What exactly am I supposed to put here?

girl who doesn't know what to do with her life

[mossy-cobble]

crazy how i find myself thinking i've got a handle on it all finally and then i see the ways that other people tangle their lives together so easily and live so easily together with their friends and i feel like that girl at the top of the stairs painting by norman rockwell

[mossy-cobble]

i'll always be here

[leychansey]

“Where there is love, there is life.”

Kalapastangan song by Fitterkarma

Pangalan mo ang paboritong kanta na paulit-ulit na tumatakbo sa isip

Mamamatay akong nakangiti kapag ikaw ang nasa aking tabi

- Hindi dahil handang lumisan, kundi dahil hindi mawari ang mundong wala ang mukha mong nagbibigay-saysay sa bawat paggising.

Mabubuhay akong nagsisisi kapag isang araw hindi kita mapangiti

- Dahil kung may misyon man dito, ’yon ay ang makita kang masaya, kahit sa paraang hindi sinisigaw ng mundong madalas manlamig. Dahil sa totoo lang, ngiti mo ang dahilan kung bakit patuloy pa rin ang paghinga.

Kalapastangan ang 'di ka ibigin kalokohan ang 'di ka isipin

- Dahil ang puso, para na rin itong nalalagot kapag hindi ikaw ang laman ng bawat tibok. Mas madali pang mawalan ng hininga kaysa itigil ang pag-iisip sa ’yo.

Kung ang mundo ay biglang gugunawin Ikaw ang una kong hahanapin

- Hindi dahil dapat, kundi dahil gano’n ka kahalaga. Prayoridad ang pagmamahal sa’yo— walang hadlang, walang panangga, walang katapusan. Dahil sa lahat ng dinanas, ikaw lang ang bagay na kayang ipaglaban kahit wala nang natitirang mundo para balik-balikan.

[lizheartsyou]

BETTER THAN THE MOVIES IS BEING ADAPTED. CHARLIE BUSHNELL PICK UP THE DAMN PHONE.

[scar00sblog]

[jakeperalta]

@pscentral event 30: friendship

Anne Shirley Cuthbert & Diana Barry in Anne with an E (2017-2019)

[malihaa6]

truer love has never existed

[malihaa6]

TSITP S3 rant

i will always hate how the s3 writing tried to appease jeremiah as a character and bellyjere fans so much at the cost of the writing. I liked the season but outside of bellyconrad the writing was so awful and so many of the writing choices were so bizarre and served no purpose for story or characters except to give jeremiah an out.

I'm going to start with my biggest heartbreak—Staylor. They were kinda cute in S1 and absolutely everything in S2 and then wtf was s3?? I was sooo excited to get a season where they were together and then boom! They're not only not a couple for most of the season, they're fckng cheaters???? Just why?? And all so when we get to the scenes where Taylor and steven find out Jeremiah cheated, they don't have a leg to stand on and actually call jeremiah the piece of shit he is. Steven's reaction to finding out his little sister was cheated on was one of the worst things in that show when you compare it to how he reacted to Conrad confessing his feelings to belly. S3 Steven made noooo sense sorry.

Second is my biggest betrayal; the decimation of belly's character. Listen, she never made good decisions, she always listened to what other people wanted way too much. And I do get that they were trying to show just how much she lost of herself in her relationship with jere and how she was reacting aggressively to being told she might be making a mistake getting married bc, well of course she was scared. But they made her annoying so many times and rarely (if ever) gave her the space to defend herself from Jeremiah. Ik even in S2 they show how she feels guilty towards him and can't defend herself but that's why they were supposed to give her that bit of growth in S3.

Jeremiah is coddled by the writers, characters, and his fans and it's so frustrating. I've seen so many comments say a lot of people are up conrad's ass but I think that's just the knee jerk reaction to seeing him be villanised when he's literally the good guy.

[malihaa6]

How can I forget the way they ruined Steven's character just so jeremiah could still have friends at the end

[malihaa6]

TSITP S3 rant

i will always hate how the s3 writing tried to appease jeremiah as a character and bellyjere fans so much at the cost of the writing. I liked the season but outside of bellyconrad the writing was so awful and so many of the writing choices were so bizarre and served no purpose for story or characters except to give jeremiah an out.

I'm going to start with my biggest heartbreak—Staylor. They were kinda cute in S1 and absolutely everything in S2 and then wtf was s3?? I was sooo excited to get a season where they were together and then boom! They're not only not a couple for most of the season, they're fckng cheaters???? Just why?? And all so when we get to the scenes where Taylor and steven find out Jeremiah cheated, they don't have a leg to stand on and actually call jeremiah the piece of shit he is. Steven's reaction to finding out his little sister was cheated on was one of the worst things in that show when you compare it to how he reacted to Conrad confessing his feelings to belly. S3 Steven made noooo sense sorry.

