✧˖ WAR OF HEARTS - gojo.satoru .ೃ࿔*:･
─── I can't help but love you, even though I try not to..ꨄ︎
summary: you and satoru have always been close friends. the problem? you were a princess and he was a commoner. as the two of you grew older, you slowly started to fall in love with him. but what happens when your parents suddenly decide its time for you to get married? and to ryomen sukuna! its sure to be a mess.
pairing: commoner!satoru x princess!reader
content: forbidden love, angst, fluff, eventual smut, slight sukuna x reader, pretty slow at the start but trust the process.
“y/n!! sweetie, where are you?” your parents were currently searching all around the castle to find you during a fun game of hide and seek!..... but after 30 minutes of searching they figured you must be a really good hider…
and after one hour they became concerned.
“my poor baby, where could she be?!?” your mother wrapped into your fathers arms practically sobbing. they were worried sick at this point.
your father gathered every guard in the castle in order to go out and look for you. super dramatic, right?
but where exactly were you? a princess doesn’t just go missing from her castle in 30 minutes. nope. so whats going on?
you heard loud music nearby, and you knew you were arriving at the right spot.
you kept walking forward and wow!
the townspeople were rowdy as ever, going on about their day in a way that looks oh so much fun.
you decided that a sly game of hide and seek with your parents was the perfect escape plan.
you've heard stories about the towns, always bright and full of joy. and compared to the darkness of your castle that sounded quite exciting.
of course you loved living at the castle, and on the outside it seemed like every living humans dream.. but on the inside it was different. no other kids to play with, only boring adults and dark hallways.
your parents constantly spoke down upon the townspeople. saying how they are filthy and live in homes smaller than our bathrooms. its truly strange to you how a king and queen can talk about their “beloved” people like that. i guess that says a lot about the kind of people they are.
on the other hand, your grandmother had a totally different opinion. she said they were the loveliest people around. always cheerful, always singing and dancing, and always full of love. she said that “even if they may not have much, they still enjoy everyday like its their last. and thats what makes them so lovely.”
and of course you trusted your grandmother.
so, out of curiosity you figured why not go and see for yourself what they're like. instead of listening to what other people had to say.
and boy was your grandmother right. they were just lovely.
unlike in your castle, everybody was mingling with one another, whether it be in big groups or just a duo. it was almost shocking to see these people getting together so well, especially after having to live somewhere where the maids mope around all day. and even if they are having fun, they make sure you don’t see it.
you put your hood up and walked closer, hiding behind a sack of hay.
you giggled quietly to yourself as you watched them dancing around with loud music playing, not wanting to get caught. it was truly a sight.
you then decide that since you're here, you might as well explore!
walking around, taking it all in, you stop at a few small shops to see what they have to offer, but once you realized you had to pay you quickly walked away.
continuing your journey farther into the town, you come across an alleyway that looks quite scary, until you see a figure crouched down looking at something.
as you get closer you piece together that its a boy, who looks just about your age, (maybe a year older) with soft white hair and dark, torn clothing.
curious to see what he’s looking at so intensely, you walk over to take a peek.
you crouch down besides him and look down to see a small kitten drinking water out of a bowl. the boy must’ve placed this here.
still unaware of your presence, the boy continues to pet the kitten.
suddenly, you reach your own hand out to feel the soft fur, and this causes the boy to jump up clearly startled.
“oh no! i’m sorry. i should’ve made myself known.” you whisper at him.
now that he’s fully facing you, you get a good look at his eyes and woah. his eyes are as blue as the sky. he was quite beautiful. unlike any boy you've ever seen before.
“o-oh! thats okay.. just wasn’t expecting anybody to be around this area.”
that was true, unlike the center of the town, this area was a little more mellow.
the two of you continue to stare down at the kitten until the boy speaks up, "I've never seen you around here before, are you new to our town?”
“oh right! well i’m not exactly new..”
“so why have I never seen you?” he was a little suspicious of you.
“if i tell you do you promise to keep who i am a secret?”
“sure..” he was even more suspicious now.
“well, i actually came from the castle. i snuck out just to see your town!” you beamed a little.
