he leaned against the doorframe, his eyes tracing your movements. “It’s still early, you know. You don’t need to get all dressed up this early,” he said, a note of concern in his voice, though there was amusement tugging at the corners of his lips.
You didn’t even glance at him as you practically flung yourself into the chair at your vanity, pulling open the drawers to rummage for your essentials. “I have to make a good first impression, Xaden. It’s important.” You replied in a voice that was far more serious than it should’ve been, though there was an undercurrent of excitement. Your hands worked quickly, pulling your hairbrush through your tangled hair, ignoring the small knots as you made the swift, efficient motions.
Xaden’s confusion deepened. “First impression? Who exactly are you trying to impress this early in the morning?”
You paused for only a second, catching the glint of his dark eyes in the mirror’s reflection. Your hands didn’t stop moving, however, as you pulled a strand of hair back from your face and began curling it with a quick flick of your wrist. “Alic,” you said, as if it were the most obvious thing in the world. You focused on smoothing down a few stray strands of hair, your motions precise. “I’m meeting him today, and I need to look like I didn’t just roll out of bed.”
Xaden’s eyebrows shot up as he slowly walked over to the side of the bed, clearly still processing. “You’re getting ready for a baby?” he asked, the bemusement in his voice barely contained. “He’s, what, like… a day or so old?”
“Exactly!” You practically bounced in the chair, turning to face him with a grin as you applied a light coat of mascara to your lashes. “And I need him to know that Auntie YN is cool. You know, I’ve got to look the part.” You winked at him through the mirror, your energy suddenly sky-high.
Xaden crossed his arms, leaning against the dresser now, clearly bewildered but trying to hold back his own laugh. “You’re serious,” he muttered, shaking his head. “You’re over here getting dressed up for a baby that can’t even see straight yet?”
You threw your head back with a laugh, a quick, light sound that bounced off the walls. “It’s all about the vibe, Xaden. First impressions are everything. Even for babies.”
Xaden just watched you, his eyes softening as he took in the way your hands moved with such precision, as if every moment mattered. He didn’t interrupt as you finished curling your hair and began lightly applying makeup, your face growing more polished with each swipe of product.
“Alright, alright,” he said, his tone a mix of mockery and affection. “But if you end up spending all this time getting ready, you might miss your chance to actually hold the kid.”
You shot him a side-eye, your grin playful. “I’m making sure I look good doing it.”
Xaden raised an eyebrow, looking over your work so far. Your hair was falling in soft waves, and your makeup was subtle but perfect, enhancing your natural features. You really did look like you were about to step into the room and make a strong impression—not just on a baby, but on anyone who saw you.
He couldn’t help but smile at you, the affectionate look in his eyes finally matching the teasing grin he often wore. “Well, I’m just glad you’re not trying to impress anyone else, or I’d be jealous.”
Your eyes sparkled with mischief as you finished adjusting the last strand of hair. You gave him an exaggerated pout. “Oh please, Xaden. You know you’re the only one who can keep up with me.”
Xaden stretched out on the bed, feeling the cool sheets beneath him as he let out a deep breath. The energy from the morning was still buzzing in his veins, but his body was craving the soft embrace of rest. He had no intention of fully falling back asleep, but the idea of relaxing for just a few more minutes sounded too good to pass up. His eyes flickered over to you as you adjusted yourself by the vanity, but his thoughts quickly drifted to Violet.
With a mental nudge, he reached out to the bond between him and Violet. His connection to her wasn’t one he used lightly—only in moments like this, when he felt the pull of the bond, like he needed to check in on her.
The warmth of her presence washed over him, the familiar sense of her emotions seeping through the bond, like a slow-moving river that always carried the weight of their history. He settled into the connection, finding a calm, steady rhythm in the flow of her thoughts.
Violence? he sent, his voice playful as he mentally prodded her.
There was a brief pause before her response came through, thick with exhaustion but also laced with amusement. Xaden... Her voice was soft, a little worn, like she had been through a battle. Which, in a sense, she had. What do you want?
Xaden couldn’t hold back a chuckle, his mind’s touch light as he teased. You’re the one who woke me up, Violet.
Her mental voice tightened with a hint of surprise. What?
He grinned, imagining her expression even though they weren’t physically in the same space. You didn’t close me off when you gave birth. Your emotions flooded through the bond, and now I’m awake since then in fear of a surprise attack. Thanks for that.
There was a brief moment of silence on her end, and then Violet’s mental voice returned, slightly breathless and tinged with embarrassment. Oh, shit. I’m so sorry. I must’ve forgotten to—
Yeah, I can tell. He mentally laughed, not really bothered by it. His tone was playful, like an old friend joking about an old habit. But I’m glad you’re doing alright, even if you forgot to close me off like you usually do. You know, the next time you're about to have a life-changing experience, I’d appreciate a little heads-up.
Violet’s response was a soft groan, and he could practically feel the weight of her exhaustion in the brief shift of her emotions. I didn’t exactly plan on having to keep track of all that right now, Xaden. It wasn’t exactly a quiet birth.
He smiled, his connection to her soothing as he reached out with a comforting thread. You don’t have to explain. I can only imagine what it was like. How’s the little guy?
Violet’s mental presence softened, and there was a warmth in her emotions as she shared a picture of little Alic in her mind, a tiny bundle wrapped in blankets. He’s perfect. Just… a little overwhelming, you know? But he’s perfect.
Xaden’s heart softened at the image, feeling his affection for her and her son surge through the bond. You’re handling it like a pro. But you’re going to be on your feet in no time, just like always.
There was a pause before Violet responded, a wry edge to her mental tone. I hope so, because I’m not sure I can handle much more of this. It’s not exactly easy, especially with Tairn being so... She hesitated, unsure how to describe the dragon’s devotion to his new son.
Overprotective? Xaden offered with a chuckle, knowing full well how Tairn could be. The dragon had a soft spot for Violet, and now that her son was here, it only made sense that the dragon would be just as protective.
Exactly. Violet’s mental voice was tinged with humour, but there was a fatigue to it as well. If he wasn’t so big, I’d say he’s just a big baby himself.
Xaden laughed at that, the sound filling the space around him. You two are alike in more ways than you think.
Violet snorted mentally, though it was accompanied by a fond affection for her bond with Tairn. Maybe. But I’m not sure I’m ready for this. There’s so much I need to figure out.
And you will, Xaden reassured her, his tone steady. One step at a time. Besides, you’ve got plenty of people who’ve got your back. Everyone’s here for you.
There was a moment of silence before Violet’s mental presence softened again, almost as though she was sinking into her exhaustion. Thanks, Xaden. I don’t know what I’d do without you... and without the rest of them.
Xaden smiled, his heart warm with the unspoken bond between them. You’re not alone, Violet. Never have been.
She gave a mental sigh of relief, a quiet smile in her voice. Good to know. Now, I’m going to try and get some sleep before I’m asked to be social again.
Sleep well, Violet, Xaden responded, his mental touch lighter now. And remember to close me off next time.
He could almost feel her smirk through the bond as she replied. I’ll try not to forget. No promises though.
With a final chuckle, Xaden broke the connection.
You stepped back into the bedroom, brushing your hands against your dress to smooth out invisible wrinkles, your energy practically radiating as you prepared for the day ahead. The bouquet was ready, you were dressed to make an impression, and everything felt like it was starting to come together. Xaden was sprawled out on the bed, his head propped up on one arm, his relaxed posture a stark contrast to your whirlwind of activity.
He turned his head to you as you entered, his dark eyes softening with a flicker of amusement. “You’re buzzing around like a little sparrow,” he teased, his deep voice warm and steady. “I feel like I should warn Alic to brace himself.”
You rolled your eyes with a laugh, grabbing a stray hairpin from the vanity and tucking it into your hair. “I’m just excited, okay? I want to be ready.”
Xaden chuckled and sat up, resting his forearms on his knees. His gaze lingered on you for a moment before he spoke again, his tone shifting to something quieter, more thoughtful. “I spoke to Violet through our bond a few minutes ago.”
That caught your attention immediately, and you turned toward him, your hands stilling in your hair. “You did?” you asked, your brow furrowing slightly in curiosity. “How are they? How’s Alic?”
“They’re good,” Xaden said, his voice softening further, as if the weight of the bond lingered in his chest. “Violet’s tired—she didn’t exactly get much sleep last night—but she’s okay. Aaric’s handling it well too, from what I could sense.”
A small smile tugged at your lips, and you stepped closer to the bed, sitting on the edge beside him. “That’s a relief,” you said quietly, your voice filled with genuine warmth. “I’ve been wondering how they’re holding up, especially Violet. This is such a huge change for her.”
Xaden reached out, his fingers brushing lightly over yours as he gave a small nod. “It is, but she’s tougher than she thinks. She’s already so smitten with him, and Tairn’s practically glued to her side. I think she’s going to be just fine.”
The tenderness in his voice made your heart ache in the best way, and you squeezed his hand lightly. “That’s good to hear,” you murmured, your mind already imagining Violet with her son, Aaric by her side, the love between them shining bright.
Xaden’s thumb brushed over your knuckles absentmindedly, his gaze fixed on you as if weighing his next words carefully. “We should head down to see them in about an hour or so,” he said, his voice low but certain. “Give them a little more time to settle before we show up.”
You nodded, the idea making sense, but you couldn’t resist teasing him just a little. “Oh, so now you’re the one telling me to slow down?” you asked with a playful smirk. “Weren’t you the one practically dragging me out of bed last week to spar at dawn?”
Xaden raised an eyebrow, his lips quirking into a grin. “That’s different. Sparring is a necessity. This? This is you trying to impress a newborn.”
You laughed, leaning into him slightly. “Touché. But fine, we’ll wait an hour. I can pace myself.”
“Good,” he said, leaning back on his hands as he watched you with that relaxed, confident air that was so uniquely his. “And maybe in the meantime, you can stop fretting about whether Alic will like you. He’s a baby, YN. He’s not going to hold you to some impossible standard.”
“I’m not fretting,” you protested, though the faint blush on your cheeks betrayed you. “I just want to make a good impression. You only get one first meeting with a baby, you know.”
Xaden’s laughter was deep and rich, and he leaned forward, pressing a quick kiss to your temple. “You’re unbelievable,” he said affectionately, his breath warm against your skin. “But that’s one of the things I love about you.”
Your heart softened at his words, and you leaned into his touch for a brief moment before pulling back with a grin. “Alright, fine. I’ll calm down—for now. But when that hour’s up, you’d better be ready to go.”
