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A 𝑫𝑬𝑬𝑷𝑳𝒀 𝑺𝑬𝑳𝑬𝑪𝑻𝑰𝑽𝑬 portrayal of ℰ𝓁ℯ𝓃𝒶 𝒢𝒾𝓁𝒷ℯ𝓇𝓉 from the 𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑉𝑎𝑚𝑝𝑖𝑟𝑒 𝐷𝑖𝑎𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑠 penned by Train ( 30s |They/Them ) . This is a depiction that is removed from its canon due to inevitable divergence and disinterest in sticking with the mess that is TVD canon. I am at my core — and have always been — a hater, so this is a very anti Plec space. I treat the source material as a jumping off point and go and do my own thing pretty swiftly. I do not really accept or acknowledge a lot of canon past season 3, especially vampire elena. This is NOT a delena safe space.

I highly suggest you read/skim the doppelgänger lore before following

Once again, this blog is a HIGHLY SELECTIVE BLOG. I prioritize those I know from other blogs first and intend to keep things very, very small.

𝑇ℎ𝑒𝑚𝑒𝑠 + 𝐼𝑛𝑠𝑝𝑖𝑟𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑠: Tomie by Junji Ito, Brood Parasitism, School Mermaid by Yoshitomi Akihito, Grief, Waves of Depression, Loneliness, Evil Dead Rise, Nos4a2 and Heart Shaped Box by Joe Hill, Some of SergeantPixie's Fanfic, All Your Closets of Backlogged Dreams by IJustWoundYou, Mike Flanagan, Death of a Unicorn, Cosmic/interdimensional Horror, The Last Unicorn, Girlhood as Horror, the Magnus Archives, Angela Carter, the Chosen One, Exploitation, Femicide, Questions of Bodily Autonomy and Identity, Sisterhood With the Self, Fractal Identity, Horror in Helplessness.

Rules. Verses. Doppelganger Lore (MUST READ). Bio. Opens. Memes. Calls. Wishlist. Sideblog. Divergences(wip). 𝑚𝑜𝑠𝑡 𝑏𝑒𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑐 𝑙𝑎𝑏𝑢𝑏𝑢𝑠: wornkindness , sthrngtham , lycancursed , mischieflawed

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ideally I will write today but i'm having a hunger crash and i also want to read so we'll see if i get anything done writing wise

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i want… to drag elena even further away from canon…

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What happens when the child hero grows up? What happens when being disowned doesn't keep you safe from family sins? What do you do when you know you're being hunted? What do you do when your best hope is a rough old cat? Aspen De Luna knows, the only child a disowned Woe, Aspen's special thanks to the family legacy and on their own merit. Tragically, that's not really a good thing. Just like other's like them, Aspen is a lighthouse to all things good, bad and hungry kept safe by their mother's magic lessons and the charity of an old feral cat willing to share feline secrets. Aspen's just trying to live their life, but given how brightly they shine it's only a matter of time before their nine lives run out.

An original character from the universe of @woefell also created by Train. Mature themes are present. Also sometimes, featuring The Boss who is a cat, you may or may not understand what he's saying.

[stagborne]

you're  not  going  to  let  it  go,  are  you?

INBOX PROMPTS ╱ 𝑎𝑙𝑤𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝑎𝑐𝑐𝑒𝑝𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔.

“No, I’m not.” 

He acknowledges it with a fair amount of ease. Special Agent Graham couldn’t even begin to illustrate it. It would require more forbearance than he really had. There was a world in which he understood her. A girl destined for catastrophe, the entire world pointing its finger at her, subjected to its brutal reality because they had been made differently. Should any of them begin to feel sorry for their own survival? If Will had learned anything, it was that the world seldom regarded you with any clemency in mind. For that, he could be a trickle of support in a universe that offered none.

(And she reminded him of Abigail. Orphaned and culpable. But still a child in so many ways and in other ways, parts of the ease that came with youth hijacked from her.)

“I know you are very convinced you need to do this alone, but you don’t. I am here, and I want to help you, Elena. I need you to trust me.”