“so.. you’re a princess?” “yup!” “woah. thats so cool!”
the boy was also beaming now, delighted to be meeting somebody of such royalty.
“well since its your first time here, I should take you to my favorite spot!” he whispers as he stands up and offers you his hand.
giggling, you take it and he pulls you up and starts running.
you've never felt so much joy in your life. you were absolutely ecstatic.
as you continued to run, you spot a huge field of flowers up ahead filled with color.
your excitement grows as you realize thats exactly where he’s taking you.
“its my favorite spot.. i come here to read sometimes.. but most of the time I just lay down and enjoy the flowers surrounding me..” he says shyly.
the two of you decide to lay down and talk about random subjects. he even asks you about your life in the castle, and of course you tell him how gloomy it is.
it truly felt as though you guys were talking for hours.
“princess! princess y/n! where are you?!”
you and the boy sat up sharply at the voices.
“ugh.. I guess this means i’m gonna have to go back home now.” you groan.
the boy who’s name you still don’t know sighs besides you.
“wait! before i leave, tell me your name!” you say loudly startling him a bit.
“its gojo. satoru gojo.” he says softly.
“well satoru gojo, i hope to see you again soon! I promise i’ll come back soon so please don’t forget about me!” you smile brightly at him before running away to the guards.
“i’ll never forget you..” gojo says to nobody but himself quietly, watching as the guards spot you and immediately put you into the carriage.
through the window, gojo can see you waving at him, so of course he waves back shyly smiling to himself.
i can’t wait for her return..
and of course you kept your promise.
nothing has really changed since you and satoru were kids. well except for your personality and looks of course.
the shy little boy that you used to know? he’s grown into a strong young man whos as bright and cheesy as ever, always teasing you whenever he got the chance. and you? the outgoing, curious little girl? you grew up to be such a beautiful woman, one who’s poise and soft spoken.
its funny how your personalities basically switched over the years.
now with you being 20, and satoru being 21, you’ve both matured enough to realize your feelings for one another.
and that feeling was love.
although neither of you would admit to it, too scared to potentially ruin such an amazing friendship.
and of course theres the fact that your a princess who’s destined to get married to ryomen sukuna.. and satoru gojo is nothing but a mere commoner.
a commoner that you couldn’t imagine being away from.
one that makes you feel seen. makes you feel loved. and most importantly, one who brings true joy into your life.
how could you not love someone so special?
the engagement to ryomen sukuna didn’t just happen overnight.
it had been decided several months ago, quietly, like most things in the castle. you weren’t even the first person to know, in fact you weren’t even being asked to marry him.. you were being told.
you remember that day like it was yesterday. the day your mother finally dropped the bomb on you.
you were enjoying your dinner peacefully, until she decided to start speaking.
“so.. there’s something me and your father would like to discuss with you.”
“well, as you know you are at the age where you are expected to start looking into potential partners for marriage.”
your heart immediately dropped. marriage? what.
you stayed silent as she continued, “but me and your father have done the hard part for you. we’ve decided that you will be marrying ryomen sukuna.”
if your heart wasn’t already on the floor it sure was now.
truly, you didn’t even process what she had really just said, but the moment it hit.. it hit hard.
“what?? but he’s an awful man! the stories i’ve heard about him are horrible! its absurd that he’s even an option.” you exclaim, eyes starting to feel heavy with tears.
this isn’t what you wanted.
“y/n.” your father spoke up sternly.
“he is a powerful man. this marriage will strengthen our kingdom. you should be grateful.”
grateful. that word really felt like a slap to the face.
“but father i-” “enough” he shouts, but catches himself and leans into a more firm tone. “you will be getting married to him. this is not a discussion.”
right. this is not a discussion.
one that had been made for you.
one that you couldn’t escape. or could you?
your hands trembled slightly as the tears started to fall down your rosy cheeks.
do they not care about what i want? do they not care about me?
you swallowed hard, forcing your own argument down your throat and simply nodded. “okay.”
because thats exactly what a princess does. she obeys.
but that night as you lay in your bed? sleep was unable to come to you. mind filled of what was about to become of your life.
since that day, every visit to the town felt different.
they felt as though everytime may be the last. so you cherished them like they were.
but deep down? you were hurting.
