marlena

tw/ed,sh,sui and shit like that

[maarlena]

My mom has cancer (cervical cancer) and shes going on surgery tomorrow morning so I'm home alone and 4 of my relatives called to yell at me for staying at home instead of my grandma's, (I literally cried all day worrying about my mom) also my grandma gets angry when I don't sleep at a certain time and I have insomnia so I can't sleep that easily and she literally checks every 2 or 3 hours to see if I'm sleeping and she yells at me if im not asleep everytime. I love her but I cant stay there because of that and my relatives say I'm just stubborn and entitled just because I wanna stay at home (they f*cking told me I cry to manipulate them into letting me stay at home) which is crazy considering my mom is the one to told me to stay and now she's mad too cuz relatives called my mom (again. She's in the fucking hospital) and lectured her about letting me stay and told her i yelled and cursed at them (which I didn't even do) and now my mom is worried and angry at me for something this stupid and I really dont know what to do or feel I wanna talk to her but she's mad at me and I don't want her to get worse

[helloeverything123]

Yay, more than 2.000 reblogs in 2 weeks

[whatyearisthis]

[liyahwild]

"stop making BPD your whole entire personality!"

it might seem crazy what I'm about to say

[yet-another-mentalyill-teen]

I'm gonna sound like an ass but I hate having to scroll past twenty tw to see a blurry pic of a cat scratch

[mytumyhurtsssss]

[schizodeity]

"theres no cure for bpd" you fuckers forgot about weed

[maarlena]

My fucking "friend" just took my Credit card when i was drunk and got herself like $300 worth of alcohol at the bar because she thinks that the money i got from my mom was for her and when i confronted her she told me she thought the money mom sent me was for both of us (she doesn't even know her let alone sending money to her) and when I told her she is dumb asf if she thought that and its clearly not for her she said that I should've told her that it wasn't meant for her. And since she stayed the night the other day and helped me clean my room she thought my mom (which again didn't even met her properly) would send her 300$ BECAUSE SHE HELPED ME CLEAN MY FUCKING ROOM

I also had a Credit card debt and the 200$ of that money was for that and the 100 was a gift since she didn't got me a present for going to uni

[foxlungz]

I would look so good with my brains splattered all over the wall

[cut-n-snared]

looking back on stuff and realising you don't actually have any friends

[leothetrashcat-deactivated20240]

"Oh it gets better just be patient!" It doesn't. It gets better shortterm then it completely destroys you. I've been dealing with this for years, it really doesn't get better. Just the illusion that you get better before it all comes down onto you.

[catchymemes]

[bl0w-m3]

Maybe she’s born with it, maybe it’s her dads fault.

[a-hospital--for-souls]

Me trying to explain to my friend why I felt fine an hour earlier and why I feel bad now (I have BPD):

[saduboiss-deactivated20260204]

you think I’m okay, but inside I’m fighting back the urges to tear open my skin

[everyoneluvsanicia]

the burning sensation is more addicting than the cvt

[horrorvampiricentity]