[lycancursedmoved]

Inside me something seethes. Inside me, some feral animal claws at my ribcage, trapped.

#lycancursed:  an  indie  & highly private  portrayal  of  jacqueline  arabella  rose  matlin. a former heiress turned orphan turned werewolf.  a fandomless original character. exploring themes of childhood trauma, crime, lycanthropy && embracing one's inner monster while searching for oneself.

21+  only. there will be triggering written content of violence, body horror, blood, use of alcohol, death, murder, mentions of childhood abuse, and sexual content that will be untagged unless specified in a mutuals rules. please read my rules before interacting.

tolerated and adored by jess. she/they. 30. cst.

♡ carrd ♡ prompts ♡ starter call ♡ plotting call ♡ dynamics call ♡ open starters ♡ headcanons ♡

[lycancursed]

#lycancursed:   an   indie   & highly  private portrayal of  jacqueline arabella rose matlin.  a  former  heiress  turned  orphan  turned  werewolf.   a  fandomless  original  character. exploring  themes  of  childhood  trauma,  crime,  lycanthropy  &&  embracing  one's  inner  monster  while  searching  for  oneself.

tolerated  and  adored  by  jess.  she/they.  30.  cst.

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[lycancursed]

#lycancursed:   an   indie   & highly  private portrayal of  jacqueline arabella rose matlin.  a  former  heiress  turned  orphan  turned  werewolf.   a  fandomless  original  character. exploring  themes  of  childhood  trauma,  crime,  lycanthropy  &&  embracing  one's  inner  monster  while  searching  for  oneself.

tolerated  and  adored  by  jess.  she/they.  30.  cst.

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[lycancursedmoved]

Remember I am over here now

[lycancursed]

Inside me something seethes. Inside me, some feral animal claws at my ribcage, trapped.

#lycancursed:  an  indie  & highly private  portrayal  of  jacqueline  arabella  rose  matlin. a former heiress turned orphan turned werewolf.  a fandomless original character. exploring themes of childhood trauma, crime, lycanthropy && embracing one's inner monster while searching for oneself.

21+  only. there will be triggering written content of violence, body horror, blood, use of alcohol, death, murder, mentions of childhood abuse, and sexual content that will be untagged unless specified in a mutuals rules. please read my rules before interacting.

tolerated and adored by jess. she/they. 30. cst.

♡ carrd ♡ prompts ♡ starter call ♡ plotting call ♡ dynamics call ♡ open starters ♡ headcanons ♡

[lycancursed]

Inside me something seethes. Inside me, some feral animal claws at my ribcage, trapped.

#lycancursed:  an  indie  & highly private  portrayal  of  jacqueline  arabella  rose  matlin. a former heiress turned orphan turned werewolf.  a fandomless original character. exploring themes of childhood trauma, crime, lycanthropy && embracing one's inner monster while searching for oneself.

21+  only. there will be triggering written content of violence, body horror, blood, use of alcohol, death, murder, mentions of childhood abuse, and sexual content that will be untagged unless specified in a mutuals rules. please read my rules before interacting.

tolerated and adored by jess. she/they. 30. cst.

♡ carrd ♡ prompts ♡ starter call ♡ plotting call ♡ dynamics call ♡ open starters ♡ headcanons ♡

[lycancursedmoved]

Jsyk, I've moved blogs. Same url.

[lycancursedmoved]

"Love when happy hour comes at 10 AM." (damey)

crepes and mimosas (mimosas that are more champagne than oj) are spread out atop the kitchen island, jackie, herself, sits among them. leaving a chair unattended. the bubbles dance along her tongue as she takes a drink, taking damons words as praise.  ❛❛does my knight approve ? ❜❜ yes, she is still on that.  

[sacrifaced]

JACKIE ( @lycancursed ) said ❝ you  should  take  some  more  lithium,  or  have  a  diet  coke.  some  caffeine  might  get  you  out  of  this  slump.  ❞

Elena looked at the other girl utterly gobsmacked, bamboozled, astounded and bewildered. After a moment she snapped her jaw back shut. She crossed her arms defensively.