you didn’t want to burden satoru with your problems, and most importantly you didn’t want to tell him the fact that you were getting married.
you feared that talking about it would make it feel more real.
there had been so many moments where you almost told him.
when he laid besides you in the same flower field the two of you always meet at, head in your lap as he talked about how he wished things could be like this forever.
when he brushed a petal out of your hair, fingers lingering for longer than they should’ve. his eyes looking at you in ways you couldn’t bring yourself to accept.
when he looked at you like you were the only other person in the world. like only you mattered.
and each time the words would rise to your lips “i’m getting married”.. but of course, you swallowed them down and forced yourself to pretend that these moments with him would last forever. because the day you do decide to tell him? well. you really don’t even want to know what his reaction would be.
you hope you would never have to find out.
but now? that small hope had vanished. there was no pretending anymore.
the marriage date had been set.
the dress was starting to be sewn.
and your parents have been watching you closely, almost aware that you yearn for something more.
so today? today had to be the day that you told him.
the familiar path to the flower field had felt heavier today. anticipation flooding in your chest.
every step you took seemed to drag, as if your body was resisting what your mind had already decided.
when you arrived, he was already there. waiting. of course he was.
satoru laid in the grass like always, one arm tucked behind his head, the other lazily twirling a piece of grass between his fingers. he glanced over at the sound of your footsteps and immediately grinned.
“took you long enough, princess.”
there it was. that same teasing tone and smile. the one you adored so so much.
“am i not allowed to keep you waiting for once?” you tried to joke, your voice softer than usual.
“pfft, i was starting to think they locked you up for good”
you let out a strained laugh, one that he noticed.
he walked up to you, cupping your face with his soft hands, “hey, whats wrong?” he tilted his head a little, looking down at you with narrowed eyes as he studied your face.
“nothing..” you said way too quickly.
he sighed. “don’t do that. you’ve been doing that a lot recently.. hiding what you really have to say.”
of course he had realized. he spent every second with you observing.
observing every little thing about you. man, you were pretty easy to read.
your breath hitched at his words.
he let go of your face but still lingered close. silence settling between you.
you turned your head away, speaking up, “i just…” you fondled with the hem of your dress. something satoru noticed you only did when nervous. “i needed to talk to you about something.. something important.”
satoru didn’t tease this time, he just nodded. “okay.”
that made things a little worse.
“i-” your throat felt tight, unsure of how to say this.
“i might not be able to come here anymore..” you trailed off.
you felt the tension between you two rising.
“what? why not” satoru was frowning now.
“my parents..” you swallowed firmly, still unable to look him in the eyes. “they’ve arranged something..”
your heart was pounding so loudly you were sure he could hear it.
it went on for what seemed like forever.
you moved to finally look at his face and, the look on his face made things worse.
sadness. confusion. eyebrows furrowed.
“..what?” … “to who?” he asked, voice as silent as you've ever heard it.
“oh.” was all he could say.
you suddenly blurted out, almost merging your words, “I didn't want to tell you like this! its been decided for months but i just.. i didn’t know how to tell you without-” “without what” he cut you off.
“you should’ve told me anyways..” “i know.”
“so, youre just going to marry him?” “i don’t have a choice satoru i-” “you do.”
“no satoru i don’t” your voice cracked. “this isn’t something i can just walk away from..”
“why not?!” his tone was sharper, frustrated.
“because! i’m not just me. i’m a princess. one with duties i must follow.. this isn’t about what i want. its about whats best for my kingdom… for my family.”
gosh, that question made your heart drop.
you could tell where this conversation was going just by the look on his face. one you knew all too well. one he had when he was about to do something on impulse.
“i-” you started speaking, but he cut you off before you could finish.
his hands came up to cup your face again. you leaned into his touch.
“i love you.” he repeated. more firm this time.
“and you’re standing here telling me you’re going to marry someone else like that doesn’t change anything..?”
tears slipped down your cheeks. he moved one of his hands from your face to wipe them.
“i wasn’t going to say anything. not like this atleast. i didn’t want to ruin anything… but.. i couldn’t just let you go without you knowing my feelings.” “so tell me, tell me you don’t feel the same. tell me you just see me as a friend and nothing more. please.”
you couldn’t. you wouldn’t lie to him.
