not active !! trying to recover again :)

i was moth-is-duumb they/ it prns pls :] stats in pinned post !! pro recovery, just not in it :p feel free to send asks !!

[m0th-is-duumb]

hey guys its been a while, i just wanted to say that i most likely wont be active as im gonna try recovery again :) i love you all and hope u stay safe n look after urselves <333

[caffeinatedopossum]

I hate it when my thoughts are just an endless cycle of "I'm tired". Like, shut up, I already know I'm tired.

[lemonadeboy-deactivated20230320]

Am I the only trans guy who was absolutely not phased by some "awful side effects" of restrictive eating?

I mean, I was terrified by the bone problems.

But hair growing in weird places? Breast shrinking? Loss of period? Sounds good, sign me up.

[anarchy---boy]

exactly

there will be "here's why u should recover from ur ed:

1. infertility and period loss

2. no tits or booty"

don't threaten me with a good time, random cis tumblerina.

[bluepeachjams]

Exactly and also this is a little bit off topic but I hate how when people say "here's why you should recover" it's focused around physical appearance because 1) not everyone can relate to those and 2) the whole point of trying to recover is to lessen how much you overthink about your appearance and how people perceive you. You're just putting more insecurities onto someone who already has some (ie: "no tits or ass" some people don't have those in the first place. Why make everything about physical features?)

[https-nokals-deactivated2024111]

i’m sad because i ate

i ate because i was sad

[carniiivore]

I dont think people understand that I literally can’t not take things personally. I notice the tiniest change in how someone talks to me, how they act towards me. I can’t just stop. after years of everything being my fault, is it wrong to assume that when someone gets angry, it’s my fault? im sorry.

[moshp1t-mak4out]

man why are high calorie things so damn tasty 😭😭

[megoosa]

me: *not religious*

me: oh my god

me: praise the lord

me: thank god

me: oh dear lord

me: jesus christ

me: good god

[dizzy-dancing]

i refuse to waste another year in a body i hate

[d3monicas]

cats are so beautiful and loving…. when they paw at you and ask u to pet them.. when they purr and close their eyes in content… a warm loaf … when they knead on you… thinking YOU are the bread… stupid… they are the bread… i love cats… so much….

[anna2442]

Kid next to me: “why do you look like you’re going to puke”

Me: *breathes heavily* yes the fasting is working

[puppysnuff]

please stop ignoring me it makes me want to hurt myself

[ohnoitsthebat]

“Too Much and Never Enough” could easily be the title of my autobiography.

[m0th-is-duumb]

kinda homophobic that i actually put on weight after binging tbh :/

[m0th-is-duumb]

im so done with everything, i cant do this anymore.

[anxietyproblem]

[m0th-is-duumb]

only reason i haven’t killed myself is bc im fat, if im gonna die im gonna look hot and skinny while doing it

[m0th-is-duumb]

you have no idea how close i am to cutting all my fat off, im too impatient for this bullshit