Xaden smirked, his gaze following you as you moved to the other side of the room to grab your shoes. “I’m always ready, sunshine. The real question is, are you?”
You rolled your eyes, but the smile on your face said everything. Today was going to be a good day.
Two hours later, you found yourself standing outside Violet and Aaric’s bedroom door, the hallway quiet except for the faint hum of activity somewhere deeper in the house. Xaden stood beside you, holding the bouquet you had painstakingly put together earlier that morning, though his grip on it was far from what you’d call ideal.
“Xaden,” you whispered sharply, your eyes narrowing at him as you adjusted your hold on the box of baked goods in your arms. “You’re holding it wrong.”
He turned to you, eyebrows raised in amusement. “How am I holding it wrong? It’s flowers, YN, not a sword.”
You huffed, reaching out with one hand to tug the stems slightly so they rested more evenly in his grasp. “You’re crushing the leaves on this side,” you muttered, fussing over the arrangement. “I spent forever making it perfect, and now you’re about to walk in there like it’s been through a hurricane.”
Xaden smirked, his free hand brushing against yours as he let you adjust the bouquet to your liking. “You’re really serious about this, aren’t you?”
“I am,” you replied, standing back to assess the bouquet in his hands, now satisfied that it was presentable. “First impressions matter, and you’re not ruining this one with your terrible flower-holding skills.”
“Noted,” he said, his smirk widening as he adjusted his stance slightly, now holding the bouquet with exaggerated care. “Better?”
“Much,” you said, a small smile tugging at your lips despite yourself. “Now, just stand there and look charming. I’ve got the baked goods covered.”
Xaden gave a soft laugh, but his eyes flickered to the door as you raised your hand to knock. The sound was light but deliberate, and you shifted slightly on your feet, the box of goods balanced carefully in your arms.
The door opened after a moment, revealing Aaric, his expression warm and welcoming despite the exhaustion visible in his eyes. His blonde hair was slightly dishevelled, and he looked like a man who hadn’t had much sleep but was still running on the high of becoming a father.
“Aaric,” you greeted, your voice bright with excitement as you offered him a warm smile. “Hi! We brought some things for you and Violet.”
Aaric’s gaze flickered between you and Xaden, a small grin tugging at the corner of his mouth. “Thanks,” he said, his tone genuinely appreciative as he stepped back to let you both in. “Come on in. She’s just feeding Alic right now.”
As you stepped into the room, you caught the faint scent of lavender and something warm, like freshly laundered blankets. The space was cozy, and though it was clear they were still settling into this new phase of life, there was an undeniable sense of peace here.
Xaden gave Aaric a small nod as he stepped inside, holding the bouquet with exaggerated precision, which didn’t go unnoticed by Aaric. “Nice flowers.” Aaric said with a teasing grin, glancing at Xaden.
You bit back a laugh. “Ignore him,” you said to Aaric, your tone light. “He’s been subjected to flower-handling lessons all morning.”
Aaric chuckled softly, closing the door behind you. “I’ll make sure Violet appreciates the effort.” He gestured toward the small seating area near the window. “You can sit if you want. She’ll be out in just a minute.”
You glanced at Xaden, who shrugged slightly before moving to set the bouquet down on the nearby table with a carefulness that made you stifle another laugh.
As Aaric gestured for you to sit, you set the box of baked goods on the table and turned toward him, your curiosity getting the better of you. He looked tired, but there was an undeniable happiness in the way he moved and spoke, like he was still soaking in the reality of his new life.
“How have you been?” you asked gently, tilting your head as you took a seat on the edge of one of the chairs. Your voice was warm but laced with genuine concern. “I mean, it’s only been a few days, but… how are you really holding up?”
Aaric ran a hand through his slightly dishevelled hair, the corners of his mouth lifting into a tired smile. “It’s been… a whirlwind, honestly,” he admitted, leaning against the back of a chair near you. “Violet’s doing great, but it’s a lot to process. I didn’t think I could function on this little sleep.”
You smiled softly at his candour. “It sounds like you’re handling it pretty well. I mean, you’re still standing, so that’s a win.”
He chuckled at that, shaking his head. “Barely. Alic’s got a strong set of lungs for someone so tiny. But seeing him—holding him—it’s…” Aaric paused, his voice softening as he searched for the right words. “It’s something else. Nothing can prepare you for it.”
The sincerity in his voice made your chest ache in the best way. “It sounds like you’re already an amazing dad,” you said earnestly. “And Violet… how’s she doing? Is she okay?”
Aaric’s expression softened even more at the mention of his wife. “She’s incredible,” he said quietly, his voice full of pride. “Even when she’s exhausted, she’s so focused on Alic. She’s a natural with him. I just keep trying to make sure she gets enough rest and doesn’t push herself too hard.”
You nodded, your admiration for Violet only growing. “That sounds like her. Always taking on the world without hesitation. But I’m glad she has you to look out for her.”
Aaric smiled at that, his gaze dropping to the bouquet on the table. “She’s lucky to have friends like you and Xaden too,” he said, his tone genuine. “It means a lot that you’re here.”
“Of course,” you replied softly, glancing over at Xaden, who was leaning against the wall, quietly observing the conversation with his arms crossed. His gaze flicked to you, and a small smile tugged at the corner of his mouth, as if to silently echo Aaric’s sentiment.
“Well,” you added, looking back at Aaric with a playful grin. “If you need backup for anything—diapers, baby cuddles, sneaking in naps—just let us know. We’re here for all of it.”
Aaric chuckled, some of the tension in his shoulders easing. “I might take you up on that. Especially the nap part.”
The door to the adjoining room creaked open, and all three of you turned instinctively. Violet stepped into the room, her petite frame wrapped in a soft robe, her hair pulled back in a loose braid. Her arms were cradling a small bundle, swaddled snugly in a pale blue blanket.
“Hey,” Violet greeted softly, her voice warm but tired as her gaze swept over you, Xaden, and Aaric. There was a light in her eyes, one that was both new and deeply familiar—the quiet, fierce joy of a mother.
You felt your breath catch as you caught sight of Alic. He was impossibly small, his delicate features just visible beneath the edge of the blanket. His tiny hand peeked out, curling into the fabric, and for a moment, it felt like the entire room stilled, all attention focused on him.
“Sorry to keep you waiting,” Violet said with a small smile, shifting Alic slightly in her arms as she walked closer. “Feeding him took a little longer than I thought.”
“Take your time,” you assured her quickly, rising to your feet. “We weren’t in any rush.”
Xaden pushed off the wall, standing straighter as his dark eyes flickered to Alic. For all his usual confidence, there was a softness in his expression now, a quiet respect for the moment unfolding in front of him.
Violet moved to sit on the edge of the couch, her movements careful and deliberate. Aaric stepped forward instinctively, his hand resting lightly on her shoulder as he sat beside her, the silent support between them palpable.
You couldn’t help but inch closer, your gaze locked on the baby. “Oh my gods,” you breathed, a smile breaking across your face. “He’s perfect.”
Violet’s smile widened, and she tilted Alic slightly so you could see him better. “Meet Alic,” she said softly, her voice full of pride. “The newest—and loudest—member of the squad.”
You laughed quietly, leaning down to get a closer look. “He’s so tiny,” you murmured, your heart melting as you took in his delicate features—the tiny nose, the barely-there eyebrows, the faintest dusting of hair on his head. “And so cute. Violet, he’s beautiful.”
Violet’s cheeks flushed slightly, and she glanced down at Alic with a look of pure adoration. “He’s already stolen all of our hearts,” she admitted, her voice barely above a whisper. “Even Tairn’s been quieter than usual, like he’s trying not to disturb him.”
You glanced at Xaden, who was still standing silently nearby, his eyes fixed on Alic with an unreadable expression. For a moment, you wondered what he was thinking, but before you could ask, Violet looked up at him.
“Want to hold him?” she asked, her voice gentle but teasing. “Or are you scared he’ll cry the second you touch him?”
Xaden’s lips twitched into a smirk, and he stepped forward, his usual confidence returning in full force. “I think I can handle it,” he replied, his voice low and steady.
As Violet carefully passed Alic to him, you watched the transition with a mixture of awe and curiosity. Xaden’s large hands cradled the tiny bundle with surprising gentleness, his movements careful and precise. He held Alic close, his expression softening as he looked down at the baby.
“Well?” Violet asked, her tone light but filled with affection. “What do you think?”
Xaden’s eyes didn’t leave Alic as he spoke. “He’s perfect,” he said simply, his voice carrying a quiet reverence that made your chest tighten.
You smiled, stepping closer to stand beside him. “Told you need a good first impression,” you teased softly, glancing up at him.
He met your eyes briefly, a rare warmth in his gaze. “You might be right about this one,” he admitted, a faint smile tugging at his lips.
Violet and Aaric shared a look, their hands brushing briefly as they watched the moment unfold. It felt like the room was filled with something unspoken—a quiet bond between all of you, forged in the presence of new life and old friendships.
As Xaden stood there, holding Alic with a level of gentleness that almost didn’t seem possible for someone of his size and strength, you watched as something in his expression shifted. His dark brows furrowed just slightly, his gaze flickering—not at Violet, but at something unseen.
You knew that look.
He was reaching for their bond.
It was a connection that had existed long before you, something forged through their dragons, Tairn and Sgaeyl, being mates. It wasn’t something he could break, nor something Violet could ignore, no matter how much life had changed between them.
Violet, who had been watching him carefully, exhaled a small laugh through her nose, shaking her head as she adjusted the blanket around her lap. “Checking in again, Xaden?”
You turned your gaze toward him, curious but not surprised.
Xaden’s lips twitched slightly, though his eyes were still distant, as if he were focusing on something beyond the physical world. “Making sure you actually closed me off this time,” he murmured, voice carrying that dry amusement that only he could pull off. “Unlike during childbirth, when you conveniently forgot and woke me up at an ungodly hour.”
Violet rolled her eyes, but there was humour in them. “In my defence, I had more important things on my mind.”
Aaric chuckled, shaking his head. “Like bringing a person into the world?”
“Exactly,” Violet quipped, lifting her chin slightly in triumph. “Priorities.”
You smothered a laugh behind your hand, watching as Xaden’s gaze refocused, his attention snapping back to the present moment. He shook his head slightly, as if shaking off whatever emotions had bled through their bond.
“She’s exhausted,” he announced, though it was clear Violet already knew that. His gaze flicked down to Alic, still cradled in his arms. “But happy.”
You glanced between them, watching the way Violet’s shoulders relaxed slightly, as if there was something comforting in the confirmation—even if she hadn’t needed it.