“satoru.. you know i can’t do that.. you know i feel the same.. of course i feel the same”
a flash of hope flickered on his face.
“so don’t do this” he pleaded. “come with me, we will figure something out. we always do. please”
and for just a moment.. just the slightest moment. you almost said yes. god. you wanted so badly to say yes.
you could see it clearly now.. a life beyond the castle with satoru. free and happy.
but reality came crashing down just as quickly. your parents, your kingdom, your duties. everything that would fall apart because of you.
you shook your head, stepping back just a little. out of his grasp.
“i can’t” that word broke your heart more than anything. “i have to do this” and that broke his.
“even if it means losing me?” he questioned.
“yes..” tears were following down your cheeks even more now.
silence appeared again.. but this time it was different. satoru didn’t argue, he didn’t say anything.
you looked up at him, and when you did, he jaw tightened. something in his expression looked almost stubborn.
“...fine” he said softly. “i’m not going to stop you.. but i’m not going to give up on you either.”
“you can go marry him..” his voice was steady now “.. go do whatever it is you think you have to do… but us?” he motioned to the two of you. “we will always remain.”
“so for just one last time.. will you please stay with me? just for a little while. and then you can go fulfill your princess duties.. just please.. just this last time..” he said with a yearning tone.
“okay..” you smiled a little. sadness behind it, but still genuine.
and you stayed.. soaking up your last few moments as the person you are whenever you’re with him.
life after that day went by way too fast.
everything was happening so suddenly.
even meeting ryomen sukuna himself.
the day you met him was nerve wracking.
the castle had been prepared and cleaned for hours, guards lined the halls, servants were rushing around to set the final touches, everything was being polished to perfection. it felt as though you were being displayed. and you were.
of course your parents only made things worse.
“stand straight,” your mother whispered sharply, adjusting your posture for what felt like the hundredth time.
you didn’t respond. your eyes were fixed on the massive doors ahead. waiting. dreading. then…. they opened.
the room seemed to come to a halt. the air growing thicker.
and there he was. walking in like he already owned the place.
tall. composed. dangerous.
his eyes scanned the room, almost bored, until they landed on you. and his gaze only stayed there. now scanning you.
truth be told, you were quite beautiful. there was no doubting that. even the “king of curses” himself could see that. it almost made him excited for this marriage. to be wed to such a beauty.
your father stepped forward “welcome! we’re honored by your presence.”
empty words with empty formalities.
sukuna barely acknowledged him before speaking.
“so.. this is the princess i’ve come to hear so much about.”
you swallowed, forcing yourself to step forward, bowing. “its a pleasure to meet you.” your voice came out controlled, practiced. and sukuna noticed that.
he hummed softly at your introduction and started to circle you slightly. not in an inappropriate manner.. just.. observant. judging.
“you don’t seem pleased” he noted almost slyly.
this made your parents stiffen. eyes snapping to you. you looked over at them. “behave” was written all over their faces.
you then looked at him. he was waiting for you.. almost testing you.
“should i be?” you responded silently. a dangerous question. the room felt even more suffocating than before. your father inhaled sharply. but sukuna? he just smiled.
“no.” he said. “i suppose not.”
about a week after the first meet, a party was arranged. almost like an engagement party. and of course you and sukuna were at the center of it, being flooded with congratulations and conversations you would forget about seconds after.
the party had gone on for hours and you felt like you couldn’t breathe. like everybody was holding a foot to your throat, keeping you there. and you couldn’t take it anymore.
you rushed out of the room, and to one of the many balconies nearby.
you hadn’t expected sukuna to follow, you really hadn’t.
but sukuna was many things, and predictable? that was not one of them.
you leaned against the stone railing, looking out into the night sky.
“running away already?” you heard a gruff voice behind you.
startled, you turned around sharply. and there he was. looking at you with an expression you couldn’t quite register.
you calmed down a little, knowing he meant no harm. “i needed air. its quite suffocating in there.”
“hm.” he didn’t mock you, didn't push for answers, he just stood there. he then came to rest besides you, taking in a deep breath almost as if he was enjoying the fresh air.
the silence grew comfortable. you’ve felt this before.
