Temenos
Warnings: Mentions of past trauma, mentions of manipulative behavior, Alec should be his own warning, a bit of violence, grief, loss, missing relative.
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Chapter 4
Gracie
'Handling the situation' turned out to be much more boring than Grace had imagined. She had expected a real huntâtracking newborn vampires through the woods or a raid on their hideouts. Instead, Jane, Demetri, and Felix had taken off to find the person behind the whole mess, leaving Alec behind with her. Jane had said it very simply: Grace would just be "in the way." It was a blow to her pride, but it was true; she had no combat training, and she still couldn't use her shield to protect anyone but herself. Â
Alec was less than pleased, to say the least. He was being forced to forfeit the grim satisfaction of the huntâthe dark "fun" of cornering a criminal and watching them squirm, witnessing that frantic, human-like desperation as they tried to justify the unjustifiable, even knowing their end was written in stone. He bled his frustration out onto Grace, his gaze growing sharper, more wary with every passing hour.Â
They retreated to a dense, primeval stretch of forest midway between Seattle and Forks. The vegetation was so suffocatingly thick that no human hiker would dare wander inâa necessary precaution, as Grace was still a creature of raw, newborn instincts.Â
That was another thorn in Alecâs side. He took it upon himself the bothersome task of bringing food for Grace, so nobody can accidentally see her. Though his manners remained impeccably polished, he could barely mask the mounting agitation beneath the surface. Grace triedâshe truly didâto be pleasant, but she was met with a wall of ice. She had no idea why was he so damn angry at her, what could she possibly do in 4 days to make him feel so...agitated? As she was still in her newborn stage, she grew increasingly irritated by his behavior, and the air grew colder between them day by day. Â
Alecâs behavior gave Grace a sense of emotional whiplash. There were fleeting moments when he looked at her and his eyes seemed almost... soft. But the second she tried to offer a smile or kindle a conversation, he recoiled as if she were a physical blight upon his world. He was a man at war with himself. Grace was too, but she at least attempted the veneer of civilization. How old is he, really? she wondered bitterly. Shouldn't he be better at this than me?Â
Yet, she lived for the moments when he would sit with her and unravel the dark tapestries of his world. He spoke of the ancient laws, weaving stories of Aro, Caius, and Marcus with a melodic, soothing voice that acted like a balm on her jagged nerves. But those moments were ghostsâgone as soon as they appeared.Â
On the fifth day of their isolation, the tension finally snapped. It was Alecâs fault, of course.Â
âAww, look at you,â he drawled, leaning against a moss-covered cedar, his voice dripping with condescension. âYouâve got a little blood-mustache. And a bit on your chin. And, well, a gallon on your chest.âÂ
âDo you truly have nothing better to do than lecture me?â Grace snapped, her voice trembling with suppressed rage. âIâm so sorry I forgot the family silverware at home. If Iâd known my lack of etiquette would offend you so deeply, Iâd have made sure to die with a silver straw in my bag!âÂ
Grace felt the heat of humiliation crawling up her neck. Alec didn't flinch; instead, he seemed to beam, basking in her outburst.Â
âHow could I ever pass up a chance to assist someone so clearly in need?â He pressed a hand to his heartâas if he had anyâand cast a mocking look at the crimson pool staining the forest floor.Â
âWhat I need is to be left alone! Why do you even care?!âÂ
âYou need a shower, Grace. That is what you need. And new clothes, because nothing in this world is getting that blood out. Someone truly must teach you how to feed like a predator rather than a scavenger. You hesitate every time you start, yet you manage to waste half of it anyway,â he said flatly.Â
There was truth in his words, which stung more than the insult. âWhat, am I supposed to just stroll into a motel?â she spat. âWeâre in the middle of nowhere! And donât act like your hands are clean!â He simply raised an arched eyebrow. Of course. Mr. Perfect didn't leave a mess. âDid you come here just to watch me beg for help, or is there a point?âÂ
âDonât tempt me. Here are some clothes.â He gave Grace a bag. âIt has soap too. And thereâs a perfectly good waterfall right in front of you. Please donât make me have to look at this mess any longer.âÂ
âDonât tempt me. Here,â he said, tossing a bag toward her. âClothes. Soap. And thereâs a perfectly functional waterfall right in front of you. Please, spare me the sight of this disaster any longer.âÂ
