Making Me Mighty

A 29 year old depressed coffee addict getting her life together. SW: 207 (4/12/17) CW: 203 (4/11/18)

[makingmemighty]

Need a little extra magic this morning.🏰✨ I am most definitely a reward motivated individual, and being able to plan Disney trips as a reward for hitting those big goals is one of the best motivator! Planned my last Disney trip for hitting some important work milestones, and our next trip (bae's first trip!) will be for hitting our first big weight loss goal. . . . . #disneyland #wieghtlossmotivation #rewardsystem #takemeback #vacation #vacationplanner #disneyplanner #weightlossjourney #lookingforward #magic #disney (at Disneyland)

[makingmemighty]

Y'all. Let's talk about this progress right here. A year ago when I started this journey I would get tired before my heart rate hit 150. 6 months ago I would break out in heat hives if my heart rate skyrocketed too quickly. Today? Today I did this. THIS. I had a heart rate above 150. Thanks to the modern meds I didn't break out. I haven't been able to do this since high school. It has been 10+ years.

[makingmemighty]

So. Full. BiBimBap on Tamego Kake Gohan Took two days off to rest and regroup after the worst possible day at work. Ready to go back tomorrow rejuvenated! . . . #dinner #bibimbap #asianfusion #healthyeats #eattherainbow #eatwelllivewell #veggies #spicy

[makingmemighty]

It was a 14 hour work day where I had to break up 7 fights. I just wanna go to the gym but it's closed and I can't feel my feet. 😭😭😭😭

[makingmemighty]

Made it to the gym!

[makingmemighty]

Breakfast With Bud. Avocado Toast with Flaked Black Salt, @siggisdairy Vanilla Yogurt, Hot Coffee. . . . . #avocado #avocadotoast #yogurt #coffee #breakfast #blackcat

[thatadult]

sending “I hope you get that job” vibes to the people out here tryna get jobs

[theeeprotagonist]

reblogging for yall bc the shit worked for me lol

[blkmedusa]

Karma will pop me if I don’t

[makingmemighty]

Cool. Had an anxiety attack over having to sit through a cultural humility training taught by 3 cishet white people in positions of power with the two people who have been my biggest harassers at this job. (And my leadership won't let me change to a different day)

Cool. Cool cool cool.

[makingmemighty]

Back to posting and back to accountability. A lot of things in my life are out of my control but this isn't. Eased back into things with a gentle walk and banh mi tacos last night. I don't remember the last time I saw all green in my Fitbit recap. I need an accountability partner. Someone to encourage me and motivate me and remind me that I can do this.

[makingmemighty]

I feel defeated. I feel like I'm never going to move forward. I feel like I'm at the end of my progress or any progress I can ever make in every part of my life. Career. Health. Relationship. I just feel over.

[lyjerria]

always check yourself for unnecessary negativity and bitterness

[stuft]

[thoughtsofacoolkid]

Reblog if you say "fuck" more than 5 times a day.

[makingmemighty]

Today my coworker told me that the only reason I would get the promotion over him is because I’m a woman.

Fuck everything.

[makingmemighty]

The shittiest part is that the person we report to is the person making the decision. On the one hand I don't want to interrupt the process on the other I need to interrupt the process and fuck you for putting this burden on me.

[makingmemighty]

Today my coworker told me that the only reason I would get the promotion over him is because I'm a woman.

Fuck everything.

[makingmemighty]

1/23/17 A busy and productive day. I went ahead and got the Fitbit Coach membership. I love doing their workouts at home and I got tired of the same free ones every day. Also we made a big batch of barbacoa for dinner for the next few days. Turned mine into the biggest salad possible! Eating my colors is becoming more and more fun. It’s a coworker’s birthday soon, and all she wants is my mango lassi pie. So I made 2.5 batches. The three mini pies are for my work fam and boyf, the round pie is for my new team at work and the coworker gets a whole pie that’s cooling elsewhere to herself. Ready to be as cozy as my blanket king tonight.

[cwote]

its okay to have bad days. it just makes the good ones even better :)

[makingmemighty]

Today was a bad day. Tomorrow will be a good one.