[commonplaceheart]

"Abel's Body to Cain" by Joseph Fasano

[sexchangedotcom]

psychiatrist just finished my evaluation and they said i have a curse most ancient

[kaboku]

[omtai]

When you are brutally losing at chess implore your opponent to look inwards its called the little pony gambit

[magicarpsystem]

Okay, I’m going to rebrand at some point today.

Lavi was super active and around when we made this blog and figured he’d be the one to use it most but it’s quickly become more of a system blog but we feel weird posting “off brand”.

[lexazelys14]

Clean versions for your enjoyment! (and mine) 🧡💙🤍

[uchihaculture]

D-gray man

[toboldlynerd]

[mismedleym]

recollections

[mrporg]

[oursystemblog]

[what-even-is-thiss]

“Cats don’t actually love you”

A cat is a small creature in the middle of the food chain that is fully aware that you are a very large thing that could stomp its head in at any moment and yet it chooses to rest its tiny little head on your leg for a nap and spreads out on the floor near you exposing its belly and its most sensitive organs. It brings dead mice and bugs to you to share food.

Don’t you get it? This tiny thing trusts you. It wants to help you too. It licks your leg thinking that it’s helping. It kneads on you to find comfort. It shares its body warmth with you in the cold and gives you your space in the heat. It hisses at other mammals it sees outside including other cats in an effort to protect its family.

Cats love you so so much. But they will keep trying to eat plastic.

[semiplural]

Insomnia

We are all equally guilty of this.

[changelingcoded]

i believe they call this 'locking in'

[lesvegas]

A few years ago while trying to find ways to commit suicide as painlessly as possible, I came across a PDF of Dr. Paul Quinnett's The Forever Decision. Thinking it might go into actual methods of suicide (I read an article once that actually did that and was trying to find it again) I started to read it, and I think I only got about two pages in before I was crying too much to actually see the words.

I downloaded the PDF to my hard drive and I open it again whenever I'm feeling too suicidal to do much else, but not enough to start booking a ride to the hospital. And every time without fail I only go up to a few pages before backing off and choosing to live another day just because suicide suddenly seems even more unbearable than whatever the hell upset me in the first place.

All the book really does is [I'm pulling a summary from GoodReads here as, again, I've read no more than 5 pages] "discusses the social aspects of suicide, the right to die, anger, loneliness, depression, stress, hopelessness, drug and alcohol abuse, the consequences of a suicide attempt, and how to get help."

But it also starts with the author kindly asking the reader to complete the book before going through with anything, and for some reason I'm compelled to really just try to read it all before finalizing everything. Despite not yet completing it (hopefully never will) I think I can safely say it's saved my life at least a few times now.

It's intentionally legal to copy and redistribute this book to keep it as accessible as possible, and it's very easy to find, but here's a link for it anyways.

[minniru-deactivated20260103]

[fictive-culture]

Fictive culture is being (mostly) physically abled in source and forming in a disabled body and. Just the amount of pain going on at all times is ridiculous. Wdym I'm laying down and everything hurts at least a little bit.

.

[fretsaffron]

okay so my middle school blue exorcist obsession never left me…

[cipherixx]

i like this guy . alot and i also just read chapter 161 oh my goodness