Graceâs left eye twitched. She looked at his perfect, marble faceâa face she found herself increasingly fascinated by, despite the venom he poured on her. She wanted to be near him, to talk to him as an equal, but every remark he made felt like a hammer blow to her heart. This was the final straw.Â
"I went through the unimaginable in the last month!â She erupted, her voice echoing through the trees. âI was brutally beaten, had my arm, skull and jaw broken, turned into a bloodsucking vampire, and had to kill people to feed myself and keep my sanity! You seem to forget that a month ago, my biggest problem was choosing a career path and university!âÂ
 Alec seemed to have lost his voice; he just stood in front of Grace like a marble statue. Graceâs voice, however, was rising with every word.Â
 âAnd now I have 'superpowers' that you all want to weaponize? God forbid I disappoint you by not mastering them in five days! To put the cherry on top, I lost my family too!â She was screaming now, stepping into his space, her finger jabbing at his chest. âOne day I was loved by people and had a future ahead of me, and now they donât even know where to look for my body! Iâm terrified Riley will find them and kill them for me escaping him, too! Oh, and letâs not forget tearing my killer apart either! That was wonderful to go through, I didnât even know what the fuck I was doing, and I hate him, but all I can feel now is a sickening crunch while I tore his head clean off, and I donât fucking feel better, DO YOU HEAR ME, ALEC?!âÂ
He heard her. He didn't move. He didn't even try to stop her as her fists began to drum against his chest.Â
âI escaped a sociopath who wanted me for a war, only to deal with an elitist, stuck-up, sadistic piece of shit who riles me up because I drank 'messily'? Are you out of your mind?! You act so polite, but I see right through it! You hate me, and I have no idea why! I don't deserve this from you! I never hurt you!âÂ
Grace hated the screaming. It wasn't her. She was the girl who stayed calm, who kept her voice measured. But now, every emotion was amplified, a roar in her head she couldn't quiet. Physically, she felt like she could tear down a tank, but mentally, she was hollowed out. She wanted to go home. She wanted to curl up on her carpet and cry until there was nothing left. She needed a hug so desperately that even now, she wouldn't have pushed him away if he had reached out.Â
But Alec just stood there, staring at her as if he were seeing a person for the first time. Grace ripped the bag from his hand.Â
âThank you,â she spat, her voice thick with bitterness. âIâll add this to the list of 'charities' youâve performed for me. Now, turn around, or would you like to lower yourself from the heavens to soap my back, too?âÂ
Alec felt the unfamiliar weight of a mistake. He had burned entire villages to ash as if it were a mundane Tuesday chore, but this... this felt different. As Grace stomped away toward the hidden pool, he watched her retreating form. For the first time in centuries, he felt like an absolute asshole.Â
She looked so fragile. Not physicallyâshe was strong, well-formed, a predator in her own rightâbut in the vastness of the dark woods, she looked broken. Even while she was screaming at him, he had seen the plea in her eyes. She was made of glass, and he had spent five days scratching the surface just because he refused to face the truth.Â
Guilt was not a feeling Alec Volturi lived with, recognised easily, cared enough to feel.Â
In the hushed halls of Volterra, he was the master of manipulation. Every once in a decade, when he got bored out of his mind, he liked to play with their human servants. Just because he wasn't as distant, grumpy or downright sadistic as his sister, they thought he was kinder. He was just misunderstood.Â
 Alec loved to lull them into a false sense of security, to make them blush, open up to him. Make them feel like he cared. He pretended to be understanding; sometimes, he even flirted. He loved the way their heart hammered in their chest when he smiled, looked them in the eye, or laughed. Loved when a shiver went through them, when his fingers brushed their hands, how they yearned for him, even though he never went further with humans. Â
 But what he loved about this play even more was when he suddenly shattered this false image they had built up in their minds about him. The terror in their eyes, the betrayal, the tears - those were oh so lovely. Not physically, no. Humans - some smells, some sounds they made - repulsed him. He basked in the feeling that he had this kind of power over them. Â
Sometimes even over other vampires.Â