Xaden exhaled, rolling his shoulders before turning his attention fully back to Alic. “And apparently, this one doesn’t know how to sleep unless someone’s holding him.”
Violet smirked. “Welcome to parenthood, Xaden.”
You nudged him lightly with your elbow. “You’re officially part of the baby squad now.”
He shot you a look, but there was no annoyance in it—just something softer, something unspoken. He didn’t argue. Didn’t deny it.
And you figured that was answer enough.
Xaden shifted slightly, adjusting Alic’s tiny body in his arms before glancing at you. His dark eyes gleamed with something unreadable—maybe amusement, maybe curiosity—as he lifted the baby just slightly toward you.
“Here,” he said casually, as if he were passing you a training weapon instead of a newborn.
Your eyes widened, and you instinctively took a step back, hands held up in protest. “Oh, no. No, no, no. I’ve never held a baby before.”
Xaden raised an eyebrow, looking between you and Alic. “And?”
“And that’s a really small, really fragile human being,” you said, voice slightly higher than usual. “I don’t even know how to—what if I drop him?”
Aaric snorted from his seat beside Violet. “You’re more likely to trip over your own feet than drop him.”
“That is not reassuring!” you shot back, your pulse kicking up at the thought of somehow doing this wrong.
Violet laughed softly, shifting forward in her seat. “I promise, it’s not as scary as you think,” she said gently. “He won’t break.”
Xaden, still holding Alic effortlessly, tilted his head at you. “You fight people with swords and dragons, but you’re afraid of holding a baby?”
You gave him a pointed glare. “Yes, because swords and dragons make sense! Babies are unpredictable and squishy.”
He huffed a quiet laugh, shaking his head. “You’re being ridiculous.”
“You’re being pushy.”
Aaric leaned back, crossing his arms. “I, for one, am enjoying this.”
Violet elbowed him lightly but was clearly holding back a laugh.
Xaden sighed, his grip shifting slightly on Alic as he studied you. “Fine,” he muttered, his voice carrying that teasing edge. “Guess I’ll just have to keep him all to myself.”
You crossed your arms. “Good. You do that.”
Violet grinned. “You’ll cave eventually.”
You didn’t dignify that with a response—but deep down, you knew she was probably right. Aaric exhaled softly before pushing himself to his feet. He reached down, offering Violet his hand with a knowing look.
“Come on, Vi,” he murmured, his voice low and warm. “You need to rest.” Violet blinked, clearly fighting exhaustion, but didn’t protest as Aaric gently pulled her up. She swayed slightly on her feet before leaning into him, her body visibly relaxing against his.
“I’m fine,” she mumbled, though her eyelids were already drooping.
Aaric huffed a quiet laugh, steadying her as he led her toward the bedroom. “Sure you are.”
She didn’t argue, only letting out a soft hum as they disappeared into the adjoining room. The door clicked shut behind them, leaving the space suddenly quiet. You glanced toward Xaden, still holding Alic, his gaze fixed on the tiny sleeping baby in his arms. The room felt different now—smaller, more intimate.
“So,” you said after a moment, shifting slightly. “It’s just us and the baby now.”
Xaden hummed, a hint of amusement curling at the edge of his lips. “Looks like it.”
You eyed the newborn warily. “You’re still not handing him to me.”
His smirk widened. “Not yet.”
The room was quiet now, save for the soft crackling of the fireplace and the occasional shifting of Alic as he breathed in his sleep. The warmth of the space wrapped around you, making everything feel more intimate, more delicate.
Xaden still held Alic effortlessly, one strong arm supporting the tiny bundle while his other hand gently adjusted the baby’s blanket. His expression was unreadable, but there was a certain reverence in the way he looked down at the newborn, as if he were memorizing every detail of him.
You swallowed, watching him carefully. “You’re… really good at that.”
Xaden’s dark eyes flicked up to you, his brow lifting slightly. “At what?”
You gestured toward Alic, still keeping a careful distance. “Holding him. Like you’ve done this before.”
He smirked, tilting his head. “I haven’t.”
Your brows furrowed. “Then how are you so—”
“It’s not difficult,” he interrupted smoothly, shifting the baby slightly. “You just… hold him.”
You huffed, crossing your arms. “That’s easy for you to say.”
His smirk deepened, amusement flickering in his gaze. “You’re really afraid of this, aren’t you?”
You hesitated, feeling a sudden rush of vulnerability at the realization. “I just… don’t want to do something wrong.”
Xaden was quiet for a moment, his expression softening just slightly. “You won’t.”
You let out a breath, shaking your head. “You don’t know that.”
He studied you for a long moment before shifting Alic slightly in his arms. “Come here.”
Your eyes widened. “Xaden—”
“I’m not handing him to you,” he said, cutting you off. “Just… come here.”
You hesitated, your feet rooted to the ground. But the way he was looking at you—calm, sure, unwavering—made something in you melt.
Slowly, cautiously, you stepped forward.
Xaden adjusted Alic in his arms, tilting him just slightly toward you, enough that you could get a closer look without having to hold him. The moment you were near enough, your gaze dropped to the baby’s tiny face.
Your breath caught.
Up close, Alic was impossibly small. His tiny nose, the way his mouth moved slightly in his sleep, the faintest furrow of his brow—it was overwhelming in a way you hadn’t expected.
Xaden watched you carefully. “See?” he murmured. “Not so scary.”
You exhaled softly, unable to tear your eyes away from the baby. “He’s so… small.”
Xaden chuckled under his breath. “They usually are.”
You shot him a quick glare before looking back at Alic. Your hand twitched at your side, a sudden urge filling your chest.
Xaden caught the movement instantly. “You want to touch him.”
You swallowed hard. “I don’t want to wake him up.”
“He sleeps through worse,” Xaden murmured. “Go ahead.”
You hesitated for only a second before slowly, carefully, lifting your hand. Your fingers barely brushed against the soft blanket wrapped around Alic’s tiny body.
Warm.
So warm.
A strange feeling swelled in your chest—something protective, something unfamiliar but deeply instinctual.
Xaden watched you the entire time, his expression unreadable. But there was something softer in his gaze, something almost knowing.
You let out a breath you hadn’t realized you were holding. “Okay,” you murmured. “Maybe I don’t fear babies.”
Xaden smirked. “Told you.”
Your fingertip barely grazed the soft fabric of Alic’s blanket before instinct took over, your hand moving with careful precision as if he were made of glass. The warmth of him seeped into your skin, delicate and impossibly small.
And then, without warning, his tiny fingers twitched.
You froze.
Alic’s hand, barely the size of your thumb, moved blindly before curling around your finger. His grip was weak, barely there, but it was enough.
Enough to make your breath catch.
Enough to shatter something deep inside you.
Your vision blurred instantly, and before you could even think to stop it, a tear slipped down your cheek. Then another. Xaden noticed immediately. “Hey,” he murmured, his voice lower, softer. “What’s wrong?”
You let out a shaky laugh, quickly swiping at your eyes with your free hand, but it was useless. The tears kept coming. “Nothing,” you whispered, your voice thick. “Absolutely nothing.”
Xaden didn’t say anything, but you felt the warmth of his presence beside you, steady and grounding. He watched as Alic’s tiny fingers remained wrapped around yours, his grip so small, so fragile—yet somehow the most unbreakable thing you’d ever felt.
You sniffled, glancing at Xaden with wet eyes. “He’s just… perfect.”
Xaden’s expression softened in a way you rarely saw, his usual sharp edges dulled by the weight of the moment. “Yeah,” he murmured, gaze flicking back down to the sleeping baby. “He really is.”
Alic shifted slightly, his little mouth opening in a quiet yawn before he settled again, still clutching onto you like you were something safe. And for the first time, you truly believed you were.
Xaden exhaled softly and adjusted Alic in his arms before stepping back toward the large armchair in the corner of the room. He sat down with an ease that made it seem like holding a baby was second nature to him, his movements fluid, instinctual. Alic barely stirred, still curled in the safety of his arms, small and warm against his chest.
You watched him, arms crossed, standing just a few feet away. Xaden tilted his head, his dark eyes flicking up to meet yours. “You’re still hesitating.”
“I am not,” you lied, your arms tightening slightly over your chest. His lips twitched in amusement. “You’re still afraid you’ll break him.” You huffed, shifting your weight from one foot to the other. “He’s so tiny, Xaden. What if—”
Your words cut off as something cool and familiar wrapped around your waist.
Shadows.
Before you could react, they slithered over your body in a controlled, precise motion, curling around your wrists, your thighs—everywhere they needed to be to move you effortlessly. A surprised gasp left your lips as they tugged you forward, pulling you toward the chair where Xaden sat.
“Oh, you—” you started, but your voice turned into a quiet laugh as the shadows guided you right into his lap.
Xaden didn’t even flinch as you landed against him, his free arm immediately wrapping around your waist to steady you. His smirk was pure arrogance. “You were saying?”
You shot him a glare, though there was no real heat behind it. “That was unnecessary.”
“That was effective.”
You opened your mouth to argue, but he shifted Alic in his arms, drawing your attention back to the baby. And just like that, your frustration melted into something else—something softer.
Xaden’s voice was quieter now, more coaxing. “You’re going to have to hold him eventually.”
Your heart pounded as you looked down at the tiny bundle, your fingers twitching at your sides. Xaden saw it. Knew you were seconds away from giving in.
He adjusted Alic again, then carefully, slowly, guided the baby toward you. His movements were deliberate, giving you the chance to change your mind. But you didn’t. With a deep breath, you let him settle Alic into your arms.
The second the baby’s weight pressed into you, your entire body stiffened. “Xaden—”
“Relax,” he murmured, his hand still hovering beneath yours, steadying you. “You’ve got him.”
Alic barely stirred, his tiny body curling slightly against your chest, his warmth bleeding into you. Something in your chest ached.
Xaden pulled back just enough to give you space, but his shadows still lingered against your skin, cool and grounding. His arms stayed close, ready to steady you if needed.
You swallowed hard, your voice barely above a whisper. “He’s so… small.”
Xaden’s smirk softened into something almost tender. “Yeah,” he said. “But you’re holding him just fine.”
The weight of Alic in your arms felt so impossibly light, yet it settled over you like something far heavier—something deeper. His tiny body was warm against you, his breaths soft and steady, little fingers twitching slightly in his sleep.
And then, it hit you.
A thick, overwhelming wave of emotion, crashing into you without warning.
Your throat tightened. Your vision blurred. A shuddering breath escaped before you could hold it back.
Xaden noticed immediately. “Hey,” he murmured, his voice dipping lower, softer.
