Beautiful Days

It’s mostly an art inspiration and yandere appreciation blog. I’m sorry if you decide to follow me lmao. 23 yo she/her Cover by @dappermouth

[maggotfase]

Tw: SH/self hamboning

It is fucking INSANE how quickly and easily being around my entire immediate family (mom/brother/sister(/dad too but he’s dead)) immediately sends me back to that space I was in when I was 16 and dicing myself so deeply I tried to tape myself back together with bandaids.

Like I feel like when I’m having a “good” streak (no thoughts of taking a perma-vacation to sleep with the fish or feeling down in the dumps all the time) it’s so difficult for me to remember or formulate what it was like being in such a bad space. Like it feels like I’m trying to recall something I never really knew, like it was just a foggy cloud with a vague shape

But then my family comes back together or they visit or we go on vacation or whatever, and suddenly I’m not a person anymore. The fig just disappears like it was never there in the first place and I can see every sharp edge hiding behind it. It’s practically calling for me to jump in.

[oddarette]

H2Octopus is the layman’s term for this particularly unique creature. Somehow this octopus manages to maintain its shape which is comprised almost entirely of water; minus the lightly scaled membrane connecting its tentacles. If you try to remove it from its aquatic home it simply melts into nothing. So please don’t.

[oddarette]

The tide whale is so rarely documented due to how often it is mistaken for a rogue wave. They are relatively small, about the size of a dolphin. The only recounts of their songs have been from drowning survivors; described as a series of water droplets echoing off the well of a deep cavern.

[oddarette]

Water Jellyfish 💧⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅💧

[oddarette]

Water crab likes collecting little objects in sturdy bubbles created out of remnants of its molted shell. Looks like this one found a tiny moon.

[oddarette]

“Do Dead Malls Go To Heaven?”

Experimented a bit with a new way of detailing the tiles. Kinda like it? This particular piece took a hell of a lot of work. I’d love if you shared the vibes it’s giving off, for research purposes 💖

[envy-of-the-apple]

SatoSugu: Masterlist

DONT FEED THE WILDLIFE -Siren AU

Earl Grey & Cucumber -11.2k

Your favorite junior asks if you can find a mate for her pack (Noncon-Omegaverse AU) Earl Grey & Cucumber Asks

Haunted or Hunted- 4.0k wc

Something is inside your home. A mysterious priest claims he can help you with that (Noncon- Curse AU)

Third Wheel -7.3k wc

Regardless of what Satoru and Suguru tell you, you've always felt left out in this relationship. But when you leave, you quickly find out there's no line your ex-lovers won't cross to get you back (No Curses AU)Third Wheel Asks

Ruptured Amethyst; Splintered Tanzanite -9.2k wc

In hopes of paying off your debt, you start working for two dangerous men. Soon, you realize they want more from you than money. (Dubcon — Yakuza AU)PrequelRuptured Amethyst; Splintered Tanzanite asks

Center of Attention -5.7k wc

Your boyfriend cheats on you with his best friend (Noncon — No Curses AU) Center of attention asks

Top of the Food Chain

You are stranded on an island with two creatures who plan to do something worse than eating you.(Naga AU)Part twoPart three Part four: anon editiontop of the food chain asks

Miscellaneous/Drabbles/HC

Verdigris!AU Toxic!Satosugu-Pt 2 Curse!Satosugu

Satosugu with Surrogate Satosugu with MILF!mc

SatoSugu Soulmate AU HC Satosugu cheating AU

Satosugu not sharing the mc Satoru and Suguru's type

SatoSugu Hospital AU HC Siren! SatoSugu HC

AITA for sleeping with two younger men when my husband asked to open up the marriage?

[millyondollarpussy]

✩⋆.ೃ𐦍*:☾･⋆𐦍.ೃ࿔*:･

Yandere Boytoy! Who acts all confident and funny but becomes a babbling whiny mess the second you’re hand goes to his jeans button.