He actually couldn't believe his own ears when he involuntarily splurted out:Â
"Sorry."Â Â
The echo of the short word followed by the sudden urge to smash his face on the nearest rock wall for even uttering it.Â
Grace didnât look back at him, and Alecâs cold, unbeating heart twisted with a phantom pain.Â
The realization struck him like a lightning bolt, nearly staggering him.Â
Oh. Oh no. Absolutely not. He tried to rationalize it. If they just kept things civil, it would pass. It had to. Grace Sinclair was notâcould not beâhis mate.Â
â... now they donât even know where to look for my body! Iâm terrified Riley will find them and kill them for me escaping him, too!âÂ
His body moved on itâs own when he walked back to the clearing and rummaged through the stuff in the backpack he saw Grace carrying everywhere. To his surprise, it was full of mundane things like a CD, her old water bottle, car keys, books, notes, and strange, pink rectangular bags. Women's stuff? Alec had no idea, but for some unknown reason, he felt like a criminal for touching them. Almost hissing, he threw them back where he found them. Â
He also found a magazine about celebrities with horoscopes that smelled different than the rest of the bag, probably a friend's. It opened at a quizâWhat type of pasta are you? Apparently, Grace was chicken alfredo. Alec grimaced. Jesus Christ.Â
Finally, he found her wallet. He pulled out her ID. The photo was hideousâhow could humans never take a proper picture? But there it was. Her address.Â
Minutes later, Alec was a blur through the trees, running through Seattle, all the way to the quiet streets of Bellevue.Â
He stopped in front of a sprawling, modern three-story house. It was beautiful, with vast windows overlooking the bay. Graceâs parents were inside. Alive. For now.Â
He slipped through the front door like a ghost. The interior was spotless, grey-toned, and expensive. In the kitchen, he saw the back of a manâGraceâs father. He was tall, with the same raven hair as his daughter, but he was collapsing into himself. A bottle of whiskey sat on the table. No glass.Â
He didnât realize there was a vampire behind him, wandering around in the house soundlessly. Alec moved upstairs, walking past the bathroom. Despite the time being 2 am, Graceâs mother was kneeling on the floor with a toothbrush, scrubbing the (already spotless) grout. She looked like she was elsewhere, like she wasnât even seeing what she was doing. Like a ghost, her face was hollow, with purple bags under her swollen, red eyes. Â
She couldnât possibly have seen Alec, who moved way too fast for her eyes to catch his movement, yet she perked up and looked at the door. She seemed jumpy, like a cornered, terrified animal. Â
When he heard her start scrubbing again, Alec turned the knob of a white door with pink flowers painted on it, and stepped into Graceâs childhood bedroom. Â
Her walls were a lovely shade of periwinkle, and her sweet, still human scent lingered everywhere, sweet and agonizing. He felt the venom pool in his mouth but ignored it, his eyes scanning every detail. The bed was madeâ purple frog-patterned sheets, really?Â
Stepping away from her bed, he noticed pictures on her wall. Each with loved ones, or about nature. It seemed like Grace was quite a great photographer, which surprised Alec. He loved photography as well. Â
Grace as a child, grinning on a podium. More trophies for academic competitions, gymnastics, and so on. And then, a photo of a sleek white boat named Gracie. She was at the helm, her father standing behind her, looking more proud than words could say. Her whole life laid out in front of him. On the picture with her dad, on a post it she wrote: U.S. Merchant Marine Academy, here I come!Â
Alec had a strange, sinking feeling in his stomach. The Grace in these pictures, the girl who slept with a frog-patterned comforter, who still had her desk covered in school essays and books... He could practically see her slouching on this very chair, covering parts of her notes, studying, preparing for a future sheâll never have. Gracie was gone forever. But Grace had actual forever to become something else. Anything, really.Â
Suddenly, Graceâs father stood up and headed upstairs, making his way toward his daughterâs bedroom. Alec cursed under his breath. He didnât want to leave yet; he had come with a purposeâone he hadnât fully thought through. Suddenly, he found himself wondering what, in the name of all thatâs holy, he was doing there. He's here for the Volturi's sake. He can't have their possible greatest protection crumble from the death of her parents! The mental image of her face distorted from giref had nothing to do with it. Making a split-second decision, Alec Volturi swallowed his pride (it nearly choked him) and scrambled under the bed. It was a new low; he had finally hit rock bottom. Resigned to his fate, he closed his eyes and waited.Â
