Fuck Up

Luke Cadder. 18 years old. Musician "Death is a part of life. I sure wish it wasn't."

[xmichaelblake-blog]

I know sign language. One of the kids at daycare is deaf so I learned it. I can be the translator.

[luke-cadder-blog]

That’s excellent! Oh my God, I have the smartest sister in the world! I love you, Mel! You’re so smart!

[xmichaelblake-blog]

Lukey, can you get me a pet gorilla?

[luke-cadder-blog]

Yes!! Do you even have to ask?! But.. But, we gotta make sure it already knows sign language.. Because. I know sign language.. Wait, no. I mean, I don’t know sign language. So I wouldn’t be able to teach it sign language.

[xmichaelblake-blog]

Don’t you think it’s so weird how like, people talk to animals in people language? I mean, animals don’t speak people, they speak animal.

[luke-cadder-blog]

But dogs and cats are proven to be able to understand the English language. That’s why they’re so smart. And Gorillas can learn sign language. So, I think it’s cool that they can do that because, like.. What if you wanted to talk in sign language to someone, but the gorilla was the only one in the room. Like, you could talk to him cause.. You know.. He knows sign language.

[casparkhalidi-blog]

It’s very pretty. I like it.

[luke-cadder-blog]

Thank you. Took me a few days to get it down pat. You think it’s ready to perform? Any changes you think should be made?

[luke-cadder-blog]

[luke-cadder-blog]

sapphirexwilliams:

Yeah, I’d love to.

She says she wants to end it all when she's all alone in her room She cries The way she feels inside is too much for her When all you got is these four walls It's not that hard to feel so small Or even exist at all How come no one heard her when she said Maybe I'm better off dead If I was would it finally be enough To shut out all those voices in my head? Maybe I'm better off dead Better off dead! Did you hear a word Hear a word I said? This is not where I belong You gonna miss me when I'm gone Gone, gone This is not where I belong You gonna miss me when I'm gone She doesn't know she's beautiful Because no one's ever told her so And the demons that she has is all she knows And maybe she can fall in love with someone in her life that she could trust And tell her she's enough How come no one heard her when she said Maybe I'm better off dead If I was would it finally be enough To shut out all those voices in my head? Maybe I'm better off dead Better off dead! Did you hear a word Hear a word I said? This is not where I belong You gonna miss me when I'm gone Gone, gone This is not where I belong You gonna miss me when I'm gone When all you got is these four walls It's not hard to feel so small When all you got is these four walls It's not hard to feel so small All she wanted was to be enough All she wanted was to be enough So what does it take? Maybe it's not too late Yeah no one heard her when she said Maybe I'm better off dead If I was would it finally be enough To shut out all those voices in my head? Maybe I'm better off dead Better off dead! Did you hear a word Hear a word I said? This is not where I belong You gonna miss me when I'm gone Gone, gone This is not where I belong You gonna miss me when I'm gone Gone, gone This is not where I belong You gonna miss me when I'm gone.

[casparkhalidi-blog]

Can I hear some of your songs?

[luke-cadder-blog]

Um.. Sure, yeah! If you want. There’s actually a new one that I just finished. I need another ear to tell me if it’s good or not. You wanna hear?

[foster--rhodes-blog]

I don’t understand why teachers give summer reading. I want to spend my summer sleeping not doing this stupid work.

[luke-cadder-blog]

They do it so you won’t spend your summer sleeping, Foster. It’s so your brain can retain information throughout the summer.

[casparkhalidi-blog]

You write music?

[luke-cadder-blog]

I do. I perform, too. I have roughly 1,000 YouTube subscribers.

[casparkhalidi-blog]

Someone should come to the beach with me. I’ve got cute beach waves going on, it’s only fair.

[luke-cadder-blog]

You do have some nice waves going on. And I need a little sun. I’ve been cooped up in this house for weeks trying to write new music. Maybe I’ll get some inspiration at the beach.

[xmichaelblake-blog]

I’m just saying! It makes sense!

[luke-cadder-blog]

Bullshit. You’ve been self-absorbed since you were five.

[xmichaelblake-blog]

I think it’s probably because you’ll send me to a home if I look anything below amazing. 

[luke-cadder-blog]

Oh, so now you’re blaming your self absorption on me! I see how it is. You girls are tricky beasts.

[xmichaelblake-blog]

Not now, I look cute today.

[luke-cadder-blog]

That’s what you say everyday. You’re self-absorbed.

[xmichaelblake-blog]

I doubt it.

[luke-cadder-blog]

Do I have to prove it to you?

[kennedy-holmes-blog]

Shows who the smarter one out of us two is.

[luke-cadder-blog]

If you can show me the dictionary definition of a country-ist, I’ll admit that you’re smarter than me.

[kennedy-holmes-blog]

Country-ist: adjective. Someone who thinks that just because it happens in America, that it happens in other countries too.

[luke-cadder-blog]

i’m almost 100 percent positive that you just made that word and definition up. Don’t try to argue with me with words that don’t exist. That’s unfair!

[wyn-rhodes]

I just dont wannaaaaa….

That’s fine, tell them and your two billion twitter followers! At least that’ll get my name out there.

[luke-cadder-blog]

You’ll get a bad rep. You know how people’s careers go downhill when people find out they’re being fake! So, if you insist....