“you don’t want this.” he said suddenly, causing you to face him with wide eyes. “is it that obvious?”
“to me.” he replied “but it seems as though nobody else can see it. or maybe they just don’t care.” you laughed a little bitterly at his statement. “it sure feels like the second option.” you sigh.
“does it really matter what I want though? would things change if i told you i really didn’t want this?” you asked, voice just above a whisper.
“no.” he responded, “this marriage benefits both of our kingdoms. whether you want it or not is irrelevant.” there it was. the facts you came to know all to well. you just nodded slowly. “i figured.”
you spoke up "you're different than what I imagined.” this caused him to look over at you, raising his brow slightly. “disappointed?” he questioned. “confused.” you corrected. that earned a small huff of amusement.
“good. means you weren’t listening to the rumors too closely.” you almost hesitated. “some of them are hard to ignore.” his expression didn’t change much. but something in his eyes did. brief and subtle.
“..people fear what they don’t understand.” he said. not angry. not defensive.
you didn’t want to pry any farther, so you just left it at that.
meetings, preparations, expectations.
but sukuna stayed the same.
distant but not cruel. cold but not unkind. and it really made everything harder. because he wasn’t somebody who’s easy to hate.
you found him again one evening. alone, as usual.
you couldn’t do this anymore. the thought of satoru still lingered in the back of your mind….
the thought of him consumed you. you couldn’t imagine a life where he wasn’t in it. you needed him more than ever. you yearned for him. for his touch. for his soul. for him.
you were lying to everybody you knew. but you couldn’t lie to sukuna. you atleast owed him that.
“theres something i need to tell you.” you spoke up, causing him to flinch a little.
he turned his heard towards you, not bothering to turn his body.
“you look like you're about to confess a crime.” “maybe i am.” its true your expression was quite the sight. a look of defeat. a look of sadness. but also stern at the same time.
your response caught his attention, causing him to fully turn towards you.
your hands started to fiddle with the hem of your skirt as they stayed tightly by your sides.
this felt wrong. but so did everything else.
you decided to not sugarcoat anything, and get straight to the point.
“there’s someone else.” you said, almost abruptly.
silence. but you forced yourself to continue anyways. “before this arrangemet.. before any of this.. a long time ago.. i met someone. and i.. i care about him. deeply. so deeply.”
he just listened. no immediate reaction. no anger. and somehow? that made it worse.
“i just thought you should know..” you finished quietly.
“do you love him” the question was direct. cutting.
“yes.” you didn’t hesitate.
more silence, this time heavier.
sukuna exhaled slowly, turning his head away from you.
“this complicates things” he said softly. and that was it. no shouting. no nothing.
you blinked a little, caught off guard. “that’s all you have to say?” you questioned. he turned his focus back to you. “what did you expect? anger? jealousy?”
“..this changes nothing” he continued. “the marriage will still go on.”
you knew that, but your chest still tightened. “i know.”
“but i appreciate that you told me.” he added, voice quieter than you've ever heard before.
he held your gaze, and for the first time something in his tone shifted. almost understanding.
“i didn’t expect love from you.. not like this… but i won’t force you to pretend either.”
and that.. that hurt more than anger would’ve. because he wasn’t just a villain in your story. he wasn’t just somebody you were being forced to marry. he was human.
the wedding came not too long after that.
the day you’ve been dreading for several months.. it was finally here.
you looked into the mirror once more, your body covered in a dress thats absolutely breathtaking. of course it is. you expected nothing less. white with gold embroidery. and quite heavy.
almost reminding you of the weight of this situation.
how grounding a marriage truly is.
it reminded you of everything.. everything you were giving up in this very moment.
“you look stunning” your mother spoke behind you. gentle. too gentle.
you met her gaze in the mirror. she smiled proudly. unaware of the storm building inside of you. or perhaps she just didn’t care.
“thank you…” you said softly. because what else could you say?
the grand hall had been completely transformed. towering pillars wrapped in silk, rows upon rows of nobles filling every seat, whispers echoing. everybody was here to witness this marriage. a perfect union. a perfect princess. a perfect lie.
you stood in front of the doors.. simply waiting. heart pounding. terrified of what was to come.
