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Burst Dragon, Mela ⚢ anything but they/them 20s | TME | demifemale aro lesbian | draconic freak (possibly plushie too) Venting/hornyposting

[magicmelaburn]

My very personal and lecherous alt blog, enter at your own risk.

Top and switch-leaning dom (unsure of latter), and you can find out what I'm into by exploring my tags. Have fun with that~ Oh, and most importantly: Dragon!

I draw sometimes. I also post said art to Bluesky. See tags for whether a specific piece is crossposted or has an alt there.

Disclaimer

FYI vent content, potentially upsetting subject matter, and various kinks are tagged for organization and filtering purposes. You can ask me to tag something if need be.

This used to be generally SFW, but it was converted to mature after I made a new main around July 2023.

(I mention if you're wondering why old stuff is so different, and why old sections have certain reblogs that would be completely unacceptable if done post-conversion.)

[fishing-princess]

One particular turn of phrase I find amusing is when you beat someone badly enough in something (usually a competition or some sort of debate) you say they are “owned.” I find this phrasing interesting and it doesn’t make me horny even a little bit

[magicmelaburn]

"Trans inclusive"

looks inside

ftm centric/ignoring transfems

:<

[yaldabaothadeez]

(sources: 1, 2, - ocatg on bsky)

[winonaparadise]

having VR sex and she's hitting my amazing digital cervix

[magicmelaburn]

I don't know how to not be a pervert constantly. Lewd thoughts are always playing in the back of my mind in the background, and I don't think that's normal.

Not exactly sure how to stop that and I want to because it always feels like it's about to ruin all my relationships.

[magicmelaburn]

I feel so obnoxiously angry and bitter all the fucking time about so much shit. When will it ever end? Am I going to keep being a bad person like this?

I feel like I'm worse than my friends at almost everything.

I wish I were never born. I need to stay away from my friends. I'm just making everyone's lives worse. I hate myself hate hate hate hate hate hate

[squeakitties]

weed smoking minecraft creeper girlfriend drops the blunt and the lit end touches her leg and she immediately fucking explodes

[magicmelaburn]

I had a stress nightmare that my mom found this account and kicked me out of the house for it, but when I woke up, I realized that this is honestly the least likely way she finds out her child is a slutty transgender leftist.

[lilyblisslys]

me with the. When she. When her. When the she her me

[mollyjames]

[sea--burn]

[mousegirlheart]

quit playing with my pillowy fupa and just put it in already

[daylights-rain]

I want you to imagine receiving a big hug from a dragongirl. Your face is going to be squished between her boobs. She is strong and will be squeezing you almost painfully into her with her arms.

It's important you dont forget that her fat tail is going to wrap around both of you and hold you even closer

You will feel her wings also wrap around you, enclosing you completely.

did you imagine it? was it nice?

[notchie]

I'M GOING TO DO THIS TO MY BOOBS AS THEY GROW IN TO APPEAL TO THE MINECRAFT PORN CROWD

[inkmothnexus]

the thing is they really do let you hit because you're goofy.

[inkmothnexus]

i say shit like "whuh oh!" and it makes girls want to kiss me under moonlight for some reason

[magicmelaburn]

I'm getting way more certain that therapy has been completely useless and possibly making things worse. Whenever I think about the suggestions my therapist has given me, exactly 0 of them have turned out well.

Take a break because you're burned out? Ok. Nothing has changed. I am still exhausted. I am no more willing to work, and now I've wasted months.

Act like my anxious thoughts are overblown and irrational? Oops turns out one of those was a necessary warning signal, and treating it as irrational caused me to end up hurting someone I really cared about.

Attend a support group? Actually, I feel humiliated every time I attend because I feel like I'm always an outsider and can't connect with people. It's just a painful reminder that being disabled (and can't drive) has isolated me from any in-person community. All the conversations are either too heavy to feel comfortable having with strangers or completely worthless. Either way, I'm alone in a crowd.

Hell, I don't even think the OCD diagnosis was accurate because the more I read about OCD, the more it seems like people who actually have that (a) do compulsions (I very rarely do), (b) have strictly intrusive thoughts (a lot of my rumination comes from impulses), and (c) are worrying about events way more disproportionate than I am.

I mean, i do get intrusive thoughts, but they very rarely ever bother me. I understand it as random noise my brain generates and can filter it out.

The shit that bothers me is impulsive, the kinds of things I secretly want but know that doing would only result in hurting myself or other people. They're only distressing because I have a moral compass, and back when I was more detached and apathetic, I was never really bothered by any of this.

I really think I need to quit therapy, and I get a trial run of that while my therapist is out on vacation. I don't want to keep making bad decisions because someone else I trust to be more reasonable than me keeps pointing me in harmful directions. Of course, everything bad I have done is my responsibility, not theirs, but I can't see myself getting better while under the impression that's gonna fix any of this shit.

[magicmelaburn]

I hate having OCD because sometimes it feels like the obsessions are necessary otherwise I will just fall into being a bad person. Because, obviously, that's what I am deep down. I've seen my own soul's reflection, and by heavens, I detest every part of it. Dammit.

I feel like I shouldn't ever be allowed to make my own decisions about anything because I always make the wrong ones.

My stomach aches and my chest hurts thinking about all of the stupid shit I've ever said, and I genuinely wish I were never born, holy shit.