Meraki !!

He/Hymn DID alter

[m3rak1sb0n3s]

INTRO POST

Meraki

He/him or Hy/Hymn

Trans, Gay + Demisexual

TRAUMAGENIC DID, polyfragmented

System name is The Dollhouse System

RAMCOA. Enough said.

I'm not the uh, original, if that makes sense? We're still learning DID terms and shit

But I am a host.

Other uh, roles or wtv?

Crucifier, Espoutive, Persecutor (semi recovering), Devilmate

Age 16.

I have a partner from our partner system :3

I wanna dress in ouji fashion/ouji lolita if I wasn't broke as shit

Theistic Satanist, but I respect all religions. Don't be a dick and I won't either

Interests:

Art, Poetry, Writing, BSD, OHSHC, TSHD, COTL, religious horror, etc I'm too tired to write all that

Kins, in order of who I kin most:

Nikolai (BSD) Poe (BSD) Kenji (BSD) Yumeno (BSD) Leshy (COTL) Hikaru (TSHD) Tamaki (OHSC)

No DNI but I block freely

Please keep in mind our trauma (that caused DID) is directly related to Religion, specifically Christianity. It's why I'M a Satanist. I don't mind if someone is Christian or wtv, but please DO NOT force it on me.

Also I SPECIFICALLY am a survivor of CSA and COCSA on three different occasions, and our former host is a COCSA victim on two occasions as well.

Tags I'll use:

# Meraki yaps

# Meraki photos

# Meraki reblogs

Partner posts: # Meraki's lovesickness

Vents: # Crying Cryoflame

My ao3 related blog is @w1nt3rs-b0n3s-ao3archive

Another alter in our system who has a blog is @r0tt3nc0rps3inth3d1rt

Uh idk what else

[the-d0llh0us3-system]

Woah👀👀 we sure would HATE it if more people joined the server👀👀👀yeah you guys DEFINITELY shouldn't come in👀👀👀

(The osdd tags are for reach)

https://discord.gg/Ydwb3XBFHt

[m3rak1sb0n3s]

When I hear someone describe empathy and realize that I don't ACTUALLY feel empathy most of the time for anyone except my partner

[m3rak1sb0n3s]

Inexperienced top x Absolute MANWHORE of a bottom teaching him stuff instead of the other way around like usual

[theorchardsys]

ATTENTION ALL PEOPLE 13-25

ICE is taking our friends, killing our family, and maiming our neighbors. We as students, young adults, and teenagers feel powerless to stop this, but the truth is that we aren't. We are powerful. We are the rising generation, and we can make a difference. Because of this I started a brand new organization dedicated to protesting ICE and the injustice that USAmerica is facing. We, Empowerment, Resistance and Strength Ending ICE [ERASE ICE] are here to show young adults and teens how they can help by protesting and working together to end ICE in modern USAmerica. If you want to help, even if you don't think you're able to, please join our discord server, or contact me. Thank you for reading, and have an amazing day.

We, Empowerment, Resistance and Strength Ending ICE [ERASE ICE] are here to show young adults and teens how they can help by protesting and

[m3rak1sb0n3s]

"B-but!! That label doesn't make sense!!" Why do you fucking CARE

It may not make sense to you but I am CERTAIN it makes sense to the person who identifies as that, and lowk why does it bother you what someone else is??? It's not the end of the fucking world if someone uses a label you don't fully understand.

"Me when I don't exist" FUCK OFF OML

Yes buddy, I'm a gay man. Yes I have dated girls in the past, and every once in a blue moon I feel attraction to a girl. Why the FUCK does it bother you what I'm doing with my life???

[killerspaghettiarts]

Caine's Old Roomie....

... Alot of people really liked this post on the clock app, so I think it'd probably be a good time to share it on here. Enjoy!

[catchymemes]

[m3rak1sb0n3s]

"All narcissists are abusive"

I trust my partner (who has NPD) enough to sleep in the same bed as him even though I get anxious sleeping when anyone else is in the room dawg

[mary-on-the-contrary]

lazerprincess

this is a collection of her photos, drawings and her suicide note, 

this is so even if her mom deletes her blog, everything is saved, 

[rubesdragon]

her blog has already been removed and posts are being removed. dont stop reblogging this, dont let them silence us, dont let Leelah Alcorn be forgotten

[delaxtr1of]

Hey guys… been a while since I last drew ronin… hope you guys haven’t starved for too long… artstyle change too !!!

[gracie--stuff]

oh look it's the devil

[ppups]

[snarling-dog]

"As a trans man, it's your responsibility to protect women!!" Hi, you're a benevolent misogynist. That's like. That's the most obvious benevolent misogyny I've ever seen. Hope this helps!!

[snarling-dog]

Important addition

[m3rak1sb0n3s]

Before I went into recovery I was 96 pounds (bad considering I'm a 16 year old standing at 5'4)

I had to go to the OBGYN today and got weighed there

I'M 107 POUNDS

I GAINED 11 POUNDS

I'm still underweight but holy shit I'm ACTUALLY getting better

[killerspaghettiarts]

Slowly posting Caine and Bill interactions here, might make an ask blog idk… lmk if yall would want one.

[clleanlliness]

life is better when you're not malnourished btw