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ilya rozanov asks shane to be his boyfriend, attempt 1: bro I fucking love having sex with girls

ilya rozanov asks shane to be his boyfriend, attempt 2: might fuck around later and marry a woman lol. yeah i have one in mind. she's really hot :) her dad was a goalie :)

ilya rozanov asks shane to be his boyfriend, attempt 3: [to shane's parents] WE! ARE! LOVERS!

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hollanovlife

I don't think I can be normal about them.

fragilecapric0rnn

shane hollander i am obsessed with you and your neurotic little suit for the hookup

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mythmagicetc

the way ilya says, “i like girls, but i also like you,” and he’s hoping that shane will say, “i like you, too,” but shane does not! shane just says “lucky me,” and that’s when ilya backtracks with “not as person, of course,” because from his point of view, he’s offered up some vulnerability and shane has refused to match it. but shane doesn’t realize that ilya would see this as a rejection because ilya never explicitly asked him anything, and he’s also panicking, and maybe he thinks it’s a little bit obvious how much he likes ilya, too. so ilya is trying to figure out if they both want the same thing without risking what they already have, and shane’s just responding like ilya’s performing a grand soliloquy about women, and now it’s a mess. and they are in love

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themoonandmyman

A canon autistic character, so much explicit gay sex, a trans male actor, early 2000s bangers, technically stunning shots and montages, yearning so good you’d think you were reading your mother’s Mills and Boon from the 80s. It’s about hockey and there’s barely any hockey.

This might be my favourite show of the last five years

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covenlesswitches

“he should be at the club” well he’s at the club and he wants to fucking kill himself

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hatepotion

as a wise poet once said: "You f***ing pussy, go home, go home, you're 45 years old"

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officialkendallroy

not gonna lie kitten, the only thing that's getting daddy through the week right now is canadian state funded ice hockey yaoi

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holyfuckingweed

Heated Rivalry incorrect quotes part 8/?

Part 7

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holyfuckingweed

Heated Rivalry incorrect quotes part 10/?

Part 9

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holyfuckingweed

Heated Rivalry incorrect quotes part 13/?

Part 12

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holyfuckingweed

Heated Rivalry incorrect quotes part 15/?

Part 14

My love fr

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my-2nd-account

The way he's always squeezing Shane's tits like his own custom made stress balls

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nyxlyx

(gif by @sobadbad )

i’m seeing lots of folks talk about this moment as ilya being jealous, and friends, this is not jealousy

this is self-loathing. this is self-contempt. he is staring into a mirror. (side note, this reddit post about mirrors symbolizing internalized homophobia in hr is well-worth a read)

he is not angry at shane. he’s furious at himself. he’s disgusted with himself. altho i don’t think it’s just internalized homophobia in this case. it’s more about his shame in general, because he actually let himself think that maybe someone would love him back. that he would be worth staying for, when no one has ever stuck around for him before

and he let himself believe for one tiny little moment that shane hollander, MLH golden boy, would risk (really risk, not just this dalliance a few times a year) his career and reputation and heart for him. what a fool. he should know better, because when has anyone ever loved him like that? never, except his mother, and she’s still gone, isn’t she? so what did he think he was doing, letting himself get pulled in so deep that he actually thought he might get loved back

let’s also take a moment to appreciate connor storrie’s brilliant performance in this moment. he doesn’t even look like the same person, he’s so deeply entrenched in ilya’s self-disgust

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decladams

lesbian heated rivalry wouldn’t be in hockey because there are already many out queer women in hockey due to the fact that hockey is viewed as a men’s sport. the whole reason hockey is captivating for mlm is because it is a toxically masculine sport and the idea of having out queer men in that sport is surprising (requiring them to stay closeted/have situationships/etc), whereas it is not nearly as surprising for queer women. therefore, lesbian heated rivalry would actually occur in a setting like ballet, gymnastics, or some other stereotypically feminine sport (that has toxic feminine standards) where queer women are not as visible. in this essay i will

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