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I am so tired, of all it. So, so tired. I want to sleep for a long time and not be conscious, and just exist in the void thoughtlessly and without stress. I feel sick most of the time, with nausea, or headache, or something else stupid and pointless, and I just have to keep on going all the time and I'm just so done, I don't want to talk to the people in my life about it anymore because I'm sure they're all done hearing about my pointless complaints, for months on end, so here I am putting my thoughts out onto this app, I'm sorry to whoever sees this, I hope you are all having an amazing day and I wish you the best!

See y'all in my nest post I guess lol

Here is a gif of a cute frog to make up for my mini rant!

When you get knocked down, sometimes getting up right away isn't the best thing to do, sometimes you have to sit or lay down for a bit to recover from what knocked you down, and that's ok!!

Let yourself grieve, let yourself feel, if getting up right away will hurt you more than sitting there for a bit, don't get up right away. Wait until you feel ready.

That being said, you need to be able to work up the strength to get up at some point, and finding that point can be hard sometimes. But you can find it! You will get up, you are strong! Just remember to not do it at the cost of your well-being.

#motivation #its okay #if you get knocked down get up again #take care of yourselves #it is going to be ok #you can get through this #let yourself heal #let yourself rest #i believe in you

Reminder that you can finish your projects even if it's been a long time! I've been trying to work on this scarf on and off for two years, but I finally finished the scarf :)

Now, I know this might not seem impressive to many of you, and that's ok! For those of you who can say you are going to do something, and then do it, I have so much respect for. But I personally have a lot of trouble following through on projects, even if its something I'm very excited about. For me, finishing this scarf is a big deal because I actually managed to do something I was losing hope that I'd be able to do, and fail at this task as I have for many before it. Not this time though, this time I did it.

It might take you longer than it would take for some people, but you aren't some people, you are you, so take your time, do it when you can, and remember you can do it!

#distractions #knitting #scarf #motivation #you can do anything #you can do it #you are you #take your time #do what you enjoy #do what you love #i finished the thing #you can do this #you can do the thing #good luck lads

When you're texting with someone and the responses have been going well and you think you've got this conversation handled, but then they suddenly stop responding so you say something else to try to cover up whatever mistake you must have made but then they still don't respond and you realize you have said way too much stuff and probably sound pushy and just stare fearfully at the screen fighting the urge to say something else but don't because you don't want to bother them with your existence more than you already have

#texting #anxious #they all hate me #why do i do this every time #I thought things were fine #anxiety #agghhhhhhh #why are my thoughts so dramatic #Im sorry for my existence

Staying up all night and into the next day is definitely an experience . People around me are having proper conversations, and here I am with my already slow brain cell attempting to process words running on two mugs of tea, zero sleep, and a half a nutrigrain bar

#i need sleep #i should sleep #i am tired #very tired #so so tired #this is a new dimension probably #running on tea #people talk too fast #unable to sleep

That one mood where you know you want to do something, but then you have no clue what it is, and nothing else really feels enjoyable until you know what it is and do it, but the only way you can find that thing is by answering yes/no questions in your head. Its like some sort of messed up 20 questions game.

Me: Do I want to draw?

Brain: No.

Me: TV? Games?

Brain: Nope, and noppe

Me: Then what in the everlasting void do you want from me?

Brain: Idk, figure it out :)

#brainsorwhatever #entertainment #just bored #so bored #tired of myself #why must i be this way #why is my brain this way #why is my brain doing this to me #what the heck #i just want to relax

Me studying for a test is like throwing things at a ripped fishing net. Some of the information will stick, some of it will fall through. What sticks and what falls out is 100% random and doesn't always benefit me that well.

This is, of course, assuming I can actually get enough motivation and focus to study in the first place

#studying #memory #relatable hopefully #how do people do it #probably a bad metaphor but this is how my brain works #i can't focus

loudrats

rat day rat day rat day!!! 🐀

#rats #love rats #rat mom #rat day

When you draw something that you are initially proud of, then you look at it later and it's just ---

Garbage

#art struggles #relatable #what am i even doing #just why #the arms look like noodles #what the heck is going on #It looked so good 5 minutes ago???#Why did people not tell me it looked this bad #bad art

Last night I looked over, got a bit of a frightening moment as I took a moment to register what I was seeing, my brain defaulted to demon

Completely forgot there was a glow in the dark plush on my shelf (:

#funny #nighttime #misunderstandings #glow in the dark #stuffed animals #creepy #thought there was a heckin demon #why can a plush startle me that much #too jumpy

Just watched Raya and The Last Dragon for the first time and oh my god I am living for these gals, my heart couldn't take it they are so pretty!

#raya and the last dragon #namaari #raya #gay girls #pretty gals

NEW DICE NEW DICE NEW DICE

If there is a better feeling than being able to take handfuls of dice, and shove them into a bag as big as your face and completely fill it up, please let me know because I am ecstatic right now

#dnd dice #polyhedral dice #dice bag #dice hoard #dice goblin #pretty dice #pretty #dice dice dice dice dice #so happy #lots of dice #ecstatic #dungeons and dragons #dungeons and dice #dungeon master #d&d players #oh my god do many dice I'm so happy

Just remembered a dream I had a little while ago, thought I would share:

Godzilla killed everybody in a rampage knocking over buildings, creating fire, you name it. Eventually, he looked around at the wrecked and burning buildings, realizing he was the only thing left . He then sat there and sobbed "I killed everything and now I'm all alone. ", bursting out in tears.

Behind him glowed a sign, attached to the only building still standing; a library. The sign read "Don't worry, books will never leave you"

Cut to a scene with pastel colours where a small, cute godzilla is happily reading, his arms inside the windows of the library as he reads with his lil reading glasses, flames in the background.

The whole thing was set up like a comic strip, and I woke up at 4am in order to make a sketch so that I could remember it. Just proves that books are amazing company!

Edit: Oh my gosh y'all I found the sketch

I was clearly half asleep but its beautiful

#random thoughts #reading #funny #my dreams #godzilla

Is it just me or do dice look like something real nice to snack on until you remember that they are literally plastic?

I have a really pretty purple and blue set (well I have a lot of pretty dice but that's besides the point) and I know I have been very tempted to just *monch*

#dice #am i the only one?#am i the weird one?#dnd dice #tempting #relatable

Hiya, I'm Lumidragon, I'm new to this app so bear with me as I figure things out.. I figured I should make a little bit of an introduction, so here I go!

(Should be studying instead of writing this but you know how it goes ;^;))

For some basic info, I'm from Canada, I'm female (she/her pronouns), I'm lesbian, and I'm in grade 11.

Some extras about me are:

My love for sitcoms (many sitcoms)

I'm a fan of Robotics (FRC)

I do art, I'm not that great though, may post some eventually but Idk

I'm mostly here because I'm bored and wanna find some fun

Looking forwards to figuring out what I'm going to post on here :)

#introduction #hello

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