« Youâre a big girl now, no more daddyâs little girl »
But what if I never wanted to grow up?
What if I never wanted to vacate that title of being your « little girl »
My heart ache each time I realize Iâve grown.
In seeing the thining grey hair, the wrinkled deepening wrinkles; realizing how feeble my daddy is against the entirety of the world ferocious nature.
I wonder back to that time sometimes. Before everything;before the light began to dim in me and the awareness festered.Back to that safety that seems so agonizingly mesmerizing at the moment.Knowing Iâll never feel a sliver of it again.Because Iâm a big girl now.
How could I be no longer your little girl when I just want to cry in your arms while you comfort me?
Iâm proud to be your daughter.
Even through the decay and the rusting the years left on everything; on our souls; on mine.
I love you daddy.
Please let be your little girl again in some other far away life time while I still have the innocence of childhood left in me.
-just a random having an existential dread while time continue to run through
LAZILY FLIPS THE BILLS BETWEEN HIS FINGERS, leona sits across from you silent counting the cash.
when you reach into your wallet unknown to him, pull out a fifty and slide it toward him on the table...he freezes.
he eyes the bill, then you. the look in his eyes screams annoyance, his ear flicks as he asks, "what are you doing?"
he sounds unimpressed, and he listens when you say sweetly how you wanted to help bay the bill.
he chuckles, low and amused.
"who do you take me for?" he asks, taking two hundreds from the stash in his wallet and cups them over your hands with the fifty and slides it back to you.
you blink, mouth gaped open slightly but before you could ask, he cuts you off.
HE DOESN'T EVEN LOOK UP AT YOU, azul just flicks the bill back toward you and you slide it back.
a smile forces its way to your lips when he finally grabs the bill and twiddles it between his index and middle finger.
"my pearl, are you trying to make me laugh?"
his eyes are narrowed, posture confident and a sly smirk on his face. you say you wanted to help pay the bill, and he chuckles.
his polite laughs just sounds like money is raining before him, and he slides the bill back in your direction on the table and pays for the dinner from his card.
he'll take your hand and kiss your skin gently, eyes glaring behind his glasses as he smiles fondly.
"what a lovely gesture, my dear, but you need not worry about money as long as im with you~"
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HE'S ALREADY HUNCHED OVER AT THE TABLE, hair styled to show his face, suit ironed and fitted, poking at his food unable to make eye contact with anyone other then youâhe even had a hard time ordering his plate.
he's already awkward as is, so when idia sees you slide over a fifty he immediately flinched.
what are you doing? why are you handing him a fifty? do you think he's broke?
he blinks once and immediately drops his fork with a clank. "whâwhat are you doing ?..." you explained softly, smiling so much he can feel it in his soul.
idia shook his head, immediately wiping out his wallet and fumbles for his cash while panic explaining, "butâbut i asked you out, you can't pay ! this isn't how it was supposed to go, put that away and just let me pay... please?"
at the end of it, he ends up paying and secretly sliding a few extra hundreds in your purse when you excuse yourself to go to the bathroomânever will he let his woman pay for a meal.
WHEN YOU SLIDE THE FIFTY ACROSS THE TABLE CLOTH, malleus doesn't even bat an eye. he simply watches you retract your hand and smiling sweetly up at him.
"...what gesture is this?" he asks, curious as a child, tilting his head while he already planned to pay ahead.
you say you wanted to help with the bill, and malleus smiled. he's not offended, but more amused.
"your offering?"
little do you know, malleus already has the cash ready to hand over to the waiter.
as you nod your head, malleus already took the bills from his wallet and placed it into the billfold, taking another hundred and hands it to you back with the fifty.
"don't make me laugh, my love. it's said the man pays for the woman, yes? as future king and queen of briar valley, please, take the money, you deserve all the wealth in the world~"
HE'S EXPECTING TO PAY FOR THE BILL, kalim doesn't register the fact you slide a fifty forward until he finally looks down.
he was mid-ramble, saying how good the food wasâjamil having to be convinced multiple timesâwhen he cuts himself off at the sight of your money.
he blinks, eventually understanding your intentions.
kalim gasps slightly, shakes his head and immediately pushes the cash back to you. "oh, no baby, you don't have to do that! it's my treat, don't worry!"
no matter how hard you try and say otherwise, kalim ends up paying for your meal and even sends you an extra two hundred for shopping<3
"let me treat you, okay? you deserve all the riches in the world ! besides, my mother wants you to shop at this store, she says you'll look beautiful in their clothes!"
end notes â "but-but-but kalim won't eat anything unless cooked by jamilâ" okay, if it makes ya feel better jamil was one of the cooks I DON'T KNOW HOW TO MAKE YOU HAPPY.