"Yeah Jackie, because a 2 liter of soda and chewing on some pills is going to de-orphan me." Elena said. "And it's not a SLUMP it's my LIFE, it's not great sure but it's working out just fine."

american psycho meme | accepting

[lycancursedmoved]

jackie wouldn't often describe herself as a listener, but for elena, she listens. even when she appears the be doing the opposite. the blonde gazes at her, taking in the words while being smacked in the cheek with empathy. something rare. — she understands, more than most. 

golden curls spill like a curtain to frame her face as she leans on her forearms across the booth table, stealing one of elenas fries, as hers haven't arrived yet and she wants to keep her mask up. ❛❛ oh, princess.❜❜ she cooes, dipping the fry into her shake. ❛❛ i'm an orphan, too, y'know. lost my parents, brothers, an' even a few others, all on the same day. brutal, really.❜❜ her head tilts, gazing at elena and ripping off a bite from the fry. ❛❛ you can't let it define your life. it's only your life if you let it be. you can't crawl out of life, but you can out of a slump..i let it define mine, and it led me to triggering my curse…wouldn't recommend.❜❜ maybe she was being insensitive. ❛❛ and btdubs, i bet a rum an' coke wouldn't hurt.❜❜

[lycancursedmoved]

I'll be active tomorrow 💕

[hollowprompts]

` * 𝐧𝐨𝐧-𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐛𝐚𝐥 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 : 𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘥 𝘢 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘮𝘱𝘵 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘮𝘺 𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘴. 𝘯𝘰 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥𝘦𝘥, 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘰𝘶𝘤𝘩. 𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘥 (+ 𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘦) 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘺 𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘦𝘯 𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘰𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘦.

𝐠𝐮𝐢𝐥𝐭 -

01. avoids eye contact or looking at the floor. 02. wringing hands together in silence. 03. fidgeting with the hem of their shirt, unable to stay still. 04. looking at receiver in long silence before looking away. 05. silently leaves a folded note on the table in front of the other. 06. touches the others arm but pulls back out of guilt.

𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫 -

01. slams fist onto a table without saying a word. 02. exhaling sharply through their nose and clenching their jaw. 03. throws an object across the room. 04. crossing their arms tightly, digging fingers into their own skin. 05. pacing the room with heavy steps. 06. glares at the other with a clenched fist.

𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 -

01. gently pushing stray hair behind the others ear. 02. resting their forehead against the others. 03. cups the others face with both hands. 04. pressing a kiss to the others forehead in silence. 05. lingering touches against the others face. 06. wraps their arms around the other from behind and rests their head on the others shoulder.

𝐬𝐚𝐝𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 -

01. wiping their eyes before someone can notice. 02. pressing their face into a pillow to muffle sobs. 03. pulls the other into a desperate hug and wont let go. 04. silently reaching for the others hand, needing comfort. 05. walks into the room with red-rimmed eyes and no words.

𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 -

01. spins the other around without warning in a hug. 02. links arms with the other and tugs them along happily. 03. provides the other with a handmade gift. 04. tackles the other in a sudden and joyful hug. 05. kisses the others cheek unexpectedly and grins.

𝐟𝐞𝐚𝐫 -

01. backing away slowly and looking for exits. 02. hiding behind the other and peeking around. 03. flinches at sudden movement from the other. 04. presses their back against the wall with eyes darting around the room. 05. jumps at a noise and instinctively grabs the others hand.

𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠

01. tucks a blanket gently around the other person's shoulders. 02. applies a bandage with slow and deliberate care. 03. brings them food and water and watches to ensure they eat. 04. runs fingers through their hair in efforts to soothe. 05. rubs soothing circles on the others back while they cry. 06. stays silently by the others side in support without saying a word.

𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠

01. raises a hand but hesitates. 02. grips the others arm a bit too tightly. 03. pushes the other away with more force than necessary. 04. turns their back on the other to begin walking away without a word. 05. rips a shared photo in half without a word. 06. steps in closely with cold and narrowed eyes.

[lycancursedmoved]

Little headcanon for what jackie smells like: primarily, the strongest notes will be that of aged patchouli, bergamot, black vanilla, clove, star anise, cinnamon, amber and lavender from various products. Below breaks them down a bit more.

freshly showered she will smell like lavender, baby powder, and jasmine from her general soaps, hair products, and lotion. The smell of baby powder and jasmine coming from the skin care does before bed.

specifically, her hair keeps the scent of lavender, lotion of amber, and her perfume is custom with notes of aged patchouli, bergamot, black vanilla, clove, star anise, cinnamon,

[lycancursedmoved]

"You keep drinking like you're trying to forget something. Or someone."

her glass of bourbon and cherries stills in her hand, hovering above the bartop. hazel eyes flick over to elena, pinning her with her gaze, and then she snorts out a laugh. ❛❛ you're funny, princess. i'm not trying to forget anyone or thing. i jus' enjoy drinking. plus, it's really good, you should try it. ❜❜

