Madramaaee

Lost in the sea

[madramaaee]

Paano nga ba malalaman kapag nasa tamang tao ka na?

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Pwede pa kaya ulit magkwento dito?

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It’s been a while, tumblr world!

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Hi?

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Bigat na bigat na akong dalhin tong pamilya na to.

[madramaaee]

Pahinga lang talaga kailangan ko. Ready na ulit magtrabaho.

[mapangarap]

someday, ako rin. 😊

[madramaaee]

Hindi ko na alam anong gagawin ko sa buhay ko hayy. Eto na naman ako sa araw na minsan hindi ko alam paano lumaban ulit. Sobrang lungkot ba talaga ng buhay ko, sana makulayan na.

[madramaaee]

Kung sakali man na pumunta ako parang sampal sa katotohanan sakin yun na hindi talaga pwede. Hindi ko kayang tingnan. Hindi pa ako ganun ka tanga para kayanin yun dahil lang sa nararamdaman ko. Ayoko maging selfish 😞

[madramaaee]

Unang leave ngayong taon.

Dati kaya ko naman magovertime ng sabado pero ngayon parang pagod na pagod na ako. Kung hindi lang talaga kailangan eh 😞 Overtime ko pa dati kulang na lang sa office na ako matulog.

[dakilanggerlpren]

Ano ang pipiliin mo? Yung tama o yung nagpapasaya sayo?

Sobrang na kasi, it's you and me against the world. Sobrang labo maging kami hanggang dulo pero mahal namin yung isa't isa. Kaya lang ang daming masasaktan kapag ipinagpatuloy namin yung relasyon namin. Magiging komplikado ang lahat. I don't know pero sobrang sakit lang. Sobra.

Syempre dun ako sa tama. As I age, I realize na posible palang pasimplehin ang mga bagay-bagay. Nahihirapan ka? Huwag mong ipilit. Mga bagay na hindi nakakabuti sa mental health mo? Ikaw na ang umiwas. Hindi ka obligadong baguhin ang mundo, kumbaga desisyon mo naman kung papahirapan mo ang sarili mo o hindi.  If you want to be with him, face the consequences of your actions. Ginusto mo yan diba? Sabi mo masaya ka diba? Kung gusto mo naman sa tama pero wala siya, I swear sa una lang malungkot. That space, someone will come to fill that eventually. At least you are at peace, alam mo sa sarili mo na nasa tama ka. Love is just always around.

[madramaaee]

Sobrang timing naman sa situation ko ngayon :((

[aritheplug]

You attract what you are and you create what you think about. Act like the person you want to become. Think like the person you want to become. Nothing changes in your life unless you make the decision and commitment to change it. Hold an image in your mind of how you wish to see yourself living. Visualize it everyday and you will unconsciously start to do things that will move you towards that goal.

[madramaaee]

✨

[madramaaee]

Ang lungkot ata talaga ng buhay ko no??

[madramaaee]

Gusto ko lang naman umiyak pero bat walang lumalabas na luha, ang bigat na kasi sa pakiramdam.

[slfcare]

removing yourself from toxic situations is lonely. removing toxic friends and family members from your life is lonely. learning to be without the people, or outside of the environment you were in for so long–somewhere that might’ve been unsafe or made you unhappy but was still familiar–is lonely. but it isn’t supposed to be easy. you have to choose yourself and you’ll regret it sometimes because you’ve never felt this alone, and yet it’s the right thing to do. learn to be happy with your own company, learn to support yourself the way you wish others would. there’s nothing others can give you that you cannot eventually give yourself.

[madramaaee]

“Parang hindi ko na rin kayang ipagpatuloy kung alam ko na matatapos din ito.”

:((

[madramaaee]

Maling tao yung nagustuhan, kailan ba magiging tama?