“its time” one of the maids said from besides you.
you put on your best smile.
the doors opened, and suddenly.. everything became real.
(play war of hearts by ruelle for a cinematic experience LOL/ its also linked above)
the music began as you stepped forward. slow and ceremonial. each step down the isle heavier than the last. you trembled.
don’t look back. don’t think. just keep walking.
and then you spotted him. ryomen sukuna. waiting at the altar. still and composed. watching you approach with the same unreadable expression he always carries.
he was distracted. not by the crowd, not by anything else. by you. fully captivated by your beauty.
you reached him after what felt like forever and moved to stand in front of him. close enough to feel his presence. solid, grounding.
“you can still walk away” he whispered loudly enough for only you to hear.
“if you're going to do it.. do it now. before it become irreversible.” your heart pounded inside your chest. why? “..why are you saying this?” you whispered back to him.
“because i’d rather everybody hate me for letting you go… than you hating yourself for staying.”
your chest tightened painfully. this wasn’t supposed to be this hard. he wasn’t supposed to make this harder. you forced yourself to lower your head. “i’ve made my choice. and i must stick with it. not for myself.. but for my family.”
the words felt hollow. even to you.
the priest had begun to speak. you didn't hear most of it, the voices and pounding inside of your head becoming too loud.
you froze slightly at your own thought. no. please don’t do this now. but after that, you couldn’t stop. your eyes kept flickering to the door. silently hoping that he would show up and save you.
and your eyes flickered to the door once more and of course, no satoru. why would he come?
“do you, y/n l/n, take ryomen sukuna to be your husband?”
here it is. the moment you've been thinking about nonstop. the point of no return.
you open your mouth to start speaking
the doors suddenly slammed open. the sound echoing like thunder throughout the hall.
satoru gojo. in all his glory. he wore a suit. almost as if he had dressed for the occasion. where on earth did he get that?
his chest was rising and falling, as if he had been running. as if he had been searching all over for you.. and finally found you.
your mother shouted “whats this stranger doing in my castle!”
“guards!” your father roared
satoru didnt say anything. he just stood there. waiting for you to make up your mind.
“wait” you shouted before you could even think. almost like your body was moving on its own.
the room fell silent. every set of eyes on you. every. single. eye.
you started to breathe faster.
“y/n.. hey.” sukuna whispered besides you.
you turned your gaze towards him.
“i can’t breathe..” you felt destroyed. “i know…. i know.” was all he could say. “its okay.”
“i can’t do this.” you whispered. “i thought we were doing the right thing but.. seeing him standing there.. i just-... i’m sorry sukuna.” “its okay. i’ll be fine.” he whispered.. almost sounding sad.
you moved to begin walking towards him.
“y/n! don’t you dare.” your mother warned.
you looked her in the eyes. not saying anything. you couldn’t.
“go.” sukuna said louder this time. “if you're going to choose him.. then do it properly. don’t hesitate any longer.”
“y/n.” satoru called out to you softly.
your feet started moving on their own, running up to him.
he held his arms out just enough for you to jump right into them when you reached him. with a smile as bright as the first time the two of you had met.
“Y/N!” your parents were screaming now.
you didn’t slow down at that.. infact you ran faster. you ran until you collided with your love. and the moment he had you in his arms. everything slowed down. everything felt right again.
“..you came.” you whispered into his chest.
“of course i did.” he whispered, planting a kiss to the crown of your head.
chaos boomed behind the two of you and out of the corner of your eye, you saw your parents starting to rush towards the two of you.
satoru pulled back just enough to truly look at you. his hand found yours without hesitation.
and this time? you didn’t hesitate.
“yes.” you took his hand and the two of you ran like hell. no cares in the world.
you ran. out of the castle. out of the life that was chosen for you. into the unknown. and for the first time you truly felt free.
and you didn’t stop running. not when the castle doors disappeared behind you, not when the shouts grew distant, not when your lungs began to burn.
only when satoru slowed and pulled you to a stop.
“hey, hey, slow down. we’re okay. we are getting closer.”