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Elena is torn in two pieces — into many pieces. into endless pieces. As if she could feel the kaleidoscoping of her own existence in the perfect agony of wanting and hating. She doesn't hate Will, even when he'd frustrated her at the start, when people where investigating and prying and making things so much harder she hadn't hated him. But she hates herself. Hates this situation. Hates the desperate infantile need to have someone take care of her. Elena will be 18 in a few months, she could emancipate herself or stay with family friends until she was 18 like they did after the crash. Then she could take care of them, be the adult, the big sister.

But she isn't the big sister is she? She's the older cousin. Worse she's the parasite that has sucked the Gilbert family dry. The cuckoo in the nest that ruined it all. She doesn't deserve kindness. She shouldn't even be alive right now. God, she wishes they'd just let Klaus kill her. Things would be better, gentler, for all of them. They would all mourn but they would go on without her curse looming over them. Elena is a horrible, abominable selfish thing, a creature. A monster. And not because she isn't even human, but because all she wants to do is to cry and be held and let all of this horror and paperwork and living be Will's problem. Not hers. She wants to let him take control of her life and be the grown up and it's sick and cruel and it's damning. Everyone around her dies or gets hurt. She cannot stand it. She can't put a gun to someones' head just because she wants to keep being a child.

But she is not that strong. She and Katherine are the same no matter what anyone else says and their self-preservation instinct is psychotically pathological in its quest to keep her alive, as vicious as Klaus was in his quest to kill her. She might technically be as old as the megaliths but she doesn't feel it. She feels like a broken little girl desperate for a parent to make it all better. And if there is something Elena has learned since she met the Salvatores and all this horror started it is that some people are simply just relentless. Will is one of those people, once he's set on something, once something snags on his brain, he goes after it like a hunting dog.

With hunters, sometimes getting caught is the best way through.

"I trust you. It's not about trust," she blinks rapidly, involuntarily, her long lashes are wet and she knows she has lost the battle to contain herself. "I just don't want you to get hurt too."

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"Okay that's it — I'm sick of my own malaise. I'm doing something about it. I saw a woo woo love and light spa on the way back from the eye doctor and I'm booking my ass a massage and an energy cleansing. Either this'll fix me or I'll at least get a fucking massage out of it."

She announces it, hands on her hips, it's rare that she gets a break in the gloom and each time she gets it she rushes towards the light hoping this time will be one that sticks. It never does but you miss all the shots you don't make so she might as well try. The worst that happens is she bashes herself against the bars of her enclosure or falls like Icarus. at this point honestly she'd take a good Icarus moment.

open to all mutuals

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Stefan ( @rlpper ) said "Stop pushing me away. I'm not leaving."

That's part of the problem. It almost slips out but years of watching what she says shut her lips before it can escape. She doesn't want to be cruel, Stefan being a bad actor in her life is a rarity, but it's not zero. The older she gets the more sensitive she becomes to how penned she is by men of varying levels of psychopathy. It's true that he has a big bleeding heart though. Stefan basically always means well, just like how he meant well when he almost drove her off the road.

She can't remember a time anymore when someone wasn't staring at her, gauging her. "Elena management" has been a profession for everyone for years. She feels like she's suffocating, spiraling down into this small sad life in this shitty standard issue new build apartment in her shitty job with all her major life choices dictated by a maniac and everyone waiting for the next time she tries to exercise autonomy.

It's cruel to put it all on Stefan, but he's the one who's hear right now so he's the one who gets the brunt of her anger.

"I'm allowed to want a little solitude here and there Stefan, it's not that big of a deal." She mumbled, so disgusted with the situation itself she can't even look at him.

[aedearly]

✎ㅤ. . .ㅤ𝑩𝑳𝑶𝑶𝑫 𝑨𝑵𝑫 𝑫𝑨𝑹𝑲𝑵𝑬𝑺𝑺.

₊˚⊹ ㅤa collection of loose quotes taken from various characters from hades (supergiant games). these quotes are from the first game of the series. writing/roleplaying prompts. from fluff to angst! feel free to edit as you see fit, especially since some are gendered.