The man pushed the door open and paced around the room. He checked the closet before stopping in the center of the room, taking a deep, shaky breath. He let out a low sob, then began taking deep breaths to calm himself. Even from under the bed, Alec could smell the stale alcohol clinging to him, the scent of someone who hadnât bathed in days, and he could hear the frantic, uneven thumping of a heart under immense stress. Graceâs mother soon followed him in from the bathroom, bringing the sharp, antiseptic stench of bleach with her. Alec let out a silent snarl. They were polluting the sweet, lingering scent that filled the room.Â
âSheâs not here, and you know it,â the woman said, her voice raspy. âWhat are you expecting, William? That youâll just walk in and sheâll be sitting there? That sheâll say hello and tell you sheâs home?â Her voice was cold, devoid of any sympathy. Alec marveled at Williamâs restraint; the sudden spike in the man's heart rate suggested he desperately wanted to slap her.Â
âIâm expecting you to finally disappear! Our daughter is gone. God knows where she is or what theyâre doing to her, and youâve been scrubbing that damn grout for two straight hours as if it matters!â By the end of the sentence, he was screaming into his wifeâs face.Â
The woman didn't flinch, though Alec couldnât see her expression. Finally, her voice rose with a hint of accusation.Â
âWhat is this? Why did you put this rag back?â She yanked the frog-patterned blanket off the bed. William ripped it out of her hands.Â
âDonât you dare touch it, Dawn! Donât you ever take it off again!âÂ
âGrace was eighteen! It was time for her to grow up and act like a mature woman!â Dawn shouted back.Â
âHave you lost your mind? Is this seriously your biggest problemâwhatâs on her bed? Lately, youâve been hovering over her like a damn spider! âGet rid of your frogs, Grace,â âApply to Yale and Harvard, Grace,â âYouâre spending too much time with Abby, don't let it ruin your grades!â, âYou HAVE to get into one of those universities, Grace,â âForget that navy nonsense, Grace!â, âDonât wear that, donât cut your hair like that, donât use that perfume, wash off that makeup, donât eat so much!â. Maybe she just left on her own!âÂ
SLAP.Â
Dawn struck William across the face and burst into tears herself.Â
âHow can you say that to me? I only wanted the best for her! I only cared about her reaching her full potential so she could have a future! So she could be successful! So she wouldn't have to marry just for a quiet life! And youâyou worked against me the whole time, letting her do everything I forbade just so you could be the âcool dadâ! How dare you accuse me, you drunken pig!â SLAP. âGrace is dead, William! Sheâs never coming back! It doesnât matter how much you pace around in here, or how many times you put that hideous rag back on her bed, or how much you drink yourself to deathâwe are never seeing our daughter again! And youâve left me all alone; you collapsed, and now I have to handle everything by myself!âÂ
Dawn screamed in a frenzy, throwing the blanket to the floor. Her legs shook from the force of her sobbing, and Alec watched her tears fall into the fibers of the carpet. He saw two broken people before him, crushed under the weight of a sin they hadn't committed. Alec surprised himself; he was glad Grace wasnât there to see this. Normally, he would have felt a twisted sense of pleasure in seeing Grace weep at such a scene. But now, even searching the deepest parts of his soul, he couldnât find a shred of malice toward her.Â
Dawn and William stormed out of the room, continuing their argument in the living room, hurling increasingly cruel insults at one another. For a moment, Alec rested his forehead against the floor and exhaled. As he prepared to crawl out from under the bed, he spotted a ragged, faded frog plushie. Grace had likely hidden it there to save it from her motherâs crusade. He couldn't help but smirk as he pocketed the worn-out toy. Tucked away under some papers on her desk, he noticed an old but beautifully crafted brass compass; Alec took that as well.Â
The bed was a mess, and Graceâs pajamasâthe ones she had last wornâpeeked out from under the covers. Alec felt like a creep when he bent down to inhale her scent from her shirt deeply. Then, it suddenly hit him how he must look from the outside. Hiding under a bed and sniffing pajamas? He straightened up and buried his face in his hands.Â
Aro is going to have a field day with these memories, he thought grimly, fists clenching at his sides, pride already hurt well in advance.