Second is my biggest betrayal; the decimation of belly's character. Listen, she never made good decisions, she always listened to what other people wanted way too much. And I do get that they were trying to show just how much she lost of herself in her relationship with jere and how she was reacting aggressively to being told she might be making a mistake getting married bc, well of course she was scared. But they made her annoying so many times and rarely (if ever) gave her the space to defend herself from Jeremiah. Ik even in S2 they show how she feels guilty towards him and can't defend herself but that's why they were supposed to give her that bit of growth in S3.

Jeremiah is coddled by the writers, characters, and his fans and it's so frustrating. I've seen so many comments say a lot of people are up conrad's ass but I think that's just the knee jerk reaction to seeing him be villanised when he's literally the good guy.

[charleskinbotekin]

GAG HIM!!

[heavenshivers]

frei malthus, the man you are.

[gremlinnddraws]

“But his arms are there to comfort me…”.

“And eventually his lips…”

[jazzthatonewriterchick]

HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO SINNERS AKA THE BEST MOVIE EVER!!!

There are certain movies you remember seeing (the day, the time, what seats you were sitting in, etc.) and THIS is one of them. I wish I could rewatch it all over again 🥺🥺😭😭

[thefishywizard]

Victors

[starlessmistake]

~ Marsad Aurangzeb

Love Between Fairy and Devil (2022)

[malihaa6]

y'all don't get the chrisse vision 😭 okay so Chris says "your mistake was thinking we were friends" right (let's ignore that he's in the middle of trying to kill Clarisse as he says this). And to me this implies that there should have been some connection, some closeness, maybe even shared activities for him to even say this to her. Because we see them talk ONCE and that can't be all there is to it for either of them to consider each other friends. A couple of conversations couldn't have been enough for him to think she would assume that they're friends.

So like as they were spending whatever time they spent together, there's no way Chris didn't grow to like her (not romantically at first). Like idk how long he's been working for Luke, so maybe his friendship with Clarisse started bc he was working for Luke, or maybe it was already there and he just saw an opportunity to use it for the kronos army.

I'm intrigued by their relationship and what more there is to it that we didn't get to see in S2. There has to be, for us to get a better understanding of what clarisse sees in him not just as a crush but as a boy whose betrayal is worth giving, and life and mind worth saving.

Anyways I started this post saying y'all don't see the vision bc if they do keep the relationship in the show, this could serve some sweet enemies to lovers. The angst! The angst!

[yellowdressesandyearning]

“Colin was only attractive to Penelope once she had her glow up”

Colin Bridgerton was half in love with Penelope in S2, he was just going through his own bout of insecurity and didn’t realize how Penelope felt 😭 those yellow dresses never deterred him

[malihaa6]

Bianca and Nico di Angelo

i love Bianca but I feel like people overemphasize/exaggerate her being "parentified". Like people talk as if since she was in diapers she was taking care of nico. Yes, from what she has of her memories when we meet her, she can only remember taking care of nico, but her "parent" role to him was way too limited for what people make it out to be.

I'm always seeing a lot of projection from eldest daughters (nothing against them, I'm one myself) at the expense of actually analysing her character and discussing the important issue of artemis pressurising a child into making a decision with eternal consequences.

When reading ttc I didn't get the sense that Bianca made that decision simply because she was tired of being nico's caretaker (which yes played a role) but what was a 12yo girl to do with a god looking at her saying "here's this once in a lifetime awesome opportunity to hang out with me and my super awesome hunters doing super awesome things but you only have like 2 minutes to make a decision and keep in mind I am a god and will not take kindly to your rejection"

And some of the arguments I see to *insist* that she was absolutely without a doubt acting as Nico's parent (for way longer than realistically possible considering the amount of time that passed for them after maria died) will use stuff that's absolutely normal to do with your younger sibling. Almost every time I go home from uni I buy my little sister gifts not because I'm parentified but because I love and miss her. Bianca getting nico something she knows he likes doesn't automatically equate to parentification. And the scolding part. I scold strange kids on the street when I see them doing something naughty. I don't think it's an automatic sign of parentification, even within the context. Like yes she was forced to act as his guardian, but not to the extent everyone is making it out to be.

Overall what I'm trying to say is people seem to lean into the parentified Bianca part waayyy too much to the point that hc is being treated as canon. Like what evidence do we actually have that Bianca spends her *entire* life up until that moment taking care of nico?

And trust me I get it, one day of babysitting my siblings has me swearing off children but it wouldn't be reason enough to leave them with strangers. So there's more to what made Bianca take that decision and I wish people would zoom out of the parentification part to look at the whole picture.

Anyways I have a feeling the show writers might lean more into what the fandom has been saying for years but I think that would be doing a disservice to her character and the plot of the relationship between gods and halfbloods

[malihaa6]

just saw an anti solangelo post and I can't for the life of me figure out if it's satire or not because I cannot fathom hating that ship