TW Eating Disorders @m0nster-ultra - Tumblr Blog

i wish i never weighed myself again, i want to go back to effortlessly losing weight while i ate all my favorite foods and snacks all the time. now that i know what i weigh i just want to restrict, and if i try to recover again i’ll just gain back what i originally lost

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i miss mcdonald’s

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idk why but posts encouraging people not to binge, just make me want to binge even more

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sugarishell

When you’re under 25, having an eating disorder is a walk in the park in so far as it affects your body. Honestly. You THINK you’re dizzy now at 16 years of age, wait until you’ve been doing this for 8 years. Your body doesn’t want to know anymore, even if you take in a relatively healthyish 1200 calories it’s not going to move without pain or dizziness or creaking bones. your skin is sallow, your energy levels are so depleted you can’t even enjoy holidays or nights out, even if you have a cheat meal. Your body has quit. Not to mention the friends and partners promised by that #proana lifestyle want companions with the get up and go to enjoy life, companions who aren’t hunched over their phone calculating calories or crying over eating birthday cake. There’s a reason people want you to recover. A lifelong eating disorder ain’t cute. You do not want this. You only think you do. I have lost everyone to this illness, I have lost bone density, developed mental illnesses off the back of it and have engaged in such reckless behaviour it’s amazing I’m alive. I don’t want to be, there’s nothing romantic. Study hard, love your friends and enjoy your life. You won’t be able to stop once you’re in the throes of it, and you deserve better

if my calculations are right my dinner should be around 450cals today. at least it’s under 500 but ugh i hate how i’ve been eating around 500cals every day for a while now, i wish i could eat closer to 200-300 :/

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ribc4ges

hey lets stop shaming people who dont exercise, its extremely harmful not to mention ableist (not everyone is physically or mentally able to workout)

the body burns 1,000+ calories every day just by existing, eating under that will make you lose weight!! you’re valid if you dont exercise.

1-day-closer-2

I have chronic back pain and I find it rlly difficult to workout, sometimes the pain will be so bad I struggle with just walking ://

weighting4skinny

Chronic knee and back pain here, I've had to get a cane recently, I simply can't work out like I used to anymore and I've gotten shamed irl for it. We don't need that on here too.

bluepeachjams

I don't have chronic pain, I'm often just too exhausted from lack of food/sleep to exercise and I'm sure that's not an uncommon thing. You're not alone <3

i might not be able to weigh myself today :/, if i am able to it’ll probably be after dinner so my weight will be high bc of food weight ugh. i need to get my own scale soon, just need the money for it first

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i wanna smoke before dinner bc then i can eat while high w/o feeling bad. but i can only smoke at night when people are going to bed, and i’m always forced to eat dinner w my family or my bf’s family

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