“closer to what?” you voice was shaky due to the running the two of you just did.
he had told you about this a while back. that he would be getting a home for himself just outside of the town. but you didn’t think it would’ve happened so soon.
you didn’t ask anything else, you just followed him.
the further you went, the quieter your surroundings became. you had no fear of being caught anymore. you felt safe.
satoru didn’t let go of your hand. not once. not at all.
and then, you saw it. a small house. tucked just beyond the edge of the town. far enough to be truly alone. a single lantern glowed near the door, welcoming you in.
“wow.. satoru this is.. beautiful.” you said to him.
he just looked at you, smiling.
“its not much..” he started to speak. “but its enough.” you finished for him. that made him still for a second. like your words meant more than you intended.
then, he walked ahead, opening the door.
“come on.” he pulled you in slightly causing you to giggle.
this is what you missed. the comfort of having him near.
the space inside was small, but it was enough for the two of you to live comfortably.
a wooden table, a kitchen, books stacked neatly along a shelf, and you caught a glimpse inside another room. a bed. your gaze lingered for longer than it should’ve..
then the door shut behind you. and just like that, the two of you were completely alone.
“we actually did it.” sighing contently, almost to yourself.
satoru let out a small laugh, running a hand through his hair. “yeah.” he smiled down at you. “we did.”
you then moved towards the bed, needing a spot to lie down for a while. he followed closely behind you.
when you arrived inside the room, it was gorgeous.
a bed thats smaller than you're used to, but perfect for the two of you to share.
“satoru?” you questioned.
“do you think you could help me unzip my dress” you said a little shyly.
you were now left in a thinner, shorter dress.
you sighed at the feeling of such a heavy dress finally being taken off, and then you finally decided to rush to the bed.
you practically threw yourself onto it, laughing a little.
satoru leaned against the wall as he watched you get comfortable.
“i almost didn’t run..” you said silently.
he didn’t look surprised.
“he told me to go. sukuna, i mean.”
that made him shift slightly. “.. he did?”
you nodded. “he wasn’t what i was expecting.” … silence followed after that as satoru just looked down at you.
“.. still doesn’t change anything.” he said, a hint of jealousy in his tone knowing that you and sukuna spent time together.
you looked up at him, your voice soft “no, it doesn’t… i chose you.”
he pushed off the wall slowly walking over to you, almost as if he didn’t want to rush the moment.
“say that again..” he said as he got closer. now standing in between your legs as they dangled off the bed.
“i chose you. i will always choose you.” you said a little louder this time.
something inside of him shifted, and he leaned down towards you, hands moving to cup your face. he leaned slowly enough to give you time to pull back.
but when he realized you weren’t gonna go away anytime soon, his lips crashed onto yours.
he pulled back slightly, “you don’t know how long i’ve been waiting for you to say that.”
you just softly smiled up at him as he lifted you up and placed you higher onto the bed, giving himself enough space to climb on top of you.
he kissed you again, slower this time.
lust started to fill the both of you.
he slowly moved his hands to bring your legs apart, letting his body rest between them.
the kiss became rougher, needy. like he had been starved of this moment his whole life.
he pulled back panting, slowly moving down planting kisses along your neck. he then moved to take off your dress.
“is this okay” he asked softly, eyes gazing down on you. filled with longing.
“yes..” you breathed out, almost panting.
he wasted no time in removing the dress from your body, leaving you in only your underwear, your breasts were now fully on display for him.
“so beautiful.. and all mine.” he said as he leaned down to take one of your nipples into his mouth, slowly sucking and planting kisses. you moaned at the feeling. it was unlike anything you’ve ever felt before. a pleasure that was foreign.
he then started kissing down your body.
your stomach, and soon down to a spot where you ached the most.
he looked down, eyes full of lust.
he then moved to hook a finger on the side of your underwear, eager to remove it.
“can i?” he asked, voice just above a whisper.
“please” you whimpered a little, just as needy as him.
and that snapped something inside of him.
he used both hands to rip the underwear off of your body, leaving you fully exposed to the man before you.
he used his hands to push you apart further, taking in the sight of your beautiful cunt, glistening with need.
he then leaned down starting to plant more kisses on the inside of your thighs.
he took one last look at the expression on your face. eager and erotic.
he then dived down and started sucking and licking your clit.
