Malindulo

New-Englander. estrogen-something. en/es/pt

[malindulo]

looking over my drafts & even some of the stuff I've posted recently I wonder if I shouldn't make a private account for all my really weird thoughts. do I have to wait for the journal factory to explode? maybe I should just keep a journal

[malindulo]

I wonder if queen's speech quirk of going like "this: thing" with colons is partially inspired by toby fox learning japanese, a lot of japanese sentences seem to be structured like that, with space for a notable pause

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I hate being vulnerable so much I'm so disgusting & manipulative & it's kind of on accident & kind of not, but the only way I can do things on purpose & it not be my fault is if I'm stupid. which I am, but also, that's just that shell I use to try & get things out of people. I am a grown man I no longer have any room to be ditzy & to not take responsibility for my being alive. & yet I still do. & I always push it. I always try to live in that trance just a moment longer until someone is openly disgusted by it & reminds me that I'm not cute & it hurts all over again.

[malindulo]

today I got a hug because I did something wrong. I considered not but fuck it, I wanted a friggin hug, I'm not getting much eviler

[malindulo]

I hate being vulnerable so much I'm so disgusting & manipulative & it's kind of on accident & kind of not, but the only way I can do things on purpose & it not be my fault is if I'm stupid. which I am, but also, that's just that shell I use to try & get things out of people. I am a grown man I no longer have any room to be ditzy & to not take responsibility for my being alive. & yet I still do. & I always push it. I always try to live in that trance just a moment longer until someone is openly disgusted by it & reminds me that I'm not cute & it hurts all over again.

[malindulo]

failed industry plants: kikky, sweet cap'n cakes

successful industry plants: kawkaws, mike

[4am-too]

DELTARUNE SPOILERS

FUCK OFF

[malindulo]

I think it's very fitting that of the major characters Ralsei has some of the greatest variation in how he's drawn by fanartists or even by the creators themselves.

[malindulo]

TV World starts out as a place where any darkner can exist & by the end is becoming a place where no darkner can exist. given that this is the Dreemurr household darkworld maybe this represents Kris's anxieties about being an adoptee & about their family breaking apart. ((or have people already thought of this one?))

[malindulo]

a teacher once told me I wrote like a lefty who was forced to be a rightie which kinda comes off like it's comparable to egg-cracking if you think about it. the woke left tried to groom me in being a southpaw lol.

[inoregano]

"Black Wings"

Theme of the Soaring Knight from @j-h-cubedman's deltarune snowblind au

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credit to deltamusic (https://www.youtube.com/@Deltarunemusic1063) for the black knife flp

[mindblankmusic]

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Saw the Conjoined Cathedrals in @j-h-cubedman's Snowblind AU, and an idea rooted itself in my head.

The big thing I want to try with it is that it can be split into separate tracks for each faction, with guitars and drums for the side rooting for Dess & Susie, and piano and chimes for the Thorned Heir's court!

Probably a bit too ambitious for me currently, but I'll see how far I get.

Edit: the weird time signature stuff will probably be later

[j-h-cubedman]

What do you think about the Gaster pirate theory?

As a 'theory', it goes against all of the writing and characterisation I've made for the character.

As a joke? Pretty funny! I can get behind it

[j-h-cubedman]

When the shelter was first constructed, very little digging was required. The cave system had always existed, simply reinforced with steel and concrete. The deeper tunnels were sealed off. If you place your hands against the walls of these dead-end hallways, you might notice that the stone is twice or in some cases even three times as thick as the concrete used in other parts of the shelter. Whatever lies in those old, dank tunnels, it was clear the old folks had no interest in ever seeing it again.

[j-h-cubedman]

Snowblind - Shoulder Angels

One came to save one lost like them The other to save one they couldn't save before

[j-h-cubedman]

'The Master Whittler At Rest'

[homestuck-music-tournament]

I keep finding myself going to your blog to find music to listen to and so far as I can find, theres no like- "jump to random post" on your page or even a desktop vers of your blog. I was wondering if you would ever customize your own desktop webpage and have a theme that does include a randomizer? TY for putting on such a fun event! It really has reminded me of a lot of really good music I've forgotten about. ^^

You're welcome!

I have no idea how to do any sort of front-end customisation like you're describing. However, I *do* know that tumblr has a built-in random post thing? I don't know if it still works great, and in this case it may end up taking you to a poll post instead of a track. But tada!

Random post button!

[malindulo]

people have been liking my months old comments arguing about the falklands & I'm just now realizing it's probably because the world cup has people arguing about them again.

[malindulo]

actually I might've hallucinated this I don't know where my notifs about this went