Lycan mayonaise or whatever @lycanmalaise - Tumblr Blog

been introducing my friends and loved ones to a genre of media ive been enjoying called "girl puke"

think like, ascii yameii kawaii blood on concrete cigarette femcel catboy message board moe lolcow revenge cannibalism bong rip out of a human heart pokemon shiny hunting old web tech gore brutalist caffeine addiction online friendship

lycanmalaise

kind of a windows vista gothic lolita wrist pain washed up creepypasta vtuber future deadweight utorrent intermediate game boy color kink discourse roleplaying in comments killing me holo sticker tarantula hrt mmo guild

scaredgirl

agh !!!!!!

Where is "rose is watching her planet die while the doctor is slaying in the corner" I haven't seen her on my dash in a while I miss her

queenclaudiabrown

tlirsgender

Firefox is a gateway drug to realizing you can do whatever you want with computers. It starts with getting adblock and then you start thinking about what else is possible

tlirsgender

People in my notes are saying to have sex with it & yknow yeah sure. Why not

boofinator

Weird chairs

godisafujoshi

These are regular chairs to me

godisafujoshi

star-struck09

I hope life is kinder to you today than yesterday.

jiraiiboy-deactivated

jiraiblr try not to post the shittiest fucking takes pretending they're fact. y'all make me fucking sick.

any harm done to yourself with the purpose to hurt, psychologically or physically, is self harm.

that includes cutting.

that includes burning yourself.

that includes hitting yourself.

that includes opening cvtblr tags and looking at people's posts where they cut to beans.

any amount of purposeful self harm is valid because guess the fuck what?? that's not fucking normal for a healthy human being to do! no healthy person goes out of their way to say "oh i'm gonna go find a blade now!" because even if they otherwise appear "fine" or do this "for attention" that is an unhealthy need for attention.

"you're not a jirai because this and this and that!" if you explode, guess what. that's right! you are a fucking jirai.

we are landmines. that means we explode. real-life landmines, like the actual bombs, don't care how and when and who's around when they explode or who they harm. you could only explode on yourself when no one's looking and you're a jirai. that is fucking valid.

you don't need an ed. you don't need addictions. you don't need to overromanticize and desire deterioration to be a jirai. you need to be unstable enough to be in some way a danger to yourself and others. that's it.

if you wanna go and prove me wrong based on how the toyoko kids did it, go do it. but i'll tell you something, not only does that make almost all of us "not real jirais" but wanting to be like the toyoko kids? that's fucking weird. those are teenagers doing sex work, addicted to drugs, they're suffering. you wouldn't wanna be a teen prostitute dependent on drugs in the southwest of the us (i'm not shaming anyone. i just wanna make it obvious that that is most definitely not fun), would you?

i'm sick of all this discourse. might as well get off jiraiblr and make this a regular vent account.