I want to see the desperation in Kim Rok Soo,I want to see misery knowing he lived while he was fated to die.
By taking Choi Jung Soo place.
Yet Cale Henituse who was once that Kim Rok Soo canât help but lament,thatâs itâs something that Choi Jung Soo wouldâve done no matter what.
He would have done it over and over in each reality to save him.
And I want to see that wretchedness while he looks for ways to bring him to his rightful place.
Being it to Cale Henistuse side or what used to be the ÂŽbirth of the heroâ universe which became the totcf you can decide for yourself.
After all,Cale Henituse considers himself a trash above all,so why shouldnât he be selfish?
He never proclaimed to be the hero everyone think he is.
He has now Lee Soo Hyuk by his side again nonetheless that heâs Sui Khan,itâs still Lee Soo Hyuk underneath the flesh,it is his soul that inhibits that body.
All thats left is his Choi Jung Soo.
His friend,his hyung ,his dongsaeng all at the same time.Hes so vital in each aspect.
Idk man I just wanted to show a bit of the relationship between Choi Jung Soo and Kim Rok since itâs not talked about as much,even though he basically sacrificed himself since he was the one supposed to go to the birth of the hero instead of Kim Rok Soo.like come on his friend,his brother since they were on the same day basically his twin and no talks of them is foulđ.
where are my platonic yandere Kim Rok Soo fan at??
This letter may not be read by anyone but my beloved,for my only dear in this wretched world.
You asked me to speak of my love.
As if I donât breath it everyday; as if I wouldnât take out my heart so youâll come replace it,to be nestled safely against my ribs,so youâll become my beating heart and control my life with it.
My devotion knows no bounds for my dearest.
For your love,for your being that was written for me in the stars;in destiny.
What wouldnât I do to crawl in your skin, to hear the thrumming of the blood rushing through your veins,to become one with you.
My life will go on and perish however my mind would still be reeled in by your very essence.
May those forbidden,cursed words convey my worship of you.
The fluttering of your eyes,the warmth hidden through fortress of ice.
Just imagining Kim Rok Soo and Lee Soo Hyuk relationship.
i see it as devotion.
Lee Soo Hyuk was the first who ever extended a helping hand to Kim Rok Soo. Pulling him from a life of loneliness.Pulling him from rubbles while he was starving.
and isnât it funny how deep was this moment for it to transcend dimension and reality.
but now as Cale whoâs extending his hand.
thatâs his captain at the end of the day,the man who saved him.
the cliche 2012 era ff.net "lucy gets kicked out of team natsu" fics are hilarious for a lot of reasons but mostly because. lucy couldn't get rid of those mfs if she tried. they're in her house. they're following her on jobs that pay like a 100 jewels. they thought she left them and freaked the fuck out and followed her across the country. they basically imprinted on her like 3 annoying, highly destructive baby ducklings. be serious.
summary â au in which older, sister reader !! takes care of toddler damian .
‿ fluff , clingy , toothing aching fluffââč
pt.2
â°âșclingy toddler damian who is always up early in the morning . this grumpy toddler has a habit of walking up , five in the morning , crawling out of his crib ninja style and sneaks down into the kitchen and begins to bang on pots and pans that literally wakes up the entire batfamily.
â°âș every morning everyone just strolls into the kitchen - dick always tries to pry damian off of the pans causing the child to wail like he's dying.
â°âș" please tell me the kid comes with an off button " jason grumbles as he trudges into the kitchen , beelining to the fridge . damian is still wailing , even started swatting at dick. " UHMMM some help would be nice?" dick begs as damian swats him straight in the face.
â°âștim finally walks in and throws himself into a nearby chair , " uhhhh give him to name or something ?" he murmurs. damian immediatly seizes his wailing , " namie ?" he babbles as his eyes look around curiously trying to spot you.
â°âș" well that got him to shut up " jason gurmbles as he pops a grape into his mouth. everything was calm and quiet if you minus damian's babbling . dick propped him into his high chair and breathed out a sigh of relief - finally he can eat breakfast in peace.
â°âșwrong . so utterly worng because in that very moment bruce walked in and damian immediately began wailing . " YOU GOT TO BE KIDDING ME -" dick screeches as damian fulls on wails - chubby face turning red.
â°âș" of course he starts crying when he sees you " jason sighs out in exaperation and tim just gave bruce a blank look. " HOW WAS I SUPPOSED TO KNOW ?" bruce yells out. " B HE'S YOUR KID DO SOMETHING " tim yells back tired from everything.
â°âșbruce then picked up damian , " shhhhh its okay , its okay -" bruce attempted to soothe the child but damian was not having it , he full on grabbed onto bruce's hair and started yanking it. bruce let put a groan as he attempts to get damian off of him .
