Just A Bendy Macaroni

Currently procrastinating on homework and making bad decisions

[flawed-whispers]

“Why did you try to kill yourself?” They asked. My answer was simple: “Because no one gave me a reason not to.”

f.w (via flawed-whispers)

[crowmaticism]

I’ve run out of poetic ways to tell everyone I’m really fucking sad

and I don’t know why (via panic-at-my-fall-out-romance)

[howdoiforgetyou]

I’m that person everyone replaces after a while.

(via howdoiforgetyou)

[the-death-of-inspiration]

I tried to find it in bottles and pills. I tried to find it in the arms of strangers. I tried to find it in the laughter of friends. I’ve tried running and I’ve tried staying. The truth is - there is nowhere to go and no one to help. There is just me - and there is something terrifyingly wrong with me.

How do you fix a broken soul? (via the-death-of-inspiration)

[macaroni-h]

friend: hey why didn't you text me back?

me: sorry i forgot that people are aware of my existence

friend: you what?

me: nevermind, how are you?

[a-flightlxss-bird]

Seems like I’ll never be able to love myself.

[asking-the-death]

You need a private talk? Just message me !:)

[howdoiforgetyou]

I spent two years telling myself that I was getting better, but now I’m realising that I’m not better. And I don’t think, I can handle this by myself anymore.

(via howdoiforgetyou)

[d-y-s-t-i-c]

[real-demons]

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

If you know someone who’s depressed, please resolve never to ask them why. Depression isn’t a straightforward response to a bad situation; depression just is, like the weather. It’s hard to be a friend to someone who’s depressed but it is one of the kindest noblest and best things you will ever do.

Stephen Fry (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

[nooneheardmyscreams]

Empty pages aren’t always a representation of sadness. No feelings or thoughts means the absence of bad thoughts. That empty page means you don’t have any negative thoughts to put down. In recovering, it’s the little things that mean the most. Little steps in the right direction. You might not think it’s happening but in reality, you’re getting better. So that empty page, that empty mind, don’t confuse it for a weakness. You’re moving in the right direction. Don’t lose hope. Stay strong. -Liv

[zarathustra-would-be-proud]

[broken-depressed-hearts]

will I ever get better without meds?

19.06.17 (via broken-depressed-hearts)

[zarathustra-would-be-proud]

[asking-the-death]

You need a private talk? Just message me !:)

[endlesslifeinpain]