Yandere boytoy! Who’s confident enough to send you hundreds of dollars worth of flowers and show up to your Pilates class and stare at you the entire goddamn time but who’s face DROPS the second you actually look at him like you might want him.

Yandere boytoy! Who will spend his cute finance or tech big boy bonus to buy you a Bulgari serpenti bracelet but will cream his pants and cry if you actually send him a message that says “Thank You 💋” with a pic of it on your wrist(he will be using his absurd high graph hd expensive ass printer to make a photo and put it into a scrapbook he totally made when he learned who you were)

Yandere boytoy! Who somehow always knows where you are which is weird because you always post your stories after the fact and don’t recall EVER sharing your location so how the fuck-

Yandere boytoy! Who… has a job? But always seems like he’s in your business instead of his, so, this is really weird…

Yandere boytoy! Whose feelings you love messing with because you’re unsure about yours, but you know he’s cute, well off, and has a liking(crippling degrading delicious obsession) for you. ;)

upvote if you love biceps🤯

[kosmogrl]

[gay-hrithik-roshan]

[waltzingbi]

*me, literally sick with want* whatever

[licentious-treasure]

god I seriously need a forced intimacy like tag that actually is about intimacy like no, I’m not looking for “haha what if I put a knife to your throat” that’s not fucking intimacy, I want slowburn, I want “oh no you’re too fragile” I want the “I kidnapped you because I need to take care of you” sitting down your kidnapping victim and gently brushing their teeth. Of bathing your victim not just because horny but also taking deep deep care to ensure they stay clean and healthy, drugging someone because they get so anxious and they’re happier high out of their mind as you pet their head and coo. The point is intimacy, caretaking, softness, in a situation where it cannot be resisted and would normally be dangerous, breaking someone through positive reinforcement, violence should be sparse, potentially teased, but never the focus, the focus should be doing intimate acts, genuinely intimate acts beyond just sex, hairwashing, dressing, hand feeding, comforting, wiping away tears, intimacy!!!

the fantasy is about being taken care of in a way where you have no choice in the manner so you don’t feel bad about it. So there’s no shame in wanting to be pampered because it’s not your fault. Psychological intimacy, not just physical closeness, it’s about feeling cared about, like you are safe in an objectively unsafe situation, the juxtaposition of endless affection with being locked in someone’s attic, the idea someone saw you and wanted to make you happy, saw your depressed ass and wanted to bathe you, to care for you, to make you feel special, even if you try and struggle away, you will be made to feel good, and soft, and loved, and that is a threat.

I need more content like that, that juxtaposition between gentle love and gentle horror, but it’s so hard to find because I swear like half of nsft tumblr has no tagging manners and will tag into every single horny tag they know for literally anything even mildly lewd or a selfie. Hell I don’t even mind if it goes darker places I just want that atmosphere of “this is for your own good, I love you, you don’t get to stop being loved, you don’t need to struggle, I made the straps extra soft just for you.” I need to feel like my horror monster genuinely loves me, cherishes me, even if it’s in terrible ways, I can’t stand feeling disposable.

[storybookprincess]

so back when my little brother was in high school, my mom went as a chaperone for their senior year field trip to an amusement park. which, you know, brave move to volunteer to supervise a bunch of high school seniors let loose in a wonderland of rollercoasters and sugar

my brother and his friends in this field trip group were truly great kids. but they were not above run of the mill teenage boy shenanigans. it’s the end of senior year, you and all your buddies are at the amusement park, you’re naturally going to want to act like a complete moron

there was one kid in the group who was especially prone to goofing around. committed to the bit, some may say. my mom knew that if nonsense was going to break out, he’d likely be at the center of it

so she goes up to this kid at the very start of the trip and says “hey, i’m kinda worried about this chaperoning thing. this might be a lot to ask, but can you help me keep an eye on everyone? you wouldn’t have to do anything big, just be an extra set of eyes for me.”

