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I SWEAR, BILL.   an independent, selective, & private blog for stanley uris.  movie-based, canon-divergent. est. 5/22, loved by puck (she/they). memes never expire on this blog.

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happy birthday stan ily

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gm everyone i’m here because stan’s birthday is tomorrow :’)

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mun vs. muse.

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It's international kissing day! Send 😘 to kiss my muse.

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i had to take a break to draw but im back at it and. man. the poly vibes.

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HIS ROYAL STRAIGHTNESS--

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i had to take a break to draw but im back at it and. man. the poly vibes.

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CIGARETTE SMOKING MAN???

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what kind of hot are you?

MATH TUTOR HOT.       you're really not here for romance, at all. but whenever you actually interact with people, they're smitten with you. you might be usually overlooked, but for some reason whenever you're helping a peer who likely wasn't responsible enough to study like you told them to before the session, they're always paying rapt attention. you roll your eyes and lecture them whenever they seem distracted, staring at you or the floor instead of the textbook. but it's the moments where you raise an eyebrow, half impressed, and give them a quiet "good work" that makes you such a successful tutor. your praise is hard to come by, and people are certainly going to work to hear it again.

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recovering from st4 by finally watching the miniseries so i can just be sad about stan again

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HOW DID I NEVER REALIZE MINISERIES BILL HAD A PONYTAIL

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recovering from st4 by finally watching the miniseries so i can just be sad about stan again

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stan, as an adult: yeah i stopped believing in god in middle school, i can’t really place an exact reason why— stan, within hours of mike calling: the fucking clown, that’s right

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thinking about how funny it is if stan tells eddie “i’m sure you’ll get tall once you hit puberty” when they’re kids only to meet again 27 years later and discover that no, eddie did Not get tall

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EMOTIONALLY CHARGED SENTENCES STARTERS

❝  i need you.  don’t you get that?  ❞

❝  i’m right here.  i’m always here right in front of you but you never see me!  ❞

❝  you’re my person.  ❞

❝  no,  i don’t wanna have to talk to anyone else right now.  i just want you.  ❞

❝  i know you’re busy and i don’t want to bother you i just—  can i just sit here with you while you work?  ❞

❝  are we okay?  ❞

❝  honestly,  i’m always there.  in my head.  the scars on my body might’ve healed but i never really walked away from it.  ❞

❝  do you want me to make the others leave?  or we could go,  get some fresh air.   ❞

❝  look i’m not coddling you,  i’m just trying to help.  i wanna take care of you cause i,  you know— care about you.  ❞

❝  alright,  here’s your coffee.  are you ready to talk or should i find something to ramble about for a few minutes?  ❞

❝  eventually,  you just gotta learn to let go of the past.  it’s always gonna hurt,  but you can choose when to start focusing on something other than the pain.  ❞

❝  hey,  just breathe.  look at me— look at me.  in and out.  breathe with me okay?  ❞

❝  keep your eyes on me—  just focus on me.  we’re gonna be okay.  ❞

❝  no,  i’m not okay.  nothing is okay.  it never is.  but that’s just how i function most days.  so i’ll be fine.  ❞

❝  i’m not gonna pretend anymore.  i’m still fucked up from it all and i don’t know when it gets better.  ❞

❝  if you keep waiting until you’re done ‘working on yourself’ before you let yourself be with the person you love,  you’re never gonna be with them.  and they’ll find someone else who is brave enough to give them a chance to love them exactly how they already are.  ❞

❝  why do you stick around?  what is it you think you see in me?  ❞

❝  not everything needs an explanation.  i care about you.  i don’t have to sit here and figure out why.  i just do.  so maybe you should try just accepting it too.  ❞

❝  i don’t need your permission to fall in love with you.  you don’t gotta love me back,  but it isn’t gonna stop me from being here when you need someone.  ❞

❝  you love me too much.  i know how that sounds but—  fucking hell.  you shouldn’t care that much about someone like me.  ❞

❝  i don’t care if loving you hurts me.  the world already has enough pain to dole out for no reason,  at least i’ll have gotten these scars from something beautiful.  ❞

❝  if people can hate for no reason,  than i can love for no reason too.  ❞

❝  one day you’re gonna need me and i’m not gonna be there to fix it.  ❞

❝  no,  i can’t fix everything for you this time.  it’s your mess.  clean it up.  ❞

❝  i dunno who taught you that love comes with conditions and limitations,  but mine doesn’t.  not when it’s you.  ❞

❝  i don’t know how to ask for help i just— i’ve never had anyone to ask for help from before.  so…this is me trying i guess.  i need it and i’m afraid to ask for it.  that’s the best i can do.  ❞

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like this for some memes, maybe!

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UM THE WAY RICHIE LOOKS SO HEARTBROKEN WHEN STAN STARTS SCREAMING “YOU’RE NOT MY FRIENDS YOU MADE ME GO INTO NEIBOLT” I’M GONNA SHRIEK

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dsfdshj the way georgie goes “what was that?!? oh jeez” as he runs up the basement stairs is such a mood. literally me every time i had to enter the basement for the first twenty years of my life