❝ i’m leaving. try and stop me. ❞ ❝ that could have gone better. ❞ ❝ why can’t you just stay? ❞ ❝ i wish you could come with me. ❞ ❝ you’re coming with me. ❞ ❝ i have to take you back. ❞ ❝ but for you, i will be making an exception. ❞ ❝ whew… they’re gone. ❞ ❝ now, come on, we got places to be! ❞ ❝ may the fates favour your journey. ❞ ❝ oh you know, i’d rather have my eyes put out, but thanks for offering! ❞ ❝ if only… ❞ ❝ you should be ashamed of yourself, and learn your place. ❞ ❝ ahh, so you are taking pity on me, then? ❞ ❝ i’m sorry that it has to be this way. ❞ ❝ you’re late. ❞ ❝ will i see you soon? ❞ ❝ did you miss me? ❞ ❝ i’m home. ❞ ❝ we’re heading home. ❞ ❝ you… came back? ❞ ❝ i hope i didn’t keep you waiting very long, did i? ❞ ❝ is something wrong? ❞ ❝ i can’t believe this. ❞ ❝ i’m in your debt. ❞ ❝ there’s going to be payback, you know. ❞ ❝ … damn you. ❞ ❝ this is for you. ❞ ❝ do you remember me? my name is—ah, nevermind. ❞ ❝ i’m not who you think i am. ❞ ❝ keep following that heart of yours. ❞ ❝ to hell with this place! ❞ ❝ fear is for the weak. ❞ ❝ oh, look at you, you poor, poor thing, you’re hurt! ❞ ❝ you’re such a sweetheart. ❞ ❝ you brought this on yourself. ❞ ❝ no need to thank me, mate. ❞ ❝ please, i don’t want to do this… ❞ ❝ you don’t have to do this… ❞ ❝ only the best for you. ❞ ❝ i hope you’re right. ❞ ❝ gods grant me strength… ❞ ❝ that is the worst idea i think i’ve ever heard. ❞ ❝ do you understand how little sense that makes? ❞ ❝ look what i found! ❞ ❝ something’s changed about the beating of your heart. ❞ ❝ no wonder they don’t like you. ❞ ❝ wish i could be there to see your face. ❞ ❝ i’ll earn your favour yet. ❞ ❝ how bad could it be? ❞ ❝ hello there, handsome. ❞ ❝ … this is the cheesiest thing i’ve heard from you. ❞ ❝ what has gotten into you? ❞ ❝ blood and darkness! ❞ ❝ lucky for you, i’ve no pride like many others here. ❞ ❝ it’s over. i’m sorry. ❞ ❝ go. away. i won’t repeat myself. ❞ ❝ i knew your heart was true. ❞ ❝ let’s kiss and make up! ❞ ❝ mischief, me? oh please! ❞ ❝ i don’t know how you can stand this kind of thing… ❞ ❝ you tried. that’s what matters. ❞ ❝ a man after my own heart… ❞ ❝ why won’t you give up? ❞ ❝ ever so stubborn, aren’t you? ❞ ❝ life and death, one and the same. ❞ ❝ you’re running from yourself. again. ❞ ❝ what do you want from me? leave me alone. we’ve nothing to discuss anymore. ❞ ❝ i cannot bring myself to stay upset with you forever. ❞ ❝ the truth is i’m a lover, not a fighter. ❞ ❝ i have to see her! ❞ ❝ so how goes wilful disobedience of late? ❞ ❝ you think all these gifts will make things go back to the way they were? ❞ ❝ we’re older now—i’d hope we’re wiser, too. ❞ ❝ i have to go. ❞ ❝ we were having such a good time! ❞ ❝ time is up. ❞ ❝ you’re so reckless. ❞ ❝ thank you for always keeping me on my toes. ❞ ❝ your luck’s run out. ❞ ❝ i don’t know why i bother with you, honestly. ❞ ❝ may i call you my friend? ❞ ❝ i’d like to make a toast, to you! ❞ ❝ no need for special thanks. ❞ ❝ i’ve some memories i’m not quite ready to give up on yet. ❞ ❝ i’ll break your heart. ❞

[mythshire]

※.·:·.※ 𝐘𝐎𝐔'𝐑𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐂𝐊 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐌𝐄 𝐍𝐎𝐖 ··· a collection of chosen bonds, found family, & unconditional belonging roleplay sentence starters. genre: platonic love, hurt and comfort, loyalty.

