zׁׅ֬ꫀׁׅܻ݊ɑׁׅᥣׁׅ֪ɑׁׅ݊ꪀժׁׅ݊

I eat paper towels and cement. Possibly on the spectrum!

[maliciousandlovely]

Just some info about me for if someone's interested (IVE UPDATED THIS A BIT SO CHECK IT OUT?)

My name is Zealand, I can go by Z or Zizi or whatever silly nickname you can think of :] I'm 16 (very soon 17), for pronouns anything except she/her is fine, I'm non binary and questioning bisexual?

I have a form of CHD (chronic heart disease) which can at times cause some problems like breathlessness, nausea, coughing and in severe cases even strokes. But as long as I take care off all that, I'm regularly quite healthy and very active, doing all sorts of outdoor activities when the weather is fitting for it.

I also have BPD , I am really emotionally unstable and I have constant mood swings that might alter the way I act and talk.. It sometimes might be difficult to speak with someone like myself, but I try my best. Ive been learning now for some time, I'm not exactly sure how much better I've gotten, but I'm still learning something new all the time, so that's already a positive. Ive never been a big fan of any type of ships that aren't friendships.

I REALLY enjoy music, in many ways! Playing it, singing, listening to it, writing it, and much more. Some of my favourite artists are Alex G, Weezer, Mitski and lowkey Kittensneeze.. Together with writing music I also sometimes engage in literature and write different kinds of stuff, going a bit on the avant-garde pathway.

I enjoy many different shows (TADC, Hazbin Hotel, Helluva Boss etc). I'm not super active in any fandom though for good reasons. I haven't had the best experience with these fandoms, it's pretty self explanatory.

𝐍𝐨𝐭 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐝, 𝐢𝐟:

𝟏. 𝐀𝐧𝐲 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐦 𝐨𝐟 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐟𝐮𝐥 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐣𝐮𝐝𝐢𝐜𝐞, 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐳𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 (𝐑𝐚𝐜𝐢𝐬𝐦, 𝐒𝐞𝐱𝐢𝐬𝐦, 𝐇𝐨𝐦𝐨𝐩𝐡𝐨𝐛𝐢𝐚, 𝐀𝐛𝐥𝐞𝐢𝐬𝐦 𝐞𝐭𝐜.) 𝐰𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐛𝐞 𝐭𝐨𝐥𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝.

𝟐. 𝐉𝐨𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬/𝐯𝐮𝐥𝐠𝐚𝐫 𝐭𝐨𝐩𝐢𝐜𝐬 (𝐫𝐚𝐩𝐞, 𝐬𝐮𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐝𝐞, 𝐬𝐞𝐱𝐮𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐳𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐟𝐮𝐥 𝐡𝐮𝐦𝐨𝐮𝐫) 𝐢𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐨𝐤𝐚𝐲..

𝟑. 𝐃𝐢𝐬𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠/𝐝𝐞𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 (𝐦𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐬𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐚 𝐛𝐢𝐭 𝐩𝐚𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐢𝐳𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐈 𝐝𝐨𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐈 𝐝𝐨??)

𝟒. 𝐓𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐬 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐩𝐨𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐚𝐝 𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝 𝐓𝐎𝐎 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡 (𝐚 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐈'𝐦 𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐞𝐥𝐭 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐚 𝐩𝐮𝐝𝐝𝐥𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐛𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐝𝐨𝐦 𝐢𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭'𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐮 𝐘𝐚𝐩 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭...)

Thats basically it! Hope you like me.

[scruffy-the-rat]

Tag game if you want it to be. Type 7 or more character names with your eyes closed. Characters can be from different fandoms. The next person has got to guess what character name you were attempting to spell.

Biztcha

C)a9je

ROan2nd

ALs8dtoe

Zoosbel

Hemrles

Riaverronipple

Ah such a great start.

Open tags!

@biscotch @maliciousandlovely @booknerd2712 @epichermesholymoly @hawkeyedoodles @loch-nes-dragon @amandidaas @thetypogoddess @br1ght-1s-d34d-2ndaccount @glassgirlinwater

[maliciousandlovely]

Uh,

Bizco??

Caine

No clue

Alastor

Zooble??

Hermes

What the fuck

Kkay mine now

Jax

Kit bodega

Angel dust

Octavia

Stolas

Lcuirer morningstat

It was going so well until the last one...

Open tags!

[maliciousandlovely]

I'm not an alcoholic, it's just called dedication

[sfujimi]

[i-am-trashyy]

All of them

[hawkeyedoodles]

Oh-ho-ho-ho-ho! You have NO IDEA!

[blue0909]

Please stop being nonbinary too. God only created one gender. You must conform to that.

THERES ONLY ONE NOW?????

[miketon]

[maliciousandlovely]

Why do I absolutely despise an app I probably use like 3-4h a day...