You shook your head quickly, blinking against the tears threatening to spill. “I—I don’t know why,” you whispered, but that wasn’t entirely true.
It was everything.
It was the sheer innocence of the baby in your arms, the way he fit so perfectly against you despite your earlier fear. It was the tiny weight of him, the way his delicate fingers curled and uncurled slightly, completely unaware of the world around him. It was the fact that for the first time in your life, you were holding something so small, so fragile, and yet… he trusted you.
And he didn’t even know it.
A hiccupping sob broke free before you could stop it, and the first tear slipped down your cheek, then another.
Xaden shifted beneath you, his arms tightening slightly around your waist. His shadows curled around you instinctively, grounding, steadying. “You’re crying again.”
You let out a shaky laugh, swiping at your cheeks with the back of your hand. “I—he’s just—” Your voice broke, and you took a breath, trying to steady yourself. “I don’t know how to explain it.”
Xaden was quiet for a moment. Then, his hand brushed against your back, slow and reassuring. “You don’t have to.”
That only made you cry harder.
You curled around Alic just slightly, cradling him closer, your fingers running carefully over the soft fabric of his blanket. He stirred just barely, making a tiny noise before settling again, completely at peace in your arms.
Your heart clenched painfully.
Xaden watched you, his expression unreadable, but there was something softer in the way he looked at you now—something almost knowing.
You sniffled, finally glancing up at him through blurry eyes. “You knew this would happen, didn’t you?”
His lips twitched. “I had a feeling.”
You let out another watery laugh, shaking your head as another tear slipped down your cheek. “I hate you.”
Xaden’s smirk deepened, his grip tightening around you. “No, you don’t.”
You sighed, glancing down at Alic again. The tears still wouldn’t stop, but for once, you didn’t care.
You sniffled, wiping at your cheeks, but the tears wouldn’t stop completely. The overwhelming warmth of Alic in your arms, his tiny weight pressed against you, was something you hadn’t expected to feel so deeply.
Xaden watched you, his smirk just barely restrained. “You going to be okay?”
You huffed out a shaky laugh, still cradling Alic close. “No.”
His smirk turned into something softer, his hand rubbing slow circles against your back. You glanced down at the sleeping baby, your heart still aching in the best way possible, and then—without really thinking—you blurted out, “What if we just took him?”
Xaden blinked. “What?”
You looked up at him, a mischievous glint breaking through your emotional haze. “What if we kidnapped him? Just… casually walked out of here with him. Think Aaric and Violet would notice?”
Xaden let out a quiet laugh, shaking his head. “Oh, I don’t know, love. Maybe when they realize their son is missing?”
You grinned, wiping at your face again. “We could make a run for it. I think we’d be great parents.” Xaden raised a brow, his shadows tightening around you almost instinctively. “You’re unhinged.”
“You love me.”
“Unfortunately.”
You giggled, rocking Alic slightly. “I’m just saying, if we left right now—”
“I fear what the lightning wielder would do to us,” Xaden interrupted, his tone dry.
That made you laugh even harder. “Oh, come on, Vi wouldn’t kill us.”
“She wouldn’t kill you,” Xaden corrected. “I, on the other hand, would be dead before I stepped outside.” You considered that for a moment, then shrugged. “That’s fair.” Xaden rolled his eyes, though amusement still lingered in his expression. “Put the baby back before you get any more ideas.”
You sighed dramatically, looking down at Alic. “Fine. But just know, little one, I would’ve given you an excellent life.” You sighed dramatically again, shifting Alic slightly in your arms. “Fine, I guess we’ll let them keep him.”
Xaden huffed a laugh, shaking his head. “Generous of you.”
You glanced down at the baby again, watching the way his tiny lips moved in his sleep, the peaceful rise and fall of his little chest. The warmth in your chest grew, deeper than before. “He really is perfect.”
Xaden’s shadows curled lazily around your waist, settling against your skin like a reassuring touch. “Yeah,” he murmured. “He is.”
For a long moment, the room was quiet—just the crackling of the fireplace, the steady rhythm of Alic’s breaths, and the occasional rustling of Xaden’s shadows as they moved around you. It was a rare kind of peace, one you hadn’t expected to find in this moment.
Eventually, you sighed. “Alright, I should probably give him back before his parents wake up and accuse me of actually stealing him.”
Xaden smirked. “You mean before Vi electrocutes me on sight?”
“That too.”
He chuckled but didn’t argue, shifting slightly as he helped guide Alic from your arms. You hesitated as you let go, your fingers lingering against the soft blanket wrapped around him. Xaden noticed. “You can hold him again later.” You swallowed, nodding. “I know. Just… didn’t expect to get so attached this quickly.”
His smirk softened into something else, something knowing. “I did.”
You shot him a look, but before you could argue, a quiet rustling sound caught both your attention.
You turned just in time to see Violet stirring in bed, her hand instinctively reaching toward the empty space where Alic had been. Aaric shifted beside her, murmuring something under his breath before settling again.
You glanced at Xaden. “Guess that’s our cue.”
He nodded, standing with effortless ease, Alic still cradled securely in his arms. You followed as he moved toward the bed, carefully lowering the baby back into Violet’s waiting arms. She barely stirred as she tucked him close, instinctively settling into the warmth of her son.
Your chest ached at the sight.
Xaden lingered for a second, his gaze flicking between Violet and Alic before he exhaled quietly and stepped back. His fingers brushed against your wrist, a silent signal.
Time to go.
As you walked down the dimly lit hallway, Xaden’s arm still wrapped firmly around your waist, you couldn’t help but sigh. Your mind was still stuck on the feeling of Alic’s tiny hand wrapped around your finger, the warmth of him in your arms. It was ridiculous how quickly he’d burrowed into your heart.
Xaden must have noticed your distraction because his thumb traced slow, deliberate circles against your hip. “You’re thinking too hard.”
You huffed. “I do that sometimes.”
He smirked. “I’ve noticed.”
You rolled your eyes but leaned into him anyway. His warmth was grounding, his presence something solid in the whirlwind of emotions still settling in your chest. After a few quiet steps, you sighed again, tipping your head up to look at him. “Do you think Violet and Aaric will let us babysit?”
Xaden barked out a laugh, his shadows flickering with amusement. “I think we’d have to get through Vi’s overprotective streak first.” You groaned. “Right. She’s going to hover, isn’t she?”
“Like a dragon over her hoard.”
You laughed, shaking your head. “I guess that’s fair. If that were my kid, I wouldn’t let anyone near him either.”
Xaden’s arm around you tightened slightly at your words, and when you looked up at him again, something unreadable flickered in his expression. It was brief, gone in a blink, but you knew him too well to miss it.
You frowned. “What?”
His smirk returned, but it was softer now, less teasing. “Nothing.”
You narrowed your eyes. “Liar.”
He just hummed in response, steering you toward your shared room.
The second the door clicked shut behind you, you turned fully to face him, crossing your arms. “Seriously. What was that look for?” Xaden studied you for a moment, his gaze sweeping over your face like he was debating something. Then, finally, he spoke. “I just think you’d be good at it.”
Your brow furrowed. “At what?”
His smirk deepened, but there was something almost careful in the way he said, “Being a mother.”
The words hit you like a physical thing, stealing the breath from your lungs. Your heart stuttered, eyes widening slightly as you stared up at him.
Xaden wasn’t teasing.
He wasn’t joking.
He meant it.
You swallowed, suddenly feeling too warm. “I—”
He stepped closer, his shadows brushing against your skin in that familiar, grounding way. “Relax,” he murmured, his voice quieter now. “I’m not saying we should steal Alic for real.”
That pulled a surprised laugh from you, though it came out breathless. “Good. Because Violet would absolutely murder us.”
Xaden smirked, brushing a stray piece of hair from your face. “Without hesitation.”
You hesitated, searching his face. “But… you meant it.”
He nodded once. “Yeah.”
Your chest ached in a way you couldn’t quite put into words. The idea of a family—of something more, something real—it wasn’t something you’d let yourself dwell on before. But now…
Now you weren’t so sure.
Xaden seemed to read your thoughts, because he didn’t press further. Instead, he just tilted your chin up slightly, his lips brushing against your forehead in a rare, tender gesture.
“We’ve got time,” he murmured against your skin.
And somehow, that made your heart ache even more.
A/N: I was not intending it to get so long but eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek
Credit to @empyreanevents for the divider
summary: the three times bodhi called you his, and the first time you called him mine.
notes: second person pov with a femreader. canon typical violence. no use of y/n. written in past tense bc by the time i realized it was too late! human beings are flawed by nature. turned out a lil angstier and longer than i intended. onyx storm fucked me up so bad and i missed him. the scene that inspired this whole thing got cut so do with that what you will. set during iron flame. in my head this is bodhi and baby from toml but you don’t have to read that to read this. just a lil drabble. also bringing back headers bc my fics need a little sparkle. proofread after three glasses of wine.
Your face stung.
"I'm sorry," Bodhi said quickly, hand jerking back. "I know, I just—"
"It's fine." You swallowed hard and shut your eyes, like maybe if you didn't see the bloodied cloth with antiseptic on it, it would hurt less.
"That flier did a real number on you," he said quietly, and you felt the warmth of his hand settle on your cheek, before the cool bite against the wound.
"Those challenges are bullshit," you ground out.
There was a heavy sigh, and then the touch lightened. You opened your eyes to see he had moved his hand away, setting the rag down. "I think you need to see a mender."
You shook your head. "It's a scratch. Put an adhesive on it."
"There's a lot of swelling," he said, waves of concern radiating off of him. "What if there's a fracture?"
"I will heal," you snap.
You watch as his eyes flare with surprise, and he quickly masks the hurt. You sigh, shoulders slouching.
"I'm sorry." You wrap your fingers around his wrist, pulling him closer. "I'll be okay, Bo. Seriously."
"Let me go get Brennan," he said gently. "Just to check—"
"I really don't want you to," you said, pleaded, and he seemed to relent. "None of us can have preferential treatment."
"It's not preferential treatment if you need it," he whispered, gingerly placing a bandage across your cheekbone.
"It was an ill-timed punch," you said. "I'll live."
You met his gaze as he pulled back, and he seemed to search you, looking for something you couldn't name. He sighed, looking down.
“Your hands?”
Your head snapped up, and you quickly tucked your hands away, forcing yourself to stop picking at the peeling skin. Wrapping them for sparring always made it a little bit worse.
“It’s fine.”
He only sighed and pulled your wrists gently, tugging them until he could see the splitting on your palms, between your fingers. He reached for the extra salve you kept next to his bedside, and gently began to message it into the skin there, taking extra care where it had split and where it was the thinnest. "Not all fliers are so bad. Syrena is really nice, if you ever get the chance to meet her."