Then, the air changed. The shouting continued in the living room, but a different scent wafted up the stairs. A vampire.Â
Alec sped down the stairs soundlessly and came to a halt in front of the intruder. The stranger stood not far from Graceâs arguing parents, staring at the prey with dilated pupils. So, the girlâs fear had been justified after all.Â
The stranger caught sight of Alec, and horror washed over his face as he noticed the crest around Alecâs neckâthe symbol of the Volturi. Alec jerked his chin toward the door, and the vampire nodded, understanding.Â
The street was deathly silent. The stranger stood defeated before a member of the Volturi guard, and Alec felt a familiar, sticky emotion pooling in his heart. Good. Be afraid, lowlife.Â
âA late-night visit?â Alec asked pleasantly, as if asking about the weather, making the man flinch. He didnât know how to handle the situation.Â
âIâm following orders,â he finally replied reluctantly, daring to look Alec in the eye for the first time. Alec smiled back at him.Â
âI thought as much. Iâm sure your presence here has absolutely nothing to do with the fact that the girl being mourned insideâwhich, by the way, is surely not your fault eitherâescaped you a few days ago. Am I correct?âÂ
âY...yes.âÂ
âYouâre lying, mongrel!â Alec watched the figure with a bright smile. âI know the truth. Within ten minutes of her escape, the girlâGraceâfound her place within the ranks of the Volturi. We have plans for her. Even you can understand that much, canât you? The Volturi have plans for her. Iâm sure your creator told you about their little encounter with my sister.â Rileyâif it were possibleâturned even paler.Â
âYouâre Alec?â he asked. Alec was now thoroughly enjoying himself. He felt his invisible mist reach the manâs feet, and the vampire simply went numb, paralyzed.Â
Watching Rileyâs terrified face as he stared blankly into the void, wondering if he even still existed, a limitless, cold joy crept into Alecâs soul. Once he had savored the moment enough, he withdrew the mist and grabbed Riley by the throat.Â
âYou are going to get out of here. You aren't coming backânot you, and not any other filth from your pack.â Riley could only nod, and the moment Alec let go, he turned his back to run. Alec immediately sent his mist on Riley again, just for good measure. Riley was crawling on the dirty ground beneath Alec's feet, didnât see or feel where. After a few good minutes, when Alec found he was terrified enough, he finally let him go, and Riley vanished into the night.Â
Alec had wanted to kill him, but he didn't know what Jane was planning; they hadn't seen each other in six days. He didn't want to jeopardize his sisterâs schemes, so he forced himself to hold back.Â
Grace didnât know where Alec had disappeared to after she had yelled at him. When she returned from her bath, he was simply gone. Probably burning down an orphanage, she thought with a dry sense of humor.Â
The water had been wonderful, and she enjoyed the fact that despite the icy temperature, she didn't feel the cold. The outfit Alec had brought her was a beautifully draped black skirt and a three-quarter-sleeve turtleneck. It covered her from neck to toe, the fabric soft against her skin. He had also provided a pair of light black shoes. To her surprise, she felt good in it. She was just spinning around to admire the skirt when she noticed Alec standing among the trees, watching her.Â
âHi,â she waved, and he stepped closer. âThank you for the clothes. My mother never let me wear black,â she added casually, avoiding his gaze.Â
There was something unreadable in his expression as he looked at her. Finally, after the silence became awkward, he swallowed and spoke.Â
âHere,â he said, pressing a bundle into Graceâs hands.Â
âMy frog! My compass!â she squealed, a wave of warmth flooding her heart. âHow did you get them? Did you go into our house?âÂ
âHow else would I have gotten them?â Alec asked, unused to triggering such genuine outbursts of joy in others. He began to fiddle with his thumb and took a deep breath to gather his thoughts. Should he tell her? Or not? He decided not to.Â
âYour parents are alive. They aren't well, there's no point denying that. But they will be okay.â He said it with such certainty that Grace, though she didnât know why, believed him.Â
If she started questioning why he went there or teasing him now, they would end up right back where they startedâarguing. Grace didnât want that. Overcome by a sudden warmth, and before she could overthink it, she pressed a kiss to Alecâs left cheek. Alec had the reflexes to dodge, but he didnât. âThank you.â Alec looked as if he might sink into the ground right then and there. Graceâs lips left a lingering buzz on his cheek, and he felt like an idiotic boy. His embarrassment wasn't helped by the loud, suggestive whistling from between the trees, followed by a teasing grin and a massive, robust frame.Â
âHey, Felix,â Grace stammered. Behind Felix, Demetri and Jane also stepped into the clearing, causing Alec and Grace to scramble apart.Â
âI see you two have been getting cozy! Just say the word and weâll leave you to it!â Demetri teased. Jane, meanwhile, looked as if she had just been told Christmas was canceled. Grace couldn't let them mock Alec back into his shell.Â
âI just nagged Alec until he went to see how my parents were doing!â she lied without blinking. âAnd I asked him to bring me a few things while he was there. I was afraid Riley might attack them, but luckily, there's no danger.âÂ
Felix rolled his eyes and waved her off dismissively, looking like someone whose favorite TV show had just been postponed. Alec gave Grace a grateful look, then stepped toward Jane. Jane hugged her brother, but didn't spare Grace a single glance.Â
âGet ready, Alec,â Jane declared. âWe are going to war.âÂ