“o-oh my god! satoru!” you moaned loudly.
your hands found his hair and you gripped him roughly. he groaned against your clit at the feeling.
you then felt the tip of his finger poking at your entrance, and then he started to push it in, making you let out a noise that was somewhere in between a moan and a gasp.
he worked the finger in and out of you, slowly adding another. all while he continued to suck on your sensitive bud.
your hips started to grind against his face, and he grew harder at the feeling.
he was truly enjoying this, almost more than you were.
“mm-mmph!!” you felt a tight knot of pleasure building in your stomach. you felt strange, almost like you needed to pee.
“w-wait. toru- stop- i- ah!” you were a moaning mess at this point. you were clenching around satorus fingers, and he knew you were close.
his pace quickened and the knot inside of you eventually snapped, cumming all over his face with a loud scream.
with one last kiss to your cunt, he moved away and looked down at you.
you were absolutely breathtaking like this.
so needy beneath him. it was a sight he would have engraved in his mind from here on out.
he moved to place another kiss to your lips, allowing you to taste yourself.
he then moved off the bed to remove any clothing he had on, now standing fully naked in front of you.
your gaze lingered down his body and wow. he was sculpted like a god.. and the thing between his legs? huge. you were unsure of how that was to fit inside of you. your stomach began to turn in excitement.
he chuckled a little at the sight of your expression as he climbed back on top of you, positioning himself between your legs once again.
“are you sure you’re okay with this” he asked
he started to push inside you, causing you to suck in a sharp breath. you've never felt such pain before. tears started to pool at the bottom of your eyes, threatening to spill out.
he wiped them from your eyes as you winced a little.
“shh, baby.. you’re okay. i’ve got you”
he pushed himself in a little deeper, making you to squeeze your gummy walls around him.
fuck, you were just so tight.
“fuck, y/n.” he groaned at the feeling
“i need you to relax a little for me baby, can you do that for me?” he questioned softly, looking down at you.
“yes.. i can.” you gasped out, words stammering a bit.
you did as you were told and relaxed for him, making it easier to push farther inside of you.
he slowly started moving in and out of your perfect pussy.
“fuck…” he was a mess at this point, and so were you.
with a few more slow thrusts, the pain that you once felt slowly morphed into great pleasure, your mouth opening to form a wide o shape.
he could feel you relaxing underneath him, which caused him to fasten his pace.
soon, he had fully bottomed out inside of you.
“youre doing so good for me baby.. so fucking good.” he said as he leaned down to kiss your forhead.
you’ve never felt so loved in your life. you would cherish this moment forever.
his thrusts became rougher, sharper. hitting your sweet spots over and over.
you felt that all too familiar knot begin to form inside of your stomach again, eager for release.
he felt that, and his pace quickened even more, almost inhumane.
“ohmygodohmygodohmy-” you were blabbering out, moaning and gasping.
you were soon cumming all over his cock.
he started pummeling into you, needing to release his own knot of pleasure, and with a few more thrusts, he finally snapped his hips into you filling you to the brim with his cum, letting out strings of moans.
“y/n! fuck!” you were clenching around him, still riding your own release, milking him dry.
he stayed in place for a bit, simply enjoying the sight of you.
he pulled out and moved to lay besides you.
“that was…” he trailed off
“amazing.” you finished for him, moving your body to the side to face him.
he did the same, turning towards you and engulfing you in his arms with a hug.
he planted a firm kiss to your head.
“i love you y/n. so much. more than you could ever imagine.”
“i love you too satoru. i always have.”
“will you marry me?” he asked suddenly.
“yes.. yes i will.” you pulled him in tighter.
you felt safe, content, at home.
satoru was your home now.. and you wouldn’t want it any other way.
a/n: wowowow!! this actually took me forever but I had so much fun writing it. the wedding part was mainly inspired by the wedding scene in the series "shadow hunters".. so if any of y'all have seen that lmk and I will love you forever!! anyways... I really hope you guys enjoyed this and please feel free to leave feedback down below!! ( ๑ ˃̵ᴗ˂̵)و ♡ love you all and thank you for reading to the end!!
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