"I like Maren," you supplied, studying the lines of his face. The delicate hook of his nose, the arch of his upper lip, the slope of his cheekbones. "Her best friend is a real piece of work, though."
Bodhi laughed at that, exchanging out your hands. "Yeah, Catriona is... a lot."
"That's one way to say it," you mumbled. You sucked in a deep breath—and wince. A hand went to your ribs.
Bodhi’s head snapped up, a furrow between his strong brows, and he abandoned his task, instead cradling your side with one hand and your face in another. Concern laced in his features. "You didn't say your ribs were hurting."
"I didn't realize they were," you answered. "Got me better than I thought, I guess."
He shook his head. "Let me—"
"No." You cut him a glare, but there wasn’t much menace behind it. "I'll be okay. I just need... sleep, probably."
"Let's get in bed."
You screwed up your nose. "We still have half a day of classes."
"Fuck that," he said sincerely. "My girl is hurt."
You arched a brow. "Your girl?"
He flashed a sheepish smile, ducking his head as his curls fell over his temple. "Sorry, I just... liked the way it sounded."
You sucked in a breath. Suddenly, there was too little space between you. "You still have half a day of classes."
"There is literally nothing I care about less," he said earnestly. "Let me lay down with you. Please."
You glanced at the bed, the black blanket covering it looking like the most inviting thing you'd ever seen. You sighed. "I'm fine. We should go."
"Baby," he said, and you liked the way it sounded. You always liked the way it sounded.
“We probably shouldn’t walk back together,” you said, reaching for your flight jacket. You winced as you tried to pull it over yourself.
A hand on your shoulder stopped you, and Bodhi gently spun you around to face him. “This is about the ‘my girl’ comment,” he said, and pinned you with a look that made all the fight leave your body.
“No,” you said, and it wasn’t a lie. You weren’t sure if it was the truth. You sighed. “I just don’t want people to get any ideas.”
He stepped back. “You don’t wanna be seen with me?”
“Don’t put words in my mouth,” you said quickly. “You’re talented, and you’re in leadership, and I’m a year below you. With everything between us and the fliers now, someone’s gonna get the wrong idea.”
His shoulders slumped. “You don’t want someone saying you slept your way to safety.”
You nodded, looking down, because it was suddenly impossible to meet his eye. Your cheeks heated. "I can fend for myself."
“Okay,” he said, taking a step closer. He hooked a finger under your chin and lifted your gaze until you were forced to look at him. You expected sadness, hurt, disappointment even, but all you found was mirth. “Sure. I like a good secret anyways. Makes it more fun.”
You couldn’t have even tried to fight the smile as he pressed his lips to yours. The kiss was delicate at first, gently exploring, sensing what you would give him. But you had learned a long time ago that there wasn’t a lot you wouldn’t do for the boy in front of you.
Your hands found the nape of your neck, twisting into the curls there, and he wrapped an arm around your waist, pulling your body flush against his.
He broke the kiss only for a moment. “Can it still stay a secret, and we stay in bed for the rest of the day?”
“Someone’s gonna notice we’re both missing,” you say, barely more than a whisper against his cheek.
He brushed his nose against yours. “My cousin owns the place. I think we can get away with it.”
You giggled, nodding as he pulled you back. He sat on the edge of the bed, gingerly framing you between his thighs and looked up at you reverently. His lips were glossy from your kiss, eyes half lidded, and you breath caught in your throat at the sight of him gazing up at you. He smiled lazily.
“You’re so pretty,” he said, and you couldn’t help but think the same about him.
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You had to stop finding yourself in these situations.
The same flier that had challenged you was in front of you and spitting mad. You weren’t even sure what it was about this time, but his shouting had drawn a crowd. Your cheek hadn’t even fully healed yet, and now you had another split lip. Courtesy of this asshole.
You couldn’t even remember his name if you tried. Something with an A? Ash, maybe? It didn’t really matter, once he started swinging. He was a first year, and unused to the fighting style of riders, but by Dunne if he wasn’t giving you a run for your money.
You breathed a sigh of relief when you saw Violet and Sawyer come up behind you, thankful for the back up. Sawyer immediately tried to shove him off you, but was quickly gifted a darkening bruise around his eye.
“What the hell is your problem?” That voice belonged to Ridoc, and you weren’t even sure when he had gotten there. More people pushed around you, until you were surrounded by what looked like your entire section.
Including Bodhi.
“I thought you riders lived and died by your stupid Codex!” the flier spat.
“Our stupid codex says also says I can kill you if I feel like it, so maybe watch where you put your hands,” you snapped, and you feel someone brush at your shoulder.
But not before the flier’s fist landed square in your jaw.
Damn, he must have remembered where he hit you the first time, because the pain is blinding for a moment. The edges of your vision darkened, and you stumbled into a strong, familiar chest. An arm wrapped around you, and you’re shoved to the side. You felt the vibrato of his words in his chest, as if the anger was a palpable thing.
“Touch my girl again and you’ll lose the fucking hand—”
“Bodhi!” you snapped, turning to him with blazing eyes, because now he’d really done it.
Fuck, you practically felt the surprise radiating off of half of the people surrounding you—and there were a lot of people gathered for the show.
The anger in your morphed into something else—something new, something more volatile. Now, you were pissed at this flier, and ready to throttle Bodhi. Gods, you just had this fucking conversation. What did he think he was doing saying shit like that—
“Getting out of a fight because you’re warming leadership’s bed is a lot blow, even for a rider,” the flier said, and you saw red.
More shouting erupted. Bodhi nor anyone remaining soul had even a hope of catching you before you threw the next punch at the flier. It made its mark, landing so hard he stumbled back. Blood immediately sprayed from his nose, and you were too pissed off to care. You shoved the hands grabbing you off, ready to lay into the kid again, but a familiar figure pushed through. Rhiannon got in between the three of you, holding a hand up and sending Bodhi one of the nastiest glares you thought you’d ever seen her produce.
“Am I seriously breaking up fights between other cadets and my Section Leader?” Rhiannon hissed, and Bodhi faltered for a moment, looking to her, then to you, then back to the flier. “This is ridiculous. Go find something else to do with your spare time. Asper, you’re a first year. Pick on someone your own size if you want a chance to win the fight.”
“That’s—”
“I’m not finished.” She turned to you and Bodhi, opening her mouth to say something before shaking her head. “You two… I’m just disappointed. A second year and a Section Leader? Get yourselves under control before you embarrass me any further.” She looked back to Asper, who was still seething at you and Bodhi. “Go find something more productive to do with your time before I find something for you. You won’t like my pick, I promise.”
The flier scoffed. “You’re not even my squad leader.”
Another flier in brown leathers with a mop of brunette hair piled on top of her head appeared behind him. She wore a frown and looked utterly annoyed. “No, but I am.” She grabbed his shoulder, spun him around, and shoved him away from your trio, but not before Asper managed to send a parting glare over his shoulder.
Rhiannon shipped to the two of you, eyes blazing. “Seriously?” she asked, and there was no part of you that wanted to respond. “He’s a first year.”
“He started it!” you protested, and immediately shrunk back. Wrong move.
Rhiannon shot Bodhi a glare. “You’re a Section Leader. You should have been the one to finish it.”
She marched away without a second glance, leaving the last part unsaid. That if you were any other second year, in any other situation, it wouldn’t have escalated the way it did.
A snort came from behind you. You turned and shot Ridoc a glare, but it didn’t deter him from opening his mouth.
“Didn’t know you guys were public like that.”
Four pairs of eyes turned on him.
“Was that the wrong thing to say?”
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You were pissed, and everyone around you knew it. Including, no other than the object of your chagrin.
"I just don't understand why you're mad at him," Saywer said for what felt like the millionth time, and you groaned at the history book in front of you.
"I do get it," Ridoc supplied from where he was seated next to Sawyer, the pair of them across from you at the study table you had snagged in the library. You were supposed to be working on assignments. The boys in front of you had, however, taken it upon themselves to lecture you your love life. Ridoc hadn't even opened the book in front of him. "I just think you're over-reacting."
"Bad choice of words," you warn, shooting him a scalding glare. He remained unperturbed.
"Sure," he continued. "But you know what I mean. Things are different now. Aretia isn't Basgiath. The rules are looser—"
"Hold on," Sawyer interjected.
"I mean, just look at Riorson and Vi," Ridoc continued. "Everyone knows they're together. And he's a lieutenant."
"We are not Xaden and Violet," you said, exasperated. "The point is that I didn't want to shout it from the roof tops. Because look what happens when you do!"
"The fliers hate us," Saywer supplied helpfully. "Your relationship status really has nothing to do with that. They would have chosen one thing or another to be picking fights about anyway."
"Besides, with Violet here, you and Durran are the least of their problems," Ridoc finished.
"You're still missing the point," you said, shaking your head.
"Explain it to me like I'm five, then," Ridoc said, attention focused on you. He had his arms crossed over his textbook. This study session was a damn lost cause.
"She's been doing that," Sawyer mumbled. He looked up to you, then behind you, and his eyes went wide. Ridoc glanced behind you as well, and you almost turned to look—you assumed it was Jesinia. Sawyer had been downright smitten lately, but there was the audible smack of Ridoc hitting his friend under the table. He shook his head.
"Ignore him," Ridoc said, attention turned back to you. "Continue."
You sighed, resigning yourself to the torture of having to explain this bullshit out loud. You had to admit, though. Having people to talk about it all with helped, even if it made you feel more and more like an idiot.
"Yeah, there's the fact that anyone who knows about..." You cringed. "…our situation is going to assume I'm sleeping with him for safety. Or power. Or whatever the hell they think. And that's annoying, because it's a mark on my character. But it also degrades what we have. And so we had that conversation, and I set a boundary, and then the second things get hairy, he crosses it. He makes both of us look like an ass. Makes me look like I can't protect myself without him there. If it had gotten out some other way, I couldn't have handled it. I've never been afraid of the gossip mill. But saying we're together and him overstepping and trying to fight my battles or me are two completely different things."
Ridoc nodded sagely. Sawyer just glanced behind you with wide eyes.
"Baby," and, oh, you know that voice.
You spun around, standing quickly as your pulse skyrocketed. Bodhi was behind you, looking for all the world like you had just kicked his puppy. Or maybe he was the kicked puppy. You sucked in a sharp breath, your chest rising and falling rapidly. You whipped back to Ridoc. The bastard had a shit-easting grin on his face.
"You did that on purpose," you accused.