[maliciousandlovely]

Five unfunny things

1. Racism

2. Ableism

3. Sexism

4. Homophobia

5. Rape jokes

[maliciousandlovely]

One thing I hate so much is how a big part of religious people will genuinely make it their number one goal to press their religion onto someone.. As a person who has tilted between being agnostic/atheist, I genuinely despise a big part of the religious commune especially on social media platforms. Obviously I'm not saying that being religious is a bad thing, I respect everybody. Christians are probably the most annoying in this social media religious people category. Like how to these motherfuckers who are sexist, racist, ableist, make rape and suicide jokes etc.. Even have the audacity to put a cross in their username, what the fuck is wrong with you? Are you just seeking attention like a bitch? Again, this isn't to call out any religion, more so the annoying part of people in them. Yes I'm a fag, so what? Yes I have a mental disorder, so what? Yes I've attempted to end my life multiple times, so what?

[maliciousandlovely]

Ribbit is now my favorite character in front of Jax, this episode made me love her sm.

[maliciousandlovely]

Deeper inside I always wonder if people really care or they just pretend. What is there to like about me, I don't know. I often feel like I'm a distraction and just an annoying weirdo. I don't know if its overthinking, but it hurts me mentally..

[maliciousandlovely]

Honest thoughts about the TADC movie (spoiler free!!)

If I had to give a ranking, for me an undeniable 10/10. It's just a cinematic masterpiece. Sure I'm not too happy with how some of the things ended up, but I can't deny the absolute quality and work put into making this last episode something special. I'm so sad that this all is ending now, but at the same time I'm so happy it happened. This show changed my life, how I think, how I see the people around me, everything really. For the people who are going to go see the movie soon (or are ready for June 19th) , this one is quite heavy, so you should prepare with some paper towels. Thats a mistake I made, although I managed to keep my tears in. No words, just unbelievable. Best movie I've ever seen and it's not even close.

[maliciousandlovely]

Please read.

Men's Mental Health Month, observed in June, aims to raise awareness about the unique mental health challenges faced by men. Despite experiencing mental health issues at similar rates to women, men are significantly less likely to seek professional help. Studies show that only around 42% of men with a mental illness receive treatment, compared to nearly 60% of women. Stigma surrounding vulnerability and traditional expectations of masculinity often discourage men from discussing their emotions openly. As a result, many men suffer in silence and may develop unhealthy coping mechanisms. Suicide remains one of the most serious consequences of untreated mental health problems among men. In the United States, men account for approximately 79% of all suicide deaths and die by suicide at nearly four times the rate of women. Mental Health Month encourages open conversations, early intervention, and greater access to support services. It also highlights the importance of checking in on friends, family members, and colleagues who may be struggling. By reducing stigma and promoting understanding, society can help more men receive the support they need to maintain good mental health.

As a person who has struggled with mental health for a long time now, spreading my piece of awareness is something I can do. Sure I might be 1 out of 8 billion puzzle pieces in this gigantic world we live in, but that doesn't mean I cant show my own love and my own appreciation for everything. Obviously this is not to rant over pride month, which I fully support and take part in. I would just like to bring attention to another topic this month that is extremely important and just unfortunately kind of falls in the shadow of everything. If there's one thing everyone can do, it's talk. Talk to you close ones: your friends, family, teachers, coworkers etc. No one deserves to go through something alone.

[maliciousandlovely]

I hate

[maliciousandlovely]

Thought I'd show off my ring collection :3

They all have meanings too, Ill list them down below (if you can't recognize some, then if you want ill explain)

bat ring- for luck and belief in myself

stars ring- to stay happy and be myself

hammerhead shark- to keep promises and not betray people

black with fidget ring- for confidence

silver with dragons on it- to respect cultures and different people

silver with ECG line on it- to try stay healthy and unharmed

black with silver stars on it- to continue my passion in music

old school ring- to remind myself of my old school (the good parts)

sparkly silver with line in middle- to keep my glamour and shine

four silver lines and three gold lines- to always look at things from different views

asymmetrical two golden and three silver lines- to remember that nothing is ever fully perfect

chessboard- to always take things step by step and not rush

two thick and three thin silver line- to take care of my hygiene and body

silver with suns and stars on it- to always care for the beautiful atmosphere around us

silver with waves on it- to always take care of the beautiful oceans and seas

silver with looping lines- to always support equality and respect

black with silver crosses- to always find solutions to any bicker and beef

silver with trees- to always care for the beautiful green nature

six golden and five silver lines- to always be helpful and a helping hand to who needs it

golden with silver vines- to always stay open and not close myself up

golden with dollar signs- to never become too greedy and only care about money

silver with parallelograms- to always keep going even if there is obstacles on the way

silver with different diamond shapes- to never differentiate people based on their looks

golden with an interesting pattern- to always stay creative

silver lines with two different shades- to remember that simplicity is also fine

[mismatchedmango]

Fun fact chain! Share a fun fact or a few than tag ppl! (Pls I want fun facts!)

So fun fact:

the Virginia Spring beauty's powdered roots have been used historically to prevent conception and when cooked taste like chestnuts :)

@imjustboredguys @ellietalkswaytoomuch @raventhecrispy-offical @extra-extra-unhinged @davey-the-brains @logicalucy @justyouraveragedepressedteen1 @tarantulas-of-santa-fe @squishyeggy @what-the-newsies

Any of y'all want to share fun facts?

