I don't know why you keep me around, I run my fingers down your spine, you're motionless, no sound. My breath catches, but I'm not surprised; I lay inside myself and detest my choice to take possession of someone that isnt mine.
Your mood and loyalty change with the tide, I look at the ground, every part of me dangling from your your tethering pride. There's an ocean between you and I. As a shiver walks down my spine, I silently remember the last time you made me want to die.
The rejection dismantles my thoughts, it beings to shred my being, like a demon clawing out from the inside. Falling apart, I demand answers from the masochist, no mercy, just another second that I'm forced to survive.
The darkness used to comfort me, now it's as cold as you. Once, I meant everything, but that was when I was new. Now I'm just a ghost in a house that isn't mine. You look at me only as something to put yourself inside.
I run to the abyss like lyrics in a song, Im dead inside. My body will follow before too long...