He just shrugged. "Wanted to make this all easier on you."
Sawyer smacked him upside his head.
You turned back to Bodhi, ready to say something, but all you could was shake your head.
"I didn't know," he said, and he took a step towards you. You took one back.
His face crumbled, and it was the sort of things a playwright put in a tragedy. Your chest nearly caved in at the sight of his fallen expression, and something broke inside you. Cracked right in two, and you knew then and there that the only glue capable of putting it together again was him.
"You just assumed," you said softly.
He sucked in a sharp breath, nodding. He was no longer looking at you. "Can we talk? Please?"
You grabbed your book from the table, sending Ridoc one last parting glare. You shook your head as you stepped towards him. "I'll see you tonight."
You made for the exit of the library, and when you rounded the corner, you had assumed he had let you go. That you'd made it all the way out.
"Wait, please."
You slowly spun around to see him there.
"I don't like watching my girl walk away upset," he said, low, quiet, and intimate. Private, just for you.
You sucked in a shaky breath. You held out a hand to the library door, as if you could motion at all of your thoughts and feelings and emotions like they were tangible things. "You heard what I said, I guess."
Bodhi nodded, and this time, when he stepped towards you, you didn't step away. "I'm sorry. Gods, I am so, so—"
"Can we talk about this later?" you asked, voice thick.
Bodhi's brow had a deep burrow, and it was clear he wanted to object, but he didn't. He instead shut his mouth, and nodded.
"I'll see you tonight," you said.
And like a fool, you walked away from him.
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There’s not much time for relaxing anymore. No more weekends, no more free time, and certainly no more parties. Leaning to fight venin is hard work.
But every once in a while, someone makes it happen. Leave it to a bunch of bored, pent-up twenty-somethings to find a stash and have a party. The alcohol wasn’t good, by any means, but it was making your head foggy, and you had nothing to do until, like, noon the next day. You were practically free.
It was the best you had felt in a long while. Everything was a little hazy around the edges, and you had trouble staying perfectly still now. There was a makeshift bar at the dais of the room where everyone took meals, and you had ventured up to get yourself a drink. And one for… Shit. You were not supposed to return empty handed. You just weren’t sure how many not empty handed you should be returning with.
When you stumble, there are strong hands on your hips, steadying you. Strong hands that settled much too low to be casual, but you are much too far gone to have reprimanded him. Or, noticed, or cared that much.
“Careful,” Bodhi said, and it was low in your ear, a little more sensual than it should have been.
But then he stood a respectable distance away from you. And through your alcohol-induced haze, he looked so good. You knew, distantly, that you were still pretty annoyed with him. But his leathers were casually undone at the top, just enough to be a tease. His hair was mussed, black curls that fell in a way that should be messy but instead just drove you insane. Like, this should be against the codex. Just looking at him made you want to leave. Made you want to be back in his room, showing your appreciation, giving him your own apology with your mouth.
“I think Violet’s drunk,” Bodhi said, and his gaze was somewhere beyond you.
You frowned. “We’re all drunk.”
Bodhi cocked his head. “I think she’s a little more drunk.”
You nodded sagely. Fair enough.
“I’m gonna go make sure she’s okay,” he said. “Or, at least, makes it to Xaden okay.”
You nodded again, and he departed with a smile that made you giggle like a damn school girl. He was so aware of the effect he had on you. He just chose not to care.
Or maybe, he was finally respecting the line in the sand you had drawn.
“All alone in a room full of people who could kill you? Where's your body guard?” a voice asked.
You turn, and it’s Asper. The fuck ass flier that beat you up, like, twice now. What the hell—
“What do you want?” You tried for venom, but it came out a bit more slurred than you would have liked. Too round about the edges, too loose.
“I know we settled our differences,” Asper said, and he held up a hand. “That’s not what I’m here for.”
“Then what do you want?” you repeated, and it was a little whiny this time. Fuck. Great.
“You know you’re gorgeous, right?” It was the last thing you had expected to have come out of his stupid mouth.
No way this fucker was hitting on you.
“What?” you snapped. Wisely.
“You’re smart. Clearly good in combat,” Asper said. Like that was an answer. “And you’re beautiful.” He leaned in, like the two of you were sharing a secret. “You could do so much better than the dragon feed around here.”
You were picked by a dragon through.
“He’s flirting,” said a voice. Your dragon. Thank you. As if that wasn’t painfully obvious enough. You go to say that down the bond, but you can’t find the right channel. Shocair grumbled. “I heard it.”
“Whatever you’re trying to do,” you said, “I’m not interested.”
“I think you are,” Asper said. He stepped closer. He put his hand on yours.
“My boy’s gonna get real angry if you keep fucking trying your luck,” you snapped.
“Your boy?” he asked, and he was laughing. The asshole was laughing.
You yanked your hand back, and reveled at the look on his face. Anything to wipe that smug grin off his face. “Yeah. My boy.”
Asper rolled his eyes, and for a moment, you had a vision of punching him. Of clocking him square in the jaw, sending blood flying. Your words were a lot steadier than you felt. As soon as you stood up, the world spun. But then there was a hand at your waist, and everything straightened out. Gods, you knew him by touch alone, knew him even through the haze of alcohol. You could be deprived of every sense you have, and still know his presence by memory. He was ingrained in you.
“You heard her,” Bodhi said, low and dangerous and angry and—fuck, really really hot. “She’s not interested. And she shouldn’t need to threaten you with senior leadership to get you to fuck off, Asper.”
The flier scoffed. “I don’t think she’s talking about her section leader.”
Bodhi stepped around you, and shoved him. Hard. “It doesn’t matter if I’m a section leader or her fucking husband. When a woman says no, she means it.”
Asper held his hands up in surrender, turning a deep shade of red and finally walking away. But not before throwing glare back to Bodhi.
When he turned around to you, finally, your cheeks were hot, your breathing choppy. You stared at him, unsure of what to say. Fuck, you hadn’t realized he would over hear you. Hadn’t realized what kind of effect his words would have on you.
Possessive Bodhi was one thing. When he would leave bruises all over your chest and neck, knowing when you stripped your leathers for sparring, they would be visible. When he keeps his hand in the small of your back for a little too long in formation. When he cleans your wounds and punches fliers and calls you his girl.
But protective Bodhi? You were fighting to stay upright.
He knew you knew how to fight your own fights. You were a decent fighter and could fly circles around rider and flier alike. If someone had an issue, or someone started something, you were good on the follow through. That first fight, or the second when he interfered weren’t about anything other than making it known to everyone else that you were together.
When the end factor was nothing less than a name in front of yours, of his girl tacked onto everything, you were chagrined. When the end factor was keeping you safe, was making sure you had arms to fall into at night? All bets were off.
“Are you okay?” Bodhi asked, a deep furrow finding home between his brow.
You couldn’t catch your breath. Gods above, the way he was looking at you—
“I didn’t know you were there,” you answered.
"I didn't mean to overstep," he said quickly, averting his gaze.
"You didn't," you replied, and suddenly, your eyes were watering. You swallowed around the knot in your throat. "I'm being an asshole."
His head snapped up, and you weren't sure if it was your words or the emotion in your voice that brought the panicked look to the set of his brow, the line of his lips. "No, baby, no—"
"I got overwhelmed," you barrel on. "I got scared, and worried, and I I feel like I'm punishing you for it."
Bodhi shook his head frantically, carefully stepping towards you like you were a scared animal he was trying to approach. "You set a boundary," he said. "I could never fault you for that."
You tried to nod, but instead the tears started to slip out. God, this had to be the alcohol. You were not a crier.
Gingerly, Bodhi's hands were on the sides of your face, thumbs brushing away the escaped tears. "Is this okay?" he whispered.
"All of it is okay," you said meekly. "I was holding onto an idolized version of what I wanted in my head. But people know now, and the world isn't ending."
He laughed, pulling you into him. Your head rested on his chest, right at the perfect angle for him to tuck you under his chin. You wrapped your arms around his waist, and it felt like coming home.
"I never meant to push your boundaries, and I'm so sorry I ever did," he said into your hair. "I know exactly what you're capable of. I don't want you to ever think I'm going to willfully underestimate you."
"I know," you whisper into the fabric of his shirt, and the it occurred to you just how many people were around you. You had just made about a big fuss about the levels of PDA you were willing to accept. And now, here you were. You pulled back. "Can we go back to your room?"
He nodded firmly, eyes raking down your body. "Yes," he said. But he didn't move. "How much have you had to drink?"
You considered for a moment, tilting your head. "Not too much to have not been able to coherently have this conversation, but enough to want to ask you for a kiss right now."
He smirked. Damn infuriating smirk. Gods above, he was beautiful. "A kiss? What, just to tide you over?
"Yeah," you replied, not even bothering to hide how desperate you well and truly were. Your entire body had started to hum.
He leaned in, his head tilted to fit against you. He stopped, his lips a breath away from yours. "In front of all these people?"
"Everyone knows by now. Gossip mill in this place is honestly rather impressive," you said. "Besides, if anyone says anything, I'll just send you after them." You pouted. "I don't even like sparring. I'm no good at it."
He'd leaned in even closer, practically speaking into your mouth. "I can teach you."
"Every time you try to teach me to spar better, I end up pinned underneath you and we end up rushing back to your room. You have absolutely no pure intentions when it comes to sparring. Will you kiss me now?"
He didn't say anything else. Just pressed a smile against your lips. It sent sparks down your spine, and you couldn't help the way you sucked in a breath. It was entirely involuntary, the way your body bowed into him, like you're magnetized in your very core to his.
The kiss was gentle at first, just the press of his lips against yours, but then you opened your mouth, pushing back into him, and his tongue ran along your bottom lip. Your knees nearly gave out.
"Your room," you said, and it was a plea down to its very roots.
Bodhi practically dragged you out of the hall. The trip back to the residential wing was a blur. He kept stopping to kiss you, to run his hands along your waist, up the nape of your neck just to watch you shiver. Finally, and with great effort, the pair of you made it up the corridor and to his room.
He shoved open the door, and snaked an arm around your waist, pressing you into the wall next to it, just inside his room. His lips trailed up your neck, and you nearly whimpered at the contact.
When he pulled away to look at you, his eyes were heavy and lidded, low and dark. So full of adoration and yearning that your chest felt weird. Like it was rearranging so that if you wanted to slot Bodhi's beating heart in next to your own, you could.
"Your boy, huh?" he asked, voice husky.
You smiled, carding your fingers through his hair. "My boy."
Bodhi kicked the door shut behind him, and ascended on you.
