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❛ MY MEETING YOU WAS NO COINCIDENCE. IT'S MORE THAN THAT. [...] I DON'T KNOW WHAT EXACTLY I'LL BE ABLE TO DO FOR YOU, BUT I'LL ALWAYS BE BY YOUR SIDE.

LUSTRATEIA, a highly selective & private roleplay blog for kagome higurashi from rumiko takahashi’s inuyasha : a feudal fairytale. heavily hc based & canon divergent. purified by kalapeno ( 21+, she / her / they ). low activity & semi-hiatus. please read the rules before following me. affiliated with @ofbellflowers.

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❝ Kikyo, your wounds... do they ever...? ❞ Words hung in air like ornaments upon a disquieting ensemble of serenity, pathways of the sentence branching out to a medley of possibilities.

Pulse — like that part of the maiden’s hallowed body was frozen in the instance / still being torn asunder / fresh and raw ? Ache — sacred flesh rending from bone and resonating beyond death into life anew ? Weep — the spurt of callous damage unable to be concealed by time's encroachment, a dizzying spray of crimson floating down like petal blossoms on the wind ?

It was then, that her hand reached for her own shoulder, hovered against an age old twinge reverberating deep into the tissue underneath, before falling back into her lap. ( funny, how much it stung now under the burden of knowledge, of knowing its likely origination ). Downcast, eyes lowered, akin to drops of rain falling to the ground, only lightened a smidge by a tiny smile breaking through the cloud cover. ❝ Um. Nevermind. It was silly of me to ask. ❞

#ofbellflowers #( i thought of something sad :') so hey starter )

niixzee

❚ RANDOM LYRICS FROM MY SPOTIFY.

❛ i think the universe is on my side. ❜ ❛ did you see that shooting star tonight? ❜ ❛ i over communicate and feel too much. ❜ ❛ i know exactly what i’m feeling. ❜ ❛ you do not owe them your body or your soul. ❜ ❛ i have a right to speak my mind. ❜ ❛ i wasn’t made to fall in line. ❜ ❛ there must be some kind of reason… ❜ ❛ i don’t think i need their kind of help. ❜ ❛ i’m trying not to overthink this. ❜ ❛ i’m so anxious. ❜ ❛ the choir in my brain is so fucking debilitating. ❜ ❛ lately, i’ve been in the backseat to my own life. ❜ ❛ i don’t wanna be sad forever. ❜ ❛ i don’t wanna be sad anymore. ❜ ❛ why is it so hard to just be myself? ❜ ❛ why am i like this? ❜ ❛ need a hug? ❜ ❛ i just came here for the drugs. ❜ ❛ you’re too drunk to drive home. ❜ ❛ i’m not trying to make a friend or fall in love. ❜ ❛ all my empathy’s a disaster. ❜ ❛ i know that it’s unfair of me to make a memory out of a feeling. ❜ ❛ infatuation is observation with a cause. ❜ ❛ i ain’t got nothing to smile about. ❜ ❛ i don’t owe you a goddamn thing! ❜ ❛ no, i won’t smile, but i’ll show you my teeth. ❜ ❛ i won’t be caught dead letting a man tell me what i should do in my bed. ❜ ❛ shit’s kinda getting serious. ❜ ❛ loyalty don’t come for free. ❜ ❛ if we keep on drinking, we’ll be warm when the sun goes down. ❜ ❛ when you watch me like that i forget i’ve been lonely. ❜ ❛ would you mind sleeping under stars? ❜ ❛ are you falling asleep? ❜ ❛ i don’t give a fuck. ❜ ❛ when we all fall asleep, where do we go? ❜ ❛ why do you care for me? ❜ ❛ why aren’t you scared of me? ❜ ❛ honestly, i thought that i would be dead by now. ❜ ❛ it sucks that i love you. ❜ ❛ what a fucking waste. ❜ ❛ i would wish you the best but you had it. ❜ ❛ you don’t care that you left me so damaged. ❜ ❛ thanks for showing me that you truly don’t give a fuck. ❜

#tbt.#( alright time to get something started here! )

loveactivist

“People will hold and admire roses so much, they don’t ever realize they’re bleeding from the thorns. They’re so in love with something that they can’t let go, even when they’re getting hurt.”

— - excerpt from a book I’ll never write #44 // @loveactivist

#tbt.