friends, this kid proceeded to run their field trip group like the fucking us marines. everyone is at the meet up spots at the designated time. everyone waits in line for the rides like a bunch of boy scouts. the second the horseplay gets too out of hand, this kid is getting it back under control

it’s incredible how differently people act based on the expectations you set. instead of going to this kid and saying “hey, i know you’re trouble, so i’ve got my eye on you,” my mom went “hey, i know you have influence in your peer group, so i think you can help me.”

treat someone like a problem, they’ll act like a problem. but give people a chance to help, make them feel important, and they usually rise far above the occasion. it was a stroke of genius that i’m honestly still in awe of

[i-merani]

[rabbit-in-the-headlight]

The Mechanic

Your car was making a strange noise, so you took it to the mechanic. You only half listened to the man as he explained what was wrong with it. In fact, you didn't really even look at him. All you'd remember later were his hands: big, rough, with black grease under the short nails.

He'd looked at you plenty, though, memorizing your face. You held yourself with the quivering kind of tension that told him you'd just suffered something painful in your life, and you were struggling to keep it together. He asked for your number, said it was so you could call him if you ever had a problem with your car again. He called your phone and told you to save his number. You did, numbly. Then you paid and left.

You'd be calling him a few weeks later, because your car was acting up again. You had been so distracted that day that you hadn't even noticed him tinkering with your car. Not that you'd know what he was doing, but he'd made it so that you'd be forced to call on him again. This time when you visit the shop, he makes you sit down on a stack of tires and offers you a cool drink. You sit there, glum and depressed, once again barely looking at him. You sip on the drink, and when your head lolls forward and you go limp, he's there to catch you. Finally, he can take care of you the way you deserve.

[mintmatcha]

Sadly pocket pussy is the best fetish no obes heard of... a little magical ring someone can carry around and use to access your pussy at anytime... aimlessly playing with your folds like a fidget toy... keeping it down his pants so you can always feel a half hard cock rub against you. the sudden cock warming... the midnight fucks...

[mintmatcha]

OK can I. you gift it to your boyfriend for him to use however he wants, but he usually just sticks his cock in at night and treats you like a flesh light.

one night he gets a little too drunk with his best friend and shows it to him. To brag about his perfect pussy that he can play with whenever he wants.

and the first thing his friend does is touch you. he runs his fingers through your folds, lingering at your clit before falling back down to your entrance.

"Whoa, you can't-"

"Come on, im' just touching. its not like im on top of her," he dismisses, already rubbing your clit. "Just let me play with it, okay?"

"Just don't fuck it, I guess."

Whenever hour boyfriend looks over for the rest of the night, his friend is touching you. sometimes gently admiring your pussy with his fingers. other times he has two fingers fucking you, pumping hard, and the other hand rubbing these wet, sloppy sounds out of you-

"What are you doing?"

"Trying to get her to squirt again." your boyfriend didnt know you could do that. "its just-"

the second your pussy dribbles, he brings it to his mouth and //drinks.//

[mintmatcha]

ok I wrote that in a horny fit this doesnt represent me

but also when you find out the man who actually ate you out all morning WASNT your boyfriend, you immediately want him to steal you again. maybe permanently

[driftwoodsix]

still living with my parents as an adult is just like. i'm grateful to not have to pay for groceries. i have to get out of here. i'm grateful to have a roof over my head and not have to pay rent. i have to get out of here. i'm grateful to not have to worry about sending out endless job applications that all lead to nowhere. i have to get out of here. i'm grateful i'm grateful i'm so fucking grateful. i have to get out of here

[lobstabear]

To my 25 - 35 year olds, you've reached the age where people around you are starting to give up on themselves because they think it's too late. Don't let that energy rub off on you. It's not too late.

[knittingontheroad]

I became a tattoo artist at 49.

Married the love of my life at 50.

Got my Class A CDL at 59.

You've got time.

As long as you're breathing, you've got time.