Dain: You know there is a long lecture coming about how killing is wrong but first tell me where the body is so we can take care of it before anyone finds out
Standing guard over King Tauri’s youngest son, Camlaen Tauri, was not how I had envisioned my life after graduating from knight school at the royal castle.
I had dreamed of battles, of adventure, of proving myself on the battlefield alongside my fellow knights.
Instead, I found myself stationed outside the prince’s chambers, my sword at my side, my muscles aching from standing still for hours.
Being one of only two female guards in the entire royal service made things even more challenging.
Every day, I had to work twice as hard to earn half the respect my male counterparts received without question.
My armor, designed for function rather than comfort, clung tightly to my body, the cold metal pressing against my skin.
Tonight, the rain poured relentlessly from the darkened sky, drenching me from head to toe. Water seeped through the cracks in my armor, chilling me to the bone, but I did not waver.
My duty was to protect the prince, no matter the discomfort, no matter the storm. I tightened my grip on my sword and exhaled slowly, watching the droplets of rain slide down the blade. The night was quiet, save for the steady drumming of rain against the stone walls of the castle.
But I knew better than to let my guard down. The quiet could be deceiving, and danger often struck when least expected.
The only surprise that night—though, in truth, it wasn’t much of a surprise at all—came when the heavy wooden doors of Prince Camlaen Tauri’s chambers swung open.
And there he stood, completely bare. I kept my face carefully neutral, though the sight was hardly shocking.
Camlaen was notorious for his lack of shame, his arrogance as bold as the royal crest embroidered onto his ceremonial robes—when he actually bothered to wear them.
"Hello, love," he drawled, his voice rich with amusement as his gaze slowly traveled down my rain-drenched form.
His smirk deepened as his eyes lingered far too long. I clenched my jaw. My soaked armor clung uncomfortably to my skin, the leather straps tightening with the weight of the rain, but I refused to fidget.
If Camlaen was expecting me to squirm under his scrutiny, he would be disappointed.
"And hello, mate," he added smoothly, turning to my fellow guard, Kasimiro, who stood just as rigidly beside me, his face unreadable. Camlaen smirked again, clearly enjoying himself, before returning his attention to me.
I met his gaze with a stare as cold as the rain trickling down my neck. He was playing a game, one I had no intention of entertaining.
If he wanted a reaction, he wouldn’t get one from me.
"Just so you know, love," Camlaen drawled lazily, his smirk never wavering, "I’ll be having some visitors later. The Duke and Duchess of Tyrrendor, to be exact."
I stiffened slightly but said nothing.
My job was to guard him, not entertain his guests. "I want you to join us—for dinner."
He let the words hang in the air before adding with a glint in his eye,
"And, of course, to keep me safe."
Before I could so much as open my mouth to protest, he gave me one last smirk and shut the door in my face.
I blinked at the closed door, my grip tightening around the hilt of my sword.
That smug bastard.
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And that was how I found myself—stripped of my leathers, my armor, my swords—standing in the middle of a grand dining hall in a light blue ball gown.
A dress.
How the hell did that happen?
The silk clung to me in a way that made me feel exposed, the delicate embroidery a far cry from the battle-worn leather I was used to.
The fitted bodice, the flowing skirts—it all felt foreign, wrong.
I reached for where my weapons should have been, only to find empty space.
No sword.
No daggers.
Nothing.
I exhaled sharply.
I was supposed to be Camlaen Tauri’s guard—not his decoration.
And yet, here I was.
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Good thing Mother had drilled proper manners into me—what cutlery to use with which dish, how to choose the right wine.
It wasn’t exactly battlefield knowledge, but it was proving useful now.
Camlaen watched me with something close to amusement, though there was a flicker of something else—impressed, maybe?
I couldn’t help but wonder… Did the Duke and Duchess of Tyrrendor know I was merely a guard?
That beneath the fine silk and polished etiquette, I was more accustomed to wielding a sword than a wine glass? Still, none of that was as surprising as Camlaen himself.
He was… different.
The arrogant smirk, the lazy drawl—they were still there, but there was a lightness to him, a freedom in his laughter that I hadn’t expected.
The way he moved, the way he spoke—it wasn’t at all like the stories, like the rumors whispered in the castle halls.
Not like Halden.
Not like his older brother, the Crown Prince—the man I had always imagined him to be like.
And for the first time since meeting him, I realized—perhaps I had underestimated Camlaen Tauri.
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"So, what is your real name, Ella Leaflet?" The question came from Violet Riorson, the Duke’s wife, as we strolled through the vast garden, the scent of blooming roses lingering in the crisp evening air.
She smiled at me knowingly, as if she already had her suspicions.
I hesitated, stealing a quick glance at Camlaen, unsure how to answer. Before I could speak, he casually hooked an arm around my shoulders, his grin lazy and infuriatingly smug.
"Her name is (Y/N)," he answered smoothly, turning back to Violet.
"She’s my guard—and consort."
My eyes snapped wide open as I turned to him in disbelief. "I am so not your consort, Prince Camlaen!"
His booming laugh echoed through the garden, rich and unrestrained. It was the most genuine sound I had ever heard from him. "Please," he said, still grinning.
"Call me Aaric." That caught me off guard. The shift from his usual cocky demeanor to something almost sincere.
His voice softened, his expression turning oddly earnest.
"I’ve been dying to get to know you better, (Y/N), but all you do is stand guard at my door with Kasimiro or some other dude who’s eye-fucking you the entire time."
I stared at him, torn between irritation and amusement. Who the hell even was this man?
And for the first time ever—I smiled. A cheeky, unguarded smile, directed straight at Camla—no, Aaric.
Because this version of him, the one who laughed freely, who spoke without the weight of expectation, who looked at me not as a soldier but as a person, this was the version I found myself fond of.
The rest of the night went on beautifully. Aaric was like an open book, laughing, joking, teasing with his friends—and with me.
But as the darkness deepened and the moon rose high, exhaustion crept in.
A yawn escaped before I could stop it.
Gosh, I was tired.
The silky dress clung uncomfortably to my skin, damp from the cool night air.
A shudder ran through me, a mix of cold and fatigue settling into my bones.
"You tired, love?" Aaric teased, his voice low and amused.
Before I could answer, he inched closer, his warmth chasing away the chill.
My breath caught, my skin heating instantly.
He was very close.
Too close.
"Sir Keshbin!" Aaric yelled across the garden. "Please show the Duke and Duchess to their room."
Kasimiro inched closer, guiding Violet and Xaden away, while Aaric slipped his arm around me once more.
"So, love?" He mused, his tone playful. "How was today?" He let out a cocky smile.
"I must admit, you look absolutely fantastic in this dress." I felt my cheeks warm, a blush creeping up.
"Thank you for having me," I muttered politely, giving a small bow—he was still the prince after all, and I was a knight, bound by duty and respect.
He laughed—a wholehearted laugh—as he watched me bow.
"Is there something wrong, Aaric?" I asked, my voice soft and shy, trying to pull away from his arms.
But to no use.
He just pulled me closer.
"I have to get changed, Aaric. It’s my duty to guard your door tonight," I mumbled, still nervous.
"You will guard my door from the inside tonight," he murmured, his hot breath grazing my neck.
Gosh, the sensation made my pulse quicken. I swallowed hard, trying to avoid his piercing gaze, but that smug bastard just reached out and gently grazed my chin with his fingers, lifting my face to meet his eyes.
"Nu-uh, love. No looking away," he said with a teasing smile. His voice lowered into a question.
"If you consent?"
It was a direct question, and my body seemed to answer before I could think.
"Yes, Prince," I cooed, my voice soft and shy, still bewildered by the situation.
But before I could fully process it, he took my hand, guiding me into his chambers.
The heavy wooden doors creaked closed behind us.
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Part 2 will be uploaded tomorrow, thank you for your patience <3
Hi, I just wanted to know if the teaser for the garrick x oc fic was taken down or deleted cause I can't open it
im afraid i dont know where it went :( i will check if i have posted it on my wattpd account by any chance. if so i will post it under here. sorry for that!!
Short: Bodhi and his troup were sent away on a mission outside of the wards after graduation. None of them returned for 1,5 years. And you thought your boyfriend hat died. And so did your almost 1 year old son.
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"I don't want you to go," I murmured against Bodhi's chest, holding him tighter as if I could keep him here just a little longer.
He sighed softly, resting his chin on the top of my head.
"My love, I promise, in just four weeks, I'll be back with you," he whispered, his voice gentle like a warm breeze.
Then, he pressed a long, loving kiss to my lips, as if sealing his vow with that touch.
But he did not keep his promise.
No one came back.
Day after day, week after week, I waited.
Watching the horizon, hoping—praying—to see the familiar silhouettes of dragons soaring through the sky.
But neither the dragons nor their riders ever returned from the mission.
"You promised," I whispered, my voice trembling as I looked up at the vast, empty sky.
Tears welled in my eyes, spilling down my cheeks, each drop carrying the weight of my broken heart.
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Fast forward a couple months
"You’re pregnant," Violet murmured, gently holding my hair back as I leaned over the toilet, retching—for the fifth time in the last five days.
"There’s no other explanation," she added firmly. Rhiannon, who was sitting beside me, ran a soothing hand over my back.
Tears welled up in my eyes, blurring my vision as the realization hit me like a wave.
I was carrying a child—a child I could never share with him.
My love, my Bodhi.
He would have been the most wonderful father.
The kindest, the most loving, the most devoted. He would have held me close, whispered words of reassurance, dreamed with me about our future together.
But he was gone.
I exhaled shakily, sinking into the depths of my thoughts.
What if things had been different?
What if Bodhi had come back from the mission?
What if Panschek had never called his name alongside the others?
What if, instead of Violet and Rhiannon, it was him sitting beside me right now?
Holding me.
Comforting me.
What if Bodhi were here?
But he wasn't.
So I let Rhiannon and Violet take care of me.
They cared for my pregnant body, which grew weaker with each passing day.
For my broken heart—one that friendship could not heal, but at least made the pain more bearable.
And for the tiny new heart growing within me, a fragile spark of life in the midst of my grief.
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Fast forward a couple months
"I don’t know what to call him," I murmured happily, though exhaustion clung to my voice.
Violet and Xaden sat beside me on the bed, their eyes fixed on the tiny baby boy in my arms—the son I had just brought into the world.
Violet’s eyes shimmered with unshed tears, and so did Xaden’s.
"Bodhi would have loved him," Xaden said quietly, his voice laced with sorrow.
There was no doubt where his thoughts had wandered—to his cousin, to the man who should have been here to meet his son, but never would.