â°âșin that exact moment , you walk in , eyes blurry from sleep , hair messy as you stroll into whatever choas this was . " what the hell ..." you murmur as you take in the situation.
â°âșdamian immediately let up his fight ehen he hear your voice and turned towards you babbling and making grabby hands . " name here you hold him " bruce says , voice tired as he straight up shoved damian into your arms. damian immediately wraps himself around you and begins nuzzling his face into your neck like some cat.
â°âș" uhmmm okay " you murmur as you take a seat . " namie namie namie " damian babbled on , playing with your hair. " mhmmm you want food ?" you murmured softly as you outstretched your hand and snagged an apple from dick's plate .
â°âș" thats litterally mine -" dick yelped but you ignored him and focused on peeling your apple and slicing them. " i can't believe he is acting so nice when name's here and when she isn't he truns into a demon that's sole goal is to terroize our exsistence" jason complains.
â°âșyou fed damian a slice before popping one into your own mouth , " he's just a kid that's just what kids do " you defended and dick let out a hiss , " i didn't behave like that when i was a kid " ," oh how would you know dickie boy ?" tim asks , " OH YOU WANNA GO THAT LOW HOW ABOUT YOU-" , dick yells out .bruce sighs - already fed up with everyone fighting.
â°âșname sighs - this happens every damn morning - of course someone has to start a fight . name fed damian the last of the apple slices before pushing back her chair. " i'm going to work " name grumbled out as she makes a beeline back upstairs . " TAKE THE DEMON SPAWN WITH YOU " jason calls after her.
â°âș name sets damian on her bed , the child immediately crawls into her pillows and began biting it like a chew toy. " alright little menance time to get you changed " name announced as she turns to her wardrobe and returns put with a green pants and a yellow shirt with a cartoon cow going ' moo' .
â°âș " do you like ?" name asks as she lays out the outfit on the bed . damian just crawls over and sits down on it , " namie " he says pointedly. " alright then , come on let's get you washed up " .
â°âș name sets damian in the batub , the bubbles engulf his tiny form , the only thing you can see was his raven hair and green eyes as he spalshes about . name sits at the head of the tub , lathering her hands with baby shampoo .
â°âș she then carefully massages it into his hair while he splashes about with a rubber duck . " namie , namie namiee~" he giggles out excitedly. name giggles along with him , " yes dami i see the ducky , is it your ducky ?" name questions as she grabs the shower detachment to wash off the shampoo out of his hair carefully not to get it in his eyes.
â°âș " namieeee " he babbles as he makes the duck spin in the water. " yes dami i see the duck spin " . once name is finished with his hair she lets him spladh about a few more minutes while she gets his towel and clothes ready.
â°âș she empties the bath and immediately towel dries him off , slipping on his diaper when he gets distracted with her hair. she lathers him in lavender scented baby lotion and slips clothes onto him before taking him back into her bed.
â°âș " namiee " damian giggles out as he crawls around the bed . name only smiles as she fishes out her phone and clicks on her youtube and hands it over to dami , " okay dami , namie's gonna shower okay , be good " name tells him before sbe gives him a forehead kiss and runs off to get herself dressed.
â°âș name returns back agter a few minutes , dressed in her work clothes as she picks up damian and brings him with her over to her vanity. damian tears his eyes away from the phone and watches her with big staty eyes as name does her makeup routine .
â°âș " namiee" he murmurs softly as his tiny hand attempts to grab at name's brush. " you want some sweet boy ?" name asks , causing him to giggle . name thrn gently swishes some blush onto his face causing him to giggle . " pretty baby " she murmurs causing him to giggle. name finishes up , she fixes her own clothes and adjusts damian's along with combing out his spikey hair before she decemds down stairs.
â°âș dick , tim and jason were already putting on their sscjool shled and grabbing their backpacks , " bye name !!" they shoyt after her as she enters the garage , " bye guys - don't do anything stupid " she calls afyer them . name unlocks her car , opening the backseat and slotting damian into his booster seat.
â°âș alfred passes by , getging the limp ready to drop the other boys to school and bruce to work. " morning master name and good morning master damian " alfred greeted as he gave damian a headpat. " alfie " damian greeted back as he waved at the old man. " morning alfred , take care on the road " name greeted as she double checked damian being secured in his seat before making her way to the driver's side.
â°âș " as do you master name " alfred greets back as he too , enters the limo as the boys begin piling into the car . name speds out of the driveway and makes her way to wayne enterprises. she fiddles aorund with the radio and settles in a station that talks about today's news whike in the background damian plays roblox on his ipad.
