Lucifer Loves Me

Janie. 21.

[luci-in-love]

“who hurt you”

[silly-luv]

[luci-in-love]

She’s tired of thinking til the sun comes up, so she can’t stay sober for a day.

[luci-in-love]

Just remember when you’re ignoring her, you’re teaching her to live without you.

[luci-in-love]

First they’ll make your heart skip beats and then they’ll make your insides ache until you forget the difference between love and hate.

[wifis-lildevil]

[luci-in-love]

I long to hear your voice, but still I make the choice to bury my love for you...

[luci-in-love]

don’t you know people can be dead even before they’ve died?

[dailyinspirationquotes]

[wholesomemidnight-deactivated20]

[gurbanaesthetic]

[who-would-have-thought-it]

[thepersonalquotes]

[luci-in-love]

You sit alone in your dark room and cry and think about everything you did wrong and how you should've been better. You ask yourself why. Why did it all happen? You were so happy... how'd it change? You think it won't ever get better. You think you'll be stuck feeling like this forever. It hurts. It all hurts. All your senses are on fire. It's like everything just turns to flames and then to nothing all at once. You go numb. Vacant of words or thoughts or feelings. You just sit. In silence. And you slip. Fall hard back in to old ways, old habits. Anything to 'fix' it. You can't feel anything unless it's yourself digging at your own skin. What's the point? Every mark you make will become another reason you hate yourself. Another reason why someone else can't love you. Another reason no one will understand. In your desperate attempt to feel, you seclude yourself even more from the outside world. You become hidden within yourself. The world hurts too much so why live in it. Why not just escape permanently. Why not say goodbye.

A downward spiral

[luci-in-love]

Don't let the world change your smile; let your smile change the world.

[luci-in-love]

I'm that terrible person that always jokes about killing myself but I'm actually starting to consider it as an option again

[luci-in-love]

Sometimes people hurt you and act like you hurt them