"Finding the right name is hard," Violet murmured, gently running her fingers over the baby's soft, delicate face.
"He looks like Bodhi," she whispered. And she was right.
Up until now, I had been too focused on surviving the birth to truly see him.
The overwhelming joy of holding my son filled me with warmth, but the moment I really looked at him, the crushing grief of Bodhi’s absence washed over me like a tidal wave.
His hair was already dark, thick, and curling at the edges—just like Bodhi’s.
A striking contrast to my own.
He was a Durran through and through.
"What about Malachi?" I suggested, testing the name on my tongue. But the moment I said it, I shook my head. "No... that doesn’t feel right."
"I think Koa is fitting," I suggest softly.
Xaden perks up, a small smile breaking through the lingering sorrow on his face.
"That’s the perfect name for the little guy. Koa. Durran?"
"Yes, Durran," I confirm, my voice thick with emotion. "After his father."
Tears well up in my eyes as I speak, the weight of Bodhi’s absence pressing against my chest.
"Welcome to the world, little Koa," Violet whispers, her voice warm and full of love as she gently strokes his tiny head.
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The months flew by in a blur. With all the chaos happening at Basgiath, it was no surprise.
Things had become far too dangerous for all of us.
So, Xaden made the decision—we, Violet, the other marked ones, and I, along with Koa, his last blood relative, would relocate to Riorson House.
It was the safest option, especially for Koa. And for Violet. Violet Riorson - his now pregnant wife.
Koa was growing fast, too fast.
He was quick, agile, and far too clever for his age.
Violet often helped me care for him, especially on the days when grief took hold of me and refused to let go.
I thought, with time, the grief would become more bearable.
But the older Koa grew, the more he resembled his father. And I could swear, his mannerisms were just like Bodhi's.
"Uncle Xaden," Koa gurgled, reaching his tiny arms out toward him. He couldn't say much yet—after all, he was only 11 months old. "Mom, Uncle Gar, Uncle Xaden, Aunt Vi," he babbled, his words a mix of innocence and heartache.
And then, when he saw the framed picture of Bodhi hanging in the throne room—a memorial that Xaden had placed there on the first anniversary of Bodhi's death—he said, "Papa."
It was a bittersweet reminder that Bodhi was gone, but not forgotten.
And now, Koa carried pieces of him with every smile, every word, and every gesture.
____
Rain lashed against Riorson House, its rhythmic thrum echoing through the stone walls.
Xaden had been pacing restlessly all day, his unease palpable. "Violet, please go to YN and Koa—something's wrong," he murmured urgently, gently guiding his very pregnant wife toward my chambers. "Go now."
(...)
I patted the empty space next to me on the bed, offering a smile.
"Come," I said.
She returned the smile and collapsed onto the bed, her large belly making her look almost too small for the weight she carried.
"If that’s not a pair of them," I grinned, tapping her stomach.
Violet shot me an exaggerated look of mock horror, her eyes wide.
"Oh, please—don’t even joke about it. Two? We’ll have a whole little army soon enough."
I chuckled and pulled the blanket up to my chin, my thoughts heavy with the storm outside.
The last thing I remembered was the warmth of Violet beside me... then sleep slowly pulling me under.
I woke up to the soft patter of little feet as a tiny human—named Koa—tried to climb into bed with me and his aunt.
He squirmed, his chubby hands reaching up as if determined to join us.
I gently lifted Koa into my arms, pulling him close and holding him as he nestled against me.
The warmth of his small body, so innocent and full of love, soothed me. Mere seconds later, I drifted back into a peaceful sleep, the sound of rain outside creating the perfect lullaby.
The rain—it had always been my favorite sound to fall asleep to.
A gentle, constant rhythm that washed away the worries of the world, if only for a little while.
____
The door flung open with a loud crash, snapping me awake. Xaden stood in the doorway, his face pale with shock, eyes wide with urgency.
Without a word, he commanded, "Violet, YN, come with me—now."
Koa, still asleep in my arms, barely stirred, so I gently eased him back into the bed, tucking the blankets around him before rushing to Xaden.
We moved swiftly, following his tense figure down the hall, our hearts racing with the unknown.
As we reached the yard, my breath caught in my throat. Three dragons stood in the landing field, their massive forms looming against the stormy sky.
One of them stood out immediately—Cuir.
My heart skipped a beat as I recognized the sleek, dark green scales, the sharp, intelligent eyes.
Bodhi’s dragon.
The one who had once carried my late boyfriend through the skies, but who had disappeared along with him, never to return.
Xaden froze for a moment, the shock on his face swelling with something I couldn’t quite place.
Violet's hand grasped mine, her eyes wide as she took in the sight of Cuir, standing as if nothing had changed.
Her gaze flickered from dragon to dragon. The other two dragons... Lutic and Maghraxs.
My mind raced, the pieces clicking together. These were the same two dragons that had been with Cuir and Bodhi the night they vanished, the night everything went wrong.
The night they disappeared from our lives forever.
My breath caught in my chest, a cold feeling settling deep in my stomach.
Violet stood frozen beside me, her eyes locked on the three dragons, shock and disbelief written across her face.
Xaden, on the other hand, was a trembling mess.
His body shook as he stepped forward, inching closer to Cuir, as if drawn by an invisible force.
"Is it really...?" Violet whispered, her voice barely audible in the still air.
Xaden nodded, though his eyes were filled with doubt.
It was as though he couldn’t quite believe what he was seeing, and yet... he couldn’t pull away.
Cuir’s eyes locked with Xaden’s, a moment of recognition passing between them. The air around us felt charged, thick with emotions neither of us could name.
And then... The world seemed to hold its breath.
Bodhi.
Sitting atop Cuir.
My heart stopped.
It felt like the world was spinning, and I was about to faint.
There, before me, was Bodhi—alive.
His presence seemed impossible, yet undeniable.
Xaden, beside me, stood frozen, staring at his cousin—who was supposed to be dead.
His face was a mix of disbelief, confusion.
Bodhi slid down from Cuir with a fluid grace, closing the distance between him and Xaden.
The two of them stood for a brief moment, eyes locking. And then, without hesitation, they embraced.
Their arms wrapped around each other in a powerful, heartwarming hug—one that held so much emotion, so much love, there wasn’t an inch between them.
They held on tight, as though their bond was something that had never been broken, despite all that had happened.
Violet and I stood in stunned silence, our eyes wide, our minds struggling to comprehend the scene unfolding before us.
And then, Bodhi’s eyes found mine.
"Bodhi?" My voice cracked, barely a whisper.
My knees gave out beneath me, and I collapsed to the ground, my body wracked with sobs.
The relief, the joy, the overwhelming emotions flooded over me all at once.
Before I knew it, Bodhi was there, stumbling toward me—fast, but limping, his movements pained.
His eyes were filled with concern as he dropped to his knees on the muddy, wet ground beside me.
He gathered me into his arms, holding me tight as the tears flowed uncontrollably.
I clung to him, my chest heaving with every sob. He kissed my head, again and again, as though he couldn’t stop himself, as if he were trying to make up for all the time lost.
Violet, too, was pulled into the embrace, tears streaming down her face as she pressed against us.
The three of us, wrapped together in a reunion so raw, so filled with love and grief, we all cried.
Bodhi looked at Violet, his eyes widening with shock. "You’re... pregnant?"
His voice was a mix of wonder and disbelief.
A small, exhausted grin tugged at his lips, though his face betrayed the toll the journey had taken on him.
He looked different—worn, tired—but alive.
And in that moment, the exhaustion seemed secondary to the joy of being home.
"You’re alive," I whispered through my tears.
"I thought I’d lost you forever."
Bodhi kissed my forehead gently again, holding me even tighter.
"I’m here, love. I’m here."
____
Minutes felt like hours.
We were still standing in the rain, right in the middle of the landing field.
Bodhi and the two other riders, Tomba and Kevis, were telling us about the intrigue, the other fallen comrades, their desperate attempts to escape captivity—a struggle that had lasted a whole 1.5 years until they finally succeeded.
36 hours ago, they had managed to escape.
They’d flown for 36 hours straight—from Basgiath, where they found nothing but death, to Aretia.
To us.
“Papa,” I heard Koa’s small voice as he entered the landing field, pointing at Bodhi.
I hadn’t even noticed that he had come outside.
Bodhi stared at Koa with wide eyes.
“Mama, that’s Papa!” Koa said, looking up at me.
Bodhi’s gaze shifted to me—his eyes, wide and beautiful, locked onto mine.
I smiled shyly and walked toward Bodhi.
“I think I need to introduce you to someone,” I said, lifting Koa into my arms.
“Bodhi, this is Koa Durran,” I said softly. “Your son.”
Bodhi was at a loss for words as he stared at Koa, who happily turned to Xaden.
"Uncle Xaden, that’s Papa!" he giggled, and with a joyful rush, he flung himself into Bodhi's arms.
Bodhi stood frozen, his eyes wide with shock, as Koa wrapped his small arms around him.
He glanced at me, still in disbelief.
"Wait… we have a child? I have a son? What else did I miss?" His voice cracked, and tears welled up in his eyes. "I'm so sorry, love... Wait? Koa Durran? You kept my last name alive?" he whispered, his gaze fixed on me with overwhelming emotion.
I sniffled, my own tears beginning to spill.
"Well, I never got to have your last name, so I thought Koa might want to at least..." I trailed off, my voice faltering.
Bodhi let out a soft, teary laugh. "Oh, we are so going to fucking change your last name, love," he moaned, his voice filled with emotion as he pulled me close.
He wrapped his arms around me, Koa still nestled in his embrace.
I could feel the warmth of our little family finally coming together after so long.
Violet, her face streaked with tears, scooted closer, desperate for a hug.
She reached out, pulling Xaden along with her, and we all gathered together.
The weight of everything that had happened seemed to melt away as we embraced, the sense of being whole, of finally being reunited, flooding over us.
For the first time in a year and a half, we were whole.
No grief.
No pain.
Just love.
The first night in 1.5 years as a family.
The first night filled with peace, warmth, and a sense of completion we had longed for.
I have 3 more imagines in the work that will be published tomorrow:
*9 MARCH 2025*
Bodhi Durran - Wait? We have a child *fluff*
Bodhi Durran - I thought you died *angst/smut*
Aaric Graycastle - Knights lover *smut*
Also the last part of my Aaric multichapter story will be published (Aarics and YN big wedding) on the 10 March AND the next chapter Shadow Ball - Garrick Tavis Fanfiction.
Sooo tomorrow is a busy day!
Keep your heads out for all the above plus a mated dragons *all boys* headcannons <3