â°âș an hour passes and name parks her car , finally at wayne enterprises . she switches off the engine and grabs her purde from the passenger seat before heading to thr back to unlock damian from his booster seat . name locks her car and makes a beeline to the elevator in the receptionist area.
â°âș " good morning miss wayne !" multiple emplouees greet her on her way over and she gives them back a polite " good morning " . name's assistant walks uo to her and gives her a run down of what's on the day's agenda before she takes the ride up the elevator.
â°âș unlocking her office , she sets damian in his custom play pen area thats next to her desk. she gives him a big old kiss " be good today okay dami ? if you need me i am right there " sje tells jim as she points over to her chair nearby.
â°âș " namieee " damian giggles out as he gives her a cheek a kiss before crawling away to play with his wooden bricks. name's whole morning was spent doing paper work and taking online meetings . at nine , she cutted up some banan slices and gave damian a juice box as a snack to which he eagerly took.
â°âș eleven she took her lunch and picked damian up and ride the elevator back down. she handed bruce's assistant some paperwork before she made her way to her way to the cafeteria .
â°âș she grabbed herself a lunch , a sandwhich for damian and a coffee before heading back to her office . name cut the egg sandwhich in half and refilled damian's sippy cup with fresh water before handing it over to damian. damian ripped it into tiny sloced before eating it , both spent their lunch eating and watching some random slime video.
â°âș tweleve tolled aroind and damian began to get fussy so name immediately picked him up and stepped outside into her offic's balcony . she rubbed his back and began to soothe him , " its okay dami , it's okay " . " namieeee " he fussed , his tiny face turned grumpy as he yawns . " i know hunny , i know i know " she soothes.
â°âș when damian was still fussy name whent into her private bathroom to change his diaper thinking that was the issue yet still he was fussy. " namieeeeeeee " he cried out as he hugged her tightly when they left the bathroom.
â°âș name sighs as she makes her way into his play pen area and sits into the rocking chair. " let's read a story yeah ?" she asks as she prop the bpy onto her lap . " namie " he answers back as he snuggled himself closer to her. name begins reading him peter pan as she began rocking him back and forth and soon enough he was long asleep.
â°âș name continue rocking him for a good while - making sure he was actually asleep before putting him down in a nearby crib to sleep. name continues on her work , at the end of every hour she will check up on damian to ensure he was okay.
â°âș soon enough it was three in the evening , damian has finally awoken from his nap and name takes it as her cue to clock out. she organizes her paperwork while damian properly wakes up and by the times shes finished and turns to go get him , damian's already crawled out of his crib making a beeline to her.
â°âș name picks him up , " hiii dami ~ " she coos after him , " namieee !!!" he cooed right nack as he hugs her , nuzzling into her . name kisses him on his cheek , " yes i miss you too dami " she anwers. name finds herself buckling damian back into his booster seat before giving him some gummy worms and his ipad.
â°âș name then takes him to a nearby park and sets him in a sandbox to which the menance decides to crush some other kid's samd castle. name yelped , " no dami , we do not smash other's sand castles" name scolded him as in the background the other kid started crying.
â°âș damian watched the kid cry with a poker face but turned to name to see her talking woth the kid's very angry mom , " teach your kid manner bitch" the woman cursed her put as she grabbed her cryong kid by the arm and stomped away.
â°âș name persued her lips , holding back the vile comment she was about to spit back as she watches them leave until she feels a tug on her sleeve. she turns around to see damian looking at her confused , " namie ?" he titled his head .
â°âș name sighs aslnd leams down to kiss damian on his head , " it's okay dami , namie's okay carry on okay ?" name assures him. name watches from the swing set as damian carries on building sandcastles amoug other kids .
â°âș once the sun began setting name picks up dami and head back to her car , " namiee " damian murmurs as his head nuzzles into her neck . " mhmm love you too dami " name answers back as she buckled him back him and drove them back home .
okay donât know if Iâm doing this correctly,but first time writing anything in tumblrâŠ
but like can anyone see vision in a platonic yandere harry for Ron? Or like an obsessive type of friend or anything that showcase a certain possessiveness towards him?
I mean Ron was always Harry first choice for me , that what it seemed,first friend, other than he wanted to be in gryffindor because he was with his first friend (also Draco first impression and slytherin introduction and there reputation didnât help but I digress)
mind you this boy was targeted by a dark wizard and was trying to get him killed , he was locked in a small room under the stairs and his aunt family were awful towards him yet the worst time of his life was when Ron didnât speak to him!
plus the moment in goblet of fire when they got Ron in the second task? The one underwater putting the one heâll miss most? Like come onnnnnn
there codependent,but I somehow feel like you can see Ronâs devotion more through the book but not so much of HarryâŠso anyone got fics or stuff to add? Literally I wanna extensively read about it or just see people thoughts
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