[bastardbox]

SABRINA CARPENTER'S MAN'S BEST FRIEND. part 2. lyrics from sabrina's newest album. ** feel free to change pronouns/word usage as you please! tw: suggestive & language

NEVER GETTING LAID: "We were so happy." "Why not mix it up?" "I'm so at peace." "I can't drink enough." "I just wish you didn't have a mind." "You said you need me, what gives?" "How did it come to this?" "I know where you live." "I'm not angry." "Love you just the same." "I just hope you get agoraphobia some day." "I think this schedule could be very nice." "Call up the boys." "Crack a Miller Lite." "Watch the fight." "Us girls are fun, but stressful." "You got a right hand anyway." "I was so confident."

WHEN DID YOU GET HOT? "'Bout time I get back on the horse to the rodeo." "I'm at the prospect convention." "[name], don't you know [name]?" "And I was like huh." "When did you get hot?" "I could look you up and down all day." "I did a double take." "Take me to naked Twister back at your place." "Congratulations on your new improvements." "I bet your light rod's, like, bigger than Zeus's." "Can you lift my car with your hand?" "You were an ugly kid, but you're a sexy man." "I did not see the vision." "I need a minute." "Here it comes."

GO GO JUICE: "Love when happy hour comes at 10 AM." "I just woke up." "Can't lie, whole week's been tough." "I'm just drinking to call someone." "Ain't nobody's safe when I'm a little bit drunk." "A girl who knows her liquor is a girl who's been dumped." "Sippin' on my go-go juice." "I can't be blamed." "It's super important." "I might have double vision." "That's irrelevant right now." "Are you in town?" "I miss you." "I think about you every minute." "Well, fuck." "Some good old-fashioned fun sure numbs the pain."

DON'T WORRY I'LL MAKE YOU WORRY: "You think I'm gonna fuck with your head." "Well, you're absolutely right." "Your perfect timing couldn't be worse." "It's impressive how you don't read signs." "I'll never call you right back." "I'm making you laugh." "I'll bitch you out when I please." "I still think you love me." "Don't worry." "I'll make you worry." "I'll never let you know where you stand." "Humblin' your ass." "That's some of my best work." "Thought sleeping with you might help be decide." "Thanks for making it worse." "You're internalizing my jokes." "Hope you're feeling lucky."

HOUSE TOUR: "Take your shoes off." "Thank you for dinner." "I had a really great time." "I really loved the conversation." "Well, this is me, but if you have time..." "Do you want the house tour?" "I promise none of this is a metaphor." "What's mine is now yours." "The couch is really comfy." "You don't need to love me." "I'm just so proud of my design." "Never enter through the back door." "We can be a little reckless." "It's a place where your dreams come true." "Are you coming or what?"

GOODBYE: "Guess overnight, your feelings changed.." "I have cried so much." "I almost fainted." "Goodbye means that you're losing me for life." "Did you forget that it was you who said goodbye?" "You don't get to be the one who cries." "Can't have your cake and eat it too." "The feeling's so specific." "Wanna punch you ever other minute." "You used to love my ass." "Forgive my French, but fuck you, ta-ta." "On the flip side!" "Shit, when did you get here?" "Go put on some clothes." "Goodbye."

[lycancursedmoved]

Fresh shiny new starter call: rules, tap the heart and i will whip up a starter for our muses. there is no cap, but the length will vary based on inspiration and muse chemistry. i may message to do a few light plotting/questions if we have never interacted. Multis please specify.

[lycancursedmoved]

Anyway, day ??? of me asking you all to give Jackie girlfriends.

[thunderousmemes]

𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐄 𝐍𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐒 

(starters inspired by too many drinks, city lights, and the kind of honesty that only comes after midnight)

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐁𝐀𝐑 𝐈𝐒 𝐋𝐎𝐔𝐃 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐍𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 𝐈𝐒 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐆

“You look like you could use another drink… or a bad decision.”

“Don’t tell me you came here alone.”

“I’m not drunk, I’m just—emotionally flexible right now.”

“One more round, and I might actually tell you what I’m thinking.”

“I didn’t plan on running into you here.”

“You’ve got that look—like you’re either about to confess something or start a fight.”

“You’re staring again. Should I take that as an invitation?”

“You ever think about how many bad ideas start with a shot glass?”

“You dance like you’re trying to forget something.”

“It’s way past decent hours—what are you still doing out?”

𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐒𝐊𝐄𝐘 𝐓𝐎𝐎 𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐍𝐆, 𝐄𝐘𝐄𝐒 𝐓𝐎𝐎 𝐒𝐎𝐅𝐓

“You can stop pretending you’re fine. Nobody believes it after their third drink.”

“I thought you didn’t drink anymore.”

“It’s funny—liquor makes you honest, but you still can’t say what you really want, can you?”

“You shouldn’t walk home alone. I’ll come with you.”

“You always talk like this when you’ve had too much.”

“You smell like smoke and regret. It suits you.”

“Let’s make a pact—we don’t talk about this in the morning.”

“You shouldn’t have kissed me. But I’m not asking you to stop.”

“You ever get drunk enough to think the world might love you back?”

“We’re both going to regret this tomorrow, aren’t we?”

𝐋𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐒 𝐅𝐋𝐈𝐂𝐊𝐄𝐑, 𝐒𝐄𝐂𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐒 𝐒𝐋𝐈𝐏

“What’s the worst thing you’ve ever done? I’ll go first.”

“Tell me a truth—just one. The kind you’d never say sober.”

“You’re going to forget this conversation in the morning, right?”

“If I told you I missed you, would you blame the alcohol?”

“You keep drinking like you’re trying to forget something. Or someone.”

“I didn’t mean to call you. My hands just remembered your number.”

“Why are you crying? Don’t tell me it’s just the gin.”

“You said you don’t love me anymore, but you’re still here.”

“Do you ever wonder how we got this lost?”

“Sometimes, I think the night listens better than people do.”

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐀𝐅𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐆𝐋𝐎𝐖 — quiet streets, unspoken things

“I’ll walk you home. You can pretend you don’t need me to.”

“It’s too late for goodbyes, isn’t it?”

“We shouldn’t have let it get this far.”

“You can hold my hand. Just for tonight.”

“Do you ever wish you’d met me sober?”

“Don’t fall asleep yet. The world feels softer when it’s still spinning.”

“Stay until the city forgets our names.”

“You look different under the streetlights.”

“Promise me you won’t vanish when morning comes.”

“I don’t know what I’ll remember most — the taste of the drink, or you.”

[leneemusing]

for muses that are getting to know each other

❝ what's your favorite color and why? ❞

❝ can i come with you? ❞

❝ you have a nice smile, has anyone ever told you that before? ❞

❝ how do you take your coffee? ❞

❝ sorry, what was your name again? ❞

❝ it just occurred to me i never asked you what your last name is. ❞

❝ actually we've met before. ❞

❝ i've heard a few things about you. ❞

❝ care to join me? ❞

❝ i'm not really sure why i trust you. ❞

❝ i don't usually talk this much, it just feels easy to say stuff when you're listening. ❞

❝ i know we don't know each other that well but if you wanna talk about it... ❞

❝ could you help me with something? ❞

❝ do you like it here? ❞

❝ are you new around here? ❞

❝ you can ask me anything you want. i promise i'll answer truthfully except the things i feel like lying about. ❞

❝ i don't mean to be too forward, you just seem like you could use a friend right now. ❞

❝ you can come with me. i mean if you don't have anyone waiting for you. ❞

❝ we're friends now. you can ask me for help. ❞

❝ do you like this music? i can change it. ❞

❝ what are your favorite snacks? ❞

❝ really? i wouldn't have guessed that about you. ❞

❝ do you mind if i ask about it? ❞

ACTIONS:

VISIT: for sender to go to receiver's home for the first time

VISITED: for receiver to go to sender's home for the first time

CRYING: for sender to see receiver cry for the first time

CRIED: for receiver to see sender cry for the first time

BEGIN: sender and receiver are on their first date together

TRIP: our muses go on a group trip but end up stuck together, away from the rest of their friends.

SITUATION: our muses are acquainted because one of them is their friend's roommate. muse a shows up when their friend isn't there and ends up hanging out with muse b one on one.

GO: our muses go to a zoo or theme park together and get lost.

INVITE: sender cooks for receiver for the first time

INVITED: receiver cooks for sender for the first time

TOGETHER: our muses spend the night for the first time

TRY: our muses hooked up and are hanging out the next day

COMFORT: sender is going through a break up and receiver offers to cheer them up

COMFORTED: receiver is going through a break up and sender offers to cheer them up

OFFER: sender gives receiver a ride to the airport/picks them up

OFERED: receiver gives sender a ride to the airport/picks them up

AID: sender helps receiver redecorate

AIDING: receiver helps sender redecorate