romi

~♥︎

[totalstupidityaddict]

worst part of depression is when it comes back because like. you'll be good for a couple months and then the episode slides back into place and with a passing glance at the bathroom mirror you can see how the light has left your eyes again

[loftily]

One thing I hate about having cptsd is that people view me as weak. Yes I have days where the flashbacks are unbearable and I need a little extra help, days where I barely want to move due to the depressive slump I'm in and I can't eat, but I always pick myself back up. I hate being seen as weak for having trauma due to things that weren't my fault, because I always find a way back up, avoiding things I know that are going to trigger me doesn't make me weak, it helps me set proper boundaries and know my limits, I want to be seen for my resilience instead of weakness, even if it's small things just as getting dressed for the day, no one including myself needs to get better in one day, we just need to take the measures to try, whether that effort is 1% or 100% on some days, it takes time, recovery isn't linear; dont let anyone tell you that your illnesses are your weaknesses.

[aurevoiredarling]

[maladapt3d]

What doesn't kill you leaves you bleeding for the rest of your life wishing it did

[motelhymns-deactivated20260730]

i wish it felt safe to cry infront of my mom it hurts to see other people feel safe going to their mom for things because sometimes all i want is my mom too

[your-arms-are-my-cocoon]

it really hurts how im so behind in life

[luvurlies]

i am trying so hard to just survive that i dont put in effort into other things and everyone just calls me selfish

[luvurlies]

tw

im suicidal. idk i hate how my mom treats me like a failure even though i know i am. i dont have any support. i keep fucking up every attempt like my god i cant even do anything right let alone kill myself

[deadbeatfox]

Call me manipulative, but I want someone to reach their hand out to me when I start to walk away.

I want to feel like I'm worth running after. I want to feel like I'm wanted.

[luvurlies]

how do i forgive someone i love after they hurt me so badly and apologised? it still feels so horrible.

[luvurlies]

this is such a beautiful panel

[lullxbyblue]

How are you supposed to just get up and go to school and go to work and come home and make dinner and fold the laundry and not want to kill yourself the whole fucking time.

[theoldblog2024]

For once, I want someone to be scared of losing me. To fight for me to stay when I try to leave. Why am I always the one scared? Always the one fighting for someone to stay?

[itnerlude]

i was almost something good

[luvurlies]

how do i ever get over anything

[luvurlies]

2hollis

[ijustthoughtheavenwouldglow]

Wanting someone 2 love you like you love them when you have bpd is so shattering