• You know you don't have to keep checking on me, right? I'm fine. • How are you? Wait, did I ask that already? • I don't know what I'd do without you. I mean that. • Oh, God. I thought something happened to you. Don't scare me like that. • You're not alone in this. You know that, right? • We're family. That's what we do. We show up. • Make yourself at home, okay? This is your place too now. • Get out of here with that. You're not a burden. Don't ever say that again. • Is there anything you need? Food? A blanket? Someone to just sit with you? • So, what's next for us? • I have to admit there's a small part of me that's terrified you'll wake up one day and realize you don't need me anymore... that you'll leave. • It's just... I've never had this before. People who stay. • Why are you still here? I mean, you could go anywhere. Be with anyone. • I know I'm not easy to deal with. But thank you. For staying anyway. • [Name], I don't know what I'm doing half the time, okay? But I know I'm not doing it without you. • I don't really know where else I'd want to be, except right here. • You're the best thing that ever happened to me, you know that? • I really think you saved my life. Not dramatically. Just... by being here. • Hey. Bad dream? Come here. I've got you. • You don't owe me anything. This is what family does • Stop apologizing. You're allowed to need help. • I made your favorite. Thought you could use some comfort food today. • You look exhausted. When's the last time you actually slept? • I'm not going anywhere. You're stuck with me, remember? • We've been through worse. We'll get through this too. • You don't have to be strong all the time. Not with me. • I brought you something. It's stupid, but it made me think of you. • Come on. Let's get you home. • You matter to me. More than you know. • I've got your back. Always have, always will. • You're shaking. Here, take my jacket. • I know you're scared. It's okay to be scared. • You did good today. Really good. • I'm proud of you. I don't say that enough. • Stop pushing me away. I'm not leaving. • You think I'd let you face this alone? Not a chance. • I'll stay up with you. I don't mind. • You're safe here. I promise. • Tell me what you need. Anything. • You don't have to pretend with me. • I trust you. Completely. • You've got this. And if you don't, we've got this. • I'd do anything for you. You know that, right? • You're not too much. You're never too much. • This is your home now. For as long as you want it. • I'll fight for you if you can't fight for yourself right now. • You make me want to be better. A better person. • I chose you. I keep choosing you. Every day. • You're allowed to fall apart. I'll hold the pieces until you're ready.

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                           . . .  𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒅𝒊𝒑𝒑𝒆𝒅 𝒊𝒏 𝒃𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒅.

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NYMERIA ( @bledsaint ) asked "You all right? Did you hurt yourself?"

Elena groaned a little before cutting it off. The tumble had certainly been a surprise but she was pretty sure nothing was broken. Her hip and wrist really stung but nothing was crunching or clicking as she moved and started to get up, very aware of the vampire hovering anxiously near her. Nymeria was nice but Elena had too many bad experiences with vampires, you could only be on the wrong side of someone's fangs so many times before you got a bit jumpy.

"I'm fine. The only thing damaged is probably my pride." Elena grumbled as she tried to straighten herself out. There was a big dirt mark on her jeans where the hip met the ass on her right side. Just Great. "I'm just a little off today. Really, it's no biggie."

Her insomnia was probably moving officially into the chronic phase but it wasn't like there was anything to do about it. What would she do? Go to a doctor and get a prescription for pills she couldn't take? Go to a therapist and try to omit all the supernatural and crimes? Nightmares and the insomnia they had forced her into were about what she deserved. She'd rather just enjoy the scenery while she could.

"This place is beautiful. We had the waterfall back home but it wasn't as rocky there really. Just kind of the one tall spot and few hills."

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i need to do more threads and things where elena is fending off or subjected to the will of Horrors outside of klaus. like she's grade a magical ingredients more people need to plan to butcher her.

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i got out of work early but i'm still beat. I'm having a cup of coffee and we're hashing out food. i'm absolutely around to chat but idk how much writing will be getting done on any blogs, i might just put in more time on reading for today. it's like, the perfect weather for it here.

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