[extra-extra-unhinged]

the inventor of pringles who died in 2008, had his cremated remains placed in a Pringles can. so the inventor of pringles is a Pringle.

@youllstealannuduh @theloverislost @deizzyx @burnttoast7272 @kaihasmoreswagthanyou3 @burnininhell @atthispointeverythingischaos + open tags

[kaihasmoreswagthanyou3]

In 2022 Dua Lipa wore a sheer white dress to her friend’s wedding, and people got mad at her online, claiming she was trying to “outshine the bride.” But one of the grooms, fashion designer Simon Porte Jacquemus, had specifically told her to wear the dress. Also it was a gay wedding between two men so there was no bride to outshine :D

@burnttoast7272 @snumnerville @sharkwithpaws @meetmeataliminalspace +open tagz

[volume-down]

The Renaissance sculptor Michelangelo was at the very least bisexual, his art often featuring homoerotic themes and were centered around men, as well as his sonnets. Also, he wrote sonnets.

@mustard-in-a-bottle @forgfrogg @theblackberryhimself @st4ry3mi @soda-pop-22 @writingwithoutconfidence @iamsriiiiiiii + open tags

[mustard-in-a-bottle]

The European Meadow viper (also known as the Orsinii's viper or the Ursinii's Viper) is Europes smallest viper, but DID YOU KNOW that instead of laying eggs like most snakes, this snake has adapted (due to it's habitat and climate) TO HAVE LIVE BIRTHS.

ISNT THAT SO COOL??

@theonlyaardvark @iminruinz @themostrandommoon @mer-acle @potatoanarchist @seventeeneleventeen @bardorsomethinglikethat @petercaparkacar @valdezsimp02 @moonflower-wings-of-fire @isoldmysoultothefae @cean0w

[valdezsimp02]

You have tagged me too many times ughhhhh okay uhm

The color of a polar bears skin is actually black, and it's fur is actauclly translusive, it just looks like it's white because it reflecsts the snow and ice

I think prev already tagged y'all but @isoldmysoultothefae @patroclus-is-the-bigger-person @parker818 @mustard-in-a-bottle and my friends @whitestreamrct2 @stargazer56cipher @honey-minded-hivemind @chunkyform3

[epichermesholymoly]

Not invited but I just wanna share a fun fact!

Armadillos are bulletproof :3

@alastordaradiodemon, @cams-rambles, @potatoanarchist, @lilspark-offical, @p0pr0x1an, @tadctonorway, @deemondude, @leilani-lily, @booknerd2712, @loch-nes-dragon, @cheekychihuahuaart, @b-does-arts

[scruffy-the-rat]

Fun fact.

Did you know during World War II only one Jew survived in Ukraine? The Jew was married to a Ukrainian woman, who hid the Jew in their basement and secretly brought food and water.

@biscotch @maliciousandlovely @hawkeyedoodles @cams-rambles @loch-nes-dragon

[maliciousandlovely]

Fun fact,

In the Soviet Union there was a period where owning blue jeans was basically a status symbol of rebellion and coolness. Actual American jeans were so rare that people traded them on black markets for insane prices. Teenagers treated Levi’s like sacred artifacts while the government was busy trying to build communism.

[uberfluss]

first 5 faceless emojis are how your summers gonna go

[istillwishforyouateleveneleven]

🙏🏻💔👎🏻💗🤞🏻

i pray to not get my heart broken and it doesn't so i lock in w my lover ofcourse🤞🏻

the one w the face emojis tells the story even better😭🙏🏻💔👎🏻💗🤩🤞🏻

@darlingmylovethatsmurder @darknesswrappedinfallcolors @7975348473 @loonylara @maliciouslittlewhiteboy @b4rty-r0s13r-w1ll-fck-y0ur-m0m @evil-twink-reg

[loonylara]

🏖💘🤞👤🎼

this summer > last summer but i'm still terrified

@edensolace @space-girliee @sad-traffic-cone @luvieville @marriedtonarcissablack @hiraethspacegirl @dont-look-at-my-ao3-history @rustytyperwriter @hyyl18

[hyyl18]

😭💜🔮😝🤩

Hmmmm.....okay I think?

@bardorsomethinglikethat @patroclus-is-the-bigger-person

[bardorsomethinglikethat]

Witchy things be happening XD

💫🫶🤞👏💃

Mine are....interesting

@patroclus-is-the-bigger-person

[patroclus-is-the-bigger-person]

😊😝💋💜🛐

This summer is going to be OK I think

[epichermesholymoly]

☀️🥞🎶💀🩵

oh

@alastordaradiodemon, @cams-rambles, @potatoanarchist, @lilspark-offical, @p0pr0x1an, @tadctonorway, @deemondude, @leilani-lily, @booknerd2712, @loch-nes-dragon, @cheekychihuahuaart, @b-does-arts

[scruffy-the-rat]

🔪🗡️🩸🫵👎

Uh... Should I be worried?

@biscotch @maliciousandlovely @hawkeyedoodles @cams-rambles @loch-nes-dragon

[maliciousandlovely]

🫶👍🔥✅✨

I don't use emojis so this is so random..

[maliciousandlovely]

I eat a lot of tree bark and marble