Lucy The Docobog

Heya, thanks for checking out my page! I’m Lucy, the creator of the Docobog species. I am a hobby artist, with my sights set on writing and illustrating my own manga someday! I hobby in a lot of other things, but I will primarily be posting my art here. ❤️ I am unavailable for commissions, sorry in advance! Anti-AI, always. 18+ too ;p

[lucythedocobog]

Btw go follow my bluesky for the nsfw art!

I draw explicit art. Professional deer lover 🚫Anti AI🚫 Creator of the Docobog species! All characters depicted are 18+

[demilypyro]

how dare a work challenge me. you think I can't understand your little metaphors and allegories? fuck you I totally can. give me that book. oh what the fuck this thing is full of words

[wickedsick]

[wizard0rb]

Jesse Pinkman & Skyler White watch AMC's Breaking Bad together

spiritual successor to this

[cymk8]

something something dykes on bikes 🏍️🌈💨 (because it's not pride without some l e a t h e r)

[patreon]

[lucythedocobog]

As a trans person (still in the closet but hoping to get out of here very soon because ngl it's kinda dark here🤞🤞)

I HATE JAX REP...I saw a lot of people saying it was a TERF caricature and even if I do not fully agree with it myself I still find her pretty harmful to our community...

Dunno man, I hate the violent-sexist-trans trope, in the 90s it was all we can have when a character was transitioning...

So please, don't be so harsh on us who are likely to pay for harmeful representations in media in real life... We just want to voice our discomfort, not all of us are narrow minded, and the fandom acting like is black and white is NOT helping to have constructive discussions...

I'm literally a trans woman who didn't realize I was trans until I was 19 or so, and prior to that I went hypermasculine. I have intense parental trauma much like Jax. I hated when people pried to deep and got too close so I pushed everyone away. I turned into a disgusting, bigoted, homophobic and transphobic person because of how desperately I was trying to force myself into the closet more.

Yes, that closet is fucking dark. That closet takes different shapes for all of us.

That closet nearly killed me, the way it killed Jax before she could transition. I almost didn't fucking make it out the other side. To shed that deep rooted misogyny, bigotry, hate, I had to tear myself apart to do it. I got angry at the wrong people. I punished myself for it.

But what I have to show for it? I'm still standing. I'm proud to be a woman with scars to bear who understands the pain other women go through stuck in the closet, just like Jax. Just like me.

I hope you can get somewhere safe enough to no longer have to be in the closet.

[lucythedocobog]

"Transfem jax isn't good trans representation" blocked. I don't care if we never knew eachother existed prior I'm just blocking you. You must be paid to be miserable or something.

[sammycore333]

do you wish that you loved me?

[demilypyro]

I'm probably plural but I have a job so idrc abt that rn

[swagvo1d]

doomed

[secretmellowblog]

So that circus show huh

[catgirlfingies]

I need to find this cafe

[demilypyro]

growing up as an unaware lesbian trans girl you'll have cis dudes asking you things like "wait if you're a guy who likes girls... why do you act like such a faggot?" and by acting like a faggot they'll just mean having emotions and respecting women. and you'll just shrug

[lucythedocobog]

Thinking about chubby two-headed snake girls…

[doyoulovethewayzeylily]

you'll feel like a total dipshit train wreck and no matter what some girl is gonna see you and think "role model". you can't kill yourself you have to go be clocky in the gas station so a 14 year old can have the trajectory of her life altered forever

[leachnoodles]

Had a nightmare where Caine talked like ChatGPT. It was so terrifying that I woke up crying and panicking and started stabbing random people on the street.

I also like Gangle, she's cute.

[prettymachine]

it is absolutely essential to have friends you can have extremely insane pervert conversations with. this is kind of what makes life worth living

[demilypyro]

No spoilers, just themes.

With the finale out now I think a central theme that I've recognized and really adore is "all of these characters are more complex than an audience would appreciate." They are all being squished into a child-friendly set of archetypes, be that by Caine, Jax, or metatextually, the fandom. Caine doesn't want them complaining, swearing or having sex, they just have to go on endless, mindless, youtube-monetizable adventures. He's the ringmaster, he puts them in a bright poppy's playtime ass stage and demands for funny to happen. Meanwhile, Jax doesn't want to address the dire reality of their situation and copes by playing along, treating himself and all the characters as flat archetypes with no internality, so that the elephants in the room can safely be ignored. The fandom, meanwhile, is quietly guilty of all the same things. "Why isn't my favorite character acting in accordance with my headcanon? Which characters are flatly evil so we can hate them? Will they achieve my perfect happy ending? Because if not I'll be mad about it."

It doesn't work. Because they're more complex than that. They're people, they need more, they have emotions and traumas and wants and needs. Ragatha isn't always cheerful, she's not just the mom friend, and she's not some manipulator either. She's a person, trying her best, and very often failing. Pomni isn't always anxious, she's a natural leader and she wants the best for everyone, but she's not perfect either. She's a person, trying her best, and very often failing. And Jax isn't just a villain, he's a very complicated ball of traumas whose consistent first instinct is to push everyone away, hurting others so that he won't get hurt himself. He's a person, trying his best, and very often failing. She might even be a girl. Zooble isn't just a grump, Gangle isn't just a wimp, Kinger isn't just crazy. They're humans. And humans aren't always good. They're messy, screwed up, complicated things. They're things that can't be flattened down to archetypes, no matter how much Caine, Jax, or the fandom wants it.

The fandom wanted a bunch of cookie cutter adventures with good guys and bad guys, but what we got is just a bunch of people, stuck together, their traumas rubbing up against eachother until something catches fire and explodes. And I think that's way more interesting. I'm glad the show is that. I understand not everyone feels that way, though. A lot of people wanted something less nuanced. But I don't think the show not matching your expectations is the show's fault. I think people just need to come at it with the right mindset. Meet the story where it's at.

People are